I'm not a scumbag

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On the second day of the Lunar New Year, the taste of the new year was strong, someone knocked on the door outside, and Xie You was cooking noodles with bells and palms in the kitchen.

Step into the city to open the door.

A boy, looks very tender, younger than him, good-looking, standard, beautiful and cute.

The boy froze for a moment when he saw Bucheng.

Xie You came out with a big pot of noodles, probed, "Who is it?"

The little boy softly called out, "Brother You, Happy New Year."

"Oh, it's Zhuang Lin." Xie You also looked calm. "Old Chinese New Year?"

"Go home for the New Year, and I'll come to wish you a New Year by the way." Zhuang Lin said.

Until now, Zhuang Lin's heart still twitches. He pestered Xie You for so long, and even went to someone's house. He also knew that he had made people miserable enough.Xie You showed a disgusted expression towards him, which made him feel better, but now when people see him, he still looks calm, even smiling.It's exactly the same as when we were with him back then, looking gentle, but in fact he didn't take anything about him to heart.

The original hysteria seemed to be just a clown.

Bucheng silently went into the kitchen to fiddle, leaving enough space for the two of them, knowing in his heart that it must be someone who didn't know who was the cutie.

Heart upset.

If I really can't stand it, I still go out and sit on the sofa with someone, and don't talk, just listen to him chatting.

Zhuang Lin said, "Brother You, don't worry, I've already thought it through. I really should find someone more suitable for me."

Xie You laughed, "No matter what, I still have to say sorry to you."

"It's okay, I understand."

"How has the past six months been?" Xie You said.

"In City B, that's it, working in an ordinary company." Zhuang Lin said.

Only then did Bucheng realize that people are actually bigger than themselves.

Zhuang Lin seemed to be particularly concerned about Bucheng who was sitting on the side.

But he didn't ask, if it was a new love, it would be embarrassing to ask.

And seeing that Bucheng is not in a good mood, it is probably a new love.

Xie You didn't add extra explanations.

Xie You even stayed for a meal, and the three of them ate the noodle made by Xie You, which was very indecent, and the scene was once very funny.

Xie You wanted to send Zhuang Lin out, but before going out, Zhuang Lin saw Bucheng go back to another room.

He was surprised, does this person live in Xie You's house?

On the road.

"Brother You, you used to seem like you would never let people like us stay overnight at your house." Zhuang Lin said. "Who was that person just now?"

Zhuang Lin admitted that he was a little unbalanced.

"I forgot to tell you, Bucheng, a child that my relatives entrusted me to take care of, who is studying at the nearby A University, lives with me temporarily." Xie You said.

Zhuang Lin understood, suddenly realized, and felt relieved. He also wondered why Xie You changed his taste, so it wasn't.

"Brother You, send it here, thank you Brother You."

"no need thank me?"

"Thank you for letting me in and even staying for dinner."

Xie You smiled, "The car is coming, go back, be careful on the road."

When Xie You came back, Bucheng waited for him at the door with his arms folded, his expression was not good, this expression was familiar to Xie You, and it was also the same expression when he first started catching rape.

Xie Youxiao, "I used to be in a relationship for a while, the more troublesome one. In the first half of the year, there was a lot of trouble. I went to my house and committed suicide."

Bucheng was slightly stunned.

"suicide?"

"Well, maybe I feel wronged."

"Why are you wronged?"

"I can't really explain why I feel wronged. I feel that I have reached the level of a model boyfriend. I am not allowed to contact other gays. I agree, let me post on Moments to show my affection, and I also post it. Let me say I like it over and over again. He also said that if people want me, I can serve them comfortably." Xie You spread his hands, expressing that he didn't understand.

"The charge against me is cold violence." Xie You smiled.

Bucheng seemed to be able to imagine what kind of scene it was at the beginning, and even felt a little sorry for Zhuang Lin.

Zhuang Lin's hysteria may all be attributed to Xie You's smiling cotton candy, it doesn't hurt or itch.

However, if you are poor, you still have to eat vinegar.

That night, Bucheng pressed the person on the big bed. The skin of the person covered by the dark sheet became fairer, and there were some red marks left by himself these days on it. It was a week ago, five days ago, three days ago. The ones from the day before, the ones from yesterday, and the new ones just now.

Xie You closed his eyes, raised his neck impatiently, and took a deep breath.

Bu Cheng straddled and knelt between the man's legs, grabbed the man's thin waist, and pressed against it vigorously.

Bucheng leaned down and lay between the man's neck, biting the man's neck heavily.

Xie You was distracted and could still laugh, "Maybe you want to kill me more than fuck me."

Bucheng couldn't hear his frivolous teasing, "How many little boys have you had before?"

He heard Xie You chuckle, and Bucheng hit him hard punitively.

"Are you sure you want to talk about this while doing this kind of thing?" Xie You said.

"want."

"Four."

Very good, Zhuang Lin, the lead singer of the Aurora band last time, unexpectedly there are two more.

"Here, has anyone else come in?"

Xie You didn't answer, this question obviously exceeded the scope of flirting, it was more like an offense.

"talk."

"Humph~" Xie You couldn't hold back, "Are you finished?"

He wanted to be angry at first, but when he saw the slightly angry and jealous expression of the person on top of him, Xie You felt soft-hearted again. He was helpless, and sometimes he didn't understand why he was always soft-hearted towards this person.

Those little boys in the past, he actually knew what they wanted, and he could see where their grievances were, but Xie You could always turn a blind eye to them, pretending to be stupid.

Xie You stopped his stern words, grinned, put his arms around the man's neck, and kissed his relative's lips proactively.

Sticking to his ear, the tone was coaxing, "No, yours, it's all yours."

Bucheng was full of energy and blood.

Xie You felt that walking in the clouds was a mess.

Zhuang Lin came uninvited for the second time, on the ninth day of the Lunar New Year, with a New Year's greeting gift that he forgot to bring last time.

Xie You opened the door and was slightly surprised when he saw the person.

"Last time I said I was coming to celebrate the New Year, but I didn't even bring anything for the New Year." Zhuang Lin said with a smile.

"Ah..." Xie You raised his eyebrows, "Actually, you don't have to be so polite, come in."

"Brother You still intends to sing in the band all the time?" Zhuang Lin said.

Xie You shook his head, "The band is about to break up."

Haozi was urged by his family to get married and find a job, and Ah K's parents also begged Lei Ge to let their child go, which was clearly none of Lei Ge's business.

"Then what about you?" Zhuang Lin asked.

Xie You didn't answer, just smiled, and changed the subject, "Don't you have to go to work in the ninth day?"

"I've already returned to work in City A, and I'm going to work on the 15th." Zhuang Lin said.

Xie You raised his eyebrows, if he returned to City A...

But now there are still such relaxed office workers.

Xie You made tea for others, and he was polite. Zhuang Lin looked around, especially at Bucheng's room. The door was not closed, and it was concealed. He should not be at home. Zhuang Lin felt relieved.

He looked at Xie You in the kitchen, he figured it out, he didn't need Xie You to like him, as long as he could continue to be together with Xie You.

He wants to get back together with Xie You, and wants to get back to his previous state. He can bear that he treats him indifferently, and he can accept that people don't have any feelings for him, as long as they are still together.

So he got up and walked towards Xie You, "Brother You, I..."

At this moment, the door of Xie You's room opened suddenly, and Zhuang Lin looked back in surprise.

I saw that Bu Cheng was wearing nothing, standing at the door of Xie You's room with disheveled hair, his eyes were misty, as if he had just woken up, and he was still holding the doorknob.

Zhuang Lin was stunned.

Bucheng was also startled, and looked at himself, God, he wasn't wearing anything.

The door slammed shut.

Bucheng is used to going back to his room naked in the morning to change clothes. He just woke up and didn't expect someone to come to the house so early.

Zhuang Lin didn't recover for a long time.

Not only does he sleep in Xie You's house, he can also sleep in Xie You's bed!

Xie You never let others lie on the bed! !

Xie You came out with a teapot. He didn't see Bucheng, but he also heard the sound of closing the door, and he knew the virtue of Bucheng when he woke up every morning.

Xie You also said in his heart: "..."

Forget it, there is nothing to hide.

"Brother You?"

"Just like what you saw." Xie You said.

"He sleeps in your room?" Zhuang Lin asked.

Xie You admitted.

"I used to stay here overnight and wanted to share a bed with you, but you never let me?" Zhuang Lin tried to keep his voice as calm as possible. "You don't like people touching your bed?"

He found Xie You's clothes and pants and put them on, and was about to open the door again when he heard Zhuang Lin's words.

In the depths of my heart, I don't know which corner suddenly broke out a small sprout, climbing up along the blood vessels of the heart, instantly propping up the whole heart.

He looked at Xie You's bed behind him, and felt an urge to climb up and roll around a few more times.

But he also wanted to hear how Xie You would answer.

"I didn't keep you overnight because I was afraid that you wouldn't get used to sleeping. As for the bed, it might be because it was a small bed before."

At the same time in Zhuang Linbucheng's heart:

lie.

Bucheng finally opened the door and went out. Zhuang Lin saw that the clothes on the person were exactly the clothes Xie You was wearing a few days ago, and his expression became even worse.

Xie You sighed, "Xiao Zhuang, it's over between us."

Zhuang Lin lowered her eyes, seemed to be thinking for a while, then raised her head, smiling like a flower, "I'm worried about you, I'll just ask casually, I really came here to wish you a New Year, although we are not together anymore, Brother You, We're still friends, aren't we?"

Xie You was a little surprised by the changes in this person in the past six months, and he was relieved.

"I didn't know before, so now I shouldn't continue to stay here to eat and disturb you, Brother You, I'll go first." Zhuang Lin said.

"I'll take you down."

Bucheng stepped forward and said, "I'll go, you cook, I'm hungry."

Bucheng and Zhuang Lin stood side by side in the stairwell. Bucheng was nearly 1.9 meters tall, and Zhuang Lin was only about 1.7 meters five. Zhuang Lin looked up at the person. No matter in height or temperament, this person did not seem to be willing to lie down .

"You and Brother You?"

"His mother and my parents are good friends."

"Oh, are you now? Together? What is your parents' attitude towards you?"

Bucheng shook his head, "Not yet."

Zhuang Lin groaned, and he smiled, "You are quite handsome."

Bucheng didn't speak.

Bucheng watched Zhuang Lin leave, then turned and went upstairs.

Bucheng was very concerned about the fact that he was the only one who had slept on Xie You's bed, so he had to ask someone to find out. He was on that bed with Xie You's arms around him, and he hadn't slept in his room for several days.

"You really never let anyone else lie in your bed?" Bucheng said.

"How can it be? In the university dormitory, my roommate often lies on my bed and makes trouble."

"That's different. I'm talking about your own home."

More personal, more intimate.

"Do you like other people to come to your room and lie on your bed when they have nothing to do?" Xie You asked back.

Of course, people with mild obsessive-compulsive disorder and mild cleanliness in Bucheng are even less likely to let others touch his bed. Even the school bed is not dared to be touched by others. He almost got into a fight with Tan Tiangao because of this.

"What about me?" Bucheng asked.

Xie You smiled, and turned his head to look at him, "You loosen your hands first, I'm so out of breath. You were so impulsive and unstoppable to crawl on my bed, do you think I stopped it?"

"You beat me." Bucheng said.

Xie You surrendered, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Oh, that's fine, let me prescribe this special routine for you, right? You are very pleasing to the eye."

Bucheng was happy, he rubbed against the man's neck like a big golden retriever, and then hugged Xie You, whose back was facing him, even tighter.

Not the same, he is really different to him.

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"Have you noticed that recently, you rarely wake up in the middle of the night staring at the ceiling and can't fall asleep."

Xie You froze.

"Brother, to some extent, I may be your medicine." Bucheng said.

Xie You turned around in his arms, looking at the man's eyebrows under the dim light.

Bucheng said again, "If you want, I will sleep with you all the time, okay?"

Xie You didn't speak for a long time, then leaned into the hollow of the man's shoulder, found a comfortable position in his arms and lay down, closed his eyes, and prepared to fall asleep.

"Okay." He said with a smile.