last love

Beicheng District is the most avant-garde and avant-garde area in City B, and Zeus certainly has the same style as this area.

The huge space with high ceilings, the interior is designed in the gray rough style of an abandoned factory, the concrete floor is rough painted with graffiti, and the green leather locomotive placed in the center is the signboard of Zeus, which is said to be scrapped by the boss from the earliest batch at a high price It was taken from the train. After refitting, the steam engine kept its shape, but it was used to beat dry ice.

Tonight's Zeus is a special bubble night, and it also invited a foreign electronic music team, so it was already very lively after eight o'clock.

Before the band played, the resident guitarist of Zeus played the guitar solo on stage, and the psychedelic and lonely electric guitar sound poured into the venue like mercury.

Fu Xiaoyu ordered two Macallans with ice at the bar, and before handing them to Han Jiangque, he clinked the glasses himself, and he blinked playfully: "To you, Mr. Macallan."

Han Jiangque took it and drank it down, and said seriously: "Fu Xiaoyu, happy birthday."

Even among Alphas, extremely aggressive wine-based pheromones are very rare, so they are also the most popular among Omegas.

Alpha, a high-grade wine, can easily be called by different wines because of its distinct taste.So in private, there are a lot of slightly sexual jokes like "opened a bottle of Louis XIII today".

Han Jiangque's pheromone is obviously a mellow whiskey faction, so it is very appropriate for Fu Xiaoyu to call Han Jiangque "Mr. Macallan".

At this moment, with the sudden deafening electronic sound, the lights of the entire Pub suddenly turned into a mysterious and beating green light.

Fu Xiaoyu squinted her eyes and smiled, took the glass of wine she hadn't finished and entered the dance floor.

He was slender, and in a crowd of people, he was still conspicuous in a pink shirt. He held a glass high in one hand, and swayed with his eyes closed according to the rhythm.

Han Jiangque didn't go over right away, but sat at the bar and ordered a glass of ice water to drink slowly for a while by himself.

Han Jiangque prefers less crowded and intense sports, so he likes boxing and basketball, and doesn't like noisy crowds.

But Fu Xiaoyu is different, he is the kind of Omega who always knows his radiant charm, so he is more like a fish in water in the crowd.

Thinking about it now, although he has changed a lot over the years, the people who are finally close to him all have something in common—smart, strong, and proactive.

But Wen Ke is different.

Wen Ke is gentle, like the rain and sunshine in summer, covering him thickly and densely.

After Gao Yi Wenke was beaten, he changed, he became less and less fond of fighting, and gradually became less angry. He began to learn to grow tenaciously like a plant.

He has never told Wen Ke how much he yearns for the blueprint of life that Wen Ke once outlined——

Leaving his native family, he and Wen Ke went to the metropolis to go to university together, and then started a new chapter.

Before getting to know Wen Ke, his life had no hope and meaning; after getting to know Wen Ke, the loneliness and fragility of his youth had a peaceful destination.

Ke Wenke finally abandoned him.

After the pre-examination, there was continuous heavy rain in the small northern town for several days. After the rain, it was sunny and the weather was almost unbelievably hot.

The cicadas on the tree outside the window were singing endlessly, and Han Jiangque, with red eyes, built a ladder and glued them all down with sticky sticks.

They are all new cicadas, they have shed their shells to the last moment, and they have exhausted all their strength to get out of the cicada clothes. They are flapping the new and thin cicada clothes, which are pitifully fragile.

At the age of 16, he caught a hundred cicadas, thinking that he could catch the midsummer of that year.

But in fact, he couldn't catch Xia Tian, ​​and he couldn't catch Wen Ke either.

Han Jiangque looked at the lively and noisy dance floor, but his eyes gradually became lonely——

It was really sad and scary to be rejected again.

He is an Alpha who is far less powerful than his appearance. Even if ten years have passed, he dare not recall how he struggled to survive the year when he was just abandoned and cut off all contact by Wen Ke.

Han Jiangque's eyes were as dark as the night, and the more sad they seemed, the more charming they were.

Several Omegas wandered around him for a while, seeing his indifferent expression, they left reluctantly.

Han Jiangque finally raised his head, looked at Fu Xiaoyu on the dance floor and waved to him.

Having been friends for so many years, Han Jiangque has gradually learned to compromise, so Fu Xiaoyu likes to come to the pub when he is in a bad mood, and he will occasionally accompany him for a while. This time it is Fu Xiaoyu's birthday, of course he will not refuse.

Hiding his emotions, he took off his suit jacket and left it on a seat by the bar before walking onto the dance floor as well.

……

After making the decision, Wen Ke felt as if his whole body was spinning at high speed.

He first rushed to the bathroom to take a good shower, and then hurried out to dry his hair.

It's been a long time since I've been like this, and I haven't been in such a happy and nervous mood.

After taking care of myself carefully, when I saw my familiar face in the mirror, I couldn't help but have a strange thought——

Compared with the handsome and handsome Han Jiangque, his appearance looks much more ordinary.

The eyebrows are slender and the corners of the eyes are round and blunt, so it looks particularly docile.Only the light red tear mole can be called the bright color on the face worth mentioning.

Would Han Jiangque really want to kiss him?

Wen Ke recalled that time in the hotel before, when Han Jiangque leaned forward and seemed to want to kiss his lips, but in the end he just kissed him lightly on the cheek.

At that time, his mood was extremely gloomy and depressed, so he didn't dare to think too much, but the throbbing at that moment had actually been imprinted in his heart, and when he thought about it again, the speed of his heartbeat almost made people blush.

After coming out of the bathroom, Wen Ke picked out clothes for a while, and finally decided to wear simple and ordinary clothes so as not to look too weird.

While looking at himself in the mirror for the last time, he asked Xu Jiale: "Does it look okay? Do you think it's okay if I go shopping and invite Han Jiangque to eat hot pot at home? Tell him while eating later, will you?" Will it look more natural?"

Xu Jiale leaned against the door and was eating a can of yogurt. Hearing Wen Ke's series of questions, he didn't even bother to answer them one by one. He just squinted his eyes and asked, "Do you want me to avoid it?"

"No, no need..."

Wen Ke said with embarrassment that he even had some small plans in his heart: "If the time comes... I say something wrong, remember to help me."

"Don't forget that I love beef and crab sticks." Xu Jiale finally couldn't stand it any longer, and pushed Wen Ke out of the room after tidying up for a long time: "Do whatever you want, don't waste time."

Wen Ke then went to the high-end supermarket to buy things first, and he made two phone calls to Han Jiangque while turning the phone, but the other party never answered.

While checking out, Wen Ke looked at the number that had been connected all the time, and suddenly panicked.

Did Han Jiangque not want to contact him anymore?

Although only one day has passed, a person's heart is so complicated that he can suddenly figure it out in one day, and Han Jiangque can also suddenly decide to give up in one day.

The horror of this thought made Wen Ke almost unable to breathe. He tightly clutched the eco-friendly cloth bag given by the supermarket, and suddenly felt that the lights of the supermarket were so dazzling that it made people dizzy.

He couldn't wait any longer, so he drove all the way to the LM club with his shopping bags.

This time, I was not in the mood to watch the night in Beicheng District, but went straight to the lobby of the club. The receptionist was not Ms. Yu, but she seemed to know him.

"Please, may I ask, is Advisor Han Jiangque here?"

Wen Ke didn't care about anything, and asked eagerly as soon as they met each other.

"Mr. Wen," the Beta woman showed a very enthusiastic smile, "Han... Advisor Han greeted us a few days ago, and said that you must notify him immediately when you come to find him. He is now in Zeus next door , shall I take you there?"

"He, did he say hello..." Wen Ke repeated it in a daze, and before he could think about what it meant, he hurriedly thanked him again: "Thank you, don't bother, I have seen it when I came just now Zeus is dead, then I'll go find him myself."

"Then wait a moment," the Beta woman lowered her head and picked up a red-yellow card from the table and handed it to Wen Ke: "Then you bring this VIP card, Zeus has a lot of people, and you can't get in without it."

So he left LM in a hurry and found Zeus along the way.

From the front of Zeus, it could be seen that it was a pub. Although Wen Ke had a VIP card, he was still a little hesitant when walking down the deep and dark corridor.

Ever since he married Zhuo Yuan, he basically never came to such entertainment occasions again. Listening to the gradually louder music and smelling the strong smell of alcohol in the air, this environment made him very nervous.

The long and narrow corridor was deliberately designed, and it would be a unique experience to walk through this corridor.

Wen Ke didn't know Zeus well. As soon as he turned around, he was suddenly dazzled by the flashing green and blue lights all over his face, and the deafening drumming sound surrounded him.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he was already standing on the circular platform on the second floor of Zeus, looking down at the people in the center of the dance floor.

Not just Beta, Alphas and Omega also have no boundaries, they are almost sticking together and swaying their bodies in the intense electronic music.They are crazy, but extremely wanton.In the gorgeous lighting and gushing dry ice, almost everyone looks extremely young and fresh.

It was a world completely different from his previous well-behaved life, grotesque, noisy and mysterious.

This strangeness almost made Wen Ke panic.

He desperately searched for Han Jiangque like someone who was about to drown. After patrolling twice, he found Han Jiangque almost in the middle of the crowd.

The tall Alpha solemnly put on a small gray suit and vest over his shirt. Looking at it from a distance, he felt that Han Jiangque was really handsome and conspicuous.

Just when Wen Ke was about to go down the stairs, he suddenly stopped.

There is another person beside Han Jiangque.

Wen Ke could almost intuitively feel that it was an Omega——

They were very close to each other, although everyone on the dance floor was rubbing shoulders, but Wen Ke could still see the difference.

Because Han Jiangque would stretch out his arms from time to time to help this Omega block people who got too close. This kind of protection is by no means given by ordinary relationships.

Wen Ke stood there at a loss, just staring blankly at the two people on the dance floor downstairs.

It was a very charming Omega. The pink shirt outlined a slender and beautiful figure. Although the face could not be seen clearly, the body swaying with the rhythm had an amazingly sexy rhythm, which made people have to pay attention to it.

At this moment, Han Jiangque slightly turned his back to Wen Ke, while the Omega was facing his position upstairs and raised his head.

At that moment, Wen Ke was almost sure that they looked at each other.

Among the constantly flickering lights, that Omega looked at him deeply, as if he had known him for a long time.

With a glance from a distance, Wen Ke could vaguely see that Omega's astonishing beauty, elegant clothes, and skillful rhythm—like an elf on a dance floor.

But he was just the opposite, holding a ridiculous supermarket environmental protection cloth bag, wearing the most common T-shirt and beige trousers, completely lacking in charm, how out of place.

He is an embarrassing existence that does not belong to this mysterious world at all.

The courage that had been summoned up with great difficulty suddenly dissipated at this moment.

Wen Ke felt as if he was stepping on the void and was about to fall down at any moment. Even the eyes of everyone passing by him at this time made him feel at a loss.

He lowered his head, turned around, and walked out along the long dark corridor that he came in.

Every step I take, I feel as if there is a place in my heart that is crying quietly.

The cowardly, inconspicuous him, who was hit by reality just after he became brave, really failed.

……

The Beicheng district outside Zeus is also bustling and beautiful, with sports cars speeding past the street from time to time, all kinds of people laughing and chatting beside Wen Ke, everyone seems to be separated from him by an invisible film.

Wen Ke stood under the telephone pole with his head bowed in frustration, he didn't even know where he should go.

A drunken Omega also stood up and lit a cigarette, and puffed smoke skillfully beside him. Halfway through the smoke, Wen Ke heard the Omega sigh deeply. He looked up and saw the Omega smoking He was smoking, and his eyes were red, as if he had just cried.

"That...can you smoke one for me too?"

Wen Ke didn't even know what was wrong with him, but he asked for cigarettes from an unfamiliar Omega, which was unprecedented.

"Here." Omega sniffed again, passed one over, and then lit Wen Ke: "You smoke."

The two of them just stood side by side, and neither of them asked each other what was on their minds. They just looked up at the landmark Gemini Tower in Beicheng District. On the screen that spans the entire sky, there are still the familiar four golden English letters: YOLO.

Omega suddenly said blankly: "I don't understand English. Every time I come here, I really want to know what these letters mean. I always keep this matter in my heart, but every time I come here, I just go to play until the early morning. It’s really annoying when I go home and I can’t think about the problem once I get home.”

Wen Ke was silent for a while, and he probably knew that Omega didn't want to talk to him, but after a while, he couldn't help saying: "It's an abbreviation——"

"Short for YouOnlyLiveOnce."

Wen Ke murmured as if talking to himself: "It means, you can only live once."

"Isn't this fucking nonsense?" Omega said.

"Yes." Wen Ke nodded, and while they were talking, the four letters flashed again, and the entire screen went dark, and sure enough, the next second——

The golden font exploded like fireworks in the night sky above their heads!

That scene was like what he saw when he came to LM Club for the first time.

It was also on that day that he met Han Jiangque again by fate.

"I only live once."

Wen Ke looked at the dazzling scene, and repeated it again foolishly.

Omega tilted his head to look at him, feeling a little strange.

"I only live once, so—"

Wen Ke looked at the boundless starry sky of City B, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes, which became brighter and brighter under the light: "I don't regret it, I must not let myself regret it."

When he said this, he suddenly extinguished the cigarette butt on the pole and threw it in the trash can, then turned around and rushed into the gate of Zeus again.

It was that long corridor again, as deep as a human heart.

As Wen Ke ran, those darkness, those weaknesses, and those uncertainties were crushed by him step by step behind him.

With the drumbeat getting louder and louder, Wen Ke felt that the heartbeat in his chest was also like a tsunami, getting more and more intense, like a roar that was about to come out——

That was the roar he had suppressed for ten years.

He is 28 years old.

Life is so precious, he will never give up the next ten years.

He no longer wants to stay at the end of the wilderness, the wheat field is his, and Han Jiangque is also his, he is going to chase, he is not afraid of failure, he is not afraid of losing face, he is not afraid of anything.

"Bourbon," Wen Ke said to the bartender as he slapped the reusable cloth bag on the bar counter, "Three Shots."

The bartender was also taken aback by the appearance of this red-eyed Omega, but he still didn't say anything. Anyway, there are quite a few crazy people in the Pub every day, and he was ready to put it in front of Wen Ke immediately.

Wen Ke didn't even look at it, she just raised her head and drank the three cups one by one.

His face instantly turned red as if on fire, and he couldn't help but tremble slightly. The power of alcohol made his feet a little stilted, but he was surprisingly calm.

Wen Ke turned around, facing the unfamiliar dance floor, he firmly squeezed in the direction of Han Jiangque.

While walking hard among the crowd, Wen Ke suddenly thought:

Yes, he lives in the present, in the moment when love is invincible.

……

I don't know how long he has been up and down in the crowd, Wen Ke almost pushed away the people in front of him one by one, and finally squeezed to Han Jiangque's side. Arm, panting: "Han, Han Jiangque..."

He felt as if he had never used such force in his life, so hard that he almost pulled the tall Han Jiangque into his arms.

When Han Jiangque turned around in astonishment, the Omega in front of him also looked over.

When Wen Ke looked at this Omega so closely, he realized that he had a pair of very blurry cat eyes. At this time, those eyes were staring at Wen Ke, and the expression inside was so complicated that it was almost indescribable.

Even before Han Jiangque opened his mouth, Omega asked in a hoarse voice, "What are you doing?"

Wen Ke wanted to speak, but perhaps because of the strong alcohol, his teeth were almost chattering.

"Let me ask you, who are you? What do you want to do?" Omega approached Wen Ke aggressively, narrowing his eyes and asking.

"I, I..." Alcohol made Wen Ke's mind go blank. He only remembered that he hadn't let go of his hand for a moment, nor had he taken a step back.

At that moment, he completely lost his mind and blurted out: "I am his boss, his...customer, customer..."

It was so loud on the dance floor that he almost yelled the words out.

His mind seemed to fly into the sky, and he vaguely knew that it seemed not right and not polite to say so.

But he couldn't stop, couldn't stop anything, he puffed up his chest and said word by word: "Yes, I am his client, he is mine."

Hearing this answer, that Omega's eyes instantly became deep, and finally with a hint of helplessness that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, he turned his head to look at Han Jiangque: "Really?"

Wen Ke also turned to look at Han Jiangque.

He was actually strong and weak, he held Han Jiangque's arm firmly and domineeringly, but at the same time, he almost couldn't help crying out to beg Han Jiangque——

Don't reject him, don't reject him.

"Fu Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I have to leave for a while."

Han Jiangque lowered his head and looked at Wen Ke. Although he was speaking to Fu Xiaoyu, he didn't even turn his head to look at Fu Xiaoyu. His deep eyes seemed to be glued to Wen Ke's body.

"……I see."

Fu Xiaoyu was silent for a while, and finally didn't say anything more. Holding the wine glass, he took a step back, giving space to Han Jiangque and Wen Ke.

Wen Ke's heart was beating thumpingly. He felt that he understood Han Jiangque's meaning, but at the same time his mind was a little confused.

He raised his head and looked at Han Jiangque, only then realized that he was about to scratch Han Jiangque's arm red, and hurriedly let go.

"Wen Ke..." Han Jiangque called out in a low voice.

His dark eyes were as bright as shooting stars flashing across the night sky.

Only then did Wen Ke suddenly realize that Han Jiangque was smiling, revealing his white teeth and dimples.

After the reunion, he had never seen Han Jiangque smile so brightly, and he was stunned for a moment.

"Did you come to find me?"

Han Jiangque seemed to realize that he had asked nonsense, and then lowered his eyes a little shyly and happily and asked, "Wen Ke, am I yours? Really?"

Wen Ke thought, Han Jiangque's silly look is so cute.

He nodded vigorously, but couldn't help hiccupping.

"Hi-yes."

Han Jiangque rushed over and hugged Wen Ke——

Not only that, he almost put his arms around Wen Ke's buttocks and hugged Wen Ke high.

Wen Ke was suddenly lifted higher than Han Jiangque.

At that moment, he felt the alcohol in his body and his whole body rushing to the sky with the sound of the music, and the people around the dance floor couldn't help casting surprised glances.

He had never been this crazy, but he had never been this happy either.

Han Jiangque looked at him intently, while Wen Ke lowered his head and wrapped his arms around Han Jiangque's neck.

Both of their faces slowly moved towards each other, and when they were about to kiss, they bumped their noses hard because they didn't know how to do it.

Wen Ke woke up a little bit from the bump, so she closed her eyes shyly and waited.

He waited for a long time before Han Jiangque's fiery pulse came over again.

Wen Ke immediately felt a warmth on his forehead, not his lips, but his forehead——

Only then did he realize that it was Han Jiangque's forehead that was pressed against him, rubbing gently and clumsily.

"Wen Ke, I have always loved you."

He said.