Bend the squad leader count me as a loser

Today is Lu Yi's 28th birthday, Ling Shi bought a birthday cake for Lu Yi on the street.

Ling Shi was crossing the road when he received a call from the research office with the birthday cake, and almost had a car accident. The cake fell to the ground, but Ling Shi didn't care and just left.

They told Ling Shi that Lu Yi passed out during the experiment today and is now in the hospital.

Ling Shi rushed to the hospital immediately, and found that grandma had come with her belly to wish the New Year, and Lu Huiyuan was rushing back on the plane. Ling Shi had a bad feeling.

In the ward, Lu Yi looked at him with a smile, Ling Shi squatted beside Lu Yi's bed, and Lu Yi pulled Ling Shi to sit beside the bed.

"Yiyi, are you okay?" Ling Shi held Lu Yi's hand nervously, and Lu Yi suddenly didn't know what to say when he looked at Ling Shi.

He couldn't tell Ling Shi directly, because he was too afraid of Ling Shi making a sad expression.

"Here is a, um, tumor. I don't know whether it is benign or malignant. It is being tested." Lu Yi said calmly, even with a smile in his eyes.

But Ling Shi felt cold and stiff all over at that moment.

They vacated the ward, leaving a separate space for Ling Shi and Lu Yi.

"No...Really?" Ling Shi held Lu Yi's hand tightly, but he was afraid that Lu Yi's hand would hurt, and Ling Shi's eyes were red.

"What's the matter, don't cry, don't you know if it's benign or malignant? Why cry? If it's benign, it will be over with an operation. What are you afraid of? I'm not even afraid of it yet."

Lu Yi comforted Ling Shi, hugged Ling Shi and coaxed him. After Ling Shi hugged Lu Yi, his empty heart felt better.

That's why I'm afraid!I have said that I don’t know whether it is benign or malignant. What if, what if it is malignant?

Ling Shi was afraid, Ling Shi was afraid to death, Ling Shi could not be afraid of anything, the only thing he was afraid of was that something would happen to Lu Yi, and Lu Yi was Ling Shi's weakness, Ling Shi's only worry.

Ling Shi's body was trembling slightly, and Lu Yi sighed silently. What he was most afraid of was that Ling Shi would find out. When the doctor told Lu Yi just now, Lu Yi was very calm and didn't even think about anything.

But in the next second, he was thinking, what should Ling Shi do if he knows?Lu Yi suddenly realized that he was a little flustered, that's right, Ling Shi knew what to do.

Like Ling Shi, he must be very sad, and so is Lu Yi, no one can care, but Ling Shi cares very much.

Ling Shi cared more about him than his own body, and Lu Yi didn't dare to tell Ling Shi.

When a doctor came and told Ling Shi that he would give Lu Yi a full body checkup, Ling Shi let Lu Yi go. When Lu Yi was taken away, Ling Shi's face was trembling with his fingertips.

Ling Shi began to contact the best doctor in the world in this area. Even if the result of the final examination was not good, he was prepared in advance, right?

Lu Yi can't be troubled, Lu Yi can't be troubled.

Lu Yi had a complete physical examination, and the doctor told Lu Yi that he should not be overworked like this anymore, and if he continued like this, his body would suffer more and more diseases.

This time it was a tumor, so I don't know what it is next time, and Lu Yi is exposed to chemicals every day, which is a dangerous thing, coupled with being too tired, it caused the result that his physical condition is not good enough.

"Then can the doctor trouble you, please don't tell my family about this for now? I'm afraid they will be very worried. "

Lu Yi didn't want Ling Shi to know, if Ling Shi knew that he was overworked, he might not let Lu Yi go to work.

"This won't work. After all, the family members will have to sign for the operation." The doctor can't agree to Lu Yi's matter. If something happens, no one can bear the responsibility.

"Okay, thank you doctor." Lu Yi stood up and left by himself. Instead of going back to the ward, Lu Yi went to the psychological room on the second floor. The doctor Yu Xidui here is the doctor who treated him.

I come every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday, but not at other times, and today happens to be Thursday.

Lu Yi stood at the door of the psychological room and knocked lightly. The doctor raised his head, revealing his fascinated face.

"Doctor Ji, can I have a chat with you?" Lu Yi stood at the door, Doctor Ji nodded, showing a proper smile to Lu Yi.

Lu Yi walked in, wearing a hospital gown, and sat in front of Dr. Ji, with his hands gently on his knees, Lu Yi looked at the sign on the desk, Dr. Ji's sign, Ji Lizhi, Psychologist.

Dr. Ji took the initiative and did not ask for the way, but was waiting for the way.

"I'm sick. There's a tumor growing here. In fact, I don't feel much. It seems that it's not very important to me. It will grow when it grows. But I thought of my lover. He was very worried and almost cried. A big man, every time he encounters something about me, his eyes will turn red."

With a sweet smile on the corner of Lu Yi's mouth, Doctor Ji listened quietly to Lu Yi's talk.

"However, from the moment he came in front of me, I was a little scared. I was afraid what if I was a malignant tumor? After all, I have passed out in the laboratory. It is very likely that it is malignant, isn't it? " Lu Yi said softly, and Doctor Ji helped his glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"That's not necessarily true. Malignant tumors can be cured sometimes. Now that medical technology is very advanced, you can think about it for a while." Doctor Ji seemed to have a soothing effect when he spoke, which could calm Lu Yi down.

"Also, Dr. Ji, when I think about going to the operating table, I feel that I will be like my good friend. I can't get off after getting on the table. When I went to the examination table for a physical examination today, my whole body was trembling. , cold sweat broke out in the palm of your hand."

Lu Yi smiled mockingly, look, after so many years, he still can't forget, he still thinks of the person who closed his eyes forever on the operating table.

"You have been here for almost a year. Have you really opened up to me? Many times when I ask you questions, I can feel that you are naturally resisting me and unwilling to answer the questions directly. , the eyes are even erratic, another psychiatrist you have been with him for three years, he told me that this is a difficult patient."

Doctor Ji tapped the table lightly with his beautiful and slender fingers, and Lu Yi lowered his head in embarrassment.

"Lu Yi, you have to know that post-traumatic stress disorder syndrome is not terrible. If you have time, you can go to a mental hospital to see autism and depression. You will know what real quiet is."

Dr. Ji is there on Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday to help those patients enlighten themselves, most of them are depressed patients.

"Depressed patients have a separate building, because we feel that they are almost the same as normal people, different from people who are going crazy, that building is very quiet, it's so quiet, you can't hear anything except nurses and doctors walking and moving Any sound other than mechanical equipment." Even he, a psychiatrist, feels very depressed every time he goes there.

"A patient with smiling depression once asked me, she smiled and asked me, Doctor Ji, can I jump from here today?" When Doctor Ji told Lu Yi, Lu Yi was a little dazed, with reddish eyes.

"I said no, I told her that she hasn't taken her medicine today, hasn't painted today, hasn't gone for a walk today, and you haven't called mom today." Dr. Ji told Lu Yi softly, as if waking up the road meaning.

"We do a lot of things every day. It's not okay to keep ourselves trapped in one thing. Well, it's been so long since you've been out, your lover should be worried too." Dr. Ji stood up and pulled Lu Yi up, Lu Yi It was as if I understood something at that moment.

He understood why Dr. Ji said this to him.

"Thank you, Doctor Ji." Lu Yi thanked Doctor Ji before leaving.

On the way Lu Yi returned to the ward, the breeze was blowing on Lu Yi's thin body, Lu Yi thought, yes, he always trapped himself in one place, there were so many things every day, but Lu Yi always thought about a certain thing. He never thought that there would be more important things waiting for him.

When Lu Yi returned to the ward, his whole body felt a lot more relaxed. Ling Shi was terrified by Lu Yi who had disappeared for half an hour, and he was still afraid after holding Lu Yi.

"What are you afraid of, it's okay, it's okay." Lu Yi touched the top of Ling Shi's head and kissed the corner of Ling Shi's mouth.

"Yiyi, don't leave me, I won't be able to take it anymore." Ling Shi hugged Lu Yi tightly and refused to let go, Lu Yi nodded, how could he be willing to leave Ling Shi, he hasn't enjoyed it yet but What about the happiness it brought him, he was reluctant to leave.

Ling Shi has been in contact with experts in that area for the past few days, and it turned out that the tumor was benign. Everyone was relieved. Ling Shi contacted the experts to perform surgery as soon as possible to remove the tumor.

Every day that this disease is not good, Ling Shi can't let go of it all day, and he is always worried and frightened every day.

Lu Yi is in a good mood, anyway, it is benign, Lu Yi is not afraid of anything, an operation will solve the problem.

On the morning when Lu Yi entered the operating room, Lu Yi found Dr. Ji to communicate again, and then he went to the operating table. The result was much better. Lu Yi was no longer afraid, and was afraid of going to the operating table.

Ling Shi stood outside the operating room and waited. The tumultuous belly was much quieter today. He knew that Lu Yi's father was sick, so he had to be more obedient.

For Ling Shi, Lu Yi entering the operating room was the last scene he wanted to see, because at this time Ling Shi felt that he was useless, that he was completely useless, so he could only watch Lu Yi being pushed into the operating room, and he could do nothing. can not do this.

Ling Shi was going crazy waiting, the doctor came out and told Ling Shi that the operation was a success, please rest assured the family members.

Looking at Lu Yi who was being pushed into the ward, Ling Shi finally let go of his heart. He hoped that he would never see this kind of scene again from now on. Ling Shi was really too scared.

He was afraid that the person who loved him the most in this world would leave, and he would be left alone from now on. Fortunately, his intention was still there, and no one could separate them except old age and death.

The author has something to say

Doctor Ji is very important, let me tell you quietly, Doctor Ji is the hero of Xinkeng, as for whether to attack or suffer, guess what?