If there is such a straight ball next time, please remind her in advance, okay?No, it's better not to remind her, let her feel the feeling of her heart beating straight to her throat again.

Xia Yitong put his hands on his sides, moved up, sat still, and was ready to meet another straight ball.

"Well..." She pursed her lips and said, "I miss you too."

"Hey, that's not what I meant." Lu Yinbing waved his hand over there.

"you do not miss me?"

"No."

Xia Yitong will also be confused by her: "Do you really want to?"

"I want to, I don't want to, but I can't do it." Lu Yinbing sighed, and slowly wrinkled brows covered her face with entanglements, telling the whole story in a somewhat confused way, "I have something to do tonight. A reception was invited by a friend. I told you. I was chatting with you before the start. After you boarded the plane, I didn’t pay attention to the party. During this period, I checked my phone countless times. My friends thought I was rushing to do something important. When I got home, I was supposed to read the book, but I didn’t finish a single page. The more I don’t think about you, the more I miss you. It's like dancing in my head, and I can't get rid of it. I, I don't want to be like this, I know I think you are normal, but, but I am afraid that this normal will become the norm of my life. "

Xia Yitong had never seen her so flustered, how she wished that she was by her side now, and could provide her with a hug to comfort her at this time.

"Teacher Lu." Xia Yitong said softly.

Lu Yinbing lowered his head, his chest heaved slightly, and blamed himself, as if he didn't hear her at all.

"Teacher Lu?" Xia Yitong slightly raised his voice.

Lu Yinbing looked up at her blankly.

"Don't panic." Xia Yitong pulled a pillow from his hand, hugged it in his arms, and said, "Come, Mr. Xia, give me a hug."

"Hug." Lu Yinbing also found a pillow and hugged her tightly.

In this way, it really seemed that the two were hugging each other, Lu Yinbing lost his mind, the pillow was not as soft as Xia Yitong, nor as warm as her.

Lu Yinbing changed his posture, put the tablet on the side of the bed, sat cross-legged by himself, hugged the pillow in his arms, and slowly opened his lips and said: "Since I was sensible, I have my own plan for doing things, I don't need you My parents taught me what I like and what I want to learn, including the sudden idea of ​​acting when I was 15 years old. Career or...relationship. I told you that time, let’s fall in love, after careful consideration, I think I want and can afford the unknown future, your future, our future. So I said: I want to be with you You are in love."

Xia Yitong listened quietly without interrupting her.

"But love is so unreasonable. I didn't know I would become like this." Lu Yinbing's train of thought gradually became clear as she confided, and her eyes also became rational and clear. , "It's not so much that I'm afraid of being restrained and not free - I like you, I'm sure - it's better to say that I'm afraid of the feeling of losing control in my life, because since I was a child, I didn't have the word out of control in my dictionary." Lu Yin Bing let out a long breath, "I'm not used to it."

Finally, he spoke out what was in his heart, and there should be no ambiguity, Lu Yinbing said heartily.

Xia Yitong also followed her with a long sigh of relief. She completely understood Lu Yinbing, because she had experienced it many years ago. The feeling is the same, after the shock and sweetness, there is emptiness and disorientation.The difference is that she is used to it, while Lu Yinbing has just started.

It doesn't matter, they still have a long time to get used to it, as long as Lu Yinbing likes her, sooner or later she will infiltrate her life silently and in all aspects, so that she won't be in such a panic.

Lu Yinbing rubbed the pillow in his arms, looking at Xia Yitong who suddenly started laughing in the picture, he was very surprised, and asked: "What are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing that you've never been in a relationship, Mr. Lu, you're so young." Xia Yitong laughed.

Lu Yinbing gave her a white look: "It's the same as you have been in love, am I not your first love?"

"Although I have never been in love, I have had a crush on someone." Xia Yitong was very proud.

"Who?" Lu Yinbing sat up straight, some fragments of memories sporadically flashed in her mind, she always felt that Xia Yitong had brought up this topic on a certain occasion, but she really couldn't remember the specifics.

"You." Xia Yitong said without any hesitation.

Teacher Lu opened up a garden in his heart, and said duplicity: "Sweet words come as soon as I open my mouth, you think I'm a three-year-old child."

"It's true, I have a crush on you..." Xia Yitong counted with his fingers, "One, two, three..." Counting until the other hand clasped three fingers together, "It's been eight years."

Lu Yinbing looked forward to her current age and said in shock, "16 years old?!"

"To be precise, it's fifteen years old and sixteen years old." Xia Yitong pinched his chin and thought for a while.

Lu Yinbing choked for a while, and said, "You're in love early!"

The focus is quite in place, it can be said that it is very good at both virtue and art.

"I'll go," Xia Yitong couldn't hold back anymore, no matter how sweet the love words are, it would be a waste of time to meet Lu Yinbing, so she should be pressed on the bed and licked until she shouted "No" while kicking her feet. She fell on the bed with a pillow and smiled, "My teacher Lu! Can you be a little more romantic, I'm pouring out my heart to you."

"Then you lean, I'll listen." Lu Yinbing looked at her and smiled.

"I can't pour it out." Xia Yitong was still lying down, his eyes were full of sparkling little stars, "I feel happy when I see you, and I can't even remember the hard times back then."

"I still have this ability?" Lu Yinbing tilted his head to keep it parallel to her face.

"Yes, I have."

"Then watch me every day."

"Ok."

Lu Yinbing clicked his tongue: "But I still want to hear how you have a crush on me."

"Why?" Xia Yitong sat up.

"Satisfy your vanity." Lu Yinbing said with a smile.

"Miss Lu, you are so straightforward." Xia Yitong glanced at her and couldn't help laughing.

"Mr. Xia, you are so casual about Bai, you are with each other."

"Can we speak in a normal tone?"

"no."

"Then I'll just keep talking like this, don't interrupt me, it's a puppy."

"Let's talk." Lu Yinbing patted the top of his ear twice symbolically, and laughed to death, "I'm all ears."

Xia Yitong made a thoughtful expression, and a second later, he said seriously: "When I met you, there was heavy snow outside the house, and we southerners rely on our integrity to keep out the cold. I was hopscotching with someone in the building of the activity center to keep out the cold Well, the dean opened a small stove for me alone, and took me to her room alone, and the two of us grilled the fire together, ate cakes and watched TV. At that time, mobile phones were not well developed, and watching TV was the biggest entertainment item. .That was the day I got to know your first role... Qiaoer from "The End of the Sky."

Lu Yinbing hurriedly raised his hand, covering his eyes embarrassedly: "Hey."

Xia Yitong smiled and said: "At that time, everyone was watching this. When I went out to meet the aunts and classmates in the neighborhood, they asked: 'What are you doing at home?' 'Watching TV.' 'Is it "The End of the Sky"?" That’s right.” If you ask Qiao’er from Shuijing Village at the End of the World, who doesn’t know him? Who doesn’t like it? Who doesn’t want to marry home and be a daughter-in-law? Yes, you are the dream lover of all the boys in our class, ah."

It's a shame, although Lu Yinbing doesn't take this as a black history, but he still has goosebumps after being praised so much.Also, ah what ah.

"Got it, got it, let's go on." Lu Yinbing still covered his eyes, and the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably.

"How old am I?" Xia Yitong frowned, Lu Yinbing resisted the sudden stab of a sword in his heart, and reminded, "Ten years old."

"Yes, ten years old." Xia Yitong said, "Actually, I can't remember many specific scenes. I just remember that it was snowing heavily that day, and it was very cold, but the room was very warm. When I saw you on the TV screen, I felt like you In an instant, it was so warm that I didn't know where I was, and my eyes stared straight at it, as if it was destined."

"and after?"

"I'm just chasing TV dramas. I can run faster than those boys after school. Although the TV dramas don't show until after [-] o'clock in the evening, I can't delay. I have to come back to eat, wash my face, wash my clothes and take care of the children. I have a lot of things to do. When the rush is over, sneak Drill into the dean's room, fortunately the dean dotes on me."

"Don't the orphanage let you watch TV?"

"Let's watch it, but there are too many people, and some children are younger, so they just watch the news broadcast, and basically stop playing it after eight o'clock, because they have to go to bed."

Lu Yinbing found it interesting to listen to Xia Yitong talking about these things, as if there was such a naughty and busy girl in her teens, she also laughed and asked: "What about other older children who want to watch TV?" what to do?"

Xia Yitong's sudden silence made Lu Yinbing suspect that he had said something wrong.

"Most of the children in the yard are disabled or mentally handicapped, that's why they were discarded." Xia Yitong's voice was very soft, "There are... less people like me."

Really living in an orphanage, the environment is very depressing, those abandoned children are more or less disabled, some can't speak, some are deaf, some are visually impaired, they all gather together, indifference, hatred , and even quarrels, fights, and bullying exist.

"Although our dean is very good and kind, and is better than other orphanages—because I have funded the construction of some orphanages after I made money, so there is a comparison—but there are only a few, as one of the few orphanages in it. Too many normal people," Xia Yitong said with a wry smile, "The dean loves me so much, he also wants to save me, he doesn't want me to sink into the mud."

"You are..." Lu Yinbing hesitated to speak, she wanted to ask, how did you get to the orphanage, you are so nice.

you are so nice.

"Why didn't you ask me?" Xia Yitong said suddenly.

"Huh?" Lu Yinbing asked.

Xia Yitong looked at her, and said softly: "Do you want to know how I got into the orphanage? Why didn't you ask me?"

Lu Yinbing lowered his head, touched his nose, and asked, "Do you want to talk?"

Xia Yitong replied with a firm look: "I mean, you are the second person who knows besides the dean. She is my mother, and you are my lover."

The lover Lu Yinbing blinked, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

Xia Yitong first lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, as if he was sorting out his words, and then slowly closed his long eyelashes, like a black butterfly quietly spreading its wings, filled with the gorgeous streamer after breaking out of the cocoon.

"When I was five years old, my father took me and my mother out for an outing. On the road, I was hit by a truck running a red light. I survived and my parents died. I heard that the driver was drunk driving and died on the spot. My grandfather... Dad’s parents thought I killed their son, so they kicked me out. I walked to the orphanage by myself, isn’t it amazing?”

Xia Yitong smiled and said.

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