If you can't get it, just listen to him panting, you can't feel it, you just scratch it, the more you scratch it, the more you can only suffocate the anger.

Gu Xingyou took a deep breath, stopped the topic, and fell back on the bed, amused: "Where are you now? Such a mess."

"The stairwell in the boys' dormitory." Ji Chen leaned against the wall, the warm yellow voice-activated light was on, and there were few people walking up the stairs at night, but not without them.

The stairwell was quiet, echoing Ji Chen's slight panting, "Brother, I miss you."

This sentence made Gu Xingyou feel more pleasant than the gasp just now. He was silent for more than ten seconds, during which neither of them spoke.

"I'll go back to school tomorrow." Gu Xingyou said.

Crazy, he is really crazy.

The two hung up the phone, Gu Xingyou covered his face with his hands.

The first time he said "I miss you" from someone, he couldn't wait to see him. Even though he had been separated for less than a day, he felt that he missed him very much.

Is this love?

When we were not together, we didn't feel much after being apart for ten days or months. After we were together, I just wanted to be with him all the time.

Gu Xingyou was really not a clingy person before. Before he fell in love, he also felt that it was boring to stay together all day. However, there is always a gap between reality and imagination.

Sweet torture.

That night, Gu Xingyou booked the high-speed rail ticket for the next afternoon. He woke up early the next day, wandered around the house all morning, and only told his mother about going back to school when he was about to leave.

Zhuo Fanglan was a little surprised: "It's so fast, isn't it still on vacation?"

"There's something... at the school." Gu Xingyou didn't even believe this reason.

But Zhuo Fanglan accepted it very calmly, and she said: "If you have something to do, go quickly, do you want me to take you to the station?"

Gu Future went to work and drove away the family car. Zhuo Fanglan's message was naturally to take a taxi. Gu Xingyou said no more. He went out with the backpack he came back with, put on his black peaked cap, and slept soundly last night Some curled hair.

He changed his shoes at the door, and Zhuo Fanglan warned: "Be careful on the road, the weather has warmed up recently, don't be greedy for the cold, and dress warmly."

"Understood, let's go." Gu Xingyou greeted, and walked towards the elevator.

At the gate of the community, Gu Xingyou ran into Xiao Yan who had returned from buying soy sauce. Xiao Yan rushed up and gave him a bear hug, "Why are you here?"

"Go back to school." Gu Xingyou shook Xiao Yan's hand on his shoulder, "Let go."

"I can't even touch it." Xiao Yan rolled his eyes, "Why do you have to go back to school so soon? Didn't you just come back yesterday?"

Gu Xingyou straightened his hat which was being crooked by Xiao Yan, and said, "I love learning."

"Damn." Xiao Yan looked at him suspiciously, "You're quite abnormal this time. Could it be that you were hooked by a school goblin?"

He bumped Gu Xingyou's shoulder with a smirk on his face.

Little goblin... Well, this description is quite appropriate. Gu Xingyou smiled and did not refute.

Xiao Yan grew up with him, so he could more or less understand his emotions, and when he saw this, his face was filled with horror.

"Fuck me? No way, no way! Are you talking about a girlfriend?"

Gu Xingyou glanced at him, and snorted softly in a nasal voice, with a bit of complacency: "I have a date."

Hearing his own confession, Xiao Yan was really surprised this time: "I fuck? You're actually in a relationship!"

"Surprised?" Gu Xingyou raised an eyebrow.

"Don't be too surprised, okay!" Xiao Yan circled around him, "You didn't tell me what happened when, I'll go, it's true, don't you just lie to me? I haven't seen a female with a good relationship with you either."

"Get out." Gu Xingyou pushed his face, "You will know later, so I won't tell you now."

Xiao Yan has a big mouth, he can't hide secrets, and his lying skills are extremely clumsy. After telling him, his mother will probably know it soon.

Xiao Yan's curiosity was hooked, "Tell me, I promise not to say anything."

Gu Xingyou believed his guarantee, but this idiot would always reveal secrets unconsciously, so Gu Xingyou didn't believe his strictness.

Gu Xingyou's tone was harsh: "Don't say anything, let's go, I won't be able to catch up with the car later."

"Come on, you're still not a brother!" Xiao Yan grabbed his arm and refused to let him go, "If you don't tell me, don't even think about leaving this neighborhood today."

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone in his pocket rang, Xiao Yan let go, and Gu Xingyou unhurriedly straightened his ripped sleeves.

When Xiao Yan saw the phone call, his back felt chills for a while. After he connected, a fierce middle-aged woman's voice came from the phone: "Xiao Yan, where did you buy soy sauce? Did you go online again! If you don’t come back even if the food is going to be mushy, you’ll just eat farts if you don’t come back!”

"No, no, Mom, listen to me, I'm not in an Internet cafe, I ran into Brother Gu in the neighborhood..."

"Damn! Nine times out of ten times you go out, you meet Xingzi. Let me tell you, you'd better come back to me as soon as possible!"

Gu Xingyou got away without any pressure. He took a car to the high-speed rail station. After getting on the high-speed rail, Gu Xingyou sent Ji Chen a message: I'm on the high-speed rail.

Ji Chen replied quickly: OK, I'll pick you up at the station.

The closer you are to the site, the faster Gu Xingyou's heart beats. This is a feeling I've never felt before. Excited, excited, I can't wait to jump out of the car right now. I can't think of anything. I just want to meet Ji Chen in a while. scene.

There's new news on the phone.

Chen'er: Brother, I've arrived at the station, and you'll see me as soon as you come out.

Chen'er: I'll wait for you.

Chen'er: I love you, Brother Gu.

Gu Xingyou's palms were sweating, and his heart was impatient. Gu Xingyou felt that sooner or later he would be raped to death by Ji Chen. This person really suits him more and more.

The speed of the high-speed train is gradually slowing down, and the station has arrived.

Gu Xingyou put away his phone, put his bag on his back, and walked out along the flow of people. When he got out of the station, Gu Xingyou raised the brim of his hat and looked for Ji Chen everywhere, but there was no need to look for him at all.

As Ji Chen said, Ji Chen stands in a place where he can be seen as soon as he goes out, and he is extremely conspicuous. He has a cold face, stands tall and unique, and has a unique temperament. Gu Xingyou glanced over and was attracted by him force.

Coincidentally, today Gu Xingyou was wearing a black sweater, and Ji Chen was wearing a white jacket—this was also the one that Gu Xingyou had made dirty by pressing him against a tree last time, and the two became "black and white impermanence" again .

Ji Chen obviously saw him too, raised his hand to wave to him, and squeezed through the crowd towards him.

Gu Xingyou quickened his pace, passing through the gaps in the crowd, and the distance between the two quickly shortened.

"Chen'er." Gu Xingyou stood in front of Ji Chen.

Ji Chen pursed his lips and smiled.

This is not a good place to talk, they walked out, Ji Chen followed Gu Xingyou.

"Brother Gu, wait a minute..." Ji Chen suddenly spoke up, and hesitated to finish his sentence.

Gu Xingyou asked: "What's going on later? Do you have arrangements?"

"Yes." Ji Chen nodded, "Brother Gu, I want to take you to meet my mother."

Ji Chen's mother had been dead for almost a year. At this time, he said that he would take Gu Xingyou to see his mother, and Gu Xingyou's heart reflexively felt cold.

"In the suburban cemetery, is it okay?" Ji Chen turned his head and asked Gu Xingyou's opinion softly.

This is Ji Chen's thought since Gu Xingyou said he came back today last night. After careful consideration, he said it to Gu Xingyou. He is not sure whether Gu Xingyou is willing.

Gu Xingyou looked at his serious and sincere eyes, and couldn't say no to him at all. He could understand Gu Xingyou's psychology, and wanted to share with others the secret that could not be vented but buried deep in his heart. How could Gu Xingyou have the heart to back down from the step Xing You took—he had no intention of backing down at all.

He said: "Okay."

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon when Gu Xingyou went from his home to the station. There were many traffic lights in the city. It would take at least two hours to take a taxi to the suburban cemetery, and it would take four hours to go back and forth. There might be various uncertainties in between.

Therefore, it is possible that I will not be able to return to Q University tonight.

But Gu Xingyou had his ID card on him, so he wasn't worried.

They hailed a taxi and set off. In the car, Ji Chen kept a straight face and didn't say a word. Gu Xingyou could feel his nervousness and low pressure. The joy when he got out of the station seemed to have been exhausted.

They were sitting in the back seat. Gu Xingyou put half of the bag on his lap and half on the seat. He pulled Ji Chen's hand from the back of the backpack and squeezed his palm. Ji Chen turned his head and glanced at him. , looked a little better, and returned to his usual cool look.

On the way, Ji Chen went to buy a bunch of white chrysanthemums. When the two arrived at the place, Ji Chen registered with the administrator, and then went in with Gu Xingyou.

Shrubs were planted on both sides of the steps in the cemetery, and they were neatly trimmed. They walked up step by step. At a certain level, Ji Chen walked to the right.

He was wearing a white coat, holding a bouquet of white flowers, his nobility became more and more prominent, untrimmed black hair hung down his forehead, and he walked forward with downcast eyes.

He came to this road a lot at first, but he seldom came later. The more he walked in, the more depressed he felt.

He stopped in front of a tombstone, Ji Chen put down the chrysanthemum, stared directly at the steady and gentle photo on the tombstone, his hands trembling.

He took a deep breath and said, "This is my mother."

Gu Xingyou was not used to such heavy scenes, so he patted Ji Chen on the shoulder: "I'll wait for you next to me."

After a while, Ji Chen nodded.

Gu Xingyou walked a little further away, he felt that at this moment, Ji Chen didn't need anyone by his side, this was a space exclusively for him and his mother.

Ji Chen lowered his eyes and squatted. A long time ago, he loved and hated his mother. His mother encouraged him to become an "elite", but she seldom paid attention to his other things. The only thing he had eaten was made by his own hands. My favorite thing is a bowl of noodles for my birthday.

In fact, it's not really made for him, but that evening, when his mother came home, she suddenly remembered that it was his tenth birthday, and there were only noodles at home, so his mother made a bowl of clear water noodles.

...it was hard to eat, but he ate it all.

He always felt that his mother didn't love him. The only fucking mother's love that made him feel was when the car accident happened when she rushed towards him recklessly, blocking most of the injuries for him.

That was the first time, such a real feeling, and the last time.

Ji Chen looked at the loving smiling face on the photo, he wanted to say, that was his boyfriend just now, he liked him very much, but if he said it, she might get angry again, so he just wanted to take him Come and meet her, because she is also the person Ji Chen cares about.

He stayed there for about 5 minutes. When he got up, he suddenly saw a note pressed by a small stone next to him. Ji Chen picked it up and opened the note. There were a few delicate characters on it.

——I don’t know if you will come, I’ve been waiting for you here for a day, I’m sorry, I didn’t know what happened at that time, I can’t stay here long, I can’t wait for you, if you can see Would you like to contact me with this note?I have a lot to say to you.

Signed: L.

Ji Chen shrank his hands suddenly, his eyes darkened, and he pinched the edges of the paper into wrinkles.

After a while, he crumpled the paper into a ball, held it in his hand, turned around and walked to Gu Xingyou's side, "Let's go."

"Okay." Gu Xingyou didn't see the piece of paper.

After they went down, Ji Chen went to the administrator again and asked for yesterday's visitor list, and as expected, he found the same font on it as on the note - Li Ran.

When Ji Chen went out, he threw the note into the trash can.

Gu Xingyou was waiting outside. When Ji Chen went out, he had already settled his expression. There was no abnormality. They walked out of the cemetery. It was a sparsely populated, long road with rows of trees planted on both sides. They stood under the stop sign and waited for the bus.

Ji Chen took Gu Xingyou's hand and clasped his fingers tightly, "Let's stay in a hotel tonight, go back now, the school is closed."

"Okay." Gu Xingyou had already thought of this possibility before coming.

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