[Black Basket Akashi] Psycho

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After graduating from high school, the two still didn't speak a word.Akashi is busy with basketball and shogi, and Chika is busy with her career.

At the graduation ceremony where the cherry blossoms were flying, Akashi stood in the auditorium and gave a speech, looking at a group of students wearing the same uniform, it was difficult to find Zhijia.He also gave up.If she doesn't believe in herself, why bother to make her believe in herself?

"It is a great honor for me to represent the graduating students at this ceremony..."

"Hey, is that Akashi Seijuro?"

"Yeah, the former student council president, right?"

"And he's the head coach of the basketball club, right?"

……

"..."

Zhijia got her diploma, stretched and yawned.I'm exhausted, I have to stand for so long at the graduation ceremony.She took her things and walked towards the school gate.

Five minutes ago, Akashi and Kazuya walked towards the school gate along the route Chika followed.He saw a weak girl in a beige sweater standing at the school gate, panting looking at the campus looking for someone, so he stopped her, "Student, are you looking for someone?"

"Huh?" The girl suddenly blushed when she saw Akashi, "Yes, yes..."

"Looking for our graduates?"

"Well...you are, Akashi Seijurou-kun, right?" The girl asked her question carefully, for fear that Akashi would get angry.

Akashi is no longer a novelty for a girl who knows her name.He nodded, "Is there anything I can do for you? Your name is..."

"I'm looking for Shiro from Class Six...ah, Akashi-kun probably doesn't know. My name is Yuri Shingyoji, please give me your advice."

"Are you Baishui's middle school classmate?"

"How do you know? You know each other? Hey! Zhijia actually told you about me!"

"Didn't you mention it? Seijuro-kun." Kazue recalled.Zhijia didn't seem to mention the girl's name.

"Just wait for a while. She should come out soon." Akashi ignored Kazue's question, "Are you going out to play today?"

"Yeah. Because we haven't seen each other for many years. Besides, after all, she only has two friends, me and Kamoi-kun."

"Two?" She never mentioned the person named "Duck House"... Also, why did they tell you?

"When I was in middle school, Zhijia saved me who was troubled by Chi Han, so we became friends. Kamo-kun... because of certain elements, he has a very good relationship with Zhijia." Zhenxingsi said with some evasiveness about Yaju matter.

That Kamoi, there should be some potential relationship with Zhijia, "The same reason as Kishiji O-kun?"

"You actually know Kishi-kun!" Shinkoji had to admire Akashi Seijuro's wide circle of friends.But why did he know?Shouldn't Zhijia tell him?After all, Zhijia doesn't like to discuss her personal issues with others, "No, Mr. An is different from Mr. Yaju. Mr. An is doing it on his own."

"Hey?"

"In the first grade of middle school, Mr. An and Zhijia were not in the same class, so he laughed at Zhijia for being fat and dark, and even hurt Zhijia openly. But in the second grade of middle school, the two of them were assigned to the same class. After Zhijia became thinner and cheerful, Mr. An went to find Zhijia to confess. This is like chasing after Zhijia just because of her appearance, so Mr. An is doing it on his own."

"..." Akashi bit his lower lip.

"Kamoi-kun, in the second grade, came to school wearing a girl's school uniform. After that, I only found out that Zhijia has always known Kamoi-kun's secret, and has always protected Kamoi-kun's secret."

"!"

"Youli, what are you talking about to others!" Zhijia put down her graduation certificate, her anger was obvious, "Didn't I tell you not to talk about me?"

"Zhijia! I'm sorry, I'm just following along..."

"..."

Zhijia glanced at Akashi, then turned her head, "I'm sorry, I have a sore throat today, so let Tachikawa go out with you to play."

Li Chuan, who was hiding behind a tree, hurriedly raised his head, "How do you know I'm here!!"

Zhijia walked past Yuli and walked towards home.Akashi looked at her back as she walked further and further away, his eyes were inexplicably sore.

He's a king, and he doesn't quite understand how it feels to be sad.But doesn't Zhijia understand?After being isolated, how eager to find a place to rest.However, the psychiatrist who relied on was not his own, nor his adoptive mother.

No one understands their own pain, which may be the common trouble of human beings.However, her heart was hidden by her thick body, making the world forget that under this body, there was a heart that could be injured.

Zhijia, who has always been abandoned by others, may, really despair of interacting with others.However, because they are similar to themselves and understand their pain, the other party can become their friend.

Originally, I should be one of her friends.However, after he cured himself, he was no longer the same type of person as her.Fearing that Chika would be hated by other people, she began to reject Akashi...

Use all kinds of ways to destroy yourself to protect yourself.Because, the beating of the heart and the talent may be the reason for her to live.

But isn't that what humans do?Otherwise what else?But we still don't understand what we have in our lifetime.You brought nothing with you when you came, and you will take nothing with you when you leave.The world bears the traces of your entry and the relationships you leave behind.

People will die, which gives us our limitations and also gives us answers.To be alive may be to create something, to make it into the storehouse of the world.But not everyone can do this, so some people are mediocre, but some people can go through thousands of years of history and still be immortal.

"Sorry, I remembered something..."

Hearing this, Kazue looked at Akashi disappointed.

"is it okay?"

In the early morning of this day, the children all carried their schoolbags and walked towards the school.Everyone walks very cheerfully, they have no worries... really no worries?

At the same moment, they all stopped and looked at the school gate together, watching the security guard stop a boy wearing a girls' school uniform.

Why did he do this?He is obviously a boy, but he wants to be like a girl... Hehe, hehe... He is, is he changing Tai?

"..."

"Tch, what is that, the female dress Xiaozheng Tai?"

"Are you suffering from ER disease?"

"Psychologically abnormal, neuropathy..."

Looking from the boy's back, he lowered his head, and couldn't bear to listen to the classmates behind him.Yeah, they saw what they thought they were right.I can't be reconciled, I have tried my best to come to school wearing girls' school uniforms, but now I don't have the courage to face them...

"..."

It sucks, I, disgusting, I...

"Yaju, what are you doing here? Aren't you going in? The bell will ring in 15 minutes." A female voice behind him supported the boy's consciousness, "If you don't feel well, you can go to the infirmary first."

Tomoyo threw the graduation certificate on the tatami in front of the entrance, and suddenly knelt down on it, supporting himself with both hands.

"Are you hoping that Akashi will pity you? Don't think about it, no one will pity you. Work hard and live alone. This is what you should do. Cut off your feelings, and then you won't pain."

Tomoyo lost strength in his right arm, causing his body to fall to the right, "It hurts!"

"..."

Tomoyo looked at the small room.

"Do you hate me? Zhijia... But, if you don't want yourself to suffer, that's all you can do... If you're afraid of being hurt, just don't do things that hurt yourself at first. We are born to be annoying, but Even if they hate us, as long as we can create value, they must admit us..."

Zhishi's eyes twitched, "You can't betray me, we are one and share a physical body. However, they are different."

Zhijia sat up, facing the entrance.After a few minutes, Zhijia stood up, walked into the bedroom without hesitation, took out clean casual clothes, and took a shower.

Is it so uncomfortable to become a human being?

Sitting at the table, Zhijia wiped her hair with a towel, looked at the paper in front of her, and didn't know what to do.My mind was so chaotic, I couldn't think of any good ideas at all, and it was during the day.

After hesitating for a while, Zhijia still picked up the pencil and started to write a draft.She is not the kind of genius that happens once in a century, so she still needs to make a draft.

Before writing a few words, the doorbell rang.This is extremely unusual, it is not the time to pay the rent, and very few people know that Zhijia lives here...

Akashi waited outside the door. He thought it would take some time, but he didn't expect it to be so slow.Akashi looked at both sides of Zhijia's room, and there were some other rooms, which should be unoccupied.

"Who?" Zhijia opened the door a little, and could clearly see that the anti-theft chain was pressed.Do you use anti-theft chains in broad daylight?

As soon as Chika saw Akashi, his expression changed.Ignoring Akashi's waiting, he was about to close the door, but was interrupted by Akashi, "If you are worried, it's okay to talk to you in this state."

"..." Zhijia rubbed her still wet hair, "Wait a minute, I'll open the door."

Akashi withdrew his foot and watched Chika close the door, then open it again.Akashi saw that Zhijia was still wet, and the collar around his neck was still wet, "Can I go in?"

"...There is no tea for you." Zhijia took a step back, saw Akashi enter the door, and then closed the door, "What do you want to say?"

"Don't you look very disgusted, okay? At least I'm still the person you used to like, right?" Akashi smiled wryly.

"Aren't you afraid that Zhishi will chop you with a kitchen knife?"

"..."

Seeing Akashi's silence, Zhijia tilted her head, "Akashi-kun?"

what happened to him?

"Do you still like me?"

"what?"

"I can help you cure psycho and kill Tomoyo, but you need to cooperate with me."

"...Even if you cured me, what can I do?" Zhijia grabbed both ends of the towel with both hands, "You listened to Dr. Maeno, if you force Zhiyo to disappear, wait until again, I In times of despair, he will still appear, and it will be more difficult for him to disappear."

"I know."

"..." Zhijia's hands tightened with a towel, "so don't bother me, you listen to what they say, my past... I don't need your pity. Even if you pity me, so what? After Zhishi disappeared , you will never like me."

"How do you know I won't like you."

"!"

"The way to cure Zhijia?" Maeno took a sip of coffee, and this kid called him early in the morning, just for this?

"There must be a cure for psycho, right? Or some opportunity, like me."

"..."

Akashi Seijuro, can this person be trusted?When I met him before, I always felt that he was a child bound by the family, and Zhijia, who had a painful past, couldn't talk to go together at all.

"I'm studying psychology, not psychiatry. But for Zhijia..."

"Tomoyo used to protect you, but this time, it's me." Akashi lowered his head, "It must be painful, you."

"..."

"..."

Zhijia let go of one hand, pulled off the towel...then punched the wall with a fist, "Stop joking!!"

"What I'm saying is true."

"People like me don't expect others to pity me at all!! Even if I am hated by everyone, I still want them to agree with me!! I have a bad personality, a disgusting appearance, a fragile heart, and a fat body!! How old are you? Eyes gone! There are piles of girls with beautiful hearts and good looks!! Don’t make fun of me!! Even I would be angry..." Zhijia slid down the wall and fell to the ground, "What the hell? Is there anything that deserves your attention?"

"..."

"..."

"Well, it's true that you look bad among those girls," Akashi knelt down and put a hand on Chika's shoulder, "but your soul is stronger than all of them. Tomoyo's birth is the best Proof. Zhishi is a part of you, which means that you already have a character like Zhishi."

"!"

"That's the reason, the reason my mother loved my father...My father's eyes, beyond the surface, see into the heart of things. He also sees deep inside my mother."

Chika's eyeballs twitched.

"Tomoyo, have you come out again?" Akashi felt that Chika's body temperature dropped suddenly, and her aura changed completely.This is the signal of Zhishi's appearance.

"Akashi," Tomoyo said in a deep voice, "that's enough. Even if you are sincere, people's hearts will change. Now, although you love Chika very much, I know you are sincere, but... five years, ten years Years later, will you still love Zhijia?"

"Hey?"

"We're still young, you can't say 'absolutely'... Zhijia and I will also change."

"..."

Akashi was walking home, thinking about Tomoyo's last words.Is time that scary?To change a person in a bad way.Two people with different experiences cannot love each other...

【"However, it's not good to completely deny it." Tomoyo stood up steadily, "It just so happens that you go to university in Tokyo, and I'm in Kyoto. Let's make a bet, if, after four years, you still like Zhijia, I will disappear automatically."]

It's like believing that I will change my mind after four years...

"Four years later, they got married suddenly, and I don't know why. He didn't write."

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