give me with you

Lin Yumian finally went to the hospital with the flowers in his arms. Lin Xiao's body was getting worse day by day, and his pale face became a little swollen due to the continuous drip, but his eyes were still clear. He laughed and dispelled some sickness.

"Why did you come here suddenly and bought flowers? Don't you need to study for the exam tomorrow?"

Although there are always flowers in the ward, most of them are changed by hospital nurses, except that occasionally Sheng Yuanan will bring a bouquet of perfumed lilies when he comes over.

"Review is over." Lin Yumian didn't put the flowers on the bedside, but handed them directly to Lin Xiao. He said, "My brother bought the flowers."

The smile on Lin Xiao's face was stunned for a moment, she lowered her eyes to look at the fresh flowers in front of her eyes, and asked softly, "Really."

"Well, my brother also asked me to say hello to you on his behalf."

Lin Xiao raised his eyes to look at Lin Yumian, but did not speak.

In the ward there was only the sound of the heating system. After a while, Lin Xiaocai said softly that Sheng Yu is a good boy.

"Thank him for me."

Lin Yumian didn't speak, he just felt that his heart ached so much, whether it was Sheng Yu's soft heart or Lin Xiao's fragility, he felt sore and uncomfortable.

He suddenly wondered why Lin Xiao was with the married Sheng Yuan'an in the first place, and then left after having him.

He knew Lin Xiao well, Lin Xiao would not be a third party who destroyed other people's families, but the facts proved that he was indeed born after Sheng Yu.

Or maybe it was because of impulsiveness, or maybe it was deceived by Sheng Yuanan.

Or maybe it's not, but he doesn't want to think that way, Lin Xiao is his mother, the person who loves him the most in this world, and also the person he loves the most, he doesn't want to add embarrassment to her in his heart at the end.

So he believed even more that they were all victims.

"Mom, it was..." He opened his mouth but didn't know how to continue.

Lin Xiao's eyes shifted from his face to those lilies. The light yellow stamens are a touch of bright color in this ward.Lin Xiao's eyes were blank for a moment, as if caught in memories.

"You want to know?" Ke Jingwan's question came from the phone.

Sheng Yu held his mobile phone and didn't speak. He returned home and took a book to review, but he couldn't calm down for a long time. When he had doubts in his heart, he called Ke Jingwan, but after hesitating for a long time, he still couldn't ask, saying In fact, he still can't accept it.

I don't know if it was a coincidence that the ringtone of the call interrupted his thoughts. It was Ke Jingwan who first cared about Sheng Yu's physical condition and then talked about his studies. He inevitably mentioned about Sheng Yu's study abroad. Although Sheng Yuanan objected, Ke Jingwan still wanted to confirm Sheng Yu's thoughts.

Sheng Yu didn't answer, but changed the subject and asked how Ke Jingwan was doing abroad. Ke Jingwan's cheerful tone on the phone seemed to be a good thing, which made Sheng Yu feel a little unhappy. After all, he still had resentment. He didn't know much about Lin Xiao either.

During the silence, Ke Jingwan on the other side of the phone seemed to sigh, and suddenly asked, "Is your Auntie Lin okay?"

Sheng Yu was a little hesitant, he wanted to say that it was not very good, but when he glanced at the door of the ward that day, Lin Xiao's haggard face really looked very bad.

After all, Sheng Yu only met Lin Xiao twice, once at Sheng's house, when Lin Xiao had just been discharged from the hospital. He thought her illness had been cured, so when he met her eyes, there was only anger and grievance in his heart. I didn't expect to be so emaciated.

He didn't know when the previous anger had disappeared, and he couldn't vent his emotions to a terminally ill patient, especially in the following days, he gradually discovered that some things he thought might not be so simple.

His understanding of those past grievances may be too one-sided.

Everything was explained when I saw Lin Yumian's date of birth. Although his and Lin Yumian's birth dates were not in the same year, he was only born more than a month earlier than him.

What others don't know is that Sheng Yu was born less than eight months old. Because he was born prematurely, his immunity was weak in infancy and he often had some minor problems. As he grew up, his body became more and more healthy, and gradually healed. Forget that he was born prematurely.

Lin Yumian will be born before him.

"Not very good." Sheng Yu's voice was very soft, but suppressed many emotions.

There was another silence. Sheng Yu didn't know what Ke Jingwan was thinking on the other side of the phone, and he didn't know whether he knew what was going on in his mind before he got married or before the divorce.

"Go and have a look, and say sorry to my mother."

Sheng Yu felt a little uncomfortable. He wanted to ask Ke Jingwan why she didn't tell him from the beginning, but now she suddenly asked him to face these things.

The young Sheng Yuanan is a celebrity in University A. He is handsome and motivated. He is Professor Ke's favorite student.

But Ke Jingwan had only heard about him as a proud student from his father, saying that he was serious in his work, transparent, and an academic material.Ke Jingwan didn't take it seriously, thinking that she really had to meet this person, knowing that her father was always strict and rarely praised him directly.

Professor Ke works in University A. Because she moved to a new campus, Ke Jingwan got lost for the first time after returning to China. Thanks to a warm-hearted handsome guy who showed her the way, she was able to find Yude Building.

When her father was away, Ke Jingwan put down the documents and left, so she didn't know that the handsome guy who showed her the way was Sheng Yuanan, whom her father praised unanimously.

Until later, the two met again on Professor Ke's birthday. Ke Jingwan was curious about Sheng Yuan'an as early as her father's influence, and after meeting, she was amazed by his handsome appearance.

She fell in love with Sheng Yuanan.

Or maybe the seeds of love have sprouted since she started to be curious.

Ke Jingwan is proud, even though she moved her heart, she still didn't act. If it wasn't for that impulsive drink, maybe there would be no long and boring marriage later.

Ke Jingwan stayed abroad all year round, and she didn't really care much about having sex after drinking, and she didn't ask Sheng Yuanan to be responsible for him, but since that day, Sheng Yuanan's attitude towards her has changed, perhaps it should be called a pursuit .

But two months later, the two came together naturally, and Ke Jingwan was immersed in the joy of love until she found out that she was pregnant.

She didn't finish her studies, but she was also reluctant to part with this child who came suddenly.

But Sheng Yuan'an seemed very happy, and even proposed to her.

Although Professor Ke has some complaints about Ke Jingwan's unexpected pregnancy, it is clear at a glance who is more important between his studies and his grandson after all.

Fortunately, Sheng Yuanan satisfied him, so Ke Jingwan gave up her unfinished studies and held a wedding with Sheng Yuanan.

"With Aunt Ke?" Lin Yumian asked.

Lin Xiao glanced at him and smiled, as if to say, who else could it be if it wasn't her.

"Well, when I came back, I heard that Sheng Yuan'an was getting married, and his partner was the daughter of his mentor. They all said they were talented and beautiful."

Lin Yumian's heart ached so much, he held Lin Xiao's cold hand, and lifted the quilt up a little more.

Sheng Yuan'an was already scolded bloody in his heart.

"We seldom quarreled when we were together, maybe it was because he was under a lot of pressure during that time, and we seldom quarreled." The smile on the corner of Lin Xiao's mouth is still there, those memories may have been painful at the time, but at this moment, there is only relief .

Lin Xiao and Sheng Yuanan had been together for three years, and they rented a one-bedroom apartment outside the school.Later, because University A moved to a new campus, Sheng Yuan'an had to drive for two hours to attend classes. Lin Xiao didn't want to see him get up early every day in the dark.So let him move back to the school dormitory.

During the period when school just started, each was busy, and at first we could see each other once a week, and then we often only saw each other once a month.

Perhaps it was because of the distance, or because of the bottleneck in the relationship, Sheng Yuanan, who was originally considerate, became irritable. Although Lin Xiao was gentle, he was not without temper. During an inexplicable quarrel, Lin Xiao proposed to break up.

She retired from the house and moved back to the dormitory, thinking that Sheng Yuan'an would come to coax her, just like in the past, it was just a trivial matter, after a few days of calm down, the two of them would definitely reconcile as before.Unexpectedly, a month later, she waited for the news that she was pregnant.

Lin Xiao is happy. She likes children. When she was with Sheng Yuanan, she also fantasized about having a child belonging to two people. When she was joking, Sheng Yuanan even told her what the child's name should be in the future.I just didn't expect that now that they have a child, the two broke up.

Or maybe this untimely child is an opportunity for them to reconcile.

Lin Xiao went to Sheng Yuan'an full of joy, but got the news that Sheng Yuan'an was going to get married, and officially joined Professor Ke's team, and received a project with a large investment.

Career and love double harvest.

Lin Xiao left. After all, she was the one who proposed to break up. After she figured it out, she went to the hospital and waited in line to pay the fee alone in a daze.

Physically and mentally exhausted, coupled with Lin Xiao's poor appetite and depressed mood in the early stages of pregnancy, she almost fainted in the obstetrics and gynecology department. It was Ke Jingwan who was behind her who put her arm around her to prevent her from falling.

It's just that they didn't know each other back then.

until the wedding day.

The wedding was arranged hastily but grandly. Lin Xiao went to see it secretly. Sheng Yuanan was tall and handsome in a suit, and the woman standing next to her was also proud and bright.

It's against Biren.

But Lin Xiao was full of sadness, she came and left quietly.

Sheng Yuanan is married and has a child who does not belong to her.

In the first few years of marriage, Ke Jingwan was really happy. Coupled with Sheng Yu's growing up day by day, being a first-time mother is hard but more fulfilling.

The more Sheng Yuanan learned from Professor Ke, the bigger the projects he came into contact with. Gradually, Sheng Yuanan began to show his ambition. Compared with purely academic, he might want a higher position.

Gradually contrary to Professor Ke's concept, Professor Ke's projects gradually no longer allow him to participate, but Sheng Yuanan's accumulation over the years is not a vegetarian.

As his career is booming, Sheng Yuanan naturally takes less care of his family, and his relationship with Ke Jingwan gradually becomes dull. Sometimes when he looks at Ke Jingwan, although he is gentle, Ke Jingwan always feels that his gaze is like looking at another person through her. .

Ke Jingwan has always been proud. Although she complained about Sheng Yuan'an, she was still reserved. Although she was a little puzzled, she didn't care about it until Professor Ke passed away. Every day was worse than every day, and I often saw Sheng Yuanan take a road he didn't expect, and felt extremely disappointed, and passed away not long after.

Ke Jingwan was in a sad mood, and rationally told her that she had no direct relationship with Sheng Yuanan, but she still had a lot of resentment towards him. The few remaining feelings between the two fell to freezing point, but they were able to maintain a decent marriage just right.

Until later, Ke Jingwan kept a photo of her student days in Sheng Yuanan's mobile phone. In the photo, Sheng Yuanan smiled brightly, looking at the gentle and quiet girl beside her with a gentle smile.

She didn't doubt whether Sheng Yuanan had an affair, and Sheng Yuanan also generously admitted the fact that he was with Lin Xiao when he was a student, but it has been many years, and Ke Jingwan's heart is very calm, who hasn't passed away yet, maybe Sheng Yuanan is with her After getting married, Bai Yueguang still remained in her heart, but she no longer cared much about it.

After Sheng Yu became an adult, Ke Jingwan decided to divorce, but unexpectedly received a call from Lin Xiao.

In fact, Lin Xiao's call was to Sheng Yuan'an, but it was Ke Jingwan who answered the call.

There were no pleasantries, she had come to ask for help.

It dragged on until there was no room for improvement in the condition, and it dragged on until there was no financial ability to pay for the high medical expenses, and there was no way to take good care of Lin Yumian.

"So it's because of me." With tears in Lin Yumian's eyes, Lin Xiao raised his hand and gently wiped away the wetness.

"What are you thinking about? Mom just hopes that you can live a good life and don't have to suffer with me."

"I didn't suffer, taking care of you is what I should do."

Lin Xiao smiled. She actually had something to hide, but she hoped that this secret could be kept a little longer, so that Lin Yumian could take care of herself by herself.

The author says:

This is the first time I try this alternate writing method, I don't know if I can understand it.If you don't understand, I will change it later.

Originally, I didn't want to write such a scumbag for his father, but after writing it, it was really a scumbag. ! !

Thanks for watching.