Lose the lights and spend another night

Back at Jingyu Nunnery, after I bandaged my fingers, I started digging in the hut. Yuan Sheng looked at me from the side, and occasionally asked me, "Huanxi, what are you digging?"

Every time I would smile at him, get up and walk over, and write on his white paper—Taoyuan.

"But shouldn't Taoyuan be in Wuling?" Yuan Sheng tilted his head, puzzled.

But I laughed more happily. The young master remembered "The Story of Peach Blossom Spring". It seems that Yingsheng was right to send him here. There is no shadow of Shen's residence here, so he will not always remember his wife's appearance when she died. He will always have a The day will get better.

I touched his head, didn't explain it, just put down my pen and continued digging.

I don't have much time, because I heard the news very soon, the adults agreed to Cao Feng's marriage proposal, and the date was quickly settled, it was Yingsheng's birthday, early spring.

There is not much time given to me, because I don't know when Yingsheng will come, so I have to prepare the Taoyuan where I send Yingsheng sooner.

Winter is finally over, and Yingsheng hasn't been to Jingyu Nunnery the whole winter, maybe it's because she was banned from the mansion by adults, or maybe she's afraid of seeing me sad.

It's getting closer and closer to Yingsheng's birthday, and I know that I can't wait any longer.

So, I lied that the young master was seriously ill and wanted to see her sister, and wrote a letter to Yingsheng, but after waiting for several days, I still haven't waited for Yingsheng's arrival.

I became more and more anxious, and sent many letters to Yingsheng one after another, but it was like a stone sinking into the sea without a wave.

If she doesn't come again, what should I do?

Only three days away, she will marry Cao Feng.If everything is a foregone conclusion, the price I pay will be in vain. I can only hurt Yingsheng again, but it won't help.

Finally, that night, Ying Sheng came.

She brought a few maids and said that before she got married, she wanted to stay here with her younger brother for three days, so she sent the maids back first, and made an appointment to come here to pick her up the night before the wedding.

It was probably because the adults were afraid that Yingsheng would escape, or Cao Feng was worried that Yingsheng would escape. Although the maids left Jingyu Nunnery, there were many government servants outside Jingyu Nunnery.

This nunnery is an isolated city, and no one can escape. I know the result clearly, so I secretly dug out this "Taoyuan" to give Yingsheng a chance to escape from the shackles.

I had told Yuan Sheng in advance that no information about "Taoyuan" should be revealed to Ying Sheng, so Yuan Sheng always looked at me strangely, and then at Ying Sheng, wanting to say something, but Bi Sheng didn't dare to say anything?

"Huanxi, it's rare for me to come out, so you can stay with me for two days, okay?" Yingsheng told me when he saw me.

I nodded, no matter what she did, I would naturally agree, because these two days are also the last two days I can be with her in my life.

Like an agreement, none of us mentioned a word about her marriage.

She finally ate the vegetables I grew in the small hut. She ate a lot of mouthfuls with a smile, but held back the tears in her eyes and said with a smile: "Huanxi, the vegetables you grow are so delicious! It's still my younger brother I am lucky to be able to eat for so long." As she spoke, she patted Yuan Sheng's head, "Yuan Sheng, you need to get better soon, after my sister gets married, the Shen family still depends on you."

Yuan Sheng looked at Ying Sheng with half understanding, took her arm, and shook it gently, "It's good to have a sister..."

"Fool..." Yingsheng looked at me, and said with a smile, "Why are you so stupid? I will eat all the dishes for this table?" After she finished speaking, she shook her chopsticks, just like she did back then, "All the rules are broken from me today! Come on, let's have a good meal like a family."

Ok.

I endured the sourness in my heart, and took a slice of vegetables for Yingsheng.

Yingsheng picked it up tremblingly, and took a small bite, as if it was delicious, "It's delicious!" She said, and she also took a piece for me, "Huanxi, you can eat it too."

"Sister... I want to eat too..." Yuan Sheng looked at Ying Sheng eagerly.

"Okay, big sister will clip it for you."

Unexpectedly, I and Yingsheng thought of it together and got the same dish.

She and I looked at each other with a tearful smile, but didn't intend to let go of the chopsticks. We put the dish into Yuan Sheng's bowl together, put down the chopsticks at the same time, and rubbed Yuan Sheng's head pamperingly.

Yuan Sheng looked at us in surprise, and Ying Sheng smiled and said, "Look, Yuan Sheng, the eldest sister didn't lie to you? Huanxi is a good person, right? Look, she loves Yuan Sheng just like the eldest sister, yes wrong?"

Yuan Sheng nodded.

Yingsheng looked at me meaningfully, lowered her head, and took a sip of porridge, but I could clearly see the tears rolling down her cheeks.

I dare not expose her, I am afraid that I will be like her, unable to hold back tears.

Suddenly the atmosphere fell silent, so quiet that only our slow breathing could be heard,

After dinner, I started to clean up the dishes, and Ying Sheng also started to clean up.

I quickly pressed her hand and shook my head.

Yingsheng also shook her head, she looked at me with red eyes, and said with a smile, "You are not allowed to stop me, I have never cleaned up the dishes, and I have never washed the dishes, I will learn everything today."

That's right, Yingsheng will always know these things in the future.

I acquiesced to her and let go of her hand with a smile, but she grabbed my hand and said with a slight smile, "You have to teach me."

I nodded.

So, we put away the bowls and chopsticks together, fetched a bucket of well water outside the hut, and washed the bowls and chopsticks together.

I often secretly look at Yingsheng, she learns very carefully, just like I just taught her to write.I would also secretly yearn for this to be what our future looks like, even if this future will never come.

This moment is enough.

After washing the dishes, I accompanied Ying Sheng to lull Yuan Sheng to sleep, and then I led Ying Sheng to the meditation room.

In Jingyu Temple in early spring, there are unknown small flowers along the road, which are very bright, white, yellow and yellow, and they are always full of vitality.

"Huanxi, my feet are sore." Yingsheng suddenly smiled and stopped.

I couldn't help laughing, walked up to Yingsheng, and squatted down.

"I knew that you would always spoil me." Ying Sheng proudly lay on my body, asking me to carry her on my back.

It seems that I haven't carried her on my back for a long time.

I didn't even think that she was so thin, so thin that she was a bit pesky.

"Huanxi, the moonlight over there is beautiful, can you take me there?" Yingsheng suddenly pointed to the depths of the flowers.

OK, what's wrong?

I walked over with her on my back. If it was possible, where would she want me to carry her? Where would I carry her?

I don't care who says I don't obey the rules.

As long as I can recite the Yingsheng, as long as I can still recite the Yingsheng.

"Haha, Huanxi, it's really beautiful here!" Yingsheng let out a happy cry on my back, but suddenly pouted again, "It's just a pity that I didn't bring the glazed lantern, otherwise the lantern would be here Take a walk, and you will laugh even in your dreams!"

I turned my face slightly, and gently rubbed her cheek.

"Huanxi is fine, I know, I just suddenly miss the glazed lantern we won together." Yingsheng hugged my neck tightly, and said softly, "Huanxi, if you can talk, you should have How great, we can have a good talk in these two days, and say everything we want to say..."

My heart tugged hard.

Seeing my frown, she quickly smoothed it for me, she smiled and said: "Don't frown! In fact, even if you can't speak, I know what you want to say to me?"

I know……

Yingsheng came down from my back, she walked in front of me, opened my palm, bowed her head and wrote - No matter how beautiful the flowers and plants here are, they are not as beautiful as my Huanxi.

Talk nonsense again.

With a smile, I scratched the tip of her nose, held her palm, and replied—you should be so happy every day.

Yingsheng nodded and asked: "Is it true that if I did it, you will do it too?"

I nodded.

Yingsheng smiled and took my hand, kissed it, and seemed to find the scar on my index finger, she asked distressedly: "When did you get hurt here?"

How can I tell her that I have been to Shen's mansion, and I have begged my lord?

I continued to laugh, and slowly wrote in her palm—bitten by a cauliflower snake in the field.

"Ah! That must be very painful, very painful..." She blushed, kissed my fingertips again, and blew on my fingertips, "Where is that snake? I must kill it! You vent your anger!"

But I laughed, held her face in my arms, and shook my head.

Yingsheng also held my face, and her smile became wider, "I suddenly want to become a cauliflower snake." So she looked around, and it was already late at night. Not for anyone else.

This time, before she took the initiative to kiss me, I kissed her lips first.

Inch by inch, I took the initiative to rub her lips, poked my tongue to pry her lips open, and held the back of her head, turning all my reluctance, all my greed, and all my affection into This almost suffocating kiss was branded on her lips.

I don't need to say anything, Ying Sheng can understand.

When there was a faint salty taste between my lips and teeth, I couldn't tell whether it was her tears or mine.Backing away slightly, I allowed each other to breathe for a moment, and also allowed each other to smile at each other, to see each other clearly, and to remember clearly.

How nice would it be if the moon was always there tonight, and if the sun wouldn't rise tomorrow morning?

idiot's dream...

Now I truly understand what an idiot is, but I want to be this idiot without complaint or regret.

"Huanxi...you don't abide by the rules..." Yingsheng put her arms around my neck, rubbed the back of my neck lightly with her little finger, she shyly scolded me.

I smiled with tears in my eyes. I cut my hair for her and cultivated Buddha for her. She is my clear rules and precepts.

"But I like it..." she finished in a shy voice, and kissed my lips again. This time, she kissed me more obsessively, more relentlessly, and more insatiably than I did.

Just this time, just this night, let me be presumptuous for once.

Even if I don't want to grow old, I am destined to be the one who goes before you, Yingsheng, take care.

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