Lose the lights and spend another night

The boy who was originally planning to go to Jingyu Nunnery to pick up the two young ladies was called back by an adult on the way, and arranged for two women and several maidservants to stay with Yingsheng and Yingyan in Jingyu Nunnery for a few more days.

The house is really too messy, adults need some time to tidy it up, and also think about something, so that I can explain to Ying Sheng and Ying Yan what is the reason for suddenly abandoning his wife?

After the class started, Cao Feng did not come to Shen's residence to bother him.The adult finally breathed a sigh of relief. When he returned home, he saw the 12-year-old young master kneeling in the vestibule, his eyes red from crying.

"Daddy! I want to visit my mother, please..." The young master kowtowed heavily to the adults, even though everyone said that his mother was not a good person, but in the heart of the young master Yuan Sheng, the wife is definitely a good mother.

"You should stay in the school well and learn more sensible articles, so that you won't go astray and harm others and yourself in the future." The adult helped him before walking, but after the young master grabbed the adult's hand, there was nothing wrong with him. To withdraw the request.

"But my husband has always taught me that filial piety is the first thing to do. No matter how wrong my mother is, she is also my mother. I just want to go and see her, just take a look... Daddy... Yuan Sheng knows that this time it is my mother's fault." ..." Yuan Sheng cried out in tears, "Mother always loves me, she must miss me very much at this moment, Daddy..."

"That's all..." Nian Zai Yuansheng has such a heart, how can the adults harden their hearts and refuse?So, the lord ordered the two young servants to accompany the young master to visit his mother in the government prison.

Yuan Sheng kowtowed several times, and then hurriedly followed the boy to the prison.

Although my lord placed me in the east courtyard to recuperate, and specially ordered the servant girl not to disturb my rest as much as possible, but I know that the better the lord treats me, the more gossips and gossips about me and lord will be in this courtyard.

Although the east courtyard is clean, it is still a place for adults to rest. Although I am a righteous sister recognized by adults, I am an outsider after all. How can I live here to recuperate in a dignified way?

"grown ups."

"Have you taken care of Huanxi to recuperate as the doctor said?"

"Everything was done as the doctor ordered. Miss Huanxi just took the medicine and is resting."

"I'm going to see her..."

At first, I heard the voices of the adults and the maidservants outside the door, I quickly sat up on the bed, and knelt down the moment the adults opened the door.

"Huanxi, why are you doing this?" The adult walked over quickly, trying to help me up.

I firmly held down the adult's hand and kept shaking my head.

My lord couldn't resist me, so he had to withdraw his hand.

I knelt down and moved to the side of the lord's desk, picked up a pen and wrote a sentence on the white paper - servants and maids should not stay in the mansion anymore, lest the lord be criticized by others.

I turned around and held up the white paper with both hands, and kowtowed three times to the adults.

"Now, who am I afraid of criticizing?" The lord pulled the paper from my hand and tore it to pieces, "I should have given you a title long ago. I have been the one who has let you down all these years."

My body trembled, and I quickly turned around and wrote another sentence—my lord, be careful, slaves have never had such unreasonable thoughts!

The lord took a deep breath, and he smiled bitterly, like a wounded lonely beast, "Just pretend I have...can it work?" It was the first time I heard an lord so humble, and I was a little confused.

When the adult put his hands on my shoulders, he continued in a sad voice: "In this life, I always regret. I want to grow old with Sheng Niang, but Sheng Niang refuses to wait for me... I want to treat her as a guest I want to live my whole life, but she insists on making the house restless... I want to protect you for the rest of my life, but you almost died because of me... Some things, I am really afraid, Huanxi, you will be fulfilled Once I fall into the twilight, okay?"

What else can I do but shake my head?Yes, I can still kowtow, twice if I can’t do it once, and three times if I can’t kowtow twice, if I kowtow to death, maybe I can also be liberated.

It's just, my Yingsheng... what will she do in the future?

"And Sheng'er...she has loved you like her biological mother since she was a child...except for you, I really don't know who else can really love her and cherish her..."

The words of an adult stabbed hard in my heart.

Yes, I don't know anyone else who loves her as much as I do, but she doesn't treat me like a biological mother, and I don't treat her like a daughter.

I am in love with her, just like a man and a woman, but far better than the love between a man and a woman.

The word "Yingsheng" has already penetrated deeply into the depths of my bone marrow. Apart from her, my heart can no longer accommodate another person.

"Huanxi..." The lord no longer allowed me to kowtow, he suddenly pulled me up fiercely, and hugged me tightly in his arms, he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm really scared... I'm afraid someone will harm me again My child, harm you... No one in the Shen family will have any accidents, Huanxi, do you understand? If I don't accept you as a concubine, how will you gain a foothold in this family in the future? You are such a good girl... How can I Can you hear those gossips hurting you? Just think of it as yourself... Huanxi! You... What are you doing? Let go... let go!"

Why don't I understand what your lord said?

I'm just a dowry girl, and my lord is the master. If he wants to marry me by force, how can I not obey?It's just... I can't bear to feel sad, because I have grievances with adults, fathers and daughters!

If mine is dead, Yingsheng is still young, and the sadness will fade in a few years, and it will be better than fighting with my father for a lifetime, and I will poke my heart every day.

I'm sorry, Yingsheng, but now I have only one way to go.

When I bit my tongue hard, the bone-piercing pain made me tremble suddenly, and my face turned pale instantly.

The adult noticed my strangeness and looked down to see the bleeding from the corner of my mouth. He panicked and clamped my cheeks fiercely, not allowing me to bite down further.

"Your temperament...why is exactly the same as Sheng Niang back then!" The adult said in fear, and suddenly burst into tears, "You are forcing me...Huanxi...even you are pushing me..."

I lowered my head not to look at him, but the adults forced me to look at him.

"That's it! That's it! That's it!" The adult's complaints disappeared the moment he saw the tears on my face, and he continued tremblingly, "I won't force you anymore... let's just pretend that I said something stupid today... You did some stupid things... Take care of yourself, okay?" After a pause, he shook his head and sighed, "I don't know how to explain to Yan'er about Madam's matter, if you have any troubles, how can I tell you? Sheng'er explain?" After finishing speaking, he finally let go of my cheeks, and sighed, "When you feel better, you can go to Jingyu Nunnery."

Yes, now I only have that one place to go.

I obediently bowed three times to the adults again, and knocked my head three times heavily.

The lord suppressed the tears in his eyes, "I don't want Sheng'er to misunderstand, it's me, my father, who forced you to go, so... you'd better wait for Sheng'er to come back before going."

I nodded, if I didn't say goodbye to Ying Sheng in person, what would Ying Sheng think of my lord?

"You... just rest and recuperate..." The lord looked at me deeply again, he walked out with a flick of his sleeves, and after closing the door, he told the girl outside, "Go get some hemostatic medicine, so I can serve Huan. Creek."

"Yes, my lord."

To become a monk, to cut off all worldly ties.

I can break everything, but I can't break my feelings for Yingsheng.

The wound was painful, and my heart was also painfully painful. Suddenly, a bloody smell rushed into my throat. I couldn't help coughing violently, and spit out a mouthful of dazzling blood foam.

There will always be many involuntary things in life, and there will be many changes.

That night, the news came that the wife had committed suicide, and along with it, there was also the young master Yuan Sheng who was convulsing but couldn't wake up.

My lord hastily asked the yamen servant, what happened?The yamen servant said that as soon as the young master entered the prison, he saw the body of his wife who had crashed into the wall and died. The blood on the half wall was really frightening.The young master let out a miserable cry, and became unconscious as he is now.

"What crime did my Shen family commit?!"

The lord was about to faint, but the housekeeper promptly supported the lord who was about to collapse, and persuaded him: "My lord is sorry, the young master's life is the most important thing now!"

Shen Yuansheng was the only male in the Shen family, if something happened to him, the Shen family would really be over.

My lord came back to his senses, and invited several famous doctors from Lin'an City to treat Yuan Sheng overnight, but the words he got were similar, they were all just the same sentence - the son was frightened too much, and he got madness, this disease is really difficult to cure. Doctor.

"Bitch! I really... shouldn't be soft-hearted towards you! Even if you go... you still want to take away my Yuansheng! You have such a vicious heart!" The adults couldn't help but curse, but what's the point of cursing? use?

People are gone, and children are crazy.

The whole Shen family is now gloomy, what evil did they do?There is such a karma?

"My lord, it's not good..."

When the boy at the door rushed to report, the lord sat on the ground slumped, and asked in a deep voice, "What happened again?"

"Eldest... Missy is back!"

"Sheng'er?!"

Yingsheng is back, but he is alone.

"Daddy!" When Yingsheng came up to her, the adult looked at her face that seemed familiar, and felt a pain in his heart.

"Didn't Daddy let you and Yan'er stay in the nunnery for a few more days?"

"How can I pray quietly in the nunnery after such a big incident happened at home?" Ying Sheng supported the lord, she looked at her old father with red eyes, "If I didn't hear a few women in the nunnery chatting, I would I don't know that my mother is so vicious... how can I let my father resist these things alone?"

"You come back alone, and you won't let the girl follow you. If something happens along the way, what will you ask Dad to do?" Nothing more can happen."

"It will be fine, Uncle Wu who sent me back. When I lived in Jingyu Nunnery the year before last, Huanxi and I helped his daughter-in-law embroider hundreds of cloths. They are all good people." Yingsheng explained hastily After saying a word, she held the adult's hand and said, "Daddy, I'm not a child anymore. From now on, let me help Daddy support the family, okay?"

"Okay..." The lord squeezed Yingsheng's hand tightly with tears in his eyes. For a moment, the lord felt that although he lost so much today, as long as Yingsheng is still there, everything can be done again.

As far as adults are concerned, maybe I can also reconsider, whether to become a monk or a concubine?

The author has something to say: the story continues, of course, some things are not that simple.