Empress Dowager

Looking at His Royal Highness at the door, Mama Liu and Ji Rou understood, gave each other a look, put down the ointment and white porridge in their hands, left the room with a twittering sound, and gently closed the door.

Gao Lixin approached her step by step, her heart was still beating a little fast, it wasn't because of panting, it was purely emotional.

Chu Yingxuan didn't feel any better, her heart was mixed, and she stared at her anxiously, expecting and hesitating in her heart, fearing that her faint expectation would be lost again.When she came back to her senses, Gao Lixin's hand covered her injured hand and looked at it carefully. Her heart trembled, and her hand trembled too.

"After taking the medicine, it's much better, but I'm afraid it will take a while." Gao Lixin held her hand, lowered his head and said to himself.

Chu Yingxuan didn't speak, Gao Lixin looked up at her, "Why are you so stupid to hold the sword with your hand, you know that you call it hitting a stone with an egg?"

Chu Yingxuan still didn't speak, she just stared at her with wide eyes without any expression on her face.Of course she knew that this was hitting a stone with an egg, but for Gao Lixin, even if it happened again, she would still pounce on it without hesitation.

Of course, it's best not to have such a thing happen again, she doesn't want Gao Lixin to be in a dangerous situation.

"What's the matter? Are you still uncomfortable?" Ever since she entered the room, Chu Yingxuan stared at her blankly for a long while without saying a word. Gao Lixin raised his hand to touch her forehead worriedly, and tested the temperature She didn't know that Chu Yingxuan's tensed heart had already collapsed and was deeply moved by her slight movements and the concern in her eyes.

The current situation of the two of them happened to be reversed from the previous life.If this was in the previous life, Chu Yingxuan would just smile at Gao Lixin, and the other party would be sweetened for several days.

Isn't that what Chu Yingxuan is like today?The other party offered some sweetness, and she was overwhelmed with emotion.

Gao Lixin waited and waited, but her own voice was the only one in the room from the beginning to the end, as if she was talking to herself, she lowered her eyes and sighed secretly, it was really a bit awkward, it was neither good nor bad for her.

The eyes that stopped on Chu Yingxuan's body were turned away, and they landed on a bowl of porridge on the bedside table. Gao Lixin frowned slightly, "Have you eaten yet?" She reached out and took a small spoonful of porridge with the spoon Put it to your mouth first to test the temperature, "Fortunately, it's not cold."

When the hand was about to reach the other party's mouth, it retracted, "I'm sorry, let's have another spoonful!"

Gao Lixin's face was a little embarrassed, the action just now was too natural, she forgot that her saliva might be stained on it, she was about to reach out to pour into the spittoon not far away, but was cut off halfway.

"It's okay." Chu Yingxuan held her wrist and pulled her head closer to put the porridge on the spoon in her mouth. She pursed her lips, and the corner of her mouth unconsciously raised a crescent moon, revealing a clear light. "Well, sweet."

The smile on Chu Yingxuan's face was rippling again, as if the spring breeze was blowing over the hibiscus and the faint pink was reflected on her face, she was extremely shy. It can probably be said to be a matter of a previous life, that feeling of liking from the bottom of my heart, pure without impurities, but also with a bit of urgency, like a fleshy cat's paw gently teasing her heart with.

She thought that she would never feel this way again in this life. Even though they did have a seemingly close relationship before, the feeling has always changed.

Gao Lixin smiled lightly. She knew what Chu Yingxuan meant, but she didn't reveal what Chu Yingxuan meant, and the brows relaxed a lot. She lowered her head and scooped up another spoonful, "Then eat more."

"En." Chu Yingxuan nodded obediently, and getting along so comfortably made her feel a little unreal, and a little like a world away.

Gao Lixin fed it spoon by spoon, Chu Yingxuan obediently ate every mouthful, the room was very quiet, only the crisp sound of the spoon hitting the porcelain bowl and Chu Yingxuan's swallowing sound.

Gradually, the atmosphere in the air began to become a little bit more serious than before.

One spoonful or two spoonfuls... the porridge in the bowl was getting less and less, but Chu Yingxuan ate more and more slowly, her head lowered lower and lower, and another spoonful was brought to her mouth. Chu Yingxuan Xuan lowered her head and choked, a drop of her eye fell on the porridge, but she didn't care, she opened her mouth and swallowed the tear into her mouth, chewing carefully.

This time, it was salty.

She tried hard to restrain the sourness in her eyes, but it seemed that the more she controlled, the more turbulent the moisture in her eyes would become.

Gao Lixin silently looked at Chu Yingxuan who lowered her head and tried to hide something, and after a while she turned her head away, blinking her eyes, but there was sadness in her eyes.

The air seemed to freeze for a moment, and it was terribly still.

"Are you... still drinking?" Gao Lixin held the bowl in his hand, turned his head and asked.

Chu Yingxuan still kept her head bowed and shook her head slightly.

She sniffled and buried her head deeper and deeper.

Gao Lixin looked at her quietly, then burst out laughing suddenly, feeling relieved, put down the bowl and took out a handkerchief from his sleeve.

"What are you laughing at?" Chu Yingxuan didn't know why, so she raised her head to look at her, her face was already covered with tears, and the tip of her nose was still dripping with snot, she blushed and twitched again.

Gao Lixin shook her head, "It's nothing." With a handkerchief in her hand, she brought it up to the tip of Chu Yingxuan's nose and twisted it gently, "Exercise."

Chu Yingxuan lowered her eyes and looked. The pale pink silk gauze was rolled with silver thread, and the strelitzia embroidered on it looked like a crane flying high on a tree branch. It seemed to be motionless, standing proudly.With just one glance, Chu Yingxuan saw that the embroidery was good, and the three-dimensionality of the pattern was highlighted by the interlacing of light and dark, but this was not Gao Lixin's favorite color, nor was it her favorite pattern. Obviously, it seemed that someone had given it to her. of.

Thinking of this, Chu Yingxuan felt sore again, she turned her head away arrogantly, "No."

She doesn't want to use what other women give her.

Gao Lixin followed her gaze and looked down at the square handkerchief in her hand, and immediately understood, "It was given by the queen mother." As she spoke, she stroked the back of Chu Yingxuan's head with one hand, pinched her nose with the other, and focused her eyes, "Try hard!" !"

Chu Yingxuan stared at her from the corner of her eyes, and blew her nose hard, her nose became clearer instantly, but her cheeks were so shy that it burned all the way to the base of her ears.

Gao Lixin pursed her lips and smiled, folded the handkerchief and put it on the bedside table.

When they turned around again, their eyes met again, and there were too many deep meanings in the eyes that could not be understood.Chu Yingxuan moved her body and leaned forward to hug her, put her head on her shoulder, closed her eyes and let out a breath, "Until now, my tired heart has calmed down."

She didn't ask the other party if she accepted her again, and now she finally understood that some things need to be felt with the heart, even if the other party said it himself, it may not be true.Just like the time before they got married, the seemingly harmonious relationship still made her feel uneasy.

Now, she doesn't need to ask her, just look into her eyes and feel her concern from the bottom of her heart, what else can't she understand?

Moved his forehead to the crest of her neck and rubbed it again, "I didn't know that you hurt people like this when you are ruthless."

Chu Yingxuan caressed her cheek with her uninjured hand, "Why didn't you try to trust me? In your eyes, is our relationship really that vulnerable?"

To believe that she would kill their children with her own hands, what kind of vicious woman must do this?But she believed it. Thinking of this, Chu Yingxuan's heart throbbed again.

Gao Lixin choked, it's not that she didn't believe in Chu Yingxuan, she just didn't believe in herself, she didn't believe that she would really completely occupy the other's heart, after all, the relationship between Chu Yingxuan and Gao Jin, she was always Look here.

For Gao Jin, Chu Yingxuan's whole heart was tied to her, and she thought of everything for Gao Jin.But since she was with her, she has never seen her treat herself so carefully, the one who pays is always herself, and she has never seen much response.

In fact, Gao Lixin didn't know that Chu Yingxuan was just afraid. How could a person who had been hurt once give up his whole heart so easily?

In the final analysis, they are all poor people. The only thing to blame is that Gao Lixin was not the first person she fell in love with in her previous life.

"Are you blaming me?" Gao Lixin stretched out his hand to hug her waist, with the other hand he held Rou Yi on his cheek, and rubbed his chin against her forehead.

Chu Yingxuan looked up at her, "No, I know your difficulties, and I understand your state of mind at that time. It's just..." She said calmly, "You have never been cruel to me before, and I am happy in this life." It's easy to be reborn, I want to make up for what I owe you, but you don't want it anymore."

As she said that, Chu Yingxuan pouted her lips high, and the grievance in her eyes overflowed from the corners of her eyes.

Gao Lixin hugged her tightly, and said those few words for the first time, "I'm sorry!" She held Chu Yingxuan's hand and pecked at her mouth, "I love you so much, that's why I can't bear it." Stop your betrayal."

"I didn't betray you." Chu Yingxuan raised her head abruptly, "I never thought of becoming your enemy."

Gao Lixin looked down at Chu Yingxuan who was anxious to explain, raised his hand and pushed her back into his arms, "I understand now."

"But I have lost a lot." Chu Yingxuan hid in Gao Lixin's arms and complained, "You gave that jade pendant to Shui Yan, and you took the purse she gave you, and you will wear it on your body, but you only wore the arm-wrapped gold I gave you once."

The more Chu Yingxuan said, the more wronged she became, and she simply sat up straight in Gao Lixin's arms, "After being reborn, you have never given me anything sincerely." She lowered her head and took out a mutton fat jade pendant from the inner lining. , "Only this one, I begged for it humbly."

Chu Yingxuan probably didn't realize that she never became so fond of food one day, remembering one thing for so long.She doesn't say it doesn't mean she doesn't care.

Listening to her accusations against herself sentence by sentence, Gao Lixin looked at her with a light smile, raised her hand and pinched her bulging cheek, "It turns out that you are already dissatisfied with me, so why are you still pretending not to be angry at all?" Treat me so well? Don't you think it's hypocritical?"

Chu Yingxuan stretched out her hand and slapped her hand away, "You look like that, you are fierce, and you have an inviolable image of a princess, am I qualified to lose your temper at you? Besides, aren't you hypocritical? You obviously have no sincerity. Forgive me for being so close."

The grievances suppressed in her heart spewed out in clusters, and after she finished speaking, she realized that something was wrong, she raised her eyes and peeked at Gao Lixin's expression, and she was a little relieved when she didn't see the anger, "I'm sorry, I... ···”

"It's okay, let her pass the past!" Gao Lixin patted her on the back to comfort her, "Do you want to sleep a little longer?"

"Did you not close your eyes all night?" Speaking of rest, Chu Yingxuan remembered to ask her. From the moment Gao Lixin entered the door, the blue shadow she hid in front of her eyes fell into her eyes, and Chu Yingxuan raised her hand Rubbing her eye sockets with her fingertips, "You must be very tired too, come up to sleep?"

It was so natural, as if they had always shared the same bed.But after speaking, her cheeks were a little red.

Gao Lixin has been lowering her head and rubbing her temples tiredly. From last night to this morning, her heart has been in suspense. The tense nerves are only relaxed now. When Chu Yingxuan asked her this question, she really felt a little sleepy.

When she was sleepy, her reaction became a little slow. She didn't think there was anything wrong with what the other party said just now. She took off her shoes and turned to go to bed, and found that Chu Yingxuan was still sitting on the edge of the bed.

"You sleep in it! I can only rest for a while, and I have important things to leave the palace soon." Gao Lixin stood up, reached out to hug the person on the bed, and knelt on the bed with one leg.

Chu Yingxuan was startled by her rash action, her hand was still injured but she didn't dare to move, she said shyly, "What are you doing? I'll do it myself."

"En?" Gao Lixin gently put her inside, only then did he realize his recklessness, blushing and embarrassed, said: "I'm sorry, I..."

"It's okay, I like it very much." Chu Yingxuan touched her lips, and replied with a smile. They finally found some feelings when they were together in the previous life. She was very happy, with a smile on her face Also more and more brilliant.

"Just as long as you like it." Gao Lixin was really sleepy, and fell beside Chu Yingxuan with drooping eyelids, his eyes were completely closed.

Chu Yingxuan turned her head and looked at the person beside her. This was considered to be the first time they shared the same bed in this life. She still had some expectations, but when she looked at the tired Gao Lixin, she felt distressed and moved her shoulders into her arms. , kissed her lips with the probe, and lightly brushed her lips with the tip of her tongue, "Go to sleep!"

Gao Lixin's brows twitched, and when Chu Yingxuan withdrew her body, Shundang pressed her under him, lowered her head to find those two red lips and kissed them.

"Hmm!" Chu Yingxuan frowned, the wound on her hand seemed to be squeezed, and it hurt a little, but she couldn't bear to push her away, so she opened her lips slightly enduring the pain, and the two gasped Kissing, warm breath hitting each other's faces.

For the first time, they feel that this is a real existence.

With sobs, Gao Lixin cupped her face and deepened the kiss, pushing his tongue against her closed teeth and getting in.

After a long and deep kiss, the two of them panted heavily with their foreheads pressed against their foreheads, their eyes turned red unconsciously, probably they had been expecting this relief for too long.

Chu Yingxuan raised her head and kissed her lips again, and when she let go, her red lips trembled uncontrollably, "Thank you!"

Gao Lixin closed her eyes and tilted her head into the socket of her neck, and quickly fell asleep. It was the first time since she was reborn that she fell asleep so peacefully.

***

There was no peace in the palace overnight, nor was there much peace outside the palace.The Sixth Princess Consort’s Mansion received a letter at night. After reading the contents of the letter, Gao Xuan’s eyes were filled with excitement. The Consort sent a group of people to follow the sender to the address written on the letter. Princess He entered the palace at dawn to meet the emperor.

In fact, Gao Lixin had sent secret guards to guard that place early in the morning, and he would tell the sixth princess that he just wanted to get rid of himself. After all, it was much better for the sixth princess to come forward than her.

***

"Jin'er, my stomach hurts, can you rub it for me?" Concubine Chen leaned on the side of the bed, covering her stomach with her hands, her face full of pain.

Ever since Xiao Luzi was sent out of the palace yesterday to handle errands and has not returned to the palace today, Gao Jin was restless, fearing that something would happen on the way, and the hidden guards around him had not seen any news. Seeing that things might be revealed, Gao Jin Jumping up and down impatiently.Concubine Chen could not stop making noises, and Gao Jin was anxious, so she yelled, "Can you shut up, don't you see that I am bothering you?"

Gao Jin looked up at Concubine Chen who was sick on the bed, thinking that they might be caught by someone, and became even more angry, "If you feel uncomfortable, go back to your Xiyue Palace as soon as possible, and don't come here if you have nothing to do. If you don't want to die, we'd better break it clean."

"What do you mean?" Concubine Chen looked at her in astonishment, her lips were pale, and her brows were pulled together in pain, but the pain on her body couldn't compare to the pain in her heart that Gao Jin's words poked.

"It's not interesting." Gao Jin turned his eyes away, "It's impossible for us, you can be regarded as my mother and concubine, if this matter is revealed, neither you nor I will have good fruit to eat, and it is even more difficult to explain to the emperor." .”

"Why didn't you say that when you provoked me back then?" Concubine Chen gritted her teeth and stood up with difficulty, and moved towards Gao Jin step by step, holding Gao Jin's arm with her pale hand, "Look at me, how sincere are you treating me?" ?”

Gao Jin's eyes dodged, but Concubine He Chen pressed her every step of the way. Angrily, she swung her arms away from him, but looked up at the tears of pain and despair in her eyes, fearing that she would really force the other party to do something that would lead to a lose-lose situation. When something hurtful happened, he suppressed his anger and said a few words to comfort him, "I'm sorry, I, I was distracted for a while, and I said such hurtful words, I deserve to die, don't cry."

"What's wrong with you? Stomach pain?" Gao Jin put her hands on Concubine Chen's stomach and rubbed it lightly, but her words were gentle, but there was still a hint of boredom in her eyes unintentionally, falling into Concubine Chen's eyes, It was as if a knife had been stabbed fiercely in her heart, causing a burst of heart-piercing colic.She knew that she shouldn't have too many expectations of Gao Jin, she is different from that person after all, although she often fantasizes that she and that person are the same person, but they are different after all.

She closed her eyes lightly, another string of tears fell down, she withdrew to avoid Gao Jin's hand on her stomach, gave her a cold look, walked around her and walked out of Wude Hall.

Sunflower water came to her body, and at night she had to come to Wude Hall to burn paper to drive away evil spirits, but her stomach hurt badly, and she didn't get better after resting for a long time. She looked up at Gao Jin many times, but she didn't see that she cared about herself That's why she couldn't help but call her, but she was horrified.How does she know that she has troubles in her heart?If she knew that Gao Jin was pretentious, she would definitely not bother her.

But Gao Jin's approach really chilled her, she just wanted to find someone who could be caring, why is it so difficult?The emperor is like this, and she is no different. She is indeed the most ruthless emperor's family.

Gao Jin turned her head to look at Concubine Chen's fading figure, and she didn't intend to keep her, but her eyes were full of viciousness, she knew that she had too many things to do.

Originally, she only approached her because she thought that the concubine Chen could enjoy the pillow breeze beside the emperor, but she didn't help at all, but caused a lot of trouble.

She didn't expect that woman to be so clingy, she was stupid to put it bluntly, but she really wanted her sincerity.

Gao Jin snorted softly, but when she thought that she might fall into this quagmire and trip her feet, she was furious again. She grabbed the teacup on the table and threw it on the ground hard. She looked up and saw the bed again. With the blood stains on it, he gnashed his teeth and rolled up the sheet and threw it on the ground, "Come here, take it out and burn it."

The hall became quiet again. Gao Jin nestled on the couch, rubbing the bridge of her nose, racking her brains to think about what she should do if something really happened.

In this room, she hadn't recovered from the fear, but Eunuch Ning's voice came from outside the hall, Gao Jin's body suddenly jumped, and her clenched fists creaked.

"Your Highness, I have ordered you to go to the Imperial Study Room."

Gao Jin's legs softened, and the expression on Eunuch Ning's face was clearly unkind. Seeing the icy-faced guards behind him, he calmly asked, "Did Emperor Father say what is the reason?"

Although Gao Jin had fallen ill, the Taoist priest also said before he left that after taking medicine and burning the paper, people would be able to wake up at dawn. As for why they had to burn for seven days, it was just to get rid of the evil energy completely.That's why the emperor sent Eunuch Ning to invite someone, otherwise, Sheng Jia might be asked to come to Wude Hall for interrogation.

Eunuch Ning glanced at him, raised his voice, and said, "I don't know." He paused, as if he wanted to see her look distraught, and purposely said: "Mrs. Wu has also been forced into the palace. Now in the imperial study."

Gao Jin's pupils shrank, and there was a bang in his head, completely panicking.

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