last love

Wen Ke stared blankly at Han Jiangque. This was the first time he had touched the repressed pessimism and melancholy in Han Jiangque's heart after they got together again.

He was completely dumbfounded, because of surprise, but also because of bewilderment.

It turned out that when Han Jiangque was with him, he was not as happy as he imagined.

This kind of cognition made him feel that the whole world seemed to be spinning.

"Do you think... I don't love you enough now?"

Wen Ke looked at Han Jiangque and asked, "Why? Is it just because of the marking? Is the only place I can prove my feelings to you - just being marked?"

It was really sad for him to ask this question.

Han Jiangque couldn't help but also lowered his head to look at Wen Ke——

Perhaps because of the coldness in the corridor, Omega's rosy lips trembled slightly, and those deer-like gentle eyes seemed to have a layer of wet white mist on their eyelashes.

Han Jiangque gritted his teeth and did not speak.

He looked sharp on the outside, but in fact his temper was very timid in front of Wen Ke, because he couldn't say anything sharper, so he stood there with his neck stuck like a stubborn little wolf, protesting passively and pitifully.

However, such a signal was not received by the sad Omega.

"Han Jiangque..."

Wen Ke's voice was almost choked with sobs, he struggled to support his swollen belly, and said tremblingly: "That time when I mustered up the courage to go to the ballroom to find you to confess my love, I made up my mind to be with you for the rest of my life. A love affair was originally my obsession. Before that, I even felt that the most important thing in my life was to develop the final love to perfection. Pregnancy at this crucial time actually made me very sad at first. Dilemma, very entangled... Han Jiangque, I am not the kind of Omega who really wants to have children. Compared with having children, there are more things in my life that I want to do. But because of you, pregnancy is only possible for me A new meaning - because the stomach is me and your little baby, no matter how hard it is, I will still feel extremely happy;

"In the future, I still want to do a good job in the last love, I want to make a lot of money, I want to buy you a car, and I want to accompany you to do everything you want to do. These days...every future I envision has you. Han Jiangque, don’t these count as love? Could it be that, to you, these, these things, all of them can’t be compared to a mark?”

Han Jiangque was indeed unable to answer Wen Ke's well-founded questioning. Perhaps in the eyes of a mature Omega, his actions seemed childish and ridiculous again. Appeal for debate.

But he still... wants to fight for himself again.

With a hoarse voice, Han Jiangque said softly, "Xiao Ke, but what if I really, really want to mark you?"

That kind of tone is not so much a request as a plea.

Alpha stared at Wen Ke eagerly with his dark eyes, which used to be his omniscient eyes.

When they were teenagers, he was sure many times that as long as he looked at Wen Ke like this, the tall giraffe would pick up the stars and the moon for him.

But this time Wen Ke was silent.

In the long silence, Han Jiangque thought that he probably already guessed the answer, but as long as Wen Ke didn't speak, he was still willing to wait patiently.

"sorry."

With a gust of cold wind blowing through the corridor, Wen Ke finally murmured: "Han Xiaoque, I'm sorry. I can't promise you."

Wen Ke still rejected him.

Han Jiangque took a deep breath, he no longer looked at Wen Ke, but suddenly turned his back and took a step, fled back into the elevator as if he was fleeing, and then pressed down.

In the cold winter, he actually didn't know where he was going, but he was suddenly afraid to face Wen Ke again.

……

Wen Ke did not stop Han Jiangque from leaving.

Although this was the first time they quarreled so badly that Han Jiangque turned around and left after they were together, for the pregnant Omega, this kind of impact was not insignificant.

Although he tried hard to tell himself to face it calmly and calmly, as if Han Jiangque needed time to be quiet, his body could not lie.

Wen Ke felt unbearably miserable. His stomach was terribly uncomfortable, and his waist was so sore. After soaking in a hot bath for a while, at dinner because of his poor appetite, he almost drank only two sips of soup, and then he slumped under the covers lie down.

He couldn't sleep at all, and turned his phone to vibrate mode and ring mode again and again, but he never received Han Jiangque's message.

Until late at night, Han Jiangque still didn't make a sound, Wen Ke finally couldn't bear it anymore, opened WeChat and tentatively sent a message to Han Jiangque: Han Xiaoque, are you going home tonight?

After posting, Wen Ke waited anxiously with his mobile phone, but he never got a reply. He clicked on Han Jiangque's personal information at a loss, only to find that Han Jiangque had changed his WeChat avatar——

Replaced by a photo of a lone single red glove thrown in the ring.

Wen Ke couldn't help being stunned.

After they got together, they didn't use any couple portraits. Wen Ke's personality was restrained, and he somehow felt that it was a little disgusting for two men of this age to do so.

Han Jiangque didn't ask him anything, but quickly changed his WeChat profile picture to a photo of him accidentally sticking his nose on the giraffe's nose when he was feeding the giraffe in Florida.

In that photo, the head of the giraffe occupies the absolute middle position, while the tall Han Jiangque himself only occupies a small corner of the photo because he leans sideways.

Xu Jiale also inadvertently said at that time: It's quite strange, even if it's to show affection, few people put their profile picture in a photo with such an unbalanced composition.

Wen Ke didn't pay much attention to this sentence at the time, but she still remembered it inexplicably.

Thinking of it at this time, I suddenly felt as if my heart had suddenly fallen from a high place.

Wen Ke couldn't hold back any longer, and made several consecutive phone calls to Han Jiangque, but the phone on the other side was always turned off.

He sat on the bed in a daze, his mind full of thoughts that made him panic——

Han Jiangque...don't want him anymore.

He clearly knew it was impossible.

It's just that he himself was pregnant, so he was emotionally disturbed. He knew it clearly, but he was still frightened by that thought out of his wits.

He got out of bed with his waist, then walked to the living room, just about to put on his coat and go out, when he heard the sound of the combination lock unlocking from the door——

In the darkness, only the tall figure of Han Jiangque could be vaguely seen, staggering in with a strong smell of alcohol.

"Han Xiaoque!"

Wen Ke hastily greeted her.

But Han Jiangque didn't pay attention to him right away, but turned around and strode into the bathroom in the living room. Wen Ke followed behind and turned on the light in the bathroom. In front of the toilet, he retched painfully while holding on to the edge of the toilet.

"You, how much did you drink...? Why haven't you answered my calls?"

Wen Ke was so anxious that he ran to Han Jiangque and squatted down. He knew Han Jiangque's drinking capacity, so he became even more uneasy. Jiang Que's hands and face.

Alpha's face was hot, but his hands were cold, and his slender eyebrows were frowned because of the discomfort. He obviously drank wine first and then walked for a long time in the cold wind.

"When I called, the phone just ran out of battery."

Han Jiangque muttered, "I'm afraid that you might feel uncomfortable, so I came back."

Wen Ke hugged Han Jiangque tightly. He was trembling all over, and he almost held Alpha in his arms: "I'm not uncomfortable, I just... I just miss you. Han Xiaoque, I Miss you all the time."

"Don't be angry with me—I haven't finished talking just now. Han Xiaoque, I have been marked by Zhuo Yuan for six years, but in these six years, I have never had such a strong attachment to him. The mark is only hatred, and that kind of connection is not love to me. But I really love you—I was in high school, I am now, and my love for you has not changed.”

Wen Ke spoke eagerly, her voice almost trembling: "I grew up in a single-parent family. Later, my mother also fell ill and passed away. Since then, I have no relatives or family in this world. I only have you, Han Jiang Que, all my feelings and love are destined to belong to you. Han Xiaoque, please, trust me, don't leave me, okay?"

Han Jiangque looked down at Wen Ke.

Omega has a slender neck, and its glands exude a more intense grass fragrance;

From Han Jiangque's point of view, his body was still very petite, only his abdomen protruded abruptly. When he looked at him at this time, there were faint tears in his eyes.

Wen Ke is a pregnant Omega, a female who is weaker than ever——

He couldn't help but hug Wen Ke with his backhand.

Soft and beautiful Wen Ke.

Omega during pregnancy has natural constraints on Alpha.

It's not just pheromones, it's the instinct of genes.

Just like when animals reproduce, females will become bulky and weak, so in the harsh nature, they can only rely on the protection of males to survive and give birth to cubs.

Natural selection, so the more excellent the male of the species, the stronger the instinct to protect the pregnant female——

Human beings are the species at the top of the biological chain, so that protective instinct transcends the physiological category, and even making Omega sad is unbearably painful.

He shouldn't make him sad, not Wen Ke sad.

In Han Jiangque's drunken and chaotic mind, only this thought remained.

"I miss you as well."

He burped with the smell of alcohol, and said hoarsely: "No mark, we won't mark."

He stretched out his hand, a little clumsily, but still gently touched Wen Ke's face, and repeated in a stammering voice: "I won't leave you, silly Xiaoke, I can't bear to leave you even for one night—no matter what Whatever happens, I will never leave you."

Once you use the sentence pattern of "No matter what... will not..." to make a promise, you will completely abandon the principle.

He won't leave.

Those who have no bargaining chips lose the bargaining power.

He drank a lot of wine tonight, stumbled and walked alone in the snow for a long time, felt drunk and thought about a lot of things, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

Thinking is really tiring for him sometimes, and confronting the person he loves the most is even more torture.

So when Wen Ke said "I only have you, Han Jiangque, all my feelings and love are destined to be yours", he suddenly thought desperately——

so be it.

He doesn't want anything, as long as this one-sentence promise is fine.

……

This confrontation about marking the two people, of course, is Wen Ke's undoubted victory in all aspects.

In a sense, whether Wen Ke realizes it or not, he has formally and absolutely suppressed Han Jiangque in this intimate relationship.

It’s just that Wen Ke didn’t understand at that time——

For two people who are in love, once one of them becomes the absolute winner, then as far as love is concerned, they have quietly lost completely.