Lu Yinbing bent down to pick up the script, and hooked the corners of his mouth mockingly.

It's been two days, and it's just a paragraph of words, and I'm stuttering on the back, without any progress.It's not that she's impatient, she also calmed down as much as possible, and after trying to figure out the character's emotions as before, she recited the lines step by step.

One time is not enough, two times is not enough, two times is not enough, three times is not enough, three times is not enough, ten times, a hundred times, even a fool can recite it, but she is worse than a fool.

It's not that she didn't expect a miracle to happen. What she lost quietly came back when she recited the lyrics one time. She is still the one who can interpret the life of countless people with infinite beauty, and everyone in the circle praises her. Lu Yinbing in his hand.

But not once.

The reason why a miracle is a miracle is because it will not happen easily, it is like a high god, looking down on everything in the world coldly and indifferently, and it is unintentional to go or stay.

A corner of the script was rubbed almost missing, Lu Yinbing repeated his lines, and his lips became white.Suddenly her side sank, Lu Yinbing looked over, Xia Yitong sat down on the sofa beside her, resting his head on her chest, humming uncomfortably: "Teacher Lu, I'm not feeling well."

Lu Yinbing fell silent, put down the script, supported her back with one hand, and asked softly, "What's uncomfortable?"

Xia Yitong pointed to his heart: "It's beating too fast, it's uncomfortable."

Lu Yinbing leaned against her chest to listen to her heartbeat, and it really beat much faster than usual, far exceeding the normal range.While comforting Xia Yitong, she called the doctor, and the doctor replied that, like drowsiness, it was a side effect of antipsychotic drugs, so there was no need to deal with it, and if it was really uncomfortable, you could take some propranolol.

There was no medicine at home and she wanted to go out. Lu Yinbing asked Xia Yitong to wait for her at home. She went out for a while and would be back soon.Xia Yitong refused, saying that if Lu Yinbing left, she would definitely fall asleep, so she wouldn't have to sleep that night.

Lu Yinbing touched her face and said, "I'll go upstairs to get something, I'll come down right away, and then we'll go out and prescribe some medicine."

Xia Yitong opened his eyelids with his fingers, and nodded vigorously.

Lu Yinbing smiled and went upstairs.

She had nothing to take, everything was in the TV cabinet, in the living room, she closed the door, squatted down with her back to the door, buried her face in her knees, and stayed there for a long, long time.She felt herself for a long time, and only 10 minutes had passed when she saw the time. She stood up and smiled in front of the mirror.

Xia Yitong is very obedient, in the living room downstairs, walking around the dining table, yawning as she walked, ran over when she saw her, and the invisible little tail behind her shook: "You are good."

"Okay." Lu Yinbing put on the coat, his heart softened, pinched her ears, helped her put on the double-breasted coat, took her hand from under the cuff, and shouted with high spirits, "Go Hey, go get the medicine."

Those who didn't know thought they were going to conquer the stars and seas.

Lu Yinbing drove out for a while, parked on the side of the road, and when he came back, he stuffed a cup of hot coffee into Xia Yitong's hand: "Warm up your body and refresh yourself, don't fall asleep on the road."

Xia Yitong let out an "oh" and asked, "What about you?"

Lu Yinbing turned on the ignition and started the car, slowly stepped on the accelerator, returned to the driving lane, and said, "You drink first, I'll drink the rest, just leave me a sip."

"Okay." Xia Yitong said, "You went down like this just now, did you get recognized?"

Lu Yinbing said, "I don't know."

Xia Yitong picked up the coffee on his lap: "Then..."

Lu Yinbing: "If you don't know, you don't know. Why are you so annoying? I still have to drive!"

The veins on her forehead twitched, she patted the steering wheel heavily, the horn sounded, and the car in front accelerated a little.

Xia Yitong lowered his head, only dared to look at her secretly, with a careful look.

Lu Yinbing didn't say a word, and drove forward for a while, suddenly turned the steering wheel to the right, braked, and the wheels made black tracks on the ground, Xia Yitong's body leaned forward due to inertia, and was pulled back by the seat belt.

She put her forehead on the steering wheel, inserted two fingers deeply into her hair, and closed her eyes.

Holding the coffee, Xia Yitong looked at her nervously, waited for a while, and then said: "I was wrong, I shouldn't be so long-winded, Teacher Lu."

Lu Yinbing grabbed her hair, couldn't see her expression clearly, only heard a low voice from below: "You are right, it is my fault. It is me..." again and again Unable to control her temper, it seemed like 1 people were screaming in her heart at the same time, wanting to vent, and she poured these negative emotions on Xia Yitong untimely.

She took a deep breath, her throat choked up, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes to the bridge of her nose, and dripped onto the steering wheel.

"Teacher Lu?"

Xia Yitong pushed her arm, she had been lying on her stomach like this for 10 minutes, she held the coffee cup with one hand, and touched Lu Yinbing's fingers with the other hand, Lu Yinbing's frozen fingers flinched .

Xia Yitong took advantage of the situation and held it. The air conditioner was turned on in the car, but their hands were still cold when they held each other.Xia Yitong used to be a small stove, but now under the dual pressure of spirit and body, he is too busy to take care of himself, and has no way to provide warmth for Lu Yinbing anymore.

She herself seemed to feel something too, her eyes looked through the car window at the cars running ahead, revealing the deep sorrow of being powerless.

But Lu Yinbing's backhand grip was very strong, as if he wanted to crush the bones of her fingers, and there was a sharp pain between the knuckles, Xia Yitong let her hold it like this, without even moving his eyebrows.

"Doesn't it hurt?" Lu Yinbing let go of her first, Xia Yitong's fingers turned red, and after a while, deep purple finger marks formed.

Xia Yitong looked at her and said softly: "It hurts without you."

Lu Yinbing laughed, silently, leaning his head heavily on the back of the chair, tears rolling down from his closed eyes.

Xia Yitong wiped her tears with a tissue, and suggested: "Let me drive."

"No, you're not in good spirits. What if you get into an accident while driving tired? I'll come, and you fasten your seat belt." Lu Yinbing sniffed, wiped his eyes with a tissue, and his vision returned to clarity.

Xia Yitong didn't insist, took a sip of coffee with a straw in his mouth, without sugar, it felt very bitter.

Lu Yinbing rubbed his face, turned sideways and kissed Xia Yitong, calmed down, and restarted the car.

Going out seemed to have exhausted all of Lu Yinbing's mental energy. After entering the door, he managed to pull himself together and poured hot water for Xia Yitong, and fed her medicine. After that, she didn't care about anything else, didn't eat, and went upstairs to the bedroom go.

"I want to sleep. You don't have to call me for dinner at night." Lu Yinbing said, including that Xia Yitong would be worried about her. She couldn't take these thoughts into consideration. She just wanted to sleep and rest, so that her tense nerves could relax for a while. Just for a while.

She also wanted to be selfish for once and not consider anyone else.

She fell asleep, sleeping peacefully and relaxed like never before. She was wearing a sweater and trousers, with cotton slippers on her feet. The slippers fell off because of the movement of lying on the bed, revealing her feet wearing long cashmere socks. There is only a pink pig, and Xia Yitong's is a gray puppy.

Xia Yitong came up from downstairs, opened the bedroom door and saw such a scene.

Xia Yitong was unconscious more than awake. She was sleeping at night, and in the morning she was a little better. She could also chat and exercise with Lu Yinbing, but in the afternoon she was completely in a drowsy state. Her heart rate was too high and she was about to eat. , the doctor said it again on the phone, and Lu Yinbing said it again, and when he went out, he remembered why he went out today.

Not to mention understanding Lu Yinbing's feelings, even the simplest companionship and care is impossible. Most of the three meals a day are prepared by Lu Yinbing, and her daily life is all under the care of Lu Yinbing. Serving, I can only bear it passively, and can't do anything.

She was obviously the one who was sick, but it was Lu Yinbing who lost weight day by day. She didn't realize that today's coat slipped off her empty shoulders?The key is how Lu Yinbing became so thin, she has no memory at all, did it start before she came back?

Obviously Lu Yinbing needs her care more, and needs her help to get up again, instead of being a drag on her like now, falling from heaven to earth is not enough, do you have to drag her to hell?

Xia Yitong sensed something, and slowly turned her head to look at her side. Mother Xia was looking at her tenderly: "Son, it's not your fault."

Xia Yitong supported his forehead with his hand, looked from the space under the palm, it was Xia's mother who squatted down, the corner of the orange clothes was on the ground, and there was a warm light on it, and she let out a soft "heh".

"Whose fault is that, yours? Lu Yinbing's?"

Mother Xia choked, and changed the subject abruptly: "Do you still remember how your father and I coaxed you when you were in a bad mood?"

"I don't remember." Xia Yitong said.

Mother Xia: "It's okay if you don't remember, I can tell you again. When you were in kindergarten, you were bullied by a little boy because you were too good-looking..."

"Stop talking about mom." Xia Yitong said.

Mama Xia: "Baby..."

"Don't call me," Xia Yitong avoided her hand that was reaching out to touch her, and at the same time took a step back, shrinking herself into the corner, "My mother is dead, I know how you got out, and I know You have always existed because I couldn't bear to let you go."

"You and Dad have been away from me for many years. It's my subconscious that stayed 20 years ago and refused to accept the reality. It's my fault, it's all my fault." Xia Yitong's eyes filled with tears, "But now I Only Lu Yinbing is left, I beg you, please go, don't appear in front of me anymore."

Mother Xia looked at her with tears in her eyes, and touched the top of her head with her hand: "My child."

Xia Yitong knelt on the ground, kowtowed three times, and said in tears: "I beg you, leave me. Leave me, mother—"

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