[Black Basket Akashi] Psycho

09

"Why did they talk again later?" I went to the restaurant with Mr. Zhengshi, and it was lunch time.We walked together to a very long table, and we all sat down, "They can't just get married suddenly!?"

"Of course," Mr. Zheng Shi snapped his fingers, "They are from the same school, even if they don't want to, they will still meet."

The maid brought a freshly prepared meal and put it in front of me and Mr. Zhengshi, "Won't your wife eat it together?"

"Her? She took Zhengji to go shopping in other places." Mr. Zhengshi took a sip of wine, "Let's continue what we just did..."

Akashi stood in the separate house in Kyoto, looking at the window of the living room aimlessly, then dragged a wooden chair, pulled the chair to the semi-circular balcony, looked around the surrounding scenery, and then pulled the chair to the side of the balcony. Right in the middle, sit down.

The breeze was blowing strands of Akashi's hair, but it couldn't interrupt the continuation of Akashi's eyes looking at the city.

He lost...and he was convinced of the loss.

I am just a high school student, both physically and mentally.When did the saying that Akashi Seijuro was the emperor start to spread?Students with perfect grades and excellent grades, what can they prove?My brain is easy to use, and I have a strong ability to accept knowledge.

Akashi Seijuro's lineage made Akashi Seijuro a legend among his kind.But...she wasn't.

Her background can be said to be too ordinary, and she is also very mediocre. She is not from a famous family, but she has a talent that makes her envious.In Zhijia's eyes, learning and proving is not the first priority, but whether her talent can create value.

too mature...

Such a free Zhijia, why does she like herself?Akashi suddenly felt that he was not as perfect as he imagined.From Chika's point of view, Akashi criticizes his arrogance, his pride and complacency.

"That was the first time in my father's life that he self-censored himself." Mr. Zheng Shi took a sip of wine, he smiled, "That's funny, before that, my father was an arrogant brat who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth. However, my mother asked my father to examine himself..."

I looked at the plate brought by the maid, and wondered whether to look at the food or listen to Mr. Zheng Shi's story.However, it is obvious that Mr. Zhengshi has no such entanglement at all.Mr. Zhengshi should remember that story very deeply.His father could be really arrogant...

"He is my father, but I have inherited half of my mother's genes. He must be very confused..." He completely ignored the plate brought by the maid and recalled it happily, but gradually, he withdrew his happy expression , lowered his eyelids, looked at the dining table, and then looked up at me, "He fell in love with her."

"..."

"He's approaching..."

Desperately playing the piano, the entire Akashi family's Kyoto house resounded with the sound of the piano playing.That voice makes people tremble and irritated... I can hear the fluster in the player's heart, as well as his hesitation...

The male servant opened some cracks in the door, looking at the trembling back and the messy red hair... His young master has never been like this, playing the piano crazily, as if using the piano as his own punching bag, throwing everything All dissatisfaction is vented to the keys of the piano.

"Is he crazy?" The maid who sneaked over patted the male servant on the shoulder.The male servant looked back at her, "He never did this before!"

The passing chef reminded in a low voice, "It will affect him too much after losing."

The male servant grabbed the housekeeper who heard the sound, pointed at the people in the room, "Who is going to tell me?"

Several people looked at each other, were surprised, suddenly heard a loud impact sound from inside the room, and looked into the room again.The servants saw Akashi collapsed on the piano, and hurriedly opened the door.The housekeeper picked up Akashi, walked through the door of the music room, and walked towards Akashi's bedroom.

【"...In my dream, she came in. I never invited her, and I didn't expect her to appear from my subconscious.

At first, I guess, it should be that her movies have influenced me too deeply.But no.It wasn't her movies that came out of my subconscious, but her...and Tomoyo. "]

I looked at this memory, and then looked up at Mr. Zhengshi.

"His memories show his anxiety. I don't know why my father fell in love with my mother, but it is clear that at that moment, he did fall in love with my mother." Mr. Zhengshi was suddenly very excited, "Akashi's family A man never lacks a wife...my mother said so. But my father doesn't understand! How could he be so impressed with my mother. "

He suddenly fell into deep thought.Being very curious by him, I suddenly started to reverie.But he was a step ahead of me, "I said he was very arrogant, so he always wanted to figure it out. But he didn't figure it out until he was in his 30s... It was too slow."

He looked sad.

"you're awake?"

Akashi's father picked up the teacup, looked at Akashi who was sitting on the sofa in front of him collapsed, sighed, and put down the teacup.Hearing from the servants that Akashi suddenly fainted, Akashi's father didn't want to come over, but he was indeed going to Kyoto soon for business, so it was okay to come, so he stopped by to see Akashi who had fainted.

Akashi wrapped himself in a blanket, rubbing his forehead.I didn't expect that I would faint, and my father would come to see me.However, he was definitely on the way.

"I heard from Mr. Yicun that you lost."

"Yeah." Akashi expressed his indifference without any hesitation.Even if he knew that his father said this to himself, it meant that he was disappointed in himself.

"Find out the reason. If you lose, it means that you are not as good as others. Find out the problem and solve it."

"!" Surprised by his father's encouragement, Akashi looked at his father in surprise, "Don't you think it's embarrassing?"

"Shame? Stop telling jokes." Akashi's father smiled suspiciously, "What's there to be ashamed of?"

"As a member of the Akashi family, I lost, isn't it shameful?" Akashi was also very puzzled.It is unforgivable for the members of the Akashi family to lose. Isn't that what my father taught me before?

"Losing is as indispensable as eating. No matter what kind of genius you are, you must have lost before you succeed. I never made everything perfect for you. I just hope that you can take everything seriously. I am responsible for your actions. I lost when I was young, so I am not qualified to teach you a lesson."

"..."

No matter what kind of genius?I am a genius, so I will lose.It's not unreasonable, it's reasonable.

"I'm sorry, I misinterpreted your meaning," Akashi sighed, "I did something extreme."

A genius has talents beyond ordinary people, but a genius is also a human being, and a human being will fail.Akashi is indeed outstanding among his contemporaries, with excellent grades and excellent basketball.But the best is the best, and failure is a very common thing, and I should have known it long ago.

Invincibility does not exist in this world, it is because I am too extreme...

Akashi tugged on the blanket, lowered his head, and then suddenly opened his eyelids, his eyes trembling.

So, she too?Has she ever tasted failure, too?In Akashi's mind, Chika's expression on the screen appeared...

In the third semester, Akashi listened to his father's advice, let go of his worries, and concentrated on basketball and studies.It seems that Zhijia has not stayed in school for a long time since the assassination that night.Whenever he walked past the Bujo building, Akashi could only see the lights of the Manyan Club turned on.

Zhijia was hardly seen in the school building.In fact, it wasn't Chikazo Akashi, Akashi could feel that she was blending into the crowd.She has lost her own characteristics, so she is very inconspicuous in the crowd... a bit like Heizi.

It can't be said that we didn't see each other at all, but we just met at the door of the toilet or the cafeteria, and we couldn't say much.What should I say?What can I say?

In the cafeteria, Akashi found that Zhijia intentionally increased her appetite, and she was unrestrained.Akashi narrowed his eyes.Where is this going to be sung?Is she really hungry?Won't I get fatter if I eat like this?Stupid guy.Fat and ugly.

As Akashi expected, after the first semester of the second grade, Zhijia didn't look like her anymore, in appearance.Because both Akashi and Chika in the second grade were assigned to the entrance class, Akashi could see clearly that the boys who used to think about Chika kept her at arm's length and laughed at her behind her back.

This is her own fault.Akashi turned around and continued to work on the problem.Well now, she's the most unpopular person in the class, even though she wasn't very popular before.Why is she doing this?With her original appearance, there are still boys who like her, but now...

"She is definitely broken in love!" Mibuchi pointed at Akashi with a spoon in his hand, "Believe me, it is absolutely impossible for a girl to eat and drink casually and make herself fat!"

"What did you tell me?" Akashi took a sip of the soup, "Tell her."

"Zhengjiang is too cold, so you don't know women at all. When people are broken in love, they like to eat more."

Broken love... Is it because of yourself?Zhijia likes herself, but Akashi's attitude makes her think he doesn't like her?So she felt that she was broken in love and started eating out of control?

Is it because of yourself?

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