last love

Wen Ke had a dream at night.

I dreamed that a giraffe stretched its neck very long and was tirelessly looking at the distant wilderness.

After an unknown amount of time, a young figure appeared at the end of the wilderness——

The boy was alone, running towards him against the light.

He tried hard to see the boy's face clearly, but the scorching sun suddenly shone directly from the top of his head, causing him to close his eyes tightly.

The golden wheat waves around me swayed and made a rustling sound...

The sound grew louder until it drowned him like the sea.

"Wen Ke, are you there?"

A deep and unfamiliar voice rang in Wen Ke's ear, and he woke up suddenly.

……

……

"Did you have a nightmare?" The man lying beside him touched his forehead: "Xiao Ke, you are sweating cold."

"Zhuo Yuan." Wen Ke buried his face in the chest of the man beside him as before, and the pheromones on his Alpha surrounded him as before.Wen Ke felt relieved, and murmured, "It's so strange, I dreamed about a giraffe again..."

"It's a dream again. Well, then maybe you were really a giraffe in your previous life." Zhuo Yuan smiled perfunctorily, and patted Wen Ke on the back: "Hey, let's sleep for a while, we will return later. Gotta go to the hospital."

"En." Wen Ke first responded, but then couldn't help raising her head, and asked hesitantly, "Zhuo Yuan, why don't you... think about it again?"

"Xiao Ke, we have already agreed." Zhuo Yuan put his fingers on the sensitive glands on the back of Wen Ke's neck, his strength seemed to be comforting and pressing, and he said calmly, "Be obedient."

Wen Ke's body trembled subconsciously, and he lowered his long eyelashes obediently: "Then I'll sleep again, and I'll get up and make breakfast for you later."

Very few Omegas can defy the will of their own Alpha, even if they are asked to leave after being marked for six years, what a cruel and unnatural thing.

In the morning, while Zhuo Yuan was still sound asleep, Wen Ke was already busy in the kitchen.

Zhuo Yuan studied in overseas university and only liked to eat American breakfast. Wen Ke put the whole wheat toast in the oven to set the time as usual, and then cooked black coffee while frying bacon.

Only when Zhuo Yuan is on a business trip, he will cook his favorite porridge.

After six years of marriage, he got used to putting Zhuo Yuan first in everything.

After everything was almost ready, Wen Ke went to the bathroom to wash her face and tidy up.He didn't bother to turn on the light, and in the lonely sky, his face was blurred and couldn't be seen clearly.

Zhuo Yuan praised his eyes before, saying that he has a pair of docile puppy eyes, which looks pitiful.

Wen Ke thought that the word meek might describe his personality more.

Wen Ke took a breath and wiped away the mist from the mirror with his fingers.

The person in the mirror looked haggard, with a small red tear mole under the corner of his right eye.

He is already 28 years old. Apart from his natural fair and delicate skin, this face seems to have no major advantages.

He is the kind of Omega that differentiated very late. Because of the late development, the rating of the glands is very poor, and the smell of pheromones is also very weak.

He is not a very attractive Omega, and Wen Ke has gradually realized this point in his growing years.

What's more, at this age, Zhuo Yuan has not yet succeeded in giving birth to a child, so the ending of being abandoned does not seem to be an accident.

On the way to Hospital H, Wen Ke asked Zhuo Yuan about the app proposal he made, Zhuo Yuan said casually while driving: "I can't make a final decision on the development, let's show the project department to the company first. And You're not a professional either, so don't get your hopes up."

In fact, Zhuo Yuan also said the same two weeks ago.

But Wen Ke didn't pursue the question any further. He turned his head and looked at the foggy car window, and wrote a few meaningless words on it with his fingers in a lonely way. His fingernails scratched the glass and made a very soft sound.

"arrive."

Zhuo Yuan stepped on the brakes in the hospital parking lot, and inadvertently showed a bright smile on his face.

Wen Ke thought that he should really want to divorce her.

……

Wen Ke had several checkups in the hospital, and he was familiar with this set of procedures.

Even so, he shivered with pain as the gland tester's tiny probe plunged straight into the glands in the back of his neck.

After Zhuo Yuan got married, the Zhuo family was very anxious about having a baby. They asked him to come for two or three checkups every year. Of course, the results were the same each time. He was still an Omega whose glands were graded E, and his chances of conceiving were too low.

From the initial depression to numbness, he gradually got used to such a blow.

The rating of Omega is not fixed forever. Wen Ke has also heard that after many Omega are marked, they can be gradually upgraded under the drive of Alpha pheromone.

It's not that Zhuo Yuan didn't work hard for this. When he first got married, Zhuo Yuan dutifully and thoroughly marked him every time he was in heat.

However, after a few years, he is still an E-level, and Zhuo Yuan is probably tired.

It was he who failed to change his destiny and became one of the lucky ones.

After the inspection result came out, Zhuo Yuan didn't pay much attention to it, just glanced at it briefly and went outside the corridor to make a phone call.

After all, this time is different from before, this time it is not to check his ability to conceive, but it is just a routine inspection before the divorce between Alpha and Omega as stipulated by law.

Wen Ke waited for a while before being called into the consultation room alone by the specialist doctor together with Zhuo Yuan.

"It's been marked for six years?"

The doctor looked down at the printed report. Although he asked this question, he obviously didn't really want to listen to the answer. He flipped through the report in a hurry, and suddenly frowned: "You have never heard of it in the past two years. The family clinic took so many inhibitors?"

Wen Ke subconsciously tugged on his cuff, covering several pinholes on the inside of his wrist, but before he could answer, Zhuo Yuan got up a little uneasy, and explained: "The company is very busy, and overseas business needs to be done in person. Staring at it in the past, sometimes I didn’t come back in time.”

The doctor did not answer Zhuo Yuan, but raised his head and looked at Wen Ke seriously: "I read the report, and the situation is not very good. It has been marked for six years, but in the past two years, the pheromones have been injected with too many inhibitors and the pheromones are too weak. , if you perform marker stripping surgery at this time, it is equivalent to pulling out all the pheromones of Alpha for six years, and there will be too strong a stress response at first glance."

"So there are two negative conditions on your body. I have to explain it to you before your operation. In addition to other common matters, you should pay special attention to two points. One is that the genital cavity will be very painful after the operation. The estrus period is too difficult. The second is that you are an E-level Omega. This time the marking is peeled off. Not only will the next marking be very painful, but also, if something happens again, your body will not be able to withstand another stripping operation. .You see what I mean, don't you?"

Wen Ke turned pale and nodded, "I understand."

"Then think about it again. If you still decide to do it, go to the counter to go through the formalities. I'm free tomorrow morning."

The doctor said and handed over the examination report.

Zhuo Yuan still went to the counter to go through the formalities, Wen Ke originally thought that he would discuss it with her again.

He wanted to say something, but in the end he lowered his head silently and followed behind Zhuo Yuan.

Having known each other for more than ten years and married for six years, Zhuo Yuan has never said harsh words to him, nor has he turned ugly faces at him, but for some reason, it is always difficult for him to resist Zhuo Yuan's decisions.

……

In the afternoon, Zhuo Yuan said that the company had something to do and went out again.

Wen Ke sat on the sofa at home for a long time, and then used the computer to check the marking peeling operation on the Internet again, and read word by word how painful the process of other Omega's operation was.

The marked Omega will only be in heat with its own Alpha, so when an AO couple divorces, the marks left in the Omega's body by the Alpha must be stripped, so that the Omega's life can return to itself.

In general, the longer you have been marked, the more painful the peeling procedure will be.

The glands of Omega are very fragile and delicate organs. In order to protect the functions of the glands themselves, anesthesia must be used very carefully, and the need for pain relief must be put on the back burner.

Wen Ke has seen these things many times, and was terrified when he saw them the first time, but now he doesn't feel much when he reads them again.

He stared at the computer screen in a daze for a while, and then found the app proposal he made from his files.

He couldn't remember how many times he had edited this document, as if every word and every picture material had grown vividly in his mind.

A few months ago, Zhuo Yuan had the idea of ​​developing a dating app. Wen Ke plucked up the courage to propose to him that he wanted to make a proposal. Zhuo Yuan reluctantly agreed to let him try it out. Not much else to promise.

But he got this precious opportunity from his own Alpha. He searched for information, drew pictures, and researched almost day and night, and finally made a proposal with painstaking efforts.

But before Zhuo Yuan's company saw his proposal, he waited for the divorce—

Thinking about it now, in fact Zhuo Yuan probably had an idea long ago, and even asking him to try the proposal was perfunctory.

Zhuo Yuan brought up the matter of divorce with Wen Ke a month ago, the reason being that he felt that he had no feelings for him anymore.

Wen Ke only remembered being stunned.

At that time, he just stood there blankly, looking at Zhuo Yuan, but he didn't seem to be able to see Zhuo Yuan's face clearly, he could only see Zhuo Yuan's opening and closing lips, and his white teeth.

His pain was very blunt, and he couldn't cry heartbreakingly, just like someone was beating the atrium dully with the back of a knife.

There should have been a lot to say and a lot of questions to ask, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

In fact, it shouldn't be like this.

Is it because their marriage has come to this point because he is too weak and useless to fight for himself.

Maybe he should do something, even if it's just a meaningless attempt, do something.