Lose the lights and spend another night

In order to let Yingsheng rest more comfortably, the abbot specially cleaned up a meditation room for Yingsheng to rest for two days.

This night, I was the same as the old days, fetching water for her to wash, as if returning to the original me and her.Those days were quiet and comfortable, without so much involuntary control and helplessness as today.

Yingsheng sat on the edge of the bed, her feet were slightly swinging, she smiled and watched me bring a basin of hot water and put it at her feet.

"Huanxi..." She stretched out her foot suddenly, "Help me..."

I nodded with a smile, gently took off her shoes and white socks, immersed her feet in hot water, and kneaded her gently.

"Comfortable..." Yingsheng propped herself up comfortably, and said with a smile, "Huanxi, give me more squeezes, okay?"

How can it be bad?

I nodded again and kneaded for her carefully.

"Huanxi, what kind of Xifu do you like?" Yingsheng asked me suddenly, the word "Xifu" is undoubtedly a steel needle, which made my heart ache instantly.

The smile froze on my face and I shook my head.

But Yingsheng stretched out his hand and refused to obey me, "No, you have to tell me, quickly, write to me."

I stared blankly at her smiling face, sighed heavily, wiped my hands, and slowly wrote in her palm—red, embroidered with butterflies, all in pairs.

"It seems that Huanxi is the same as what I like!" Yingsheng seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, she took my hand, let me sit beside her, and leaned on my shoulder, "I hate those embroidered The mandarin ducks are like two wild ducks, but they are also beautiful as butterflies, they have wings, and they can fly wherever they want."

I pursed my lips slightly and nodded.

Yingsheng continued to laugh and said, "Huanxi, can you not turn off the lights tonight?"

I nodded.

"Turn out the lights, and I won't be able to see you..."

I felt a little choked up, took her hand, and wrote slowly—OK.

Yingsheng happily sat up straight, as if thinking of something, lowered her head and wrote my name on my left palm - Huanxi.

"You also write my name on my right palm!"

I smiled and nodded, and wrote her name on her right palm——Shen Yingsheng.

She suddenly clasped my left hand with her right hand, and put her palms together, she proudly said: "Look, as long as we don't let go from now on, you and I will always be together."

lies……

My heart was so warm, I held her hand tightly and nodded.

Yingsheng touched my temple with her left hand, she couldn't help laughing and said, "Huanxi, look at you, your hair has grown back and hurt your hands."

I chuckled dumbly and shook my head.

"Don't shave anymore..." Yingsheng looked at me seriously, "I haven't seen you with black hair for a long time..."

If you want to see it, I will grow my hair.

I nodded.

Yingsheng took the opportunity to hold my face, and said with a smile: "Huanxi today is silly and always likes to nod, but ah, I like the obedient Huanxi." She snuggled into my arms , lying on my heart, listening to my heartbeat, she just felt a little stunned, "Huanxi, you have to remember what I said."

I nodded.

"Don't forget a word."

I nodded again.

"Huanxi, hug me..."

I stretched out my arms and hugged her body tightly, Yingsheng pushed me down on the bed, she lay on my chest, gently rubbing against me nostalgicly, like a kitten returning home, again and again, let People can't help feeling pity secretly.

"I'm so tired, Huanxi."

She has lost so much weight, she must have suffered a lot in the Shen family.

I hugged her body distressedly, wanting her to know that if she feels tired with me tonight, she can take a good rest, and I will always be there.

How long has it been since he fell asleep with her in his arms?I don't know, the only thing I know is that this is the countdown of my tender night with her. I only hope that after falling asleep tonight, I can dream of her smiling at me carefree.

God still treats me very well.

I dreamed of patches of peach blossom forests, with pink peach petals falling down one by one.

In the depths of the peach blossom forest, there is a vegetable bed, where radishes, cabbages, and pumpkins are grown, but besides me, there are also sheng.

I saw her bending over to pour water, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, smiling so freely.

"Huanxi, we will definitely have a good harvest this year!" She said with a smile when she saw me approaching.

I smiled and nodded, stepped forward to take the bucket and wooden ladle from her hand, put them aside, took her hand and sat on the field ridge.

Blooming brilliantly along the field ridges are those small wild flowers that cannot be named, white and yellow clusters stretching out, very beautiful.

Yingsheng leaned her head on my shoulder, pointed to the peach forest in the distance, and said with a smile: "Huanxi, look, the peach blossoms over there are so beautiful!"

I grabbed her hand, pointed at her, and wrote in the palm of her other hand - this side is more beautiful.

Yingsheng shyly put her arms around my neck, leaned forward, and gently rubbed the tip of her nose against mine, "My Huanxi is even more beautiful, you know, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen !"

I laughed dumbfounded, and kissed Yingsheng lightly and presumptuously.

Ying Sheng's smile became stronger, she kissed me back, and said with a smile: "Are you just kissing your husband like this? This lady tells you, it's not... not enough!"

I don't know enough...

I also know that as long as Yingsheng says such words, I will definitely be kissed by her and my red lips will be slightly swollen, but I am willing to accept such punishment.

With you in this life, do you know how happy I am?

"Huanxi... let me teach you... what is the way to be a wife?" Ying Sheng's voice was slightly hoarse, but also provocative. Her fingers quietly tore off my belt and slipped into the under my clothes.

I accepted her caress calmly, and calmly let my body become hot.

Yingsheng, as long as you are by my side every day, you can do anything to me.

I would like to give you everything, because you are all my happiness.

Pieces of peach blossoms fell on her and me, and the hickey marks on my body, against the background of the peach petals, were a little bright red.

"Huanxi...call me again..."

"Eee... ee... Sheng..."

"Heh...Huan...xi..."

"Sheng... well..."

The dream will wake up eventually, but the breath of reality remains.

Perhaps, last night was not a dream at all, because I woke up and found that my body was covered with lingering hickey marks, and there was another place with a different taste.

I pursed my lips and smiled lightly, and hugged Yingsheng who was in the same disheveled clothes tightly in my arms, and kept her tender for a while, just hug her again like this, and warm her again.

"Last night, you called me so many times..." Yingsheng woke up slowly, her little finger circled my heart, tickling me, "I thought...you couldn't hear those voices... "

I grabbed her little finger, opened her palm, and wrote slowly——If you want to hear it, I will give it to you anytime.

Yingsheng looked at me in surprise, "What if I still want to hear it now?"

I shyly kissed her forehead, took her hand and came under my clothes.

But Yingsheng took my hand and drew it back, pressed it tightly to her heart, and beat it lightly three times, she smiled happily: "I'm not greedy...I'm afraid..."

I raised my eyebrows slightly, wondering what she was afraid of?

But she didn't intend to continue, she just pressed her smile tightly against my heart, and murmured: "I want to... sleep a little longer... sleep a little longer and get up... we should wash up..."

I nodded, hugged her tightly, and took a nap with Yingsheng for a while.

Maybe people are like this, the more afraid of losing something, the easier it is to lose something, the more you want to slow down time, the faster time will go.

After lunch, Yingsheng and I hadn’t walked for long before the sun started to set.

"Huanxi, you must have never eaten the tea I brewed, have you?" Yingsheng asked me with a smile while holding my hand.

I nodded, took her hand, and wrote - you must have never tasted a kind of wild tea here.

"Then... If you make a pot for me tonight, I'll make a pot for you too?" Yingsheng suggested joyfully.

I smiled and nodded.

So, after dinner, in the small thatched hut, the two of us brought our respective brewed tea and put them together on the small wooden table.

Yuan Sheng looked at me curiously, then at Ying Sheng, "Two...two pots of tea?"

Yingsheng nodded triumphantly, "Yes, two pots of tea, the one from Huanxi is mine, and mine is from Huanxi, you are not allowed to drink it secretly."

Yuan Sheng shook his head aggrievedly, "I'm thirsty... want to drink..." As he spoke, he wanted to grab it.

Yingsheng slapped him, and said with a smile: "Okay, okay, give it to Yuan Sheng, you wait for my sister to pour it for you." After finishing speaking, she put the tea cups one by one, filled three cups, and handed one cup to Yuan Sheng , and handed me another cup, "Try it, does the tea I make taste good?"

Yuan Sheng picked it up and drank it, where is he tasting tea?

I smelled it first, and then took a sip, only to find that the tea smells very fragrant.Before I could write to praise her, Yingsheng shook the teapot and poured me another cup, "Try it this time, do you think it is more fragrant?"

I nodded and took another sip, only feeling that there seemed to be some miscellaneous flavor in the tea.

Seeing me frowning, Yingsheng couldn't help laughing and said, "Huanxi, you are amazing, you know this tea is not pure..."

what?

I looked at Yingsheng in amazement, and felt that everything in front of me began to blur.

I shook my head violently, trying to wake myself up.

But Ying Sheng burst into tears and said, "I know there must be something in your pot of tea..."

I was shocked that she knew what I was thinking.

"Huanxi, I can't go there anymore. Even if you dig the secret passage out of Jingyu Temple for me, I still can't go." Yingsheng opened her mouth in despair, and she patted Yuan Sheng's face lightly. shoulder, "Do you still remember what my sister told you?"

Yuan Sheng nodded heavily.

"Huanxi is a good person, you should treat her well in the future."

after what?

I can't believe what I heard, today shouldn't be like this, really shouldn't be like this!It should be that I fainted the Yingsheng medicine, and Yuan Sheng and I sent her away from the secret passage, and I stayed to face Cao Feng's Suo Ren.

I just want to be free after Yingsheng, I can go anywhere, as long as I can get out of this cage.

However, the simpler the hope, the more delusional it is.

I forgot that people in the world have to abide by the rules. I forgot that this world is far more complicated than I imagined.

Yingsheng has always been a smart girl, she has seen everything clearly, she can't fly, but she is far more valuable than me.

My sacrifice will not bring anyone's well-being.

But Yingsheng is different, her sacrifice can bring everyone's well-being.

Therefore, the person who should go is me, not her.

Yingsheng came over and circled my body, my consciousness became more and more blurred, and I could only hear her say in my ear, "I always hope that you can age slower than me, I can grow faster, so that we can stay together forever... It's just... I seem to be wrong... You listened to me carefully, but I grew too fast... Finally, I have to leave... Huanxi...I'm sorry..."

The author has something to say: The ancient chapter is coming to an end.Chang Ning gave everyone small handkerchiefs.