Actresses in pairs [Entertainment]

After the family doctor's examination, he packed his things and went out. Xia Yitong was far away from him, so he got up and made way for him. The family doctor smiled at her, opened the door and closed it again.

With a soft click, the door closed.

The door is like another world.

Xia Yitong still sat far away, like an abandoned puppy.Lu Yinbing sat up, sighed, and waved to her: "Baby, come."

Xia Yitong watched her walk over and stopped in front of Lu Yinbing, Lu Yinbing stretched out his hands towards her, Xia Yitong took another step forward and hugged her in his arms.As if she had never hugged her in her life, her hands tightened so hard that she closed her eyes.

don't cry.

Don't cry.

Can't cry anymore.

Are you a crying bag?Don't cry!

She still cried, Xia Yitong felt that she had cried more than she had in the previous 26 years combined, and she was useless at all.

Lu Yinbing gently patted her on the back and coaxed her softly.

The more he coaxed, the more he couldn't coax him, but Lu Yinbing continued to coax him, without any impatience.

This is not her character, Xia Yitong also felt Lu Yinbing's abnormality when she was emotionally broken.I couldn't care less about crying when I was thinking about other things.The two didn't go to the desk, just sat on the soft couch, hugged and separated, with a distance of one person between them.

"I was sick, a very serious illness, I thought I could survive it, but I didn't, I failed." Lu Yinbing said.Her voice was plain and indifferent, but it took her three full months to say these words to Xia Yitong.

"En." Xia Yitong listened quietly without interrupting.

"The summer vacation is probably in July or August. I wanted to test my recovery, so I went out alone, in a place with not many people, but I don't know how it happened. I ran into an entertainment reporter. , she probably didn't squat on me on purpose, anyway, she just met me."

Xia Yitong was startled, she didn't know about this matter at all.

"When she rushed towards me, I was very scared and wanted to run away. I took a few steps back. She stopped me with a recording on her mobile phone and kept asking me questions. She said she saw a post on the forum and asked Did I stop filming because I couldn't remember the lines; asked me if I was going to quit the circle; asked me..." Lu Yinbing paused, and said, "There are so many questions, she made me feel like I was dying , There is a car on the road, I stand there, I really want to rush over and let the car hit me to death."

"What happened later?" Xia Yitong asked tremblingly, what was she doing at that time?She was running a publicity campaign outside, and Lu Yinbing was blocked by entertainment reporters outside alone, and almost died.

"It didn't happen, I smashed her phone later." Lu Yinbing shrugged meaninglessly.

Xia Yitong smiled, for the long-lost Lu Yinbing.

Xia Yitong asked: "Why is such a big thing not on the trending list?" She was afraid that she would not be able to get news from Lu Yinbing in time outside, and Xue Yao and the other party kept it from herself, asking Fang Hui to follow the news on the Internet for her .

Lu Yinbing said: "Suppress it. My father's relatives are all high-ranking military officials. Even Xue Yao doesn't know about this, let alone you."

The two of them seemed to be gossiping, and the atmosphere was not as heavy as imagined.

Lu Yinbing said: "From that day on, I found that I have feelings of resistance and disgust towards that circle, maybe it is because of my own failures, those who brought me glory in the past have turned into blood-sucking people in the blink of an eye. Poison. I recuperate at home, far away from that circle, don’t think about it, watch it or listen to it. But..."

She glanced at Xia Yitong.

Xia Yitong took her words with difficulty: "You can't avoid...me."

Lu Yinbing said, "Yes."

Xia Yitong is her lover, someone who will never leave her by her side.She shines in the circle she hates, and she is so good that people are jealous.

Xia Yitong said: "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Lu Yinbing tilted his head and looked at her with a smile, "This is my problem, not yours. If you do nothing because of me, will I be happy? No, I will feel even more uncomfortable, you are a phoenix above the nine heavens, and the king of birds who also grows wings from under his shoulders is worthy of you."

"You are." Xia Yitong said.

"No, I'm not." Lu Yinbing said, "It used to be, but it's not now. You don't know how I felt when I heard that you and Laiying were shortlisted. It was very dark. I hope you two fail and sink with me. Into the muddy swamp, every day I blame others, why me? Why am I the one who gets sick? Why is it me who fell from above? Did I do something heinous? Why me? How did I Becoming such a person? Why should I live? Thinking about a lot of useless messy questions."

Xia Yitong was about to speak, but was interrupted by Lu Yinbing: "You let me finish talking, and I will feel better after I finish. But I just became such a person, who makes me sick, sometimes I don't want to breathe , because it's so sick of myself, and because of my survival instinct, I have to breathe, lying on the floor like a stranded fish, panting like a broken bellows. I know better that this is not what I really want, just like you Knowing that what you see is hallucinating, but most of the time, there is no way to resist it, only to follow it forward, sinking into deeper despair."

Lu Yinbing raised his head and looked out the window, the blue sky was reflected in his eyes.

"The more you're around, the more I hate myself, you know? I look at you like I'm looking at a bright light, and I'm a big mess next to the light, and I'm close to you , will dirty you. Obviously I used to be light, I was your direction, but now? I'm jealous of you, madly jealous of you, every time I feel that I have this emotion, I feel nauseous , embarrassing, as if someone slapped me in the face in public, the humiliation is unbearable."

"I also know that communication is needed. I can talk about everything else, but this is the only thing I can't say."

Xia Yitong's body was tense, and his teeth were clenched tightly. It turned out that he was really the culprit of all this.

"Are you blaming yourself again?" Lu Yinbing opened her clenched fist, and stretched out one finger at a time, smoothed it out, and teased her with a smile, "Young man, it's dangerous for you to go on like this .”

Xia Yitong took a heavy breath, unable to laugh.

Lu Yinbing said: "I have said it many times, I am the one who is sick, I am the one who is dirty, you are fine, there is no problem at all, you are so good, so good that I don't know how to treat you, no matter what you do Feel owed."

Xia Yitong's eyes were red.

No, it was because she was too careless, thinking that the other party's illness was almost recovered, so careless, she kept showing off to her, breaking the ratings today, being shortlisted for an award tomorrow, and changing places, she couldn't bear it.It was she who relied on Lu Yinbing to love her and was confident.Does she really love Lu Yinbing?Does she have the qualifications to love her?Her love is just a piece of judgment to send her to the guillotine.

Lu Yinbing said, "I'm looking for you today..."

Xia Yitong sniffed and said, "I know."

"You know?" Lu Yinbing raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"I know." Xia Yitong said, "Let's be apart for a while, I'll wait for you to come back." I also want to take advantage of this time to find back how I loved you back then.

Lu Yinbing suddenly lost his voice.

Xia Yitong said: "I've thought about it, separation is the best choice."

Xia Yitong looked at her, and said happily in her heart: Fortunately, I mentioned it first, you must not have any psychological burden.I can't help you at all, and I should do the last and only thing I can do for you.

She even smiled.

Lu Yinbing also looked back at her, feeling pain in his heart.

Why was she still thinking about herself at this moment?She was not at fault from the beginning to the end of this matter, so why should she take responsibility for her mistakes without complaint or regret.

Lu Yinbing opened his mouth, his throat was dry, and he didn't make a sound. He rested his forehead on her shoulder wearily.

Xia Yitong asked: "What plan? Stay at home or go abroad?"

Lu Yinbing said: "Let's go abroad. There are fewer people who know me abroad, and I am farther away from this circle. I can calm down and recuperate."

Xia Yitong asked: "Who is going with you? Don't be alone, I'm worried about you."

Lu Yinbing replied: "My mother is with me. She just retired in the past two years. I asked her to apply for early retirement to accompany me to go abroad. I plan to check the memory problems in my mind while recuperating. It's a two-pronged approach."

"That's pretty good. I feel more at ease if my aunt is with you."

"I don't want her to go, she's still in a hurry with me. I'm showing off to my dad today. My dad is too busy with work and can't go. It's not a good thing. Her old man is so beautiful."

Xia Yitong smiled: "It's quite beautiful, I can see your pretty face every day."

"There are all photos on the Internet, and there are a lot of them at home. You can do whatever you want." Lu Yinbing heard what she meant, and replied with a hint.

Xia Yitong was silent for a while, curling her shoulder-length hair with her fingers, and asked clearly: "After going abroad, will you still contact me?"

"do not know."

"Oh." Xia Yitong looked at her small pinnae and white earlobes, and said in a low voice, "It's pretty good, you can recuperate in peace of mind, I'll be waiting for you."

One year, two years, three years... no matter how long.

"I will see you." Lu Yinbing said, seeing the years shining stars on you.

The room became very quiet, only the breathing of two people could be heard, Xia Yitong kissed her temples, and asked her: "When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow, I'm going to have a physical examination in the morning."

"Why do you need a physical examination?"

"Because it's cheap in China." Lu Yinbing made a joke, and Xia Yitong smiled cooperatively. No matter how beautiful the scenery is, it can't compare to her smiling eyes, "Then can I go with you tomorrow?"

"Okay." Lu Yinbing answered her.

Xia Yitong didn't speak for a long time, after a while, she said hoarsely: "Have I ever told you that I love you?"

"Said."

"Then listen to it again."

"You said."

"I love you."