one billionth

"I'll call you Ah Guang, okay?"

"Oh why?"

"Because you are golden, like sunshine."

From then on, he called her "Aguang".She was like sunshine, warming his heart and pacifying his confusion.

but--

"Excuse me, what should I call you?" She looked at the boy in white in front of her and asked.

"..."

The surroundings fell into silence for an instant, and the boy in white suddenly became distressed because of this.He was also just born, how could he have his own name.He racked his brains for a long time to choose one for himself, but as a nameless person, he still couldn't figure out what his name should be.

So……

"Ah Guang's name was chosen by me." He smiled slyly, like a little boy who succeeded in playing a prank, "Then Ah Guang will take my name."

He named Kwang, and Kwang named him again.From now on, every time other people call him, they will have to call her the name she gave him. Just think about it, what should I do if I am happy...

But the ideal is full, but the reality is very skinny.His own little wishful thinking was clinking, but he didn't know that the person in front of him was not going to buy it at all.

"I'll give you a name..." She raised her head slightly, a hint of amusement flashed in her golden eyes, "Then I'll call you a dog."

"..."

What the hell is this name? ! !

"Ah Guang, can you change it..." He smiled awkwardly.

"Change it? It's okay." She smiled so brightly that he suddenly had a strong sense of foreboding in his heart, "How about calling it Tie Dan?"

"..."

As if sensing his unhappiness, she smiled even brighter.

"Or copper brain?"

"..." Sajia didn't want to say anything anymore...

"An, I'm just joking with you." She patted his head gently, "Since you want me to give you a name so much, then I'll call you A Ying."

A shadow.

He silently recited the name she had given him, and his inner joy seemed to be full of honey. Whenever he thought of this name, he would be ecstatically sweet.

Where there is light, there is shadow, and light and shadow accompany each other, interdependent, indispensable, and will never be separated.

At that time, he naively thought that it would be the same between him and her, accompany each other, just go on like this, and never be separated again.

But what happened next slapped him hard.

The Yaozun smiled mockingly, he took it for granted at the time, and didn't realize the true meaning of light and shadow.

Light and shadow, there is light and there is shadow, although the two are interdependent and indispensable, but shadow can never touch light.

Her thought of naming him at that time didn't come to him until many years later. As a life born with the birth of Yichen Continent, she might accompany him all the time, but that's all.

Apart from accompanying each other, there is no room for them to move forward.

I think he was so sad when he first realized it, but now he just wants to laugh when he recalls the past, mockingly.

It turned out that from the very beginning, she was cold and cruel...opening the gap between him and her.

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With the passage of time, the Yichen Continent gradually produced life, at first it was plants, then animals, until the birth of humans and monster races after hundreds of billions of years.

For hundreds of billions of years, he has been by her side. Watching the sun rise and set, the clouds roll and the clouds relax, and feel the passage of time.

What is the relationship between them?He had thought about it carefully in the past, but no matter how much he racked his brains, he couldn't get a definite answer.

are friends?Is it a relative?Or... a lover?

lovers?

When he thought of the last possibility, he throbbed endlessly. After living for hundreds of billions of years, he was no longer the dazed young man he was when he was just born.Over time, he has learned what "like" really means.

The emotion of wanting to be closer to her and to be with her has been stirring in his heart for a long time, with slight hesitation and deep throbbing.

Seeing her makes me happy, even if the clouds are overcast, I feel sunny.

It will be sad to leave her, even if the sun is shining brightly, it will feel cold to the bones.

Want to hug her, want to kiss her, want to be with her and never be apart.

It turned out...he had already fallen in love with her.

Now that he has made up his mind, the next step is naturally to confess to her.

I still remember that he personally picked a bunch of sunflowers for her at that time, walked up to her and offered them with both hands, as devout as a believer who was praying to God.

"I like you, Aang."

"When I was most confused, it was you who gave me help and made me come out of that period of overwhelmed time. In my eyes, there is nothing in the world that can be more perfect than you. You are mine Sunlight."

"Ah Guang, I have found that I have fallen in love with you for so long, so... can you be with me?"

During the conversation, he kept looking firmly into her eyes, trying to catch even the slightest emotion in them.After the confession, there was a long silence between the two.

Suddenly, she smiled.

"I think you seem to have misunderstood me a little."

She smiled as brightly and gently as usual, but this time her smile did not reach the bottom of the eyes, which made people feel a deep chill.

A sense of ominous premonition suddenly appeared in his heart.

"First of all, I want to say that I'm not perfect."

"In your eyes, I must be warm and gentle sunshine pointing your dark path? In your eyes, I must be so perfect that you can't find any flaws, right?"

The gentle voice slowly flowed in his ears, and he subconsciously nodded.

He really thought so, is there something wrong?

"But I want to say—" She paused briefly, "I'm not perfect."

"Although I am not a human being, nor a demon, and although I am just a small flower spirit, at least... I am also a life."

"From the moment I was born, I couldn't escape emotions and desires. I would also be indifferent because I met someone I hated, I would be sad because it rained all day long, and I would be angry because I was bullied. I My warmth and tenderness are only a part of me, not all of me. Even the lifeless light has bright and dark, cold and warm, let alone a living me.”

"So, I'm not perfect."

"But—" he hurriedly tried to defend himself, but she interrupted him before he could finish speaking.

"You only like my sunny side, not me. If you like sunshine, then look up at the sky at a 45-degree angle, and some sunshine is waiting for you."

"Ah Guang..." He stretched out his hand to grab her sleeve, but she dodged it calmly.

"Ah, by the way, I haven't finished talking just now." As if remembering something, the smile on her face finally disappeared, leaving only endless indifference.

"Secondly, I don't like you."

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He was very sad when he confessed to being frustrated.

After being rejected so decisively, he thought she would never talk to him again.But what he didn't expect was that the next day she was still as kind and gentle to him as before, as if nothing had happened, which really surprised him for a long time.

From then on, the two tacitly got along with each other as before, and didn't say a word about the failed confession.

After being sad for a while, he was relieved.He was born with her, and there was no one in the world closer to her than him.Even if the two can't be lovers, even if she doesn't like him, if they can stay together like this forever, it's actually good, isn't it?

It must be very happy.

He was thinking so naively at the time.

Until a girl's intrusion shattered his self-deception dream.

The girl's name was Xiao Xi, she lost her parents when she was born, and was raised by her grandparents since she was a child.

Xiao Xi, who grew up in the countryside, is lively and kind by nature. She is naughty in her teens. Her favorite thing is to play games with her friends from the same village.

In the afternoon of this day, she met her friends from the same village at the east end of the village as usual.Today we are playing hide-and-seek, using finger-guessing to determine who will be the one to catch people.Xiao Xi was unlucky, and she lost every time she played boxing games with other people. In the end, she was unlucky to be the one who arrested people.

In order to increase the difficulty and fun of the game, the friends all hid in the nearby forest.It is summer now, the trees are lush and lush, and the woods are especially suitable for Tibetans.Xiao Xi searched for a long time in the woods, but couldn't find anyone.

Just when she was about to give up, she suddenly found a figure standing there behind a big tree in front of her. That person should be wearing golden clothes, because Xiao Xi saw a small piece that was not covered by the big tree. Fully covered gold placket.

Finally found one!Xiao Xi's heart was filled with ecstasy in an instant.

It must be Xiao Cui from the neighbor's house!she thought.Because Xiaocui just ordered a golden dress from a shop in the city a few days ago!

She quickly walked around to the big tree, grabbed the skirt and shouted excitedly: "I found—"

Xiao Xi's voice just got stuck in her throat.

She looked at the person in front of her in shock.She was wearing a golden long dress, with an almost perfect and unparalleled face, like the sun, exuding a warm and friendly atmosphere.

Not Xiaocui...Xiao Xi thought blankly.

It seems that such a perfect person should not exist in this world.

Xiao Xi who was in a daze took a step forward unconsciously, wanting to get closer to such a beautiful person.But without looking at the road, she ignored a wooden stake under her feet.She tripped hard and fell into the arms of the person in front of her.

What a shame!Two blushes suddenly appeared on Xiao Xi's cheeks.

There was a faint fragrance on the golden clothes, which made her cheeks redder.Xiao Xi hurriedly raised her head, but bumped into a piece of intoxicating gold.

Those were her golden eyes.

With just one glance, his whole life was lost.