last love

"Han Jiangque, don't worry."

Wen Ke had just recovered from a semi-shock state and was still very weak, so her voice was very low.

"Xiao Ke, how, how...why are they twins?" Although Alpha tried his best to restrain his voice, there was still a hint of anxiety at the end of the sound.

This is somewhat nonsensical question, but Wen Ke understood what Han Jiangque meant.

"Twins are fine too." He was pale, but smiled slightly.

Of course Wen Ke felt guilty, but sometimes, comforting Han Jiangque seemed to be an instinct of his. Even when he was afraid, he still remembered to reach out and stroke Han Jiangque's head. .

Han Jiangque remained silent. After a while, he couldn't help lowering his head and gently pressing the tip of his nose against Wen Ke's nose.

Alpha usually looks tall and deep, but when he is disturbed in front of Wen Ke, his reaction is obvious, like a big restless animal.

"It's okay." Of course Wen Ke understood his nervousness, so he repeated: "I can give birth."

When he said this, a mixed feeling came to his mind. In fact, he didn't have much confidence in saying the three words "be able to give birth". He had never dared to say these three words before.

But when he put this matter behind him, the twins came so suddenly.

Thinking of his apology over and over again for "not being able to give birth", the numbness and helplessness at that time are reflected by the surprise, bewilderment and bewilderment now, and I feel that life has a kind of weird humor——

If it was another time, later, even if it was only a few months, his mood would be much purer, but now it is too hasty.

Maybe people will never be able to grasp the direction of life, it is so plain, but also so paradoxical, sometimes sad and sometimes happy, bittersweet.

After a while, the female doctor knocked on the door and walked in.

"How is it? The young couple are overjoyed." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you told your family?"

Wen Ke felt a little embarrassed for not being as purely happy as the doctor understood, and could only smile awkwardly.

The doctor didn't wait for him to answer carefully, but sat down and said seriously: "Now we have to talk about something serious. In fact, you should also know that Mr. Wen's gland itself is not in good condition. Pregnancy is a relatively risky behavior, and it consumes a lot of Omega's body. The possibility of Mr. Wen's re-pregnancy can be said to be very low-so, if you really want a child, this child must be Be very careful to protect."

Although the doctor was very cautious in his choice of words, Wen Ke immediately understood that this accidental pregnancy was probably his only chance to give birth.

"Mr. Wen, are you a working person now?"

"Ah... that's right." Wen Ke hesitated for a moment before replying.

"That's it," the doctor pondered for a moment, "Actually, in this case, if the economic conditions permit, I still suggest that you put aside your work and concentrate on raising your baby at home. This pregnancy is already a very hard work, and the pregnancy reaction will be relatively large. And fatigue is one aspect. In fact, stress, mood ups and downs, these things will affect your physical condition. Of course, how to arrange it specifically, It’s up to you to decide.”

Wen Ke's heart trembled suddenly.

The suggestion made by the doctor collided with the faint worry in his heart at once, which was of course what he was most afraid of.

He turned his head and looked at Han Jiangque, and saw that Alpha's expression was very worried, and even the lines of his face became tense.

"Doctor, in Wen Ke's situation...would it be dangerous to have twins?"

Han Jiangque finally couldn't help but speak.

"As for having a baby, there are always risks. Omega doesn't always come here like this, and you can't stop having a baby because of this. And if you don't have a baby this time, you may not even have the chance to get pregnant in the future. That's not even worse. "

The doctor replied directly: "Of course twins have to work harder, but there is no other way. The only way is to take good care of your body during pregnancy, so the risk is not small."

Although the doctor is a woman, it may be an Alpha relationship. When talking about the risks of childbearing, her tone is slightly taken for granted.

Of course, this is not surprising. In the eyes of most people, childbearing is an inherent gender obligation of Omega, and it is inevitable even if it faces risks.

Because everyone is like this, so it is.

Han Jiangque's expression was not very good-looking, but he just fell silent like this.

"Also, haven't you officially marked him yet?"

The doctor frowned slightly, and said, "Don't delay for too long, after all, when it's time to give birth, only the marked Alpha pheromone can relieve Omega's pain, you have to hurry up."

……

When leaving the hospital, Han Jiangque kept holding Wen Ke's hand carefully.It wasn't until the two of them got into the car that he leaned over to help Wen Ke fasten his seat belt.

This action suddenly reminded Wen Ke of that reunion with Han Jiangque——

Zhuo Yuan pushed him into the corner of the cabinet, his glands hurt so badly that he was about to go into shock, he stumbled and sat downstairs, it was Han Jiangque who took him from Hailanxuan to the hospital.

It was the same with Han Jiangque that day, he leaned over carefully, and then carefully and gently helped him fasten his seat belt.

Han Jiangque was someone who would tear apart a corner even in the dark for him.

He had been infertile until he reunited with Han Jiangque, and suddenly became pregnant with two babies.

Is this God's will in the dark?

Wen Ke suddenly felt his nose sore, and a strong and turbulent emotion overwhelmed him. He couldn't help but reached out and hugged Han Jiangque tightly.

There were many, many emotions in his heart, sadness, joy, panic, and bewilderment - too many were entangled together, and he didn't even know where to start.

"Wen Ke."

Han Jiangque also hugged him backhanded.

Just when Wen Ke was about to speak, he suddenly heard Han Jiangque say in a deep voice, "Let's leave the matter of the last love affair behind, or leave it to someone else. In this way, let Fu Xiaoyu go for Lan Yu's meeting. You are pregnant, don't force yourself to worry about these, don't think about work first."

Wen Ke was stunned for a moment.

At that moment, there seemed to be a flash of inspiration in his mind, and he couldn't help asking with a slightly trembling voice: "Han Jiangque, Fu Xiaoyu suddenly wants to join—is it because I might get pregnant? So you asked him for help in advance?"

"..." Han Jiangque was silent for a while, but still replied: "Yes."

Wen Ke didn't say anything, just pushed Han Jiangque away gently.

"What's wrong?" Han Jiangque looked at Wen Ke puzzled.

"I was thinking..."

Wen Ke looked down at the smart and beautiful white suit on his body, stroked the texture of the fabric with his fingers, paused for a long time, and finally continued: "You bought me so many high-end suits, but you don't seem to know why I I want to wear them. Han Jiangque, I, I really want to be a successful and capable Omega like Fu Xiaoyu. All my life, I have always wanted to do something meaningful to myself. This app, for For me, it is not a task that I have to punch in, but my dream. After the divorce, I thought I could get closer to my dream, but for some reason, now I feel... I seem, I seem to be In your eyes, you will never be as good as Fu Xiaoyu."

"Wen Ke, I..."

Han Jiangque stared blankly at Omega who was slightly curled up on the seat.

"I just feel, I feel...Han Jiangque, sometimes, you really don't seem to understand me."

Wen Ke didn't look at Han Jiangque, but turned her head, looked out of the car window blankly, and murmured, "I'm a little tired, let's go home."

Han Jiangque's fingers were holding the steering wheel. Strangely, sharp thorns suddenly appeared on the originally smooth surface, which made his fingertips feel an indescribable pain.

Wen Ke was disappointed in him.

Disappointment, this kind of emotion scares him more than anger and sadness.

At that moment, intense, black hole-like fear engulfed him.

He sat motionless in his seat, unable even to speak, like a small animal frightened to death in mortal danger.

People seem to never be able to escape the nightmare of childhood.

As a kid, he had a terrible memory, poor grades, and he was always, always letting his Omega daddy down.

He was afraid of that look, he was afraid of letting others down.

Every time he was yelled and beaten, he did the same, he lowered his head against the wall and remained motionless, even the sound of breathing became silent.

This habit has been maintained until high school, even though he has built a layer of hard armor outside of fear, even though everyone thinks he is a bad student who doesn't care about anything.

But in fact, every time he was scolded by the teacher, he would secretly fantasize that he was a dead hedgehog——

Maybe in the next second, it will fall down and lie on the ground with a plop, raising a few wisps of fine smoke and dust.

Sometimes, he gets through those painful and inescapable moments by imagining that he no longer exists in this world.

Han Jiangque took a deep breath, looked at the lonely twilight outside the car window, and started the car silently.