last love

Han Jiangque's appearance at that time already had the embryonic form of adulthood in the future, with sharp eyebrows like a sword's edge, a straight and straight nose bridge, and eye folds that unfolded like petals, beautiful and profound.

Wen Ke looked at Han Jiangque and suddenly felt safe and satisfied like never before.

At this moment, there was a creak—the door of the diagnosis room opened.

The tall doctor walked up to Wen Ke, his face was against the light, and he couldn't see his expression clearly. Wen Ke only remembered that the doctor handed over a page of the examination report and said, "The results are out, you are really an Omega. It's just that ..."

Wen Ke's body trembled all of a sudden, and he felt his mind was in chaos for a moment. He only heard what the doctor said, and what followed was vaguely about "You differentiate too late, pay attention to the health of the glands" I didn't hear anything like that.

He didn't even dare to take the thin page of the report, it was Han Jiangque who reached out and took it.

Han Jiangque held Wen Ke's wrist tightly and pulled him all the way outside the hospital, and then the two of them looked down at the words on the report together.

His gender was clearly written on the snow-white paper: Male, Omega.

Wen Ke remembered that it was a rare cloudy day, and the dark clouds were pressing down heavily, as if they were about to press down on his back.

"How is it possible?" Han Jiangque clutched the report, the boy's face was tense, his lips were pursed, his expression couldn't tell whether it was anger or seriousness: "How could you be an Omega? You don't even have a taste, damn it .”

Wen Ke couldn't help but raised his head and looked at Han Jiangque blankly.

He's not just an Omega.

Still an E-rank Omega.

The grades of glands are from high to low SABCDE, he is the worst one.

He is destined to have no rich pheromones, no perfect reproductive cavity, he is indeed an unqualified Omega.

"So you will be in heat, too."

Han Jiangque stared at the estimated date of estrus written on the report, and then suddenly reached out and grabbed Wen Ke's collar: "Once you are in estrus, you can't care about anything, and you will be like my father." , thinking about finding the Alpha mark—as long as you're in heat, anyone can, as long as it's Alpha, as long as it's Alpha, anyone can fuck you."

"I... Han Jiangque, I don't know."

Wen Ke murmured, his voice getting smaller and smaller: "I haven't been in heat yet, but neither am I, anyone can..."

I can't be anyone.I want to be with you.

He thought so in his heart, but he didn't dare to say that anymore, even thinking of holding hands just now, he would feel panic.

He almost saw some kind of naked hatred in Han Jiangque's eyes.

Han Jiangque hated him, just because he changed from Beta to Omega.

"You're going to get pregnant."

Han Jiangque said word by word: "Wen Ke, you will be pregnant, right?"

Wen Ke was in a daze and couldn't answer a word.

He had just learned his true gender, and before he even had time to appreciate the transformation from body to mind, he was already hit hard by a strong sense of shame.

He didn't understand what's wrong with being in heat and what's wrong with being pregnant, but when the boy in front of him said this with such disgust, he began to hate himself too.

"Wen Ke, why aren't you Beta?"

Han Jiangque suddenly let go of Wen Ke, a look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, and he repeated: "Why can't you be Beta."

"Sorry……"

Wen Ke raised his head and looked at Han Jiangque tearfully.

He is really spineless, but facing the disappointment in the eyes of the person he likes, it feels like he is facing the horror of a catastrophe.

He also thought that as long as he admitted his mistake, Han Jiangque would accept him.

But Han Jiangque just shook his head, turned around and left with the report in hand.

Wen Ke stood there blankly.

The whole world seemed to go dark, and everything was silent——

But he knew that at that moment, something in his heart was indeed shattered, and he could never put it back together again.

……

As for what happened after that, Wen Ke's memory over the years is very vague, because everything seemed to happen very quickly.

He took sick leave for one day and didn't go to school. Everything seemed to be peaceful, but on the third day, when he came to class with his schoolbag on his back, everything was different.

Everyone looked at him with strange and subtle eyes, as if he was the weird person who appeared in this class on the first day, but Han Jiangque asked for leave.

Zhuo Yuan, who was the class monitor at that time, was the first to stand up, and said softly to him: "Xiao Ke, we all found out this morning—in fact, it doesn't matter if you differentiate late, the teacher said, your glands are not very good. Healthy, let alone in the AB class, so I will help you with the transfer procedures today, and you will be able to go to the Omega class immediately."

For Wen Ke, that moment was really a bolt from the blue.

He never thought that Han Jiangque would tell others about him.

But now, not only did he have to change to an unfamiliar class in the third year of high school, but he also had to bear everyone's strange looks. Everyone knew that he was an E-level Omega.

For Wen Ke, who was seventeen or eighteen years old, this was simply the end of the world.

After class that day, he found Han Jiangque's home with a sigh of relief, but he heard that Han Jiangque's Omega father said that Han Jiangque had a fever after returning from school yesterday, and now he was falling asleep in the house.

Wen Ke didn't go in to visit, he turned around and went home.At that time, he only had one thought in his mind, and he would never say a word to Han Jiangque again.

From that day on, he changed classes and deleted Han Jiangque's phone number and other contact information from his phone.

Han Jiangque seemed to feel something too, but at that time Han Jiangque was so arrogant and arrogant, he didn't come to Wen Ke to express his humility, and he didn't talk to Wen Ke again.

They passed each other on the campus many times, but neither of them spoke, and both of them turned away with cold faces and said nothing.

This is how a breakup began.

……

In fact, thinking about it now, many stories do not necessarily have to end like this.

The earth-shattering events at that age may be resolved if you calm down and wait a little longer.

But fate did not give Wen Ke time.

Just a week after Wen Ke got the report, his mother was diagnosed with terminal breast cancer.

Wen Ke couldn't care about Han Jiangque anymore. He went back and forth to the hospital and school exhaustedly every day, looking at the terrible medical bills but helpless. Their family's savings were really not enough to deal with such a serious illness.

When Wen Ke's mother heard the news, her first reaction was to die, but Wen Ke refused. He was ready to start selling the house immediately, but there was no one to take over an old private house in a small northern town.

It was the first time that the young man who hadn't arrived had tasted the hardships and helplessness of life.

During that time, Zhuo Yuan was always by his side.

Wen Ke's mother worked as a domestic servant at Zhuo's family before she fell ill, but this time she suddenly fell ill, and Zhuo's family generously helped to pay for medical expenses and hospitalization expenses.

Wen Ke wrote IOUs to Zhuo Yuan one by one, Zhuo Yuan was always gentle, and would accept it after several refusals, but he would still tell him not to worry about money.

But how is it possible.

He could only keep thanking Zhuo Yuan.

In the process of constantly being grateful to Dade, Wen Ke knew that when he faced Zhuo Yuan, he had lost equal power.

In his dilapidated home, Wen Ke gave Zhuo Yuan the first time.

During that time, he was in a daze, and completely forgot about his estrous period, but Zhuo Yuan had been clinging to him for a few days, so everything seemed accidental and destined.

Although it was in heat, when the late-developed genital cavity was forcefully stretched, it still hurt so much that Wen Ke almost thought that she would die on the bed.Zhuo Yuan kissed him softly, generously expressed that he would not mark him permanently immediately, and then whispered his love for him in his ear, promising him that they would get married and be together forever.

People are really confused sometimes.

I don't know if it's because I believed in Zhuo Yuan's gentleness before I was willing to do so; or because I first understood my own destiny before I was willing to believe it.

But anyway, Wen Ke made his own choice.

The only thing that made his heart twitch and ache was the sudden ringing of the doorbell after the temporary mark.

Zhuo Yuan only put on a shirt, went to open the door, and came back after a while with a smile on his face.

"Who is it?" Wen Ke asked him weakly.

"Han Jiangque." Zhuo Yuan asked nonchalantly, "Do you want to see him? He took two glances at me and left without saying anything."

Wen Ke lay silently on the bed, and after a long, long time, finally came to his senses, and murmured, "It should be...it's all right."

"That's good." Zhuo Yuan came over and kissed his face: "I love you, Xiao Ke."

That year, Zhuo Yuan spent Wen Ke's birthday with him.

He made two wishes, the first is to hope that his mother will recover, and the second is to be admitted to the university of his choice——

Neither was achieved.

Life is full of regrets, many, many regrets.

Han Jiangque said he looked like a giraffe.

Wen Ke thought later that it might be because he was used to stretching his neck and standing in a waiting posture——

In the wheat field, looking towards the direction of the wilderness.