The Garden Life of a Little Gardener

Panting desperately to calm down his emotions, Baoyan hugged Zhouquan vigorously in his arms, almost gritted his teeth and asked word by word: "Who told you that I like Bao, Er, and Long?"

The last three words were almost spit out after being chewed into pieces, and even now that he is as slow as Zhou Quan, he can feel something is wrong.

Could it be that I guessed wrong again?Who else could it be?

In the village, the four of them had the best relationship. If it wasn't Bao Erlong, could it really be Chen Wenli?

Thinking back on Brother Wen Li's appearance, Zhou Quan's expression is really hard to describe.

Uh, Chen Wenli didn't mean to be ugly, it's just that he looks very distinctive.

Chef Bao, who knows Fa Xiao's every move like the palm of his hand, can guess what the other party is thinking without even looking.

Unbearable, Chef Bao suddenly got up from the opponent's arms, hugged Zhouquan and quickly pressed his lips to the opponent's lips.

Due to the quick and inexperienced movements, when their lips touched, their noses collided directly, Chef Bao's face soured and his eye sockets instantly became moist.

But he didn't care about himself, instead he went to look at Zhouquan first, and found that Zhouquan's body was stiff at this moment, with an expression of heaven and earth falling apart.

I have done everything, if there is anything I dare not say, let me say it sooner rather than later.

"Who is the person I like, should I express it clearly this time? It's not the brothers and sisters of the Chen family, let alone Bao Erlong, but you."

Zhou Quan, who had been overly shocked, once again lost his mind. After looking around blankly, he seemed to want to say something.

Afraid of hearing rejection directly from the other party, Chef Bao took the lead and said: "Zhou Zhou, we grew up together, and we have a tacit understanding like each other's half body. During the days when I left the village and wandered outside, I thought about it the most. You are the person, the person with the deepest memory is also you, even the character in every beautiful dream is you. I am also afraid, I am also hesitant, and I am also very afraid of destroying the relationship between us. I have struggled and given up, I I've tried too many times not to think about you, but I can't, without you my mind is so barren, I don't even know what to do."

Chef Bao's simple expression was very ferocious, as if he had returned to the time when he just found out that he had strange thoughts about Fa Xiao.

At that time, he had just entered the culinary school, and the complex environment in the technical school soon brought him into contact with the adult world.

The seniors who played well secretly took the juniors and juniors out to watch a short movie. When everyone around them was excited, Bao Zhen found that he was not so excited.

However, after returning to the dormitory that night, he had a colorful and charming dream. The protagonist in the dream was not the sexy and beautiful big sister in the small movie, but his own hair with long and curved eyelashes and dimples when he laughed. Small.

A child who had just left home to live alone at the age of fifteen or sixteen suddenly discovered that not only did he have a different sexual orientation, but also that the object of his dreams was his best friend. This blow was devastating to him.

Denying, suppressing or even forcibly suppressing, Bao Yan punished himself without anyone knowing.

Don't think about it, don't talk about it, don't communicate, close yourself, put all your energy on learning and practicing skills, and sleep when you get tired, the boy thinks that he won't have the energy to think about it.

However, the young man knows Mu Shaoai, how can he be suppressed?

The more you control, the more lovesick you will be, and the more lovesick you will be, the deeper you will sink in, and you will inevitably struggle if you fall into it. However, just like a traveler who has fallen into quicksand, the more you struggle, the deeper and faster you will fall.

Every day the young Chef Bao felt that he was facing the danger of being covered by yellow sand, and the sense of urgency that the sand was buried up to his neck made him feel that he would suffocate anytime, anywhere.

However, his coping method, apart from earning him the nickname of "Desperate Boy", did not help him in any other way.

After several struggles, Chef Bao decided to face up to himself. With a small expectation in his heart, he has been constantly strengthening himself since that day, preparing for everything he may face in the future.

When he couldn't suppress his longing anymore, he chose to return. Knowing how painful it was to suppress, he didn't hide his emotions from beginning to end, but he restrained his emotions because he didn't want to scare the other party.

Now that the truth is revealed, Chef Bao has exposed everything about himself, like a prisoner standing on the bench, waiting for his verdict.

"Please, I've been lingering in that quicksand for ten years, whether you accept or reject, please give me a good time."

Faced with this kind of childhood, Zhou Quan only feels distressed but not disgusted. He can imagine how tormented Brother Baozhen, who has always been upright in Sanguan, has been through these years.

Moisturizing his somewhat dry lips, Zhouquan asked carefully: "Brother Baoyan, don't be deceived or blinded by your senses, you may just rely on me in your heart or a momentary passion, don't give it to yourself so blindly. Draw a conclusion, what if it is wrong?"

Zhouquan still can't believe that Baoyan's feelings for him are love. He thinks it might be that Faxiao's overly rough childhood caused some trauma to his heart, and he just filled those wounds and gave him love. It was so warm that he was nostalgic for that kind of temperature that constantly hypnotized himself, and only then did he have some delusions.

This kind of situation is not impossible. For example, in today's society, those Oedipus love father love grandpa, isn't it all like this?

Maybe Brother Baozhen just has a crush on his younger brother, but that feeling is not love, it's just that he doesn't understand it.

Chef Bao shook his head wryly when he heard the words, and said weakly: "Do you think ten years of thinking is not enough for one person to understand myself? My feelings have not changed from the beginning to the end. go deeper."

As he spoke, he grabbed Zhouquan's hand and pressed it firmly on his chest. Baozhen said in a low but firm voice, "Zhou Zhou, I'm not a fool. I've long passed the age where I would be overwhelmed by passion. For me, a heartbeat is not love, but a steady heart is, and you are the one who makes my heart settle down."

"Tell me your answer, as long as there is a clear answer, I will never pester you."

Although he said so in his mouth, Baoyan still looked at Zhouquan with enthusiastic and expectant eyes, hoping to get an answer from him that would make him happy.

However, this time he was doomed to be disappointed, his brain was still in a down state, it had been forced to start up just now, and now it was down again, Zhou Quan's eyes were staring straight, and he didn't respond to Chef Bao's words in a foolish way.

Following Zhouquan's long silence, the fire of hope in Baoguan's eyes gradually extinguished.

He lowered his head and said, "I know your answer. I'm sorry for embarrassing you. Thank you for taking care of me these days. I'll go now."

Chef Bao walked straight and steady, as if he was really relieved that the relationship that had troubled him for many years finally had an ending.

But looking at the way Zhouquan looked at the other party, he inexplicably remembered the look in his eyes when the boy stuck his head out of the window when he left in the car ten years ago.

So nostalgic, so reluctant to part.

If you let him go, it is likely that this will be the last time they will see each other.

Suddenly having this thoughtfulness, the body reached out and grabbed Fa Xiao's clothes before he realized it, but Chef Bao who was being pulled back looked back at him in surprise without any struggle.

"Why hold me? You accepted me?"

Zhouquan, who had returned to his senses, was looking at his hand in astonishment, obviously he was even more surprised that he would pull the other person's clothes.

Seeing the expression on Zhou Quan's face, Chef Bao felt as if someone had poured cold water on his head.

Even he couldn't bear the repeated blows, he hugged Zhouquan almost collapsed and said, "If you can't accept it, then let me give up completely, don't give me any tenderness and don't let me have any expectations, then The feeling of flying up into the sky and then falling hard is too painful, I will go crazy if I can't take it."

Seeing Baoyan's pained appearance, Zhouquan, who was originally in turmoil, suddenly became enlightened, because he could see that Faxiao was on the verge of collapse, and if he really pushed, he would be doomed.

Zhou Quan didn't dare to think about what it would be like if that man who was as hard as a mountain and as hot as the sun collapsed.

His brother Baoyan has gone through too many ups and downs, and no one in this world is more entitled to happiness than him.

Now he thinks that his happiness is on his side, let go of all his pride, and almost humbly begs for his love.

So can I give him happiness?Am I capable of giving him happiness?I... wait, why do I think so much, but I never have the idea of ​​rejecting him in my mind?

Shocked, Zhouquan quickly recalled everything that happened just now, and found that from the moment he heard Brother Baozhen confide his heart to him, he was just ignorant and unbelieving, but never had the slightest disgust or resistance.

So I'm okay with same-sex affection?

Thinking of this, the faces of Chen Wenli and Bao Erlong suddenly appeared in Zhouquan's mind, which instantly made him shudder.

Sure enough, if it was someone else, he would have wanted to shake his fist, but looking at Brother Baoyan, he was just panicked, his consciousness had already made a choice before his thinking.

Only this time, Zhou Quan wanted to obey his own will regardless of the consequences.

Still haven't received a comprehensive response for a long time, Baoyan looks extremely haggard now, and the soft curly hair on his head is now completely devoid of energy like dry straw.

Seeing this, Zhou Quan bit his lower lip nervously, grabbed the other party's clothes and did not let go, stammered and said: "I...I have never been in a relationship, I don't know about that...no know what to do."

Chef Bao's heart, which was originally withered like a black hole, miraculously revived after Zhou Quan's stumbling words. The feeling of being alive and kicking is really wonderful.

He looked at Zhouquan in disbelief, but the other person's face and ears were about to turn red.

The ecstatic Baoyan laughed wildly and lifted up the hair, throwing it up and down, and asked: "You agreed, did you agree? It's okay, I don't know what to do when we fall in love, the two of us Let's study together."

Zhou Quan, who was thrown up, subconsciously grasped the things in his hands, and then both of them heard a series of clear hissing sounds.

Accompanied by Sheng Shengbao, Chef Bao felt a sudden chill under his body, and the feeling of searching the wind was particularly obvious.

He subconsciously looked down, and found that his pair of big underpants that he had worn for several years were gone, and when he raised his hair, Xiaozheng was holding the torn underpants and looked at him in a daze.

The little Chlorophytum, which was crawling on the flower pot and watching its owner's gossip with relish, was instantly covered by asparagus beside her.

Regardless of the other party's struggle, the asparagus boy Awen pulled his little friend back into the plant, and before disappearing, he didn't forget to pooh at Chef Bao.

Seeing that the other party was gone, Zhou Quan quickly covered him with the rag in his hand, and said without crying, "I didn't tear your pants off on purpose, I just happened to grab them there. I will compensate you, and I will definitely compensate you." you."

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Bao Da Wang: I'm just confessing, as for that?

Zhou Xiaodai: Haw