last love

Brother Wen Ke.

He really said so.

Wen Ke suddenly felt as if there was a little rabbit in his chest, jumping wildly.

He had never had such a wonderful experience before, jumping and jumping for joy, it felt like just a few seconds, and the rabbit could hardly fit in his chest.

This kind of mood even made him a little bit at a loss. He still held that part of Han Jiangque, stroking it up and down a little clumsily.

"Does it hurt?"

He leaned over and kissed Han Jiangque's eyelashes.

Han Jiangque has the most beautiful eyes in the world.

"..."

Han Jiangque hesitated and said, "A little bit."

Wen Ke's kiss was soft and soft.

Omega's satisfied body exudes a very faint fragrance, stained with the smell of his own pheromone, and he seems to have suddenly returned to the summer of his boyhood.

Wen Ke kissed twice, then quietly got into bed, buried her head between Han Jiangque's legs and gently held that part.

Han Jiangque opened his eyes wide in surprise, and the sweet pleasure suddenly surrounded him. He snorted sullenly, and then lay down on the pillow and closed his eyes.

Alpha's genitals were softer than when they were full just now, but they were still extremely thick. Wen Ke sucked it like this, and felt that it was slightly hot, and it seemed that it was indeed a little red and swollen.

When the Alpha is knotted, it is like a canine animal. The top of the genitals has to swell a lot to get stuck in the genital cavity of the Omega, so for the first time, it should be painful.

Thinking of this, Wen Ke suddenly felt a little distressed.

He licked the tip with his tongue, then swallowed a little deeper with difficulty, caressing there delicately with his warm throat.

After talking like this for a while, Han Jiangque suddenly reached out to hold Wen Ke's face and pulled him out of the bed, then kissed him lightly.

"Is it better?" Wen Ke asked in a low voice.

Han Jiangque nodded, but didn't make a sound, just quietly buried his face in Wen Ke's shoulder.

It is too cramped for Han Jiangque at 192 to shrink into Omega's shoulders like this, like a large beast insisting on being hugged by a petite human being. It is hard to imagine that Han Jiangque would feel comfortable staying like this.

Under the moonlight, only half of Han Jiangque's side face was faintly exposed, and the deep scar under the sharp eyebrows was even more eye-catching.

Wen Ke gently touched the scar, then touched Han Jiangque's slightly red ears, and coaxed in a low voice: "Han Jiangque, the first time...it's always like this, and it will hurt a little."

"is it?"

Han Jiangque finally raised his head and asked, the tall Alpha was obviously a little bit worried about this.

"right."

Wen Ke hesitated a little.

In fact, he had never thought about it before.

No Alpha would feel pain because of this kind of thing. Alpha is the strong gender and the offensive side.

Male Alphas stand at the top of the six sexes. Society does not allow them to be vulnerable, so they themselves regard vulnerability as a shame. This seems to be a customary rule.

But Han Jiangque is different.

Wen Ke had been feeling this way since ten years ago.

Han Jiangque is lonely and out of the mainstream, like a little wolf who has been kicked out of the tribe, running alone with injuries in the wilderness.

The dean tied a red scarf on him with nerve-wracking pains, and disciplined him severely again and again.

But he stuck his neck, never surrendered, never blended in.

Contradictory characters have created Han Jiangque's charming temperament. He is innocent and lonely, persistent but also fragile.

Like multi-faceted glass under the scorching sun, it refracts colorful light.

Beauty is such a thrilling feeling.

People want to possess greedily, but they can't help but feel sad when they reach out their hands, because the common memory of human beings tells themselves that beauty cannot last long and is fleeting.

It is this kind of beauty that made Wen Ke fall completely when he saw Han Jiangque for the first time.

"Integration" is a ritual that every teenager must go through.

Ten years have passed, but Han Jiangque still refuses this kind of growth.

Wen Ke suddenly thought, even if he was 36 years old, 46 years old probably wouldn't change.

He will always be such a charming boy—

Because he preserved beauty forever.

……

Han Jiangque's hand suddenly covered Wen Ke's lower abdomen lightly, and he asked in a low voice, "Wen Ke, at that time... did you hurt?"

Wen Ke couldn't help but fell silent.

Of course he was in pain.

The immature genital cavity was suddenly opened, and he felt like he was lying on the bed, like a doll whose cotton wool had been ripped out. The pain almost made him lose all desire for sex at once.

But he really didn't know what tone to use to mention his first time. It seemed wrong to understate it, but it seemed too weak to emphasize the passing pain again after ten years.

What's more, he didn't even want to mention the word Zhuo Yuan in front of Han Jiangque.

After a while, he finally said calmly, "It hurts a little too."

Han Jiangque's dark eyes looked at Wen Ke intently, but a trace of melancholy still gradually emerged inside.

He got into the bed, licked Wen Ke's lower abdomen with his tongue, and licked the round navel so wet.It's a really weird way of being intimate.

Han Jiangque licked for a long time and climbed up again. He leaned his head on Wen Ke's shoulder again, and said softly, "Wen Ke, it would be great if we could hurt together."

Wen Ke's nose suddenly became terribly sore, and he turned around to surround Han Jiangque, but he didn't know what to say.

Han Jiangque's words can always poke the softest part of his heart.

He's a worldly adult, so bad thoughts still come to mind now and then, even if he tries to get rid of them.

That tiny self-loathing—

Han Jiangque gave himself to him so completely, but he failed to do so.

It's not that it feels dirty, and it's not some boring "O-plot".

It's just a pity, it's just a pity.

Obviously his first love was also Han Jiangque, but in the end he failed to kiss him intimately for the first time, and failed to spend the estrus sweetly with the person he liked the most.

This is life, because there is no way to do it again, and it is doomed that regrets can never be repaired.

Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

Han Jiangque raised his head, saw Wen Ke's red eyes, and immediately became nervous. He stretched out his hand to cover Wen Ke's eyes, and said awkwardly, "Wen Ke, I didn't mean that, I'm sorry."

He leaned over and kissed Wen Ke's lips, and said clumsily, "I love you, my little deer."

Wen Ke shook his head, then hugged Han Jiangque tightly.

They just cuddled together in the warm blanket, licking each other like two little beasts.

That night, Wen Ke had an idea for the first time——

As an Omega, sometimes I am always limited by gender, thinking that I am the only one who will experience pain, but I did not expect that even a powerful Alpha would physically feel pain when the first knot is formed.

When nature created humans, why did they have to feel special pain when they experienced it for the first time.

This may be because the focus has never been on the body, but on the heart.

Making love is a beautiful thing because it is the most intimate interaction between two beings.

It's the body language of surrendering yourself—

"I love you, so I give myself all to you."

The mood at that moment was both happy and beautiful, but also turbulent, because in the course of life, there is no longer only the self, but another extremely important person.

So Omega will hurt, and Alpha will also hurt, because it is the ignorance and anxiety of facing a new journey.

Wen Ke has such a new mood, as an Omega, but sincerely cherishes the tall Alpha in his arms.

This is the first time for Han Jiangque. He only started a new journey at the age of 26. How ignorant and uneasy he would be.

His eyes were full of tenderness, he gently kissed Han Jiangque's ear, and said softly, "I love you too, my little wolf."

My little wolf, my baby, I will always be very good to you.

Thinking so nastyly, but didn't dare to say it.

Therefore, the joys and sorrows of people are not really that incommunicable.

Alpha and Omega, male and female;

Physiology is different, gender is different; but some emotions are common to all human beings.

Like those secret loves and pains, like those growths and regrets blown by the wind——

People go to the same goal by different routes.