Roommate says he's straight

Chapter.54

Study abroad?

What does it mean to study abroad? It’s not that you can’t see each other for at most two months during the winter and summer vacations. I really miss buying a plane ticket and being able to hug each other for a few hours. They may not be able to see each other several times in three years, the distance between them will be infinitely lengthened, and the long time will become a natural moat that cannot be crossed.

In a few seconds, Zhang Chenguang thought so far away that he broke out in a cold sweat. He and Luo Mengman have been together for half a year. Can the two really stand such a heavy test?

He took a few deep breaths, and finally said: "You come back first, we will talk when you come back."

In the evening, he went to the airport as scheduled, and Luo Meng's plane was not delayed. When the two met, they had no intention of running and embracing each other. Zhang Chenguang silently took his suitcase and went to take a taxi one after the other. They didn't say anything in the taxi. , the atmosphere seemed quiet and dignified, but in the dark where the driver and master would not pay attention, each other's hands were tightly connected.

Zhang Chenguang wanted Luo Meng to go to bed early and talk about it tomorrow, but he didn't expect Luo Meng to go back to the dormitory and drop the suitcase, so rude that he pulled Zhang Chenguang out without even responding to Wu Hang and Bian Yutao's greetings.

In the open space behind the dormitory building, Luo Meng looked anxious: "What do you think should I do? I already rejected them at noon, but I think my mother is quite firm and will definitely bring it up again."

Zhang Chenguang asked: "Why did you mention studying abroad?"

Luo Meng was at a loss: "I don't know. They talked to me at noon. My mother said that I have a good temper and good grades. I should go out to see the world while I am young. She said that our school is not bad. I should be able to apply for a place to study abroad at public expense, and even if I don’t, the family can pay for me to go. They also said that I’m the only son who will definitely go home to inherit the family business in the future, and it’s time to act now and make preparations.”

Zhang Chenguang became silent when he heard this. Mother Luo's reason seems reasonable, but it must only account for a small part of the real reason. Their real intention must be to send Luo Meng abroad. They are far away, and they are so young , It must gradually fade and disperse.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Luo Meng shook his arm and said anxiously: "What do you say, my parents must have discussed it, how can I give up as soon as I refuse, what should I say when they bring it up again. ..Will they come to the school to find a teacher?"

Zhang Chenguang stretched out his hand and put him half in his arms, stroking Luo Meng's back to give him comfort, and said: "It will be fine, really, I promise, don't worry. It happened too suddenly today, and I also Think about it, let's talk about it later."

Luo Meng nodded reluctantly, the lights in the dormitory had long been turned off, and the two went to bed in the dark, but they were tossing and turning sleeplessly.Luo Meng thought about how to deal with her parents' sudden thoughts in the future, while Zhang Chenguang thought deeper and further.

The first thing he thinks about is Luo Meng's youthful nature, which is pure but also fragile. If there are all opposing voices around him, can he really persevere? Even if he can, it must be difficult, painful and guilty.

Secondly, there is nothing wrong with the thoughts and ideas of Luo Meng’s parents. There is nothing wrong with their standpoint. The only son has embarked on a path that is contrary to the world and completely inconsistent with the education they have received. Do you want to stop it with all your strength? Although he must be fine to appease Luo Meng, after all, what right does he have to meddle in their family affairs.

In the eyes of Luo Meng's parents, he is the worst person in the world at this moment. He has misled their beloved son, so what idea can he have to make them change their minds?

With thousands of thoughts, Zhang Chenguang's heart is heavy.

He closed his eyes and opened them again in a daze. It was already a new day. Facing Luo Meng's expectant eyes, Zhang Chenguang couldn't give any practical advice after all. He could only let him communicate with his parents more. Seeing that he was a little disappointed, Zhang Chenguang also felt uncomfortable.

In the first week of school, Luo Meng’s mood was not very high. He went to class quietly and didn’t talk much after class. At first glance, he looked a little bit like the original, and his parents still sent WeChat every day. Give him a call every two or three days, Luo Meng will reply and answer, but it always ends in a hurry.

Zhang Chenguang saw the anxiety hidden under his calm appearance, the emotions that should not belong to him, but now they are secretly accumulating energy, as if waiting for a certain explosive point.

But he never got angry with Zhang Chenguang, and he even expressed less negative emotions, but he became more and more restless. In the past, others would occasionally drag him to play board games at night, and he might not always go. Organized, and pulled Zhang Chenguang together every day, and played until the dormitory building was about to close before leaving. When I came back, I basically washed up and went to sleep. I couldn't do anything.

Zhang Chenguang felt that his pace of life was interrupted all of a sudden. He used to learn something extra at night, study stocks or read some miscellaneous books. It's not that he doesn't love to play like his peers, it's just that normal people would get tired of playing like this every day.

He glanced at the people present, from the same class at the beginning, extended to the same hospital, and now even different grades, but he no longer has to worry about missing people, just looking at a few familiar faces who come to the scene every day, no matter how he looks at it, he must return They belong to the group of dawdling people who will appear in no matter how good the school is.

But Luo Meng is different. He has such good grades, is smart and obedient, how can he just waste his good time here?

That night he persuaded Luo Meng: "Stop playing every day, it's okay to come and relax once in a while, there are many sophomore classes, so don't delay."

Luo Meng replied sullenly: "You don't want to come, then don't come tomorrow."

Zhang Chenguang didn't answer.

After half a month of such indulgent days, what is even more unfortunate is that the exchange program for undergraduates officially started when they entered the sophomore year. After class that day, the head teacher said: "The exchange program for next year's spring will start soon, sign up The time is from mid-October to the end of November, and there will be qualification review and screening later, and the list will be released at the end of December, everyone should remember to go to the campus website to have a look, there are many opportunities, and those who are interested should prepare the materials first.”

One stone caused a thousand waves, and the class suddenly became noisy. The class was over, and the class teacher finally said, "I hope that students with excellent grades and ambitions will cherish this opportunity."

Zhang Chenguang's heart skipped a beat. Looking at Luo Meng, he saw that he lowered his head, his side face was tense, as if he was in deep thought.

Luo Meng wanted to go out to play at night, Zhang Chenguang followed him, but he hesitated before leaving the dormitory, and turned around and asked: "Exchange project, will you go?"

Zhang Chenguang shook his head and said, "Probably not, I haven't considered it yet."

Luo Meng said "Oh", blinked his eyes quickly a few times, he didn't know what he was thinking, after a while, he said: "Don't go today, I will come back after playing two games, Zhang Chenguang didn't insist. "

Sure enough, Luo Meng came back early, not because Zhang Chenguang saw him coming in, but when he was collecting clothes on the balcony, he faintly heard him on the phone outside. He was arguing with the other end of the phone, and finally said "You can't force me like this" After a while, he returned to the dormitory. Zhang Chenguang saw his tired face, and wanted to hug him, but was held back by Wu Hang and Bian Yutao who were still in the room, and he was a little discouraged.

The difficulties that I thought about at the beginning have not been solved, and new problems are added before my eyes.

Luo Meng is still normal in front of him, or behaves normally, but if Zhang Chenguang cares about a person, then every detail will be exposed in his eyes, such as the sluggishness in Luo Meng's eyes, the dazedness in class, and the fact that his head is hidden under the quilt. The faint tremors in his body all showed the pressure in his heart.

Zhang Chenguang didn't know how to share the burden for him, so he could only accompany him as much as possible.

City A has a large temperature difference between day and night. Even though it is the end of summer, the wind blows at night and makes it cool. Zhang Chenguang is still there. Luo Meng's resistance is not very strong, and he plays every day until midnight, which consumes his body and spirit. They were all very big, and soon caught a bad cold, coughing, sneezing and sneezing.

So for the next few days, except for class, Zhang Chenguang held him tightly on the bed, and refused to accept any demonic behavior. He was handed food, water, and medicine, but he didn't agree to get out of bed to mess around.

Luo Meng was both touched and depressed. When he drank the eighth cup of hot water today, he looked at his phone and complained a little: "Ma Dong and the others said it's boring to be without me, let me come back as soon as possible."

Ma Dong and the others are the ones in Zhang Chenguang's mind who are fooling around in school. He sneered and said, "They... hang out with them. I'd rather you go to study abroad."

He said it casually, but he didn't expect that Luo Meng was still holding the cup in his hand, so he cried like this, the tears flowed out drop by drop, and he said sobbingly: "I knew it, I knew you wanted it." I'm leaving, you don't want to go but you want me to go, if you don't want me, I know..."

Zhang Chenguang was dumbfounded, and quickly put his arms around him, explaining: "How can I, I didn't want you, I just said something out of my mind. It's really not good for you to go out to play every day, I care about you."

"I... I don't just want to play. My mother always says that she feels uncomfortable and her head hurts, and that she may die early... I... I also feel uncomfortable. What can I do?"

Luo Meng cried and hiccupped excitedly, Zhang Chenguang patted him on the back distressedly, his lips kept touching Luo Meng's forehead and side face, trying to comfort him with intimacy.

I don't know if this trick really worked, Luo Meng gradually quieted down, but still sobbed softly from time to time, Zhang Chenguang hugged him tightly, and said: "Give me some time, I will definitely figure out a way, really, believe it Me, you don't want to play anymore, we are all fine."

When Zhang Chenguang spoke seriously, Luo Meng didn't refuse to listen, and he nodded indiscriminately.

Just as Zhang Chenguang kissed Luo Meng's forehead again, the door was pushed open.

The moment I saw Shao Yang's shocked expression - "I forgot to lock the door!!!" "Why isn't the door locked?!"

These two similar thoughts with minor differences appeared in the minds of the two hugging each other at the same time.