Actresses in pairs [Entertainment]

Fighting depression is a long-term process. No matter how hard Lu Yinbing works, it is impossible to restore himself to a relatively healthy state in a short period of time.She has all the common problems of depressed patients, lethargy while insomnia, loss of appetite, loss of emotion, anxiety, loss of interest in everything, strong self-loathing, hallucinations and auditory hallucinations exist at any time, and the attack is accompanied by strong tinnitus, there is no way Concentrate on doing anything.There is always a voice in your ear mocking you, telling you what a failure you are, and all problems will be associated with the road of death.

For people with depression, death is not pain, but comfort and hope.

A person who has never experienced depression can't understand it. Even if she has read countless psychological materials and heard countless descriptions from the other party, she can't feel the other party's despair in person.

Lu Yinbing spends an hour every night preparing for the run, and spends three hours running, lying on the bed half dead from exhaustion, and feels that he has already died once to counteract his suicidal thoughts.Most of the time, she would force herself to take a bath by herself, and sometimes Xia Yitong would hug her to take a bath when she couldn't get up. Once she carried Lu Yinbing into the bathtub, but after the other party sank all over, he dared not We used shower.

After that incident, Xia Yitong followed her almost every step of the way.

Sleeping intermittently during the day and unable to fall asleep at night, Xia Yitong followed her upside down day and night.One night when she was watching TV in the living room, Xue Yao heard a voice and came out of the room rubbing her eyes. Xia Yitong turned down the TV volume and said, "Is it disturbing you?"

Xue Yao shook her head: "No, I wake up at night."

She looked on the sofa, and there was a big doll rabbit with its back facing her. Sitting on the sofa, Xue Yao's eyes were wide open. She pointed and said in disbelief, "Lu Yinbing?"

Xia Yitong smiled and hugged the rabbit, "Yes, I think it's cute to dress up like this."

Lu Yinbing was expressionless.

I don't know if I didn't hear her or I didn't bother to care about her.

Xue Yao: "..."

She is old and doesn't understand the world of young people.

Lu Yinbing's condition during the day will be better. When he doesn't have seizures, he will chat with Xia Yitong for a long time. Most of the time, he will stay alone and not talk. He will sit by the sofa and read books. They are all psychological books, and the speed of turning a page very slow.Xia Yitong would open the shopping interface for her, buy books for her, read to her, and try to take her out to have a look. Nine out of ten times Lu Yinbing refused, but once she succeeded, she was very happy.Seeing her happy, even though Lu Yinbing didn't say anything, it was helpful to her psychologically.It is a wish of people with depression not to bring negative emotions to those around them.

It's also thanks to Xia Yitong being strong enough that she enjoys suffering every day. According to her theory, this is the time God gave them to be alone. After being together for so long, there has never been a time when they don't care about other things like this, and live in peace. Live an ordinary life together.

In addition to taking care of these two people, Xue Yao's role also has another notable function, which is to cover Xia Yitong.On average, the "announcement" is once every half a month, and it's all from the city, so you can go back and forth on the same day.

And with the arrival of dusk, her whole body's emotions will sink uncontrollably. The silence during the day is different from the silence at night. At night, there is a breath of death. She eats less and less dinner, and then she simply refuses No matter how much Xia Yitong coaxed him, he refused to eat the grains, nor lost his temper, and lay motionless on the sofa.Xia Yitong also came down day after day, couldn't help but say something serious, Lu Yinbing broke down and cried, Xia Yitong also cried.

After crying for less than three seconds, he covered his mouth, walked to the side to wash his face, took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions and came back. Lu Yinbing was still crying, tears streaming down his face, and he didn't wipe with a tissue.

Xia Yitong wiped her tears while talking to her, trying her best to make her happy.

I didn't eat dinner, and I didn't eat it for the next few nights.Xia Yitong has learned to be good, coax her to eat more in the afternoon, especially when she is in a better mood, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't eat at night.

One of Lu Yinbing's most common actions at night is to cover her ears with her hands, as if that would drive away the person talking next to her ear, and when it was serious, she would bang her head against the wall, Xia Yitong could only stop her from the last action, But there was no way to help her stop the voice in her ears.She had heard it before, and occasionally now, and could only get by with willpower.

Xia Yitong heard a method from the doctor. The biggest problem with depression is that the mind cannot be rested. The brain is kept under high pressure all the time, thinking about some things that are not self-denying. If you can focus on one thing For example, concentrate on eating when eating, force yourself to focus on the meal in front of you, and let your brain relax, it will be much better.

But it's easier said than done. Thinking is like a wild horse galloping at will. It doesn't go where you say it will go, and it doesn't stop if you let it stop.Xia Yitong played the role of supervising Lu Yinbing, once she saw that her gaze was starting to go blank, she would tap the chopsticks.

Lu Yinbing was forced to take a short mental break every day, and the effect of just a little rest time was remarkable.

Laiying returned to the capital at the end of March. The first thing he did when he returned to Beijing was to make an announcement. The second thing was to stay at Lu Yinbing's house. Before he even entered, he heard a thunderbolt from the blue sky.

She lived here for two weeks, and Xue Yao took the opportunity to return to the company to handle official business.When Laiying came, Xia Yitong didn't have to do stand-up comics alone, and made Lu Yinbing happy with Laiying. There was also the most pleasing entertainment - Fighting Landlords.

Even though Lu Yinbing's cards were played in a mess, Laiying and Xia Yitong still applauded her. The three of them won and lost, and Lu Yinbing won more and lost less.Once, Lu Yinbing almost caught the second king, and had a blast, but Laiying discovered a suspicious point, Xia Yitong had shuffled the cards several times.Asked afterward, Xia Yitong said that he found a middle-level expert to study card shuffling skills.

Laiying: "..."

It seems that after Lu Yinbing is ready to play again, Xia Yitong can no longer shuffle the cards.

One day when the sky was clear and cloudless, the three of them moved the little Maza outside the yard. Later, Maza was no longer there, and they simply sat on the lawn and played cards.Xia Yitong scooped up the cards quickly, Laiying clicked his tongue and looked up at the sky.

The first time he drew a card, Lu Yinbing caught the second king, a good start, and one person who robbed the landlord won two.

Lu Yinbing didn't get sick at the moment, he was no different from ordinary people, and said with a smile, "Give me the money."

Laiying threw herself into her arms: "I have no money, but I have a pair of clothes, why don't you sacrifice yourself?"

"Pretentious." Lu Yinbing pushed her away in disgust.

"I used to call her Xiao Tiantian when I accompanied him to watch the stars and watch the moon, but now that the newcomer is better than the old one, you can call him artificial." Laiying said.

Lu Yinbing pushed forward with his hand, and gave her a set of three in a row: "I'm not, I don't, don't talk nonsense."

Xia Yitong skillfully shuffled the cards and laughed beside him.

Laiying turned his eyes, and suddenly cast his gaze on Xia Yitong, Lu Yinbing suddenly had an ominous feeling in his heart. He had known Laiying for many years, and this look seemed to have a twisted mind.She hurriedly hugged Ying's shoulder, hooked her aside with a laugh, and asked in a low voice: "What do you want to say?"

Laiying said: "I didn't want to say anything." After speaking, he turned his head and smiled at Xia Yitong, who returned her smile.

Lu Yinbing: "I don't believe it, you better stop talking nonsense."

Laiying: "See what you said, am I that kind of person?"

Lu Yinbing: "You are, you are very much."

Laiying let out an "hey", right in her arms, "You say I am, then I have to be if I am not." She turned her face and said to Xia Yitong, "I have a lot of secrets about Lu Yinbing, do you want to listen to them? "

Lu Yinbing thinks about it, and she doesn't have anything to hold on to the other party. If it's the black history of her childhood that she said, it's okay to let Xia Yitong know about it. Who hasn't had a childhood of flying like dogs.

Laiying cleared her throat, stretched out a palm, handed it in front of Xia Yitong, tensed, "Come on, look at my hand."

"Yes, I see." Xia Yitong said.

"What is it like?"

"what?"

Lu Yinbing sensed a sense of familiarity from her movements, but couldn't remember what happened next.

Lai Ying smiled: "Look carefully at my hand, what is her current state, what does it look like?"

Xia Yitong stared at it for a while, then said, "Is it straight?"

Lai Ying: "I asked Lu Yinbing this question once, do you know what she said? She said it was five fingers, who the hell isn't five fingers, is it still six? She told me that there are six fingers people, such as "Six-fingered Qin Demon", and Xuanyuan with the severed finger."

Lu Yinbing's face darkened: "I didn't say Xuanyuan was severed."

Lai Yingbai her: "Then you are awesome, do you want me to applaud you?"

Lu Yinbing choked.

Xia Yitong couldn't help laughing.

Laiying continued to straighten his palm, and slowly hooked his four fingers downwards, asking Xia Yitong: "How is it now?"

Xia Yitong not only answered the questions, but also learned to ask the examiner: "Now it's bent. What did Lu Yinbing say?"

Lu Yinbing rushed over to cover Laiying's mouth, and said angrily, "You are not allowed to say that."

"Evil can't defeat justice." Laiying spit out her covered mouth, "She said it turned into a fist, you don't know how dull she is, I couldn't understand all the hints I made. In the end, if I hadn't asked Lou um--"

Xia Yitong laughed loudly, watching the two of them rolling on the ground, the sky in the distance was bright blue, and it was spring, and there were various colorful kites chasing each other in the sky.

At some point, Lai Ying finally revealed her head from Lu Yinbing's grip, and shouted loudly, "She got a nosebleed from watching pornographic movies! The blood keeps flowing! She also asked me for resources, uh... special Extraordinary resources! Don't be fooled by her little white flower appearance, big-tailed wolf, sensualist!"

Xia Yitong: "!!!"

A kite in the sky fell down and hung on the top of a tree.

Lu Yinbing yelled loudly on the ground, startling the ants and running away: "I'm going to kill you!"