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In Liu Guang's eyes, Chong Muxi was much luckier than her.

The same is extremely poor in talent and low in strength, but Chong Muxi lives more freely than Liu Guang.At least she doesn't have to wear a glamorous mask like her to make false claims with others.

She is very jealous of Chong Muxi like this, very envious of Chong Muxi like this, and also... likes Chong Muxi like this.

Yes, she likes her.

I don't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper.Liu Guang didn't know when she fell in love with Chong Muxi, she only knew that she couldn't do without her more and more.She likes to see her joyful smile, her helpless crying, her lost depression, and her nostalgic eyes.It was as if she had been poisoned/drugged, even if she left Chongmu Xi for a long time, she would feel uncomfortable.

Most of all, she likes her "authenticity."

When Liu Guang finally found out about this moment, she was terrified, not because she was attracted to someone of the same sex, but because it was difficult for her to keep herself in the huge Yin family, let alone risking the judgment of the world. Be with Chong Muxi forever.

It's not that she didn't think about leaving Chongmuxi, but she found that she couldn't do it.Chong Muxi is like a poison, which makes her want to stop. Even if she knows that she is only drinking poison to quench her thirst, she is still willing.

Moreover, to her delight, she found that Chong Muxi actually liked her too.

Liu Guang is very sensitive, especially when she observes her carefully, all the troubles in Chongmu Xi's heart cannot escape her eyes.

She was overjoyed to discover this fact, even if life was hard in her eyes.She believes that if two people are in love, no amount of setbacks or obstacles can stop them, and they will be together in the end.

It wasn't until she was 16 that she realized how naive her previous thoughts were.

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At the age of 16, the seal was broken, and Liu Guang found himself transformed into a golden rose flower demon.

She was confused, fearful and helpless, and she didn't even dare to look in the mirror, because the golden rose imprint at the corner of her eye was a bright reminder of the fact that she was no longer human.During that period of time, she had been hiding from Chongmuxi. Even in her spare time, she would not stay in the dormitory, but wandered aimlessly in the grove of the college.

On a dark and stormy night, Yaozun found her.

Yaozun used the mirror to fast forward and showed her the past, but Liu Guang didn't care to appreciate it at all.So what if you know the truth?There's no way she'll ever turn back into a human anyway.

Anyway, it is impossible for her to be with Chong Muxi again.

After all, transvestites go their own way.

What should she do?

But Liu Guang never imagined that Yaozun's next behavior completely refreshed her lower limit.

This time it was not despair, but a nightmare.

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"I like you, Aang."

To this day, Liu Guang still clearly remembers Yao Zun's confession at that time.

Yes, confession.Yao Zun's confession to her is her own confession.

Yaozun likes her.

When she first received the confession, her brain froze and didn't respond. It didn't start to run slowly until a few seconds later, digesting the words she just heard.After receiving this fact, Liu Guang was instantly overwhelmed. She just wanted to ask why in disbelief, when she found that her mouth was blocked.

Yaozun blocked her mouth with his mouth.

Liu Guang tightly closed his mouth to block the Yaozun's intrusion, but found it was useless.Yaozun effortlessly pried open her lips, conquering the city and conquering the land, lingering endlessly.She wanted to struggle, but found that she couldn't use any strength at all, Yaozun's strength was too strong, he only needed to gently wrap her arms around her waist, and imprisoned her in his arms.

The Yaozun who has lived for trillions of years is so powerful that it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a god.And Liu Guang is an ant at God's feet, extremely fragile, and has no choice but to be helpless.

Liu Guang didn't want to recall that ridiculous night in the woods until now, she was tossed and tossed by the demon master over and over again.She only remembered that Yaozun finally let her go when it was about to dawn, he gently dressed her and sent her back to the dormitory quietly.

In the early morning of the next day, Chong Muxi laughed at how her neck had been gnawed so many times by mosquitoes, Liu Guang smiled stiffly, and went to find a high-necked dress to cover up those ambiguous and messy marks .

mosquito?It's really... a big mosquito.

Then Liu Guang realized that her nightmare was only just beginning.

For the Yaozun, after living for trillions of years, he finally met the girl he likes. Of course, he had to have fun to his heart's content, how could he let it go so easily.

So he sealed Liu Guang's demon blood again, disguised her as an ordinary human, and let her continue living in Yong'an Academy as before.But he changed his appearance and figure, and disguised himself as an ordinary human. He also leisurely gave himself a human name, Bai Yi, and mixed in with the students of Yong'an College.

According to Yaozun's words, this is called observing "the sufferings of the world".

Go to your sister's suffering in the world.

The Yaozun asked them to live as lovers in the academy, Liu Guang was unwilling, but what's the use of not being willing?Under the powerful power of the Yaozun, she couldn't resist at all.

Just like his confession to her at the beginning, she was at a loss.No, maybe that couldn't be called a confession at all, it was just that he was announcing his ownership of her, and he occupied her without her consent and permission at all.

He is a demon.

During the day, she had to squeeze out a smiling face and play the role of Qingqingme with him.At night, after everyone was asleep, he would teleport her to another place with teleportation, and then began his predation.

The Yaozun seemed to like the way she lost her mind and was so lascivious, every time she would be tortured to the point of exhaustion by him, she could only lie limp and be held in his arms and breathe heavily.

At this time, Yaozun always likes to whisper softly in her ear.

"Ah Guang, don't try to escape."

"Anyone who looks at you too much, I'll goug out his eyes. Whoever gets too close to you, I'll cut off his feet. Whoever hugs you, I'll break his arms. Whoever kisses you I'll screw his head off if he loves you. If anyone loves you—"

Yaozun's final coda was very long, he carefully watched Liu Guang's expression, seeing her bright eyes like autumn water shaking uneasy.He slightly provoked a dangerous smile, leaned forward and kissed her rosy lips.

"I'll drive her crazy."

When the ending sound that symbolized the end fell, the Yaozun tightly hugged Liu Guang in his arms, starting another lingering lingering death.

Liu Guang was expressionless, as if he couldn't feel the movements of Yao Zun on her body.Her eyes were wide open, her eyes were empty, and she was still thinking about the words that Yaozun said just now that made her fall into an ice cave.

If anyone falls in love with you, I will drive her crazy.

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Liu Guang will never forget Chong Muxi's expression when she learned that she and Bai Yi were in love.

The seemingly cloudless clear sky suddenly dark clouds covered the sun, and Chong Mu Xi's expression didn't change much, but Liu Guang still felt that something unknown was shattered silently.

She smiled, and it was no different from other people's blessings:

"Liu Guang is happy."

happiness?Liu Guang really wanted to sneer, but she still followed the rules of "Liu Guang" as before and showed a gentle smile.Her smile was no different from before, but Chong Muxi smelled a heartbreak for no reason.

I'm afraid she will never be happy in this life.Liu Guang thought sarcastically.

Because she will never be with Chong Muxi again.Even in order to protect Chong Muxi from being harmed by the Yaozun, she had to stay away... from her.

Realizing this fact, Liu Guang was heartbroken, and she really wanted to cry aloud to vent her grief.But she can't, she can't, because she is "Liu Guang", she is... "Liu Guang".

"Liuguang" is positive and cheerful, optimistic, amiable, and... abides by the principles of ethics.

Therefore, "Liu Guang" will never like Chong Muxi.

But Chong Muxi, what he likes is..."Liu Guang".

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Later, the Yaozun unsealed the seal in her body, and secretly sent her to the Rose Garden where the Yaozu territory is located, leaving him alone to continue to "experience the sufferings of the world" in Yong'an Academy.

Since it was sent secretly, no one else knew where she had gone.It was as if she had evaporated in the world for no reason, completely disappearing.After the Yin family failed to find her, they announced that she was dead.

Hearing that it was her father who personally led people to look for it, Liu Guang couldn't help but smile.Not because of emotion, but because of ridicule.

The fact that the Yin family went out to look for her didn't mean that the Yin family cared much about her, they just wanted to save the family's face.It is worthy of being the leading big family in Yong'an City, and its sanctimonious appearance is disgusting.

During these days in Liuguang Palace, she has been collecting news about Bai Yi.It's not because she's worried about him, she just wants to make herself feel at ease, so that he won't surprise her when he comes back suddenly.But then she actually heard the news of Bai Yi's death, and her first reaction was to not believe it.

Who can kill that demon Yaozun, I'm afraid he cheated his own corpse.

Later, she lost the news of Yaozun, no matter how much she investigated, she couldn't find it.Until one day when she woke up, she found a note next to her pillow, and there was only one sentence on the note.The handwriting on it is extremely beautiful, but the content expressed in the words makes the streamer feel like falling into an ice cave.

[Ah Guang, are you happy to investigate my news? ]

Liu Guang tore up the note, and lowered his head heavily as if unwilling to face reality.

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, every move she did——

Always under his watch.

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Liu Guang never thought that she would meet Chong Muxi again in this life.

Chong Muxi has changed so much that Liu Guang can hardly recognize her anymore.The original mediocre appearance has become extremely beautiful, and even the body that usually wears shabby clothes is now wearing a gorgeous pale pink dress.

Most importantly, she possesses great power.

Liu Guang smiled.

It turns out that she...is also a member of Nine Roses...

Except for Liu Guang in Nine Roses, everyone else has the powerful power bestowed by the Yaozun and the "Rose Blessing" they were born with.Rose's blessing is somewhat similar to a special ability, which can catch people by surprise in battle, and is basically used by Rose as a killer move.

Although Yao Zun didn't grant her powerful abilities, she still had the rose blessing streamer that she was born with.But her Rose Blessing is the most tasteless touchstone, besides mass-producing gold, she really doesn't know what else to do with this ability.

Does this count as... the Yao Zun's other kind of restriction on her?

At the beginning, Liu Guang and Chong Muxi still got along as good friends as before.Although sometimes Liu Guang could clearly feel that Chong Muxi's eager gaze wished to devour her, but she still ignored it as if she couldn't see it.

She knew what she should do the most under the supervision of the Yaozun.She should stay away from Chong Muxi, lest she be harmed by Yaozun.But she really couldn't bear it, she hadn't seen her for a few years, she was going crazy thinking about her.Even though the two were relatively silent, her heart was as ecstatically sweet as honey.

The two get along as best friends, Yao Zun should...don't mind...

Liu Guang strictly abides by the rules of "Liu Guang", smiling gently as always.

She knew that Chong Muxi liked "Liu Guang" the most.

During this period, no one pierced this layer of window paper.

But what was supposed to come would still come. Chong Muxi, who had been secretly in love with her for eight years, couldn't bear it anymore, not only kissed her, but also confessed to her.

Liu Guang was terrified, the memories of the past reappeared in her mind, and Yao Zun's soft whisper seemed to be still echoing in her ears.

"Ah Guang, don't try to escape."

"Anyone who kisses you, I'll screw her head off. If anyone's in love with you—"

"I'll drive her crazy."

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The you I like is the real you, but the me you like is the fake me.

I used to hate this mask, but now I love this mask.

You wouldn't like me without it.

So for you, I will wear this mask forever, and I will never take it off until I die.

——From Liu Guang's monologue.

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