Seed heart

"Damn things!"

Father Luo slapped him, Luo Yi couldn't dodge at all, and he didn't plan to dodge, it would make him feel better.

The body fell to one side, and there was no need to touch it to know that the mouth was bleeding from the beating. Luo Bing was always in good health.

Luo Yi felt that there were golden flowers in front of his eyes, his temples were throbbing, his face was burning with pain, he didn't know if it was because of that slap or the sun.

The concrete floor on the top floor of the hospital was scorching hot by the midday sun, and he felt that his knees were going to be burned through.

What about Yifan, did Yifan kneel in front of the tomb like this that day, shedding tears...

But Luo Yi knew that the young man must have endured a thousand times more pain than him at that time...

The boy's hand was only three quarters the size of his, but he didn't catch him that day.

"Tell me, if you're like this, how can I explain to your Xiaofan's parents! Can our family be worthy of them!"

Luo Yi opened his mouth, and there was a tearing pain at the corner of his mouth.

"Dad... I was wrong... I will take good care of Yifan in the future..."

"In the future? Did you say the same thing two years ago!"

Luo Yi was silent for a moment, then just said: "The doctor said... I can't leave him..."

Strong possession, the possessed object cannot leave his control.

Will it hurt?

meeting--

Can you let it go?

cannot--

There are other treatments, but Luo Yi doesn't want to use them.

He is willing to be his medicine and spend the remaining time to heal him.

Father Luo pointed at him for a while, trembling and unable to speak, finally he could only leave with his hands.

It wasn't until he couldn't hear his father's footsteps that Luo Yi stood up slowly.

He comforted his mother and sister, asked the nurse to apply some medicine casually, and stayed by Lin Yifan's bedside.

The boy on the bed, with his eyes closed, refused to open his pupils, which contained stars.

Luo Yi took a cotton swab and wiped a layer of water on the boy's dry lips, then looked at the sky and the boy.

Lin Yifan used a paintbrush to draw Luo Yi, and Luo Yi loved to use his eyes to trace the outline of the boy over and over again.

But Yifan, why are you still awake? Is it really like what Old Chen said, you don't want to face me anymore...

Look at me... If you don't look at me, I'm going to die...

It's night. In the ward

With only one dim light on, it couldn't hide the sense of decay that belonged to the hospital.

The boy on the bed moved, opened his eyes slowly, and gradually woke up.

The empty room made him feel insecure.

He habitually yelled "Uncle Gao" in a hoarse voice, only to realize that he couldn't stay in bed with him at night in the hospital.

He struggled to get up, tore off the needle in his hand, resisting the urge to stick it into the palm of his hand.

Lin Yifan...Lin Yifan...You have to work hard, you have to be good, Uncle Gao likes good children the most, you can't cause trouble for Uncle Gao.

Lin Yifan, you have to get Uncle Gao back, he cannot belong to someone else...not allowed, not allowed!You shouldn't go away, you shouldn't run away, that's your Uncle Gao, it's your Luo Yi, how can you let others touch it!

no!Absolutely not!

The young man is dominated by the fear deep in his heart, his mind is full of images of Luo Yi being with others.

He groped to get out of the bed, and walked out of the ward barefoot before he had time to put on his shoes. There was a dead silence in the empty corridor. He looked at the corridor, but he didn't know where to go.

Everywhere is empty, and there is no Luo Yi anywhere.

Is Uncle Gao not wanting me anymore...

As you said, you won't want me, no matter what, I won't want me...

Liars... are liars...

How can you not want me...

As soon as Luo Yi walked from Lao Chen's office to the ward, he saw the boy standing in the corridor.

The boy's back became even thinner, his bare feet stepped on the reflective floor of the hospital, and blood was still slowly oozing from his hands.

"Yifan..."

The boy's hand twitched, but he didn't turn around.

"Yifan..."

He couldn't bear it any longer, and took two steps forward to hug the boy from behind.

"Yifan..."

"Uncle Gao..."

Luo Yi could feel the boy's icy body slowly relaxing, bit by bit soft in his arms.

Luo Yi picked up the boy, and the boy obediently put his arms around his neck.

The weight in his arms was very light, but it pressed his heart tightly.

"Uncle Gao, you can't let me go..."

The young man nestled in Luo Yi's arms, and in the summer night, cold tears flowed down Luo Yi's neck.

"Why don't I want you, I want everything."

The hair of the person in the arms hangs down, gently covering the eyes, and the eyelashes are sparkling with water, which makes people feel soft-hearted unconsciously.

"Uncle Gao... I'm obedient, I listen to you in everything, I eat carrots, I go to school obediently, I learn to draw hard, you don't like me and you can't let me... You don't want to be with others, okay... Okay...I beg you, please, Uncle Gao..."

I don't like it and I can't...

Luo Yi looked at the young man hugging his waist tightly, tears streaming down his face like a stream.

"Yifan, listen to me," he stretched out his hands to cover the young man's face, the skin under his hands was moist, the young man looked at him with moist eyes, waiting for his next words.

Luo Yi suddenly felt embarrassed.

"Yifan, I won't want you, I won't like others, and I won't be with others. From now on, I'll be with you, okay?"

More tears flowed from the boy's eyes, and he asked, "Uncle Gao, are you pitying me? I have no parents, I have nothing... I only have..."

I only have you.

This sentence was blocked by Luo Yi's kiss and sealed with a kiss.

Without too many movements, Luo Yi just sucked the boy's lips and licked them gently until the boy's dry lips became moist.

It's a savory kiss.

Luo Yi's breath surrounded him, making him feel relieved, and couldn't help but want to close his eyes. He habitually rubbed Luo Yi's cheek.

Luo Yi wiped away the tears from the boy's face, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and said, "Yifan, go to sleep, I'll be here—"

From now on, it will always be there.

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