give me with you

Sheng Yu didn't know how to comfort Lin Yumian. The only time he experienced the death of a relative was his grandfather. At that time, he was only ** years old. He only remembered that his grandfather was also admitted to the hospital suddenly. He was always asleep more than when he was awake. , but every time Sheng Yu went, his grandfather’s expression was kind and gentle with a smile on his face. When he left, he was calm as if he had fallen asleep. After I became sensible, I realized that it meant that I would never come back, but at that time, he didn't have much sadness.

However, he clearly remembered Ke Jingwan's sadness. In the impression that his mother was always proud and reserved, she hugged him that day and wept bitterly. Hot tears hit his face. That was the only time he saw Ke Jingwan lose control of her emotions. "Mommy doesn't have a daddy," he said.

I don’t know when Sheng Yu seems to have lost his father, but Sheng Yuan’an is still alive and well, even if he doesn’t meet, communicate, and the relationship is stiff, but the person who holds that identity is still in the same world as him, Sheng Yuan’an I can still see it.

But after Lin Xiao passed away, Lin Yumian would no longer have a mother, and he would be very sad, even more sad than now.

Death is inevitable and a consequence they must learn to accept.

Sheng Yu hoped that it would be easier for Lin Yumian to accept, at least he could be by his side.

Sheng Yu couldn't wait for the event to end, and after comforting Lin Yumian, he wanted to return to City B immediately and return to Lin Yumian's side.

But because of the heavy snow, all flights from Beijing to City B were grounded.

He called Sheng Yuanan. Sheng Yuanan was very surprised, and even more surprised when Sheng Yu asked Lin Xiao, but he was also pleased with Sheng Yu's understanding.

He told Sheng Yu that after rescuing Lin Xiao, his condition had stabilized a bit, but Sheng Yu didn't feel relaxed, and only hoped that Lin Xiao could persist for another two days.

But life often backfires.

Lin Xiao didn't wake up in the early morning of the second day after being moved out of the ICU. Lin Yumian lay on the other side of the cot, just like every morning, getting up and saying good morning to Lin Xiao.

The breathing mask condensed the mist, and Lin Xiao's breathing gradually became longer and then stopped.

The snow outside the window is still falling.

At this moment, Lin Yumian calmed down unexpectedly. He walked to the bed and rang the bell, and called Sheng Yuanan and He Lanxi in turn.

Then he put the phone aside, went to the bathroom as usual, fetched a basin of hot water, wrung out the towel and wiped Lin Xiao's face, the fog was gone from the breathing mask, Lin Yumian looked at Lin Xiao's slightly raised mouth corners, He also tried his best to even the corners of his mouth, lifted the quilt to hold Lin Xiao's arm, and said in a gossiping way: "Mom, the snow outside has not stopped, and there is a vast expanse of whiteness everywhere, and the bamboo in the small courtyard has been covered with snow. It's crushed, sister Xiaolu got hit when she passed by yesterday."

He rambled on for a while, when footsteps sounded outside, Sister Xiaolu opened the door and walked in, seeing Lin Yumian's flushed eyes almost bursting into tears instantly, with Sheng Yuanan and Doctor Lin behind him, Lin Yumian and Lin Xiao Putting his hands back under the quilt, he got up and let the doctor pass.

Afterwards some people came and some people left, Lin Yumian just sat there watching the people coming and going, after a while Lin Xiao was pushed out, he followed like a wandering spirit, without putting on his coat, It was He Lanxi who pulled him back and put on the padded jacket for him.

When He Lanxi came over, his eyes were extremely red, but when he saw Lin Yumian, tears rolled down his face.

Sheng Yuanan did not marry Lin Xiao, so Lin Xiao's only relative was Lin Yumian. Sheng Yuanan could only help with the formalities and lead the dull Lin Yumian to sign.

After all procedures were completed, they left the hospital.

Lin Xiao seemed to have mentioned to Sheng Yuanan before she was alive that apart from Lin Yumian, she had no ties and didn't need any funeral. After cremation, she could just find a quiet cemetery.

When he arrived at the funeral home, he, Sheng Yuan'an, and He Lanxi were the only relatives accompanying him.There was a simple farewell ceremony before the cremation, but Lin Yumian stood at the door and did not go in. Sheng Yuanan called him several times, but Lin Yumian did not respond. Sheng Yuanan seemed to have red eyes when he came out. Lin Yumian had nothing to do with it. He Lanxi was standing next to him, weeping uncontrollably, and Lin Yumian seemed to hand over a package of tissues.

After everything was over, the sky was already dark, and the snow still didn't stop.

Sitting in Sheng Yuanan's car, Lin Yumian watched the surrounding scenery change from unfamiliar to familiar. When the vehicle turned right at the intersection, Lin Yumian's eyes moved, and he belatedly remembered that he didn't have to go to the hospital anymore. Turn right is the way back to Shengjia.

"Pause."

Sheng Yuanan looked sideways at Lin Yumian and asked, "What?"

Lin Yumian didn't speak, the driver glanced at Sheng Yuanan, then pulled over and stopped.

Lin Yumian got out of the car and walked directly to the left of the intersection, Sheng Yuanan got out of the car after him, "Yumian, where are you going?"

Lin Yumian didn't answer, and the snow fell on his face, but he didn't feel any coolness. Sheng Yuanan called him a few times and didn't respond, so he was a little angry, but Lin Xiaogang left, no matter how angry he was, he couldn't express it , can only follow Lin Yumian to the hospital.

When Lin Yumian returned to the hospital, the ward had been emptied, and Lin Xiao's things had been cleaned up by the nurses, except for the bunch of lilies on the table that were in full bloom.

"Your mother's belongings, I have already had someone send them back." Sheng Yuan'an said.

Lin Yumian looked at the empty room, the snow on his hair was melted by the heating, and fell to his face along the ends of his hair, like a tear that finally fell.

Then one drop or two, the continuous water droplets meander down the cheeks.

Sheng Yuan'an watched Lin Yumian weeping silently into the empty room, as if he couldn't bear to turn around and leave the room and closed the door behind him.

The next second, there was a cry that was no longer suppressed, and it was a bit dull to hear through the door. Sheng Yuanan's nose was sour, and he sat on the bench in the corridor and listened to the cry in the room. The young Lin Xiao flashed in front of his eyes. He himself, at this moment, really regretted what he did back then.

He is not a long-term person, but he is not hard-hearted. He feels guilty towards Lin Xiao, and he has been obsessed with it for many years. Now everything is intensified with Lin Xiao's departure.

After Sheng Yu received the news, he rushed to City B with great effort, because almost all the flights that could fly due to the heavy snow were forcibly canceled, and because the Spring Festival was approaching, even high-speed rail tickets could not be bought.

Ke Jingwan was anxious but helpless, she had no special feelings for Lin Xiao but she couldn't make any noise about her death, Sheng Yu insisted on going back and she naturally tried to find a way to buy a ticket.

Beijing is almost across half of China from city B, there is no direct bus, and even the high-speed rail has to go through several twists and turns. Sheng Yu couldn't wait for a moment, so he immediately bought a bus ticket and went to another city where there was no snow.

But only one ticket was bought, so Ke Jingwan stayed and Sheng Yu returned to City B.

Sheng Yu called Lin Yumian over and over again, but no one answered, until the end of the call, a mechanical female voice reminded the owner that the phone had been turned off.

He didn't know about Lin Yumian's situation, so he was so worried that he forgot to call Sheng Yuan'an for a while, and when he arrived in City A, it was already dark, and Sheng Yu's cell phone had already run out of battery and turned off, but fortunately, before leaving Ke Jingwan gave him a wad of cash, he bought a train ticket, and finally returned to City B 4 hours later.

Sheng Yu took a taxi, and when the driver asked him where he was going, he subconsciously said, "Go to the hospital." When he got downstairs to the hospital, Sheng Yu realized what stupid thing he had done.

He went back to Sheng's house again, but he stood at the door and couldn't get in.

He hasn't come back since he moved away, and naturally he didn't bring the key, and the doorbell is more like a decoration at the moment, no matter how many times he presses it, no one will answer the door.

It was already ten o'clock at night, and the snow still didn't stop, and Sheng Yu's hair was already half wet. He knocked on the door with great effort, and no one answered until his palms were slapped painfully.

So he went back to Huayu Jiangnan again, charged his phone and continued to call Lin Yumian, but there was still no answer. Sheng Yu was so anxious that he finally remembered to call Sheng Yuanan.

After a while, the phone was finally connected, and without waiting for an answer, Sheng Yu immediately asked, "Where is Lin Yumian?"

Sheng Yuanan's side was very quiet, and he paused for a while before saying, "At home, what happened?"

When Sheng Yu got the answer, he hung up the phone, found the key of Sheng's house from home, got on the phone and went out again.

Sheng Yuanan answered an inexplicable call but also called back. He was standing in front of the Academy of Fine Arts, holding an umbrella. It was winter vacation, so there was naturally no one on the campus, but he remembered that there was a place not far from the side entrance of the Academy of Fine Arts. You can climb over the wall to get in. He used to climb over to deliver food to Lin Xiao in the middle of the night. When he walked around to the courtyard wall on one side, it turned out that the gap had been repaired.

no longer exists.

Sheng Yu took the key and opened the door. The Sheng family was no different from before he left. He went straight to Lin Yumian's room, but when he opened the door, he didn't see the person who should be lying on the bed.

The room was tidy and clean, and the quilt on the bed did not show signs of sleep. Sheng Yu was stunned for a moment, then turned and went upstairs to Lin Xiao's room, but still did not find anyone.

He sat in the living room in a daze for a while, and suddenly saw Lin Yumian's shoes at the entrance, and they were indeed at home.

He got up and searched the guest rooms one by one, and called Lin Yumian's name a few more times, but there was only an echo in the empty room, but no answer.

Sheng Yu was so anxious that he was going crazy, standing at the door of Lin Yumian's empty room, a little at a loss, he wandered around for more than ten hours and returned to City B, but he couldn't find anyone.

"Click-"

Suddenly there was the sound of a lock behind him, Sheng Yu turned his head abruptly, and saw Lin Yumian coming out of his room barefoot.

Those red and swollen eyes lit up when they saw him again, "Brother?"

With a hoarse voice and a strong nasal voice, Sheng Yu's heart ached to death, and he pushed him into his arms forcefully, "I'm back, I'm here."

Sheng Yu's body was chilled by snow water, but Lin Yumian's heart suddenly burned, the pain in his eye sockets became obvious, and the sadness in his heart also began to overflow. He was almost aching from being held in Sheng Yu's arms. It's not a dream, Sheng Yu is back.

"Brother... brother..."

Lin Yumian buried his face in Sheng Yu's neck, and he hugged the person in front of him vigorously.

The scorching tears almost melted Sheng Yu, and the uncontrollable crying almost made the words "brother" out of tune. He silently listened to Lin Yumian's sobbing, "Cry, brother is here."

The author says:

Crying, crying...it's not a sin(?)

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