Lose the lights and spend another night

I was with Mu Sheng outside the intensive care unit. My mother had urged me to go home several times. I always said I would wait, wait, but I never went back.

In order to wait for Mu Sheng to wake up, Mu Dong signed various documents here every day.I see that he is sometimes tired and tired, and I will bring him a cup of coffee or some fruit.

At the beginning, Mu Dong would rather put the food on the ground and be taken away by the cleaners than take a bite.He is insisting on what he thinks is right, and I am also insisting on what I think is right. Suddenly one day, he took a sip of the coffee I handed over inadvertently.When he saw me smiling, he realized it, as if he had unknowingly accepted not only the coffee, but also my kindness.

He put the coffee under his feet with a stern face, and I handed over a peeled and cut apple.

"I will not eat……"

"Sweet, really."

I looked at him with a smile, without a little bit of grievance.

He refused too much, and he was too embarrassed to refuse me again, so he took it and held it in his hand, neither eating nor not eating.

I smiled and cut one for myself, took a bite, chewed with a smile, and looked at Mu Sheng who was still unconscious through the glass.

The doctor said that Mu Sheng is really a very tenacious person. Although she is still very weak, her indicators are moving towards the safety line step by step, and she will wake up one day.

I believe.

Because she will always do what she promised me, and even if she really can't do it, she will personally say sorry to me.

So, I believe she will wake up.

"Shengsheng hasn't known you for a few days..." Director Mu felt that he should have a good talk with me, "I really don't understand why the two of you...would walk together?"

"Mu Dong, in fact, I have known her for a long time." I smiled and replied to Mu Dong, but I couldn't bear to take my eyes off Mu Sheng's face, "Do you believe that there are past and present lives in this world?"

Director Mu was silent, he looked at me quietly, and suddenly thought of something that happened a long time ago.

Mu Sheng kept silent. Every doctor who saw Mu Sheng said that Mu Sheng was a child who could talk, but she didn't want to say it.Director Mu has never understood why this child doesn't speak?When medicine cannot solve these problems, Director Mu will think of other solutions, such as Feng Shui Yi Xue.He remembered that the master had told him that some things were preordained for this child, don't force it, and don't force it, just let things take their course, and there will be a bright day.

and so……

I turned around and said with a smile, "I believe."

Looking at my smiling face, Director Mu suddenly felt that I am not so hideous, all the unhappiness is because I am a woman.

The human heart is made of flesh, as long as I am warm, no matter how cold my heart is, it will be warmed up.

When a person's heart is warmed up, everyone and everything will have a touch of warmth, and some people feel that there is a hurdle that cannot be overcome. If you think about it carefully, is it really impossible to pass it forever?

"If you don't go back for so many days, won't your mother worry about you?" Director Mu asked me suddenly.

But I felt warm in my heart, I smiled, "Mu Sheng is fine, I'll go back, I still owe my mother an explanation, it probably takes years to explain before she can accept it."

"actually……"

"Actually, I can get married and have children like ordinary people..." I preemptively said what Director Mu wanted to persuade me, and said with a smile, "It's just that those people came a step late, and I'm destined not to be their wife, nor can I be their wife." their mother."

"I really can't understand you..." Mu Dong shook his head.

I smiled and shook my head, "There's still time, there's still time, I'll understand slowly. The premise is that you are willing to come and get to know us." After I finished speaking, I looked back at Mu Sheng again.

The sunlight came in through the slits in the shutters, and fell on her face like a tender flower bud.

One day, the flower buds will begin to bloom, showing the vitality she should have.

I believe, Mu Sheng, you are the same, you can wake up, you will definitely be able to wake up.

I miss your smile...

Suddenly, I saw her frowning slightly.

I couldn't help laughing out loud, "Wake up! Wake up!"

Director Mu came over in great surprise, and looked at Mu Sheng inside through the glass—her eyelids twitched slightly, and finally opened her eyes, looking blankly at everything in front of her.

She was still wearing an oxygen mask, and her lips were moving, and I knew she wanted to speak, but we couldn't hear at all, nor could we.

"Doctor, doctor! Shengsheng is awake! She is awake!" Director Mu opened the door of the ward excitedly, and he ran to find the doctor himself. He wanted to know if his daughter had passed the critical period?

Mu Sheng's eyes finally fell on my face weakly, she stared at me blankly, and smiled with difficulty.

It's good that you are here.

I know you want to say this to me, and I also want to tell you, just wake up.

I suddenly remembered that I had a secret word with her, I smiled and grabbed the clothes by my heart, beat it lightly three times, and looked at her with a smile.

Mu Sheng's eyes twitched slightly, I knew she was smiling, very happy.

I had a smile on my face, but I was not going to show her the tears I was crying with joy. I endured the tears that turned to the corners of my eyes, took a deep breath and wrote on the glass quickly - wait for me to come back.

Mu Sheng nodded with difficulty.

"Be obedient." I chuckled and said these two words silently. I knew she could understand what I was saying?

I made a gesture to signal her to sleep for a while, and I pointed outside again, indicating that I was going to leave.

She looked at me reluctantly, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

I shook my head, and compared my index finger with my middle finger as if I were walking, indicating that I would not walk.

She nodded slightly again.

I walked out of the intensive care unit with a smile. Mu Sheng woke up, and I felt more at ease, and it was time to go home.

When Director Mu came in with the doctor, he found that I wasn't there, so he couldn't help asking the nurse next to him, "Where did Miss Xi go?"

"The one who was gesticulating with Ms. Mu just now may have gone to the bathroom." The nurse didn't know where I went?

Director Mu didn't think much about it, after all, as long as Mu Sheng is here, he knows that I will definitely come back.

Last time I left the little eDonkey on the deep forest road, and I don't know where it went?

In the past few days, when I buy coffee and fruit to eat, I basically go there by car and come back by car.

I finally had to go back and explain to my mother. I thought I would be very nervous, but since I saw Mu Sheng's smile, I only felt calm along the way. It was a very natural thing.

I, love a woman, her name is Mu Sheng.

The word partner has never been gendered, but I insisted on mine, and my mother agreed with hers. In fact, neither of us is wrong.

I'm very fortunate that I have Fangfang, my best friend. These days, she is afraid that my mother will not think about it, so she has been helping me at home to accompany my mother.I think, maybe my mother will feel that Fangfang is more like her daughter these days?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing. It might be a good thing to have a sister like Fangfang.

When I finally reached the door of the house, I knocked on the door without much hesitation.

"coming."

Fangfang's voice sounded, she opened the door, and when she saw it was me, she gave me a big white eye, "Are you finally willing to come back? My sister's life-threatening serial calls dare not answer! Are you dying? !"

"Fangfang, thank you." I gave her a hug, but she froze in place.

I let go of her, closed the door, looked at my mother who was cooking inside, and called softly, "Mom, I'm back."

"I'm not your mother. I owed you the debt in some lifetime, and I'll pay it off in this lifetime." My mother glared at me, not daring to look at me again, for fear that if she looked at me again, she wouldn't be able to hold back her stomach. All the words are scolded.

Fangfang quickly gave me a wink, "What are you still doing? Go and coax Auntie! Auntie has almost been mad at you for the past few days."

I shook my head, but my mother's voice came from the kitchen.

"Don't teach her! She is a heartless person! You teach her in vain!"

I shook my head with a smile, walked into the kitchen, and saw that she was washing the vegetables, so I walked over and started to help her wash the vegetables.

She glared at me with red eyes, threw the vegetables into the sink, walked back without saying a word, and checked if the soup was boiling?

After quietly washing the dishes, I stirred the soup with a spoon, and said with a smile, "Well, this is my favorite chicken soup. Mom's brand, it smells delicious!"

"Who said it was for you to eat?" My mother snatched the big spoon from my hand with tears in her eyes and pushed me, "Get out! I don't have a daughter like you!"

"But no matter what, you are my mother..." I hugged her from behind, wiped her tears gently, and said slowly, "You can be angry with me and deny me, but what? , I will absolutely absolutely never deny you as a mother." After finishing speaking, I kissed her on the cheek, just like when I was a child.

"You..." My mother couldn't help but wanted to laugh, but her face was still sullen, "Promise to mother, come back and be a normal person, okay?"

"Aren't I back here?" I said with a smile, took a big spoon from my mother, and started to stir the chicken soup, "I have never changed, I just didn't follow the same path as most people. It’s just the way.” I paused, and looked into her eyes with a smile, “Everyone is different…”

"What if mom wants you to do the same?" My mom looked at me sadly, "Mom really doesn't want others to point fingers behind your back in the future."

"Mom, when you were wronged, you tried to win over me and raise me with so many pointers. Were you afraid? Did you regret it?" I asked my mother sincerely.

My mother frowned and said, "It's different, it's really different."

"What's the difference? You are not afraid or regret it because you love me. Now I am not afraid or regret it because I love this woman." I held her hand and smiled calmly. Without a trace of remorse, "You don't understand, so you object, this is your right and the way you love me..." I gently stroked her gray temples, and said distressedly, "I understand you and respect you. You, Mom, can you also try to understand me once? Just once..."

The author has something to say: the story continues ~ catch two bugs. . .