give me with you

Sheng Yu didn't go back to school. He returned directly from the hospital to "Huayu Jiangnan". After the drip, his mind cleared up a lot, but he still felt a little sleepy.

He glanced at the nearby takeaways with his mobile phone, and when he passed a porridge shop with his fingertips, he suddenly thought of the vegetable porridge that Lin Yumian made for him last time when he was sick and had a fever, so he ordered one.

After a while, the takeaway brother brought the takeaway. Sheng Yu opened it and looked at the white and green porridge. It was obviously the same food, but he lost his appetite after only two bites.

After hastily tidying up, the porridge was put into the trash can, and he was sweating when he fell asleep in the hospital. Sheng Yu took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a hot shower. No one was following him at the moment. Tell him behind him that he can't take a bath now, and no one secretly washed his clothes after he took a bath.

Sheng Yu came out with wet hair, hesitated for a while, and took a hair dryer to dry his hair.He casually took a book and lay on the bed flipping through it casually, but he didn't read any of it.

His eyes fell on the white card in the drawer and the yellow talisman paper hanging on a piece of red string, and Sheng Yu's eyes didn't give the book any more.

When he dug out the signature card from the trash can, it was stained with dark wine stains, most of the black signature had been polluted, and the three words were no longer what they were, but he still picked them up.

Obviously it was something he dropped with his own hands, but he picked it up secretly.

He didn't know when he started to care about it, maybe from the first day when he saw that thin figure crying alone in the dark, his heart was already softened.

Everything after that is just pretending to be hard.

Sheng Yu didn't understand the emotional entanglement between his parents. Since he was sensible, the relationship between Sheng Yuan'an and Ke Jingwan was not good. How alienated, so that he was too sensible from a very young age, and he had a happy family, but divorce was an inevitable result, Sheng Yu knew.

Sheng Yuan'an was not close to him, and Ke Jingwan left alone after the divorce. How could a young man who longed to be cared for be without resentment.

It's just that the timing of Lin Yumian and Lin Xiao's appearance is too coincidental.

So Sheng Yu's resentment had a place to vent, but he couldn't hold on for long.

Seeing the indifference, Sheng Yu was actually more soft-hearted than anyone else, otherwise he would not have driven to look for Lin Yumian immediately after knowing that Lin Yumian was missing, and he would not have rejected Ke Jingwan's plan to let him stay abroad just because of a safety talisman.

It's just that after he came back, the Sheng family was no longer what he remembered. He didn't know how to face Lin Xiao, let alone how to accept his strange feelings for Lin Yumian.

While wanting to avoid with a cold face, but can't help getting close, he will feel distressed when he sees Lin Yumian being bullied, and he will get angry when he sees him getting close to others, and wants to occupy Lin Yumian's sight for no reason .

Homosexuality, this is not the first time he heard this word, from the moment he thought about his feelings, he already understood that he is a homosexual and he likes his younger brother.

As for Lin Yumian's dependence on him, he resisted and was fascinated.

Ever since he saw the ID photo in the dark studio that night, he was so exhausted that he didn't dare to think about whether Lin Yumian was the same as him.

But when I heard the vague "like", my empty heart was instantly filled again.

He should have known it earlier, should have read it from the way Lin Yumian looked at him.

they are the same.

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Lin Yumian sent Sheng Yu good night before going to bed as usual. He didn't go home, but slept in the lounge next to the ward. The tip of his nose smelled of disinfectant water unique to the hospital. There was no moon outside the window, only the faint red light pouring down from the top of the building. , the white curtains were dyed a little crimson, and apart from the beeps of the instruments running, what he could hear most clearly was Lin Xiao's breathing.

Perhaps the cancer cells had spread to the lungs, or perhaps the throat, Lin Xiao had difficulty breathing.

Lin Yumian looked at Lin Xiao who was sleeping soundly on the bed, feeling panicked.

He couldn't see in the dark, he could only see the outline of the undulating quilt, listening to her slow breathing, afraid that it would be long and short.

He tried to adjust his breathing rhythm to be consistent with Lin Xiao, but he couldn't last long.

He was in a lot of pain, and Lin Xiao must also be in pain. At this moment, Lin Yumian suddenly felt that he hadn't really understood the horror of cancer before. It came quietly, but when it broke out, it was fierce.

The phone vibrated lightly, and Lin Yumian clenched it tightly, fearing to disturb his breathing.

The red number 1 appeared on the head of the cat belonging to Sheng Yu for the first time. Suddenly he couldn't see the small light gray characters clearly.

He pressed his eye sockets twice with his sleeves, and saw clearly the good night Sheng Yu sent him.

The "the other party is typing" that appeared above persisted for a long time.

Lin Yumian suddenly wanted to call Sheng Yu, but was afraid that those words would disappear suddenly.

The chat on the top repeatedly changed between "brother" and "the other party is typing", but there was no new news for a long time.Lin Yumian still made the call while holding the phone, but Sheng Yu pressed the answer to his surprise.

The room was still quiet, and he could only hear the whistling current and the occasional friction sound when he moved closer to the receiver.

None of them spoke, but Lin Yumian's eyes were moist at this moment.

His black call page shrank, and he sent a message to Sheng Yu.

"Brother, I miss you very much."

This is not the first time he has posted such words, and since the last time, Sheng Yu has approved his friend request, although it has been seven or eight hours.

But that's progress too, isn't it?

But at this moment, there was an answer to this sentence.

【Brother, I miss you very much. 】

【Well, go to sleep. 】

The moisture in the eye sockets disappeared, but the sleeves became more moist.

He put the mobile phone by his ear, listening to the occasional voices, wondering whether Sheng Yu also put the mobile phone beside the pillow, or threw it on the table at will.

They were approaching, even though he had been gone for a long time, Sheng Yu was finally able to wait for him, or look back at him.

So he fell asleep with the sound of breathing.

When he woke up the next day, the phone was turned off with a black screen, and when he turned it on again, the voice call ended at 125 minutes and 19 seconds, at 8:[-] AM. He didn't know if Sheng Yu ordered him to hang up, or It was his phone that automatically hung up when it ran out of power.

Lin Xiao was already awake when she came back from washing. The nurse helped her to wash and set up breakfast.

Lin Xiao watched as Lin Yumian opened the lunch box, spread the napkin for her, arranged her favorite food one by one, and carefully tested the temperature.

Lin Yumian didn't ask her why she didn't tell him, nor did she shed tears in front of her, although she looked at Lin Yumian's slightly swollen eyes and knew that he must have cried secretly.

It's strange why she suddenly felt that Lin Yumian had grown up, since Lin Yumian took care of her like this before.

The sunshine outside the window was just right, and the two of them ate breakfast in silence in the ward, but there was no depressing atmosphere.Maybe the sun was too bright, or maybe the smell of disinfectant was replaced by the smell of food, or maybe it was because Lin Xiao was no longer lying in the dark.

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