Lose the lights and spend another night

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, three springs and autumns have passed.

Ever since my lord handed over Yingsheng to me to teach female celebrities in poetry and prose, my wife seldom came to ask about Yingsheng.It's probably because I ran into trouble with Yingsheng last time, and my lord didn't let it go in the end. Madam also understands that fighting with Yingsheng will only make you unhappy, so one more thing is worse than one less thing. You might as well turn a blind eye to Yingsheng and me. better.

On this day, the autumn air is crisp and the moon is as bright as water.

Yingsheng happily ordered the maids to move the screen into the courtyard, and sat behind the screen with a shadow puppet in her hands with a smile on her face.

I was afraid that she might catch a cold from the blowing wind, so I quickly walked behind the screen with a light robe in my arms, and covered her body gently.

Ying Sheng smiled at me with squinted eyes, patted the small stool beside her, and beckoned me to sit down.

I chuckled and sat down, and Yingsheng stuffed a doll over.

I took the puppet, but my gaze was fixed on the face of this bi-clothed puppet—she didn't have the left half of the eyebrows, just like me.

"Huanxi, I've come up with a new play recently, come and help me, I'll show it to you!" Yingsheng took my hand, and stuck the puppet in Tsing Yi on the screen.

I stared blankly at the puppet in blue, not knowing how to dance it.

"That's it, don't move! This is like you!"

After Yingsheng finished speaking with a smile, she let go of my hand.Excitedly, she lowered her head and picked up another doll, which was a doll in pink clothes with a beautiful smile.

"There is a Fairy Biye in Peach Blossom Mountain, she is the kindest person in the world."

I was startled, the corners of my mouth raised slightly, and I looked sideways at Ying Sheng—is she praising me?

Yingsheng's smiling eyes are like two crescent moons, warming people's heart, "One day, a little girl who was bullied by others fled to Peach Blossom Mountain and saw Fairy Biye. She found that Fairy Biye seemed to be more sad than her. .”

"Big sister, why are you so unhappy?" Ying Sheng moved the puppet and opened the mouth for the puppet.

I wanted to answer her, but I could only make a hoarse "ahah" sound.

"No hurry, no hurry, you write to me, I can understand." Yingsheng moved the doll's hand, touched the head of the doll in my hand, very similar to my usual actions to her.

I freed up one hand, and Yingsheng also freed up the other. When my fingertips landed on her palm, she suddenly grabbed my hand and said with a narrow smile: "Big sister, I miss you. Guess why you are unhappy!"

I looked at her in astonishment.

"In my heart, big sister, you are not ugly at all, your eyebrows..." Yingsheng let go of my hand, gently stroked the tip of my left eyebrow with fingertips, "I can help you look better! "

My heart warmed, and I stared at her blankly.

She took out an eyebrow pencil that she had prepared a long time ago from her bosom, and said with a smile: "Huanxi, don't get out of the way. From today onwards, I will draw your eyebrows for you!" He leaned closer to me, smiled triumphantly, "I've practiced for quite a while!"

thrush……

I watched her getting closer and closer to me for a moment, and the faint fragrance of her body rushed towards my face, which made my mind flutter for no reason, and my cheeks became hot involuntarily.

Yingsheng, yingsheng, do you know what the meaning of thrush is?

There is only one person in this world who can paint my eyebrows for a lifetime, and that is my husband.

But, how can I have a husband?

Thinking of this level, I quickly withdrew my thoughts, subconsciously grabbed her hand, lowered my face, and shook my head.

She is my Missy, and will always be my Missy!

I warned myself, for fear that my gaffe just now would be discovered by Yingsheng.

"Huanxi..." Yingsheng hasn't seen me so displeased for a long time, she was a little flustered, and quickly explained, "I don't mean to dislike you, Huanxi, really, really, I really don't dislike you at all mean!"

She said "really" three times in a row, how could I be angry with her?I let go of her hand, smiled slightly, shook my head, took her other hand, bowed my head and wrote - it's late at night, it's time to rest.

Ying Sheng pouted, at the age of 13, her brows and eyes had grown a lot, and she looked more and more like the young lady back then.

"You promise me not to be angry, and I will go to rest!"

I nodded, smiling a little more than before.

Yingsheng seemed to see through my forced smile, she wrapped my arms around my arms, and leaned on my shoulder almost half alone, "Huanxi, don't be angry, okay?"

I was afraid that if she sat on the small stool crookedly, she would fall on the edge of the screen. I wanted to straighten her body, but I didn't expect that this force would cause me to sit on the small stool crookedly, and my center of gravity became unsteady, so I fell towards the screen.

"Huanxi!"

I only heard Ying Sheng exclaim, I was supposed to protect her head, but instead she protected my head with her hand, and slammed into the screen hard.

"boom!"

The screen fell to the ground, and Yingsheng also gasped in pain.

The maids quickly surrounded me and helped Yingsheng and me up.

As soon as I stood firm, I stretched out my hand to hold Yingsheng's hand, only to see that the back of her hand was hit with a big bruise, my heart was slightly sore, and I quickly pointed to Xiaoge, signaling to go in and I will give her medicine .

Yingsheng looked at me with a smile and shook his head, "Go down, Huanxi will take care of me, I'm fine." After she finished speaking, she looked down at the screen and dolls on the ground, "Clean up all these .”

"Yes, miss." The two maids nodded, bent down and began to tidy up these things.

I led Yingsheng into the small pavilion and asked her to sit obediently by the couch. I took out a small medicine box from the closet, and there were some simple wound medicines in it.

I walked quickly to her body, squatted down, frowned and blew at the bruised area, hating myself for being so stupid and hurting her.

"Huanxi, I don't hurt, really." Yingsheng's fingertips caressed my frowning brows, like a warm wind blowing through a pool of spring water, instantly smoothing out all the ripples, making people feel inexplicable crisp.

I looked up and looked at her in shame and shook my head.

"Huanxi, look, I can protect you now, I'm not a child anymore."

I didn't expect Yingsheng to say this to me, I was stunned, but Yingsheng held her hand tightly.

"Huanxi..." Yingsheng gently moved her fingertips between my eyebrows towards the tip of my left eyebrow, her eyes were filled with distress, "I remember all the good things you did to me..."

The strength is neither heavy nor light, but it is enough to make countless waves in the lake of my heart, which cannot be calmed down for a moment.

I grabbed her hand almost in a panic, lowered my head and wrote in her palm - don't mess around, wait until I give you the medicine.

"it is good……"

The corner of Yingsheng's mouth pursed. Although I didn't dare to look up at her, I could clearly feel her eyes falling on my face like that. I don't even know how rosy my ears are at the moment?

How could Yingsheng not find out?

I gently applied the wound medicine to the back of her hand, carefully, for fear of hurting her again.

At this moment, I clearly found that to me, Yingsheng is not just the eldest lady I guard, yes, not only...

After a moment of absence, I suddenly came back to my senses and told myself, what happened to me?

She is the master, and I'm just a maidservant, how can I have these unwanted thoughts?

"Huanxi..."

Hearing her call me suddenly, I quickly raised my eyes to look at her.

She frowned, pouted slightly and said, "This medicine...it hurts..."

I nodded slightly, lowered my head and pulled the back of her hand closer, and blew gently. When I looked at her again, I found that the smile on her face flashed in a panic.

"It still hurts..." Ying Sheng frowned again.

I chuckled and shook my head, lowered my head, and kept blowing on the back of her bruised hand, unaware of how bright the smile on Yingsheng's face was at this moment.

Maybe, something is really different.

For me, and for Yingsheng, everything is different.

In two years' time, Yingsheng's 15th birthday will be the day when she will marry Ji.Many years ago, I was looking forward to the arrival of that day, but at this moment, I am actually a little afraid of the arrival of that day.

After reaching Ji, someone came to propose marriage.

Soon, Yingsheng, just like the eldest lady back then, began to care for her husband and teach her children, and she will live her whole life.

No one has ever brought a 30-year-old maid as a dowry maid. Once Yingsheng leaves the cabinet, I have no reason to stay in Shen's mansion. I will never see Yingsheng, and I will never be able to take care of Yingsheng.

Thinking of this, unprecedented sadness surged up like a wild wave, engulfing my heart in an instant, leaving only a deep sense of suffocation.

I felt a little sour and suffocated, and lost my mind for a moment, tears welled up in my eyes and dripped on the back of Yingsheng's hand.

"Huanxi, why are you crying?" Yingsheng held my cheeks and rubbed them lightly, "Stop blowing, it must be sour? I'll just rub it for you, Just knead it."

I sniffed, shook my head, grabbed her hand, and wrote in her palm—it's okay, I just want to take good care of you.

Yingsheng smiled sweetly, "I also want to take good care of you, so you have to take care of yourself too!" After finishing speaking, Yingsheng touched my temples, "I want to grow up quickly, and you will grow old slowly , I can take good care of you!"

What kind of heartwarming nonsense is this?

The hot tears that I finally held back poured out of my eyes again. Is there anyone in this world who grows old slowly?I smiled with tears in my eyes, stretched out my hand and scratched the tip of her nose, lowered my head and wrote in her palm—nonsense!

Yingsheng also stretched out his hand to scratch the tip of my nose, and wiped away the hot tears from the corners of my eyes, "I'm not talking nonsense to everyone, Huanxi, I'm ashamed, I'm still crying at such an adult!"

I made her laugh at me.

I couldn't help laughing even deeper, wiped my tears myself, took a few breaths in succession, and then wrote - don't cry.

"This is my obedient Huanxi!" Yingsheng smiled victoriously, she helped me up with her own hands, stood up herself, raised her hands flat, and said with a smile, "Huanxi is obedient, and I am obedient, come on, Undress me, I'm going to rest."

I smiled and nodded, and helped her untie the outer dress with my own hands, and hung it on the hanger. When I turned around, I saw that she had already untied the belt of the inner dress.

I took a deep breath and turned my back quickly.

Yingsheng glanced at me quietly, lowered her head with a smile, took off her underwear, and put it on the couch. She didn't speak until she walked to the bed and pulled down the curtain, "Huanxi, I'm asleep."

Hearing the sound of the quilt, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and picked up the underwear on the couch - there was still a lingering warmth on it, and inadvertently, I saw an embroidered word on the corner of the underwear .

"The creek."

My heart beat suddenly quickened, I took several deep breaths one after another, and then I recovered, quickly hung up my underwear, retreated to the side hall where I rested, and fell down on the small couch where I usually rest.

Could it be the "xi" in my name?

Or, Yingsheng already has another "river" in his heart?

This night is destined to be sleepless.

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