I'm not a scumbag

Bucheng rushed over, slapped off the knife in his right hand, and the sharp dagger fell to the ground with a clang, and then grabbed the wrist of his left hand to examine carefully.

Then I saw a half-eaten apple in the person's left hand.

……

The scene was a bit embarrassing for a while, because of the angle, Bucheng only saw Xie You's wrist at the door of the room, but didn't see his hand and the apple in his hand.

Xie You was taken aback by him, looking at the innocent fruit knife on the ground, "Eat an apple, what else can you do?"

Bucheng breathed a sigh of relief, but his voice was still flustered, "What kind of fruit knife do you use to eat apples?!"

"What's the matter if I want something more delicate?" Xie You said.

Bucheng: "Then your expression..."

"Emoji? What's wrong with the emoji? Otherwise, when I eat an apple, I'll laugh out loud and say 'Ah, this apple is delicious'?"

Bucheng choked, "...a big man still eats in pieces, how shameless he is."

As he spoke, he picked up the fruit knife on the ground, went to the kitchen to wash it, wiped it clean and handed it to Xie You.

Xie You ate the last apple, and looked at Bucheng with a half-smile, which made Bucheng feel a little guilty.

I was impulsive. If a person really wanted to commit suicide, how could he do it at this time, knowing that Bucheng would be back soon.Bucheng felt that he was going crazy, maybe in the end Xie You lived well, but he became depressed instead.

Xie You wiped his hands clean, moved a little over, and leaned against Bu Cheng, "Do you think I'm going to commit suicide?"

This is no nonsense.

"Didn't I tell you? Why is it so easy to relapse? Even if it relapses, so what? I have lived for 28 years without committing suicide, and I am still alive and well. The scale of the meeting two years ago was about the same as it is now. I'll get through it with no problem, this thing is once familiar, and my mentality is not as fragile as it was two years ago, and you were not around two years ago, but now you are." Xie You said.

But Bucheng didn't speak, he was doing something.

Xie You tilted his head and looked at Bucheng for a while, resting his chin, and smiled, "You don't seem to understand how much your healing coefficient is with me? Be confident, baby."

Bucheng still doesn't believe it, the ghost knows if what he said is true, maybe he is lying to himself, he likes to lie to him so much.

He is afraid, he is very afraid.

It took five years to catch it, and it can no longer be lost.

Seeing Bucheng's appearance, Xie You sighed heavily, "Hey... Come on, let me coax my baby Acheng well."

Xie You got up, went to his room, took out a plastic bag, which contained various capsules, bottles and cans.

Sitting next to Bucheng, Xie You took out those things one by one, and introduced them to him one by one, "I went to Professor Ji, these are tricyclics, amitriptyline, doxepin hydrochloride, these are Serotonin extraction inhibitors, fluoxetine, sertraline, cifeprem, and paroxetine..."

"you……"

"It's all ready, and start eating when you're in a bad mood." Xie You said, "Don't worry, it's not that easy to have an accident. I'm actually quite optimistic. Even in those days two years ago, I never had suicidal thoughts, but sometimes It's really hard."

Bucheng looked at him.

Xie You got up and walked up to him, "Come on, spread your hands."

Bucheng did as he did, and Xie You went to sit in his arms. He found that he was a little addicted to sitting in Bucheng's arms recently, and he liked to sit on people's laps every now and then. "I will tell you whenever I feel sad in the future, so that you can have a bottom line in your heart."

"Okay." Bucheng said.

"And then, these medicines sometimes have serious side effects. It's a trivial matter if you can't fall asleep. Headaches, trembling, and nausea and vomiting are more troublesome. If I really have a headache, you can hug me and coax me? A kiss is fine. Okay, really, you are so sweet, it feels good to lick it." Xie You said.

Bu Cheng hugged the man and buried him on the chest. Like Xie You, he was also used to this movement, "Well, good."

Xie You helped the person up, leaned over to lean on the person's shoulder, and rubbed his neck with the person, "Let me tell you a little more, depression is not really troublesome. Those who are desperate are because they really have nothing. It can arouse the dopamine in his brain. I was like this when I was in high school, and I was like this for four years in college. I was confused, my mood was always low, and I had no sense of accomplishment in doing anything. But at the time of the black heart, I really felt that my mood was ups and downs , I was immersed in the creation of lyrics and music, and suddenly I felt that life seemed to be pretty good. The reason why I didn’t want you and wanted Lei Ge was because I was an idiot, and on the other hand, it was because he was really my savior.”

"Ok, I know."

"Let me choose now, I may have to think about it." Xie You said.

"Ok?"

"Because you are too, and because you are here, I suddenly found it interesting. My mother did such a good thing for me, met your mother, and then brought you to my house."

"Hmm." Bucheng said.

Xie You stood up, looking a little dissatisfied, Bu Cheng was puzzled, "I'm confessing to you, didn't you see that?"

what?

"Just one huh?"

Bucheng couldn't laugh or cry, and hurriedly added a few words, "Me too, me too, I like you the most, brother the most."

Xie You was only joking, he smiled, and leaned back, "Don't worry, I really don't want to die, not at all, I just reconciled with you, I just decided that I will always pester you no matter what, with you Compared with a smelly and hard rock, other people and other things are nothing, if you don’t forgive me, I might really commit suicide by jumping off the building, so you will never forget me for the rest of your life.”

Bucheng: "..."

He hesitated and said, "I look so... I'm actually... I'm so smelly and hard..."

Xie You chuckled, his baby Acheng was always so cute, he leaned over and pecked at the corner of his mouth, "It's sweet now, not too sweet."

He was almost an old couple, and Bucheng's ears were reddened by him.

"Okay, I've been talking earnestly and earnestly for so long, are you relieved?" Xie You said.

"Don't worry." Bucheng is obedient.

"Okay, then... kiss again? Have a deeper conversation?"

Bucheng smiled and greeted Ren's lips.

His brother is so cute.

The maliciousness of the Internet rumors against them has not dissipated. Even if Bucheng double compensated the camera to the person, the person still used this matter to make a big fuss on the Internet.

Once the two names Xie You and Bu Cheng were mentioned, they would be ridiculed.

But Bucheng didn't care. The reason why he cared before was because he was afraid that Xie You would care. Xie You reassured him, and he finally felt relieved.

As long as Xie You is fine, he is invincible.

Life is still going on step by step. Although everyone is mocking Xie You, his popularity and the traffic he brings are still ranked first, and those works that can be played will not be wiped out just because of this.

In fact, many people don't care whether they are really adopted or gay, they just watch the fun, and now they are the gossip reporters and newspapers who rely on these news for a living.

The film Zhan Zhiqian invited Xie You to shoot is called "Intangible", which happens to be a movie about cyber violence. Zhan Zhiqian is the protagonist, playing the role of a conscientious reporter. From his perspective, he exposes the four interconnected causes Tragedy brewed by invisible violence such as cyber violence and verbal violence.And Xie You played one of them, a family member of the murderer who was excluded by society, and a person who also had a mental illness.He is innocent, but everyone thinks he is also guilty, and they want to deprive him of his right to live.

It is also appropriate.

Xie You and Bu Cheng dared to go in and out together without fear of wind and rain.

It's just that some media are really annoying.

Xie Youbucheng was blocked again at the backstage of the "Intangible" second press conference.

Still asking those questions.

"Xie You, don't you feel guilty at all for what you have done?"

"Xie You, have you already begun to ignore social ethics and directly trample on the bottom line of morality?"

Bu Cheng frowned, and took a step forward, Xie You hurriedly stopped him, "Don't, don't, celebrities, it's normal to be scolded, it's normal, let's go."

Those people refused, and turned the microphone on Bucheng's face again.

"I heard that you like to play with letters in private? And like to be M? Is it because Xie You can satisfy you so you rely so much on him?"

"I heard that both of your parents died because you couldn't bear your unrevealable sexual depression and died?"

Xie You and Bucheng were all taken aback, Xie You looked at Bucheng beside him, and then at the reporters who put the microphones on people's faces and talked like farting.

He smoothed his sleeves and walked a few steps towards those people.

Those people subconsciously stepped back a little.

"Is the fucking over?!"

Everyone was shocked, Bucheng looked at Xie You's posture, and suddenly had a bad feeling, he pulled Xie You, "Brother, brother, forget it, forget it, let's go."

Xie You shook off his hand, "What is it? I am a celebrity, I earn a lot of money, and I am earning money when I am scolded by you, but is it reasonable for you to pull a private business owner to keep asking people about their personal affairs? They have an obligation to answer Are you? Are you obliged to tell you nonsense here? Do you understand the right to reputation?

If you are full, go report on social and people's livelihood issues more?Why didn't you report that a doctor in a certain hospital had his throat cut by a patient's family recently?Why didn't you report child abuse in a certain kindergarten?A certain college girl was puaed to death by her boyfriend, why don't you appeal to pay attention to pua?

A bunch of fucking idiots who eat social food and can't even make a fart other than unnutritious gossip news. I have driven the development of cultural undertakings. What have you created? How many points of GDP did you contribute? Do you know what CPI means?You're wasting oxygen like a waste, and you think you're standing at the highest moral point all day, and you're the most noble in the world..."

The sharp-tongued reporters were so frightened that they lost their voices collectively. Bu Cheng helped his forehead, always feeling that Xie You didn't want his career at all.

"Brother." He tugged Xie You's arm again.

"Don't stop me! I won't scold them to death today."

Seeing that Bucheng couldn't stop him, and the person seemed to be swearing, he could only run in front of the person, hugging Xie You's legs, picked him up and carried him away.

Xie You seemed to have completely lost control, "Let go of me!! I haven't finished scolding yet!!"

The stunned people seemed to have realized it, and raised their cameras to quickly take a few more pictures.

Huge news, everyone at the scene thought so, but obviously a few media couldn't deal with it, didn't know how to trim it, and put the whole video up.

Netizens over there are watching the highly oriented videos edited by other media, and they are complaining that Xie You has no quality and collapses. The full version of the video here is released.

--Why?What Xie You said makes sense?Was the previous video edited?This is too bullying, what are you asking?If you want me, I will scold you too, these reporters really talk like fart.

——What he said makes sense?These people just have nothing to do when they are full, and they don't pay attention to what they should pay attention to.

--Why?Why is it cute to be carried away?Why is Bucheng Xieyou so cute?

——The two of them are actually a good match, I don't care if they are adopted or not, I just love handsome guys when they are together hahaha.

——Hahaha Upstairs is the correct answer, Bucheng seems to be a little smaller, ahh, the loyal dog boss x the top beauties in the entertainment industry, I can do it!

The entertainment media on the whole network felt that they were about to lose their jobs.

Forget it, this is also a kind of enthusiasm, anyway, it’s fine if there is enthusiasm, it doesn’t matter if it is black material or whitewashing.