Empress Dowager

Chu Yingxuan stared at her with eyes full of spring water, her lips were silent, the skin around her cheeks trembled under the clear moonlight, she paused for a while, then she just shook her head softly.

Gao Lixin was speechless for a while, but just now when she closed her eyes to rest, there was too much movement on the opposite side, it seemed a little unreasonable for her to say a few words of concern without saying a word.

But she didn't expect Chu Yingxuan to respond so straightforwardly, without ambiguity at all, so she straightened up slightly and stared at her. The man looked sleepy, like a Bailian who was about to fall. The lieutenant general wants to fall.

"My lord, this servant will go to the front room to have a look, lest the charioteer mistook the way."

Ji Rou's eyes slipped back and forth between the two masters in front of her, understanding.Your Highness knew about Miss Chu before, what is there a saying in the market?

Ji Rou thought for a while, and she didn't realize that her eyes lit up. It was the phrase like a rare treasure that would be melted in the mouth, broken in the palm of the hand, and broken in the arms. Although it is a bit exaggerated to use it here , but His Highness really loves Miss Chu more than Jin Jian.

It's just... I don't know what happened recently?

Ji Rou's heart twisted, and she sighed secretly for them. She wisely got up and hid in the front room. By the way, she closed the car door intimately, leaving the room alone with embarrassment and bewilderment.

Gao Lixin didn't open her mouth to express her concern anymore, she just sat there condensedly, staring at Chu Yingxuan with all her arrogance stretched out, her starry eyes sparkling.

Chu Yingxuan's heart moved slightly, she looked at him longingly, she really wanted Gao Lixin to hug her, she really wanted to...

After being stared at for some time, Chu Yingxuan felt as if she was frozen by Gao Lixin's icy eyes, and she shivered from the cold all over her body.She closed her eyelids lightly, concealing the accumulated loneliness and fatigue.

Chu Yingxuan sighed softly, she suddenly didn't know how to treat that person in order to get a little love from him, thinking of her indifference and alienation of rejecting others thousands of miles away, Chu Yingxuan had already risen slowly when she heard of her concern just now Filled with emotion, he fell into the cold ice cellar again in an instant, seeping blood and tears.

She nodded her head and lowered her eyes, moving her hands to care for herself and gently caressing her lower abdomen, which was still suffering from severe colic, the crystal clear cold sweat fell down like big beads on her forehead.

"Knowing how my physique is, I shouldn't go out willfully this day." His voice was as cold as ice, falling into his ears.

The man finally spoke, but it was not very pleasant, with sharp barbs in every word.Chu Yingxuan couldn't help but rolled her eyes aggrieved. This was the last bit of strength she had left, and she only dared to slander silently. Who did she do this for?If it was normal, Gao Lixin was still the Gao Lixin who doted on her, she would have refuted it with her head held high.

But now, she didn't dare, even if it was just a soft protest.

Chu Yingxuan was enduring the pain, and her mind was still spinning a thousand times, but her abdomen was suddenly covered by a warm hand, and her shoulder was brought into a soft embrace by another strong hand.

The warm feeling swept over him once or twice, and Chu Yingxuan couldn't help feeling a little dizzy, and her heart suddenly softened into a pool of spring water.

"Yep······"

Chu Yingxuan regained her senses, let out a small groan, and snuggled into the man's arms again in embarrassment, all the resentment and loneliness were gone, and only the laughter and fragrance remained.

Chu Yingxuan's stiff body gradually softened in her arms, Gao Lixin raised her forehead slightly, and tightened the strength in her hands, but the gaze in her eyes softened a little, as if smashing the icicles full of eyes Put it in the palm of your hand and melted it before sending it back, the Wu Yingying was shining brightly.

"When I go back, I'll go to the doctor and prescribe some medicine to recuperate my body. I don't want to marry a sick concubine."

Gao Lixin wrapped his arms around the person in his arms stiffly, but only simply, leaving a little gap between the two of them.

"Are you willing to marry me?" Chu Yingxuan was delighted, she had long forgotten the pain in her abdomen, she looked up at Gao Lixin's beautiful eyebrows in surprise, and the smile on her face seemed to be radiant.

Feeling the fiery gaze from the other party, Gao Lixin's throat twitched slightly, as if being sliced ​​across her neck by the coldness coming in from the car window, it hurt slightly, but it reminded her that some words should not have been said in the first place.

He didn't answer Chu Yingxuan's words, but continued: "However, most traditional Chinese medicines are very bitter, you..."

She vaguely remembered that Chu Yingxuan was very afraid of the bitter taste of traditional Chinese medicine.

"I'm not afraid!" The voice came from his arms crisply, revealing unquestionable firmness.

The corners of Chu Yingxuan's mouth were frivolous, as if showing a soft smile, she boldly hugged Gao Lixin's waist, rubbed her cheeks into her arms, and said aggrievedly: "I'm afraid you won't want me... ···”

The voice lingered into Gao Lixin's ears, and hit the softest part of her heart.Gao Lixin's body trembled, and his eyes turned red uncontrollably.I have to admit that her words are really much more pitiful than my original love words.

The inside of the carriage suddenly fell silent, and at some point outside the carriage, it began to rain, bringing with it a continuous gust of wind, pattering on the body of the carriage, the sound was exquisite and melodious, accompanied by the clattering of horseshoes, echoing each other ups and downs.

Chu Yingxuan's Jiaoqiao's nose was a little red from the cold, she couldn't help sniffling, "You won't want me, will you?" There was a hint of begging in her soft voice.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it hit the window sill of the carriage with a clattering sound, as if anxiously urging Gao Lixin to give an answer under his lips.

"I······"

Gao Lixin was almost driven crazy by her, her mind was full of past images that made her unbearable to look back on, and she couldn't forget the bloody and tearful memories.But... the person in her arms right now, the humble woman in the dust, is the person she has loved the most and hurt her the most!

Gao Lixin held Chu Yingxuan's shoulders with both hands and gently pushed them away, stroked Chu Yingxuan's cheek with trembling hands, and shook her forehead lightly, trying to shake off all doubts.

"What kind of woman are you..."

Gao Lixin blurted out, as if speaking to himself, as if he didn't expect to get an answer from the other party.

She just couldn't see clearly, Chu Yingxuan's words and deeds and the look in her eyes clearly revealed the pain of despair and the cowardice of loneliness and helplessness.

But why, she can do such a cruel thing?

Gao Lixin was surprised, she really couldn't connect the gentle and watery woman in front of her with the cruel and merciless woman she remembered from her previous life.

A flash of impulse popped up in her mind, she suddenly wanted to clarify the question that had been lingering in her heart for a thousand times, but... who could she ask?Chu Yingxuan?She is not fully prepared yet, if things go against what she expected, will the tragedy happen again?

Gao Lixin's blurred eyes flickered in the dark carriage.

How did Chu Yingxuan know that Gao Lixin had described her image thousands of times in her heart?She held the other's hand greedily, lowered her head and closed her eyes, and rubbed her cheek gently in her palm, reminiscing about the intimacy that was so unreal like a dream.And the throbbing sound in the heart when the skin touches seems to be more beautiful than the sound of the rain outside the window.

After being tender for a moment, Chu Yingxuan slowly raised her head and stared at her.And Gao Lixin's brows seemed to be wrinkled into tens of thousands of mountains, Chu Yingxuan raised her hand to stroke it distressedly, smoothing the confusion between her brows over and over again.

"Do you have any misunderstanding about me? Why do you suddenly treat me like this? You were not like this before? Tell me, okay?"

Chu Yingxuan didn't know why she was so out of control tonight, maybe it was Gao Lixin's embrace that made her so greedy that she never wanted to lose it, or maybe it was because she was so afraid of his alienated eyes and endless neglect.

Tears welled up in Chu Yingxuan's eyes. She hid in Gao Lixin's arms, held Gao Lixin's cheeks with both hands, and asked, "Did I do something wrong? Tell me, and I will definitely change it. I... "..."

Chu Yingxuan thought and thought, "I will never lose my temper with you casually again, never ignore you again, never..."

Chu Yingxuan choked up, she wanted to say that she would never see Gao Jin again.But after being taunted by Gao Lixin and Gao Jin in the street, she suddenly realized that maybe she was jealous and she didn't want to have anything to do with Gao Jin again.

It's just that she was afraid that even mentioning that name would make her unhappy.

Chu Yingxuan moved to Gao Lixin's lips and kissed lightly, with the tears dripping down, she rubbed her lips over and over bitterly.

"No matter what the reason is, as long as you open your mouth, I will definitely change it." Chu Yingxuan choked again, "I'm about to become your wife, you can't want me, you can't want me..."

Chu Yingxuan's delicate kiss soaked Gao Lixin's lips and corners of his mouth inch by inch.

Gao Lixin was startled by Chu Yingxuan's kiss, and let him linger on her lips in a daze.Her heart seemed to miss another beat, and the grievance hidden in her heart flowed into her eyes, and she could feel her soft lips carefully currying favor with her, as if the barriers she had built with great difficulty in the kisses of a lifetime ago collapse.

How nice it would be if she was still her concubine?The lingering tears in her eye sockets overflowed from her slowly closed pupils.Can't help but touch the hand on Chu Yingxuan's back lightly, wanting to escape contradictoryly but reluctantly wanting to stay for a while longer.

She knew that she should push her away.Gao Lixin's lips had already started to tremble, and her breathing became more and more rapid.

She has a thousand words to say to her, but not now, she still has a lot of questions to sort out.

Even at this moment, she really feels sorry for her, and her heart is getting closer to her little by little.But after all, she might have been caught in a beauty trap in her previous life, and she can't repeat the same mistakes in this life.

Otherwise, how could she be worthy of her innocent and troubled child?

Gao Lixin unconsciously shook the hand on Chu Yingxuan's back. She had to resist her temptation, so let's treat it as a temptation for now.

Before everything is cleared, everything can be regarded as false.

"My lord, the prime minister's residence is here..."

In the front room, Ji Rou knocked on the car door in a timely manner, blocking the ambiguity between the two.

"Go home and rest first, and we'll talk later if you have anything to say."

Gao Lixin regained her composure, pushed away Chu Yingxuan who was almost limp on her body, and got up to leave.

"You... haven't answered me yet!"

Chu Yingxuan grabbed Gao Lixin's arm in panic, and looked at her with teary eyes.

The author has something to say: In this chapter, don’t think that their behavior is a bit fast, but at this point, there is continuous wind and rain outside the window, under the bright moonlight, in the dark carriage, two people are actually suffering, one of them And dragging the discomfort of the body, in such a situation, a person's heart is very easy to be softened.In the article, I also described Gao Lixin's ambivalence.

Some people may ask why they didn't tell about the rebirth. That's because Gao Lixin still has a lot of worries. As for why Chu Yingxuan didn't suspect the other party's rebirth, I will tell you in the next chapter.

Also, in the next chapter, there is a more important character coming out!cp of our great sister

PS: Added Gao Lixin's reaction after being kissed, because I always felt that something was missing before