HP fan, I'm Ron Weasley

, As long as I say it, as long as I let them believe that I will not let myself become a threat to Harry's safety, they will definitely forgive me!It's just that Hermione and Harry are always hanging out together - just like the three of us before - and after waiting for almost two weeks, I finally found a time for Hermione to be alone.I nodded secretly to Draco's worried gaze - now I try to reduce eye contact with Draco as much as possible, in fact, because of my "break-up" with Harry and Hermione, Draco is in the Raitlin got a lot of praise, Draco successfully broke us up, although the real way is definitely not what they like - turned around and followed Hermione secretly, Hermione obviously thought of the Room of Requirement, and waited On the eighth floor, when there were fewer and fewer people, Hermione turned around with a cold expression:

"Come on out, Ron, let's talk - one last time -"

I walked out of the corner in embarrassment, and said with a smile:

"Hermione—"

Hermione impatiently beckoned me to follow her, and I followed her step by step into the Need for Everything

In the reception room, what Hermione found looked like a lounge in a tower building. I went over and sat on the sofa, not knowing where to start.Hermione lowered her head, making it difficult to see her face clearly.

"Ron, I heard Harry talk about your fight that night—"

I finally found my voice:

"Hermione, listen to me—"

Hermione raised her head, her black eyes fixed on mine:

"I also want to ask you something - do you want to betray all of us for Malfoy?"

I helplessly laughed out loud:

"What are you trying to force me to say? Hermione, I said before school started that I would distance myself from Draco, why don't you believe me—"

Hermione said quickly:

"We believe in you, so are you trying to say that you've 'cleared the distance' from Malfoy now?!"

I looked tiredly at Hermione, one of my best friends. I didn't realize that Hermione's face had stretched out, and it was no longer round like before.I don't know when it started, we all grew up.Hermione was a little uncomfortable being watched by me, she looked away, and after a while, she sneered and said:

"What, no more talking? That's your answer, isn't it? Ron Weasley, I never knew you were a—"

I put my hands over my face,

"Gay—"

She said the hurtful thing anyway, and I knew Harry and Hermione would question me like that, but I didn't expect Hermione to say it first.Hermione looked excited and stood up:

"You! For Malfoy, betray all of us, all of us!! Harry will help you keep a secret, I won't!! I won't let you hurt even a hair of Harry, I swear, I Will tell the old Headmaster about it—"

I kept repeating, and I didn't know who I was trying to tell:

"You know I won't hurt Harry, I won't betray you—"

Hermione didn't care what I said at all, her face was distorted, and she said angrily:

"Don't even try to get close to us anymore, whether you go to Slytherin or join the Dark Lord! Since you made your choice from the beginning, you traitor, traitor, coward—for a man—is simply amazing nausea!!!"

I felt my little fingers trembling slightly, and calmly said:

"Yes, you are right, I am indeed a traitor, for Harry's sake, I should stay away from you, yes, no matter what I think, as long as I am involved with Draco, it will definitely be dangerous to Harry It's just... just, Hermione, please don't say that about me—"

"Don't call me by my name!! You don't deserve it!!!"

I don't know when, Hermione has burst into tears, and seeing her reaching out her hand to wipe her face indiscriminately, she turned and ran out.I threw myself on the sofa and closed my eyes hard, feeling sad, angry, sad, hating, yes, hating, hating my friends for leaving me mercilessly.Suddenly I really want to see Draco, no matter whether it will harm Harry, whether it will harm myself and Draco—Draco, will you face these in the future, because you like Fucked me, a Gryffindor, a man.

Reconcile 1

I'm disheartened, Hermione's words are too hurtful, I don't know how to face her anymore.I have never been alone since I went to school, and I am really not used to being alone all of a sudden.You can't go back to the dormitory too early, you will run into Harry, and that situation is too embarrassing.After class, I would lock myself in the Response Room, or do my homework, or practice magic spells by myself.Suddenly, it seemed that the only thing that could make me happy now was Draco.I don't know how to describe my current life. The twins and Ginny have come to ask me and Harry more than once what's wrong with them. I don't know what else to do but keep silent. Sometimes I think - just tell them: Ron Weasley is in love with Draco Malfoy! !I don't know how they will react when they find out, will they hate me like Hermione, and then cut off all ties with me?That's not impossible - think of Percy!What about Mom and Dad, will they kick me out of the house?If this matter is made public, not only will I be expelled from the house by my parents, but the entire Gryffindor will also have no room for me. The world is so big that there is no room for me at all!I don't know if it's worth it, no, subconsciously, I don't think it's worth it, after all, I wanted to cut off all contact with Draco from the very beginning, didn't I? Who would have thought that things would go wrong So far? !As for Draco, he is only in a worse situation than me!At least I won't be in danger of my life in the short term, but if his father finds out, or if the mysterious person finds out about this matter, will Draco still have a way out?I don't know what Draco is thinking now, is he also thinking that all this is so worthless, compared with life, what are those subtle affections?I never said it, and Draco never said it.But it is also true that we tacitly avoid meeting alone.Ever since the vague affection between us was directly "exposed" by Snape that night—it's worth mentioning that Snape actually kept the secret for us, and didn't make it public or sue Draco's parents In fact, he actually started ignoring us completely, just like Harry - Draco and I have never met in private, but secretly communicate with each other every day through the two-way mirror.Every moment, my heart feels as if it is being suppressed by a huge stone, it is extremely heavy, and I am thinking all the time-is this what I want?But I have to say, at this time when almost everyone is betrayed, the connection with Drake has become my only comfort now, so what's the point of thinking about whether it's worth it?

I never thought things would turn around so quickly!This night, as usual, I waited until the curfew was approaching before I started walking to the dormitory.After returning to the dormitory, everyone was there, and Harry pretended to be asleep on the bed as usual.Dean and Neville greeted me awkwardly.I messed up my head and didn't wash up. I took off my shoes and went back to the bed. Seamus snorted half-deadly—Since I broke up with Harry, Seamus has fallen out with both of us.I had nothing to do tonight, and tried to use the Imperius Curse in the Room of Requirement, because I just practiced it on the sofa, so I didn't know how the spell would work, but I knew it would definitely not work—at most, it was like before. Like the avatars I've tried on goblins for years, they'll just make you roll at best!Too tired, drowsy, and soon fell asleep.In the middle of the night, I suddenly heard someone screaming.I woke up suddenly, pulled back the curtains of the bed, picked up the wand——

"Luminescence—"

Looking at the bright light, Harry had already rolled off the bed at some point, holding his head and screaming while rolling all over the floor!I rushed over to pick Harry up in two steps:

"Harry! Harry—what's up?!"

Harry clasped the scar on his forehead with both hands, and opened his eyes suddenly. The cruelty and tyranny in the eyes made me tremble. When I had to look carefully, Harry closed his eyes again, and just scratched his forehead with his fingers. , but in a moment, his iconic lightning scar was already dripping with blood.Harry was still screaming, as if in some great pain.

"Harry, Harry—wake up—Harry, you're having a nightmare!!!"

The emerald green eyes opened, and there was nothing but pain in them—as if what I had just seen in his eyes was a hallucination.

"Ron... quick - your father is in danger -"

I was baffled, and helped Harry sit up:

"What? Harry, are you all right?"

Harry was fully awake and looked much better. He was sweating profusely and said out of breath:

"Quick! Your father is in danger! I saw a snake—a huge snake—attacking your father!! Hurry up before it's too late—"

Seamus and the others had already been woken up, and they were surrounding them. Hearing Harry's words, they said disdainfully:

"What kind of madness are you committing again?!"

I frowned:

"Harry—did you have a nightmare?"

Harry held my arm tightly, his anxious expression didn't seem fake:

"Hurry up Ron, it's too late!! In a long hallway... a snake that big—"

Harry was incoherent, looking at his blood-stained forehead - he was having the same nightmare again! !My heart kept sinking, I ignored others, I tried my best to help Harry up, Harry's whole body seemed to be just fished out of the water, and the weight of his whole body was leaning on me, I gritted my teeth , set him up and went out:

"Go to the medical wing first—"

"Go to the medical wing?!? Go to Professor Dumbledore first!!!!"

I hesitated:

"Okay!! You hold on!!!"

"quick--"

Running out of the tower, Harry shivered violently, and gradually regained his strength, and followed me to the principal's office. Before running for a long time, he heard a sharp cry:

"Ha! Look who this is?! Don't you want to run away now?! Yeyou, you two!! Come with me to see—"

Filch stood in front of us, Harry said anxiously:

"Go away—"

Filch grabbed Harry's arms and said excitedly:

"I see where else do you want to run?!"

Harry thumped desperately but couldn't break free:

"Let go, you bastard!" Turning his head and shouting, "Ron—"

I raise my wand, the situation is urgent, regardless of the consequences of attacking the administrator at the school:

"Stupid-"

Filch's terrified expression hadn't faded from his face, and he fell down in response, and Harry was also staggered:

"quick--"

I didn't have time to take care of Filch, so I struggled to keep up with Harry and ran to the door of the principal's office in one breath.

"Cold Lemonade—"

"The pile of cockroaches—"

"Smelly socks—"

"SHIT!! Ron, password!!!"

I do not know either! !As soon as I pushed Harry away, I had a flash of inspiration. I thought that Hermione seemed to be directly attacking the stone statue in the third grade. The old headmaster woke me up, and raised her wand:

"Bones in pieces—bones in pieces—"

The stone statue remained motionless.

"Broken to pieces!! There are so many obstacles - fainted - soul out of body - Avada -"

A green light flashed, but the stone statue remained unchanged, and Harry was already screaming, pulling his neck:

"Professor - Professor Dumbledore -"

Reconcile 2

The stone statue suddenly moved away with a bang, and Professor Dumbledore came out in his pajamas and said in surprise:

"Harry, Ron?! What happened?"

Harry suddenly took a step back, covered his head suddenly and lowered his head. The old headmaster frowned and stared at Harry. I quickly stepped forward to help Harry and said:

"Harry's having another nightmare! This time it's about my dad, who Harry said was attacked by a big snake -"

The old headmaster looked at me in shock, Harry raised his head and said loudly:

"Quick—Professor Dumbledore, it's really too late—we've already wasted too much time!!!"

The old principal did not hesitate, and said directly:

"Do you know where Arthur is?"

Harry could not wait to jump up:

"I don't know!! All I see is a long hallway—"

Before he finished speaking, he saw that the face of the old principal changed again, and with a wave of his wand, a huge milky white phoenix emerged from the tip of his wand:

"Go find Sirius and Kingsley, the situation is urgent, let them rush to the Ministry of Magic immediately, Arthur is in danger!! Hurry up—"

The phoenix let out a soft cry, and disappeared in the blink of an eye. Harry lowered his head and murmured:

"Where is the Ministry of Magic?"

The old headmaster looked at Harry sharply, and I felt my heart sink continuously:

"Professor, my dad is really in danger?!?"

The old headmaster turned his head:

"I'm sorry, Ron - but I'm afraid I'm -"

"Merlin—"

"Don't worry, Sirius and the others will arrive soon!!"

I am incoherent:

"How?! My dad—"

The old headmaster put his hand on my shoulder:

"Calm down, Ron—"

"But my dad - he'll be fine, right?!"

"It'll be fine—"

As I said that, I looked at Harry intentionally or unintentionally, and I followed the old headmaster's eyes and looked at Harry. Harry stood beside him, with one hand tightly covering his forehead, and I frowned:

"Harry, are you all right?"

Harry shook his head slowly, I wanted to ask again, a big white dog appeared in the air out of thin air, and Sirius' anxious voice came:

"Arthur's condition is not good!! It's the big snake next to the mysterious man!!! We're going to St. Mungo's again!!"

I clung tightly to the old principal's arm, my mind went blank, and I didn't know what to do other than shout:

"My dad!! What happened to my dad?!!!"

The old principal grabbed me back without saying a word:

"Let's go to St. Mungo's first!! Harry, come here—"

Harry paused for a moment, and the old headmaster stepped forward and grabbed Harry's hand with the other hand. I felt squeezed and dizzy for a while, and then opened my eyes, and in front of me was St. Mungo who came a few years ago!I broke away from the old principal and ran in. As soon as I ran into the gate of the hospital, I saw Bill standing in the hall, obviously waiting for us.

"Bill—"

Bill raised his head, looking anxious:

"Ron—Professor Dumbledore!!"

The old headmaster also strode over:

"How is Arthur?"

I also quickly asked:

"What's wrong with Dad? What about people now?!"

Bill put his hands on my shoulders and said shyly:

"Dad, he...is undergoing surgery now—"

I tore off Bill's hand, feeling unstoppably flustered, and said angrily:

"What's going on?! How's Dad's situation?!"

Bill stretched out his hand to hold me down again, frowning:

"The situation is not good... Dad is inside to rescue him!"

Hearing the word "rescue", I felt a "crack" in my head as if something was broken, and I ran in without saying a word, ran through the long corridor, and saw someone coming from outside the operating room door. Back to the walking mother:

"mom--"

My mother turned her head and raised her hand tremblingly. I quickly stepped forward and grabbed my mother's hand. Just as I was about to open my mouth, my mother dragged me into her arms, and my messy hair was buried in my neck. Choked up and said:

"O, Merlin, Ron, Merlin—"

I finally calmed down gradually, put my arms around my mother, reached out and patted her trembling back, and asked in a low voice:

"What the hell is going on?"

Bill and the old principal also arrived. Bill stretched out his arms to embrace the two of us, gently patted my mother's back with one hand, and supported my head with the other, with red eyes.Mom choked up and said:

"Your father is on duty tonight...I suddenly felt heart palpitations...I wanted to go to the kitchen to drink water...I saw the pointer on the watch...Merlin..."

Bill said hoarsely:

"The pointer at Papa Clock at home pointed to 'dying death'... Remus told us to hurry to St. Mungo's—"

The old headmaster patted Bill's shoulder wordlessly, and comforted him in a low voice:

"Don't worry, Arthur will be fine!"

Harry also came forward and reached out to pat me:

"I'm sorry...Ron—"

I stared at the door of the operating room, unable to say anything, Merlin, please keep daddy safe, please...

Time passed bit by bit, it felt like a century, a very burly wizard came out of the operating room, and my mother jumped up with a stride:

"Merlin, Arthur... How about my husband?!"

The wizard smiled tiredly:

"It's out of danger! Don't worry!!!"

My mother slumped down on the ground, covered her face and cried loudly:

"Merlin! Merlin!!! Great—"

I helped my mother up, ecstatic:

"Really?! Can I go in and see Dad—"

The doctor shook his head and said:

"Tomorrow morning, the operation is not over yet—"

Mom raised her head vigilantly:

"It's not over yet?"

The doctor reassured:

"The poison has mostly been removed. Just a few simple healing and sleeping spells and potions -"

The old headmaster said gratefully:

"Thank you so much, Doctor!!"

The burly doctor waved his hand and said:

"Principal Dumbledore, you are here too! Fortunately, there are some antidotes brought by Mr. Lu Ping later, which will be very useful!"

Thankfully thanking the doctor away, mother slumped on the chair, leaning against Bill, the atmosphere finally relaxed, the old headmaster whispered to his patron saint to ask Professor McGonagall to bring the twins and Ginny , I felt relieved, raised my hand and hit Harry on the shoulder:

"Thank you so much this time, Harry!!!"

Harry also said happily:

"It's fine!!!"

After tossing all night, we were not allowed to enter the ward until the twins arrived. Sirius and Professor Lupin were both in the ward. Harry walked up to Sirius, and Sirius put his hand on Harry's shoulders and turned to Deng Xiaoping. Professor Bullido said:

"Fortunately, it was in time. The doctor said that if it was a minute later, Arthur would definitely not be saved—"

I walked to the hospital bed and squeezed in between the twins. Looking at my father's pale face on the hospital bed, I couldn't help but feel fearful for a while. If there is something wrong with my father... because there can't be too many people in the ward, Sirius and the others finally We were all invited out, and only a circle of red heads remained around the hospital bed. The nurse had no choice but to let us stay here without saying a word.Dad finally opened his eyes when the sky was getting dark, and he looked at us tiredly, and said in a low, inaudible voice:

"I'm fine-"

Then fell asleep again, mother and Ginny hugged each other, crying softly.My eye sockets are red too, Merlin bless! !

hermione's secret

After staying in the ward for a while, my mother was afraid that we would affect my father's rest, so she drove us all out. After a long time, I finally found Harry, who was hiding alone on the left side of St. Mungo's gate. On the steps, because of the concealment of the trees, it is difficult for no one to find him sitting here.I sat over and said naturally as before:

"Why are you hiding here?"

Harry looked up at me, shaking his head with confused eyes, I was curious:

"what happened to you?"

Harry still shook his head:

"How is Mr. Weasley?"

I laughed:

"It's all right!! My mother and Ginny are guarding inside! By the way, Sirius is still looking for you everywhere—"

Harry said sincerely:

"That's good!"

Then, as if thinking of something, the smile gradually faded away.

"What's the matter?"

Harry hesitated:

"I'm sorry, Ron, for making your father—"

I'm at a loss:

"What are you talking about? Didn't you hear what the doctor said - if it weren't for you, my father would be in danger tonight!!"

Harry opened his mouth shyly, but nothing came out. I frowned:

"What the hell happened, Harry?"

Harry paused:

"My nightmare..."

"what happened?"

"I dreamed that a big snake was attacking your father—"

"Yes, you saved my dad, didn't you?"

Harry's voice was so ethereal that it wasn't his own:

"I am the snake!"

I'm dumbfounded:

"what?"

Harry said in horror:

"In the dream, I was that snake!! Really, I can clearly feel that I am that snake!!!"

I don't even know what to say, it took me a long time to find my voice:

"It was just a dream—"

Harry said angrily:

"But it really happened!!! I even... I even wanted to attack Professor Dumbledore—"

Harry's body trembled a little, and he covered his face with his hands.I am surprised:

"how come?!"

Harry mumbled:

"I'm sorry, Ron—"

I pulled Harry's hand away and said seriously:

"Harry! Look at me!!"

Harry flinched, looking into my eyes dodgingly.

"Harry, you saved my dad!!"

Harry swallowed, panicking:

"But, but..."

"Nothing but! You're sleeping in your Hogwarts dormitory tonight, but my dad happened to the Ministry of Magic thousands of miles away—how could you be that snake?!"

Harry wished:

"Is that so?"

"That's it!! You know, you've always had some weird connection with You-Know-Who - in that nightmare way isn't it!! You're just affected by the nightmare -"

Harry said eagerly:

"But all this year... I have had some strange hostility towards Professor Dumbledore... At first I thought it was because the old headmaster deliberately alienated me, but it's not that simple!! Ron, that feeling Suddenly, it's like, like it's not my emotion at all!!!"

I paused and thought for a moment:

"Maybe it's because the mysterious man has been resurrected? His power has become stronger, and your connection has also..."

Horrified:

"Harry—"

Harry mused:

"Is that so..."

I worried:

"Harry?"

Harry thought for a moment:

"You're right, Ron!" He said with a long breath: "I was terrified tonight, and I thought it was me—you're right, I was just terrified by my own nightmare"

"Let's tell Professor Waitobuduo about this! Your connection is getting closer... I'm afraid that's not a good thing!!"

Harry nodded:

"Ok!"

After speaking, he fell into his own thoughts again.The atmosphere condensed for a while, and after a while, I carefully glanced at Harry:

"Ha... Harry?"

"Ok?"

"Are you still mad at me?"

Harry paused, expressionless and said:

"If you don't tell me, I almost forgot - stay away from me, you bastard!!!"

I hugged his shoulder flatteringly:

"Forget it and forget it!! Good buddy, I was really wrong!!"

Harry angrily tore off my hand:

"You idiot!!! One day you will regret it!!!" He lowered his voice and shouted: "I fell in love with that poisonous snake! Idiot!! He is lying to you, don't you know?! He is lying to you Ah!!! How long are you going to be fooled? He just wants to cheat your trust, and then kill us again!!!”

I said seriously:

"Draco didn't lie to me, Harry, he wouldn't hurt me—"

Harry choked, turned over without saying a word, and rode me under him, which was a fat beating:

"No matter how reasonable you are, you won't listen!! You just deserve a beating!! I'll beat you up this time—"

I covered my head and didn't dare to fight back too much, knowing that Harry had been holding back for too long recently, when Harry was tired from beating, and sat beside him panting, I gasped for air--the attack was really ruthless! ! !

"Have you lost your temper this time?"

Harry looked at me helplessly:

"... how could he be better than Hermione?"

"what?"

Harry gritted his teeth and grabbed my collar:

"I said——where is there Hermione?!"

I widened my eyes - that succeeded in making the wound on my face even more painful:

"what?!"

What's the matter with Hermione?Harry said helplessly again:

"After arguing with you, I saw Hermione secretly crying—"

I said dejectedly:

"I know—the twins told me! I talked to Hermione...she...wouldn't forgive me, and firmly believed that I betrayed you..."

Harry looked at me for two seconds and said softly:

"And you know Hermione likes you?"

"What?" I was surprised, then laughed and said, "What are you talking about?!"

Harry aired:

"You idiot!! I said Hermione likes you!!"

"Stop talking nonsense! Hermione likes me? How is that possible?!? How could Hermione..."

"Hermione told me herself—"

I also wanted to say how Hermione likes me, but the second half of the sentence was directly blocked by Harry, trying to laugh at Harry, but seeing his serious expression, he couldn't say anything, so he murmured for a while:

"how come?"

Harry sighed:

"I didn't expect that either! Hermione cried so much... She told me 'I like that bastard' herself—these are her exact words!"

I froze there, feeling as if I had knocked over a five-flavored bottle, I didn't know what it was like, when I thought of Hermione, I felt guilty, sorry, sour all came together.There is some dull pain in my heart.Harry patted my shoulder reassuringly.muttered:

"You deserve it!! You deserve it for not getting a girl as good as Hermione!!"

Malfoy Extra Story 6

I never thought it would turn out like this!He stretched out his hand and pulled the quilt to cover his head, but the heat on his face couldn't be lowered no matter what.On the one hand excited and excited, on the other hand a little embarrassed and unwilling.Thinking of how stupid I was tonight, I wish I could forget everyone! !Ron - I turned over, ha, I just knew, who could say no to a Malfoy? !I'm a little proud, and of course I'm a little ashamed, forget it, although I was really ashamed tonight, but I will always get it back in the future, won't I!Ron - that idiot!It's useless, bah, it's really cheap for him! !I looked up and looked outside the bed curtain, everyone was sleeping, let out a sigh of relief, rolled back on the bed, touched my hot face, wishing to yell immediately.It's just that this matter is indeed too dangerous, and the top priority should be to completely separate him from Dumbledore and Potter—although this sounds a bit like a fantasy... Forget it, it's okay to think so much. use.It's really time to have to face these... let's talk!Can't help but smile wryly, it would be great if Ron wasn't a Gryffindor, or even a Weasley! !To be honest, I never had any hope for this relationship that can't even be called a "relationship". Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, we will break it off as he expected, and then treat it as something It didn't happen... I rubbed my head and stared at the ceiling. The most important thing now should be the dean.When I think of the dean, my head hurts even more—how can I sue my father first and make him believe me?Can I have the wish "Maybe he won't make things difficult for me" to the dean? !

Maybe it's really Merlin's blessing, things are actually developing in the direction I most hoped for.First of all, not only did the dean not "complain" to my parents, but he also kept this secret at school-I speculate that Dumbledore must be involved, since the other party's surname is Weasley, right?And secondly, huh--it makes my blood boil just thinking about it--Ron had a real-ever-ever-ever-ever-ever-ever-breakup-with-Potter! I am really happy to hear and enjoy seeing! ! !In the past few years, it has almost become my "dream" to have Ron and Potter fall out!But Ron has been in a bad mood.I secretly disdain - idiot!A fool would know that it is the best choice to break up with his "master" now, but he would still cry about such a thing!In any case, we can no longer meet in private as unscrupulously as before, nor can we take potions classes together in a fair manner.For me now, the most anticipated time can only be sneaky contact with a double-sided mirror.This also made me a little relieved.To be honest, I'm actually at a loss for my current relationship. I mean, how can I get along with Ron face to face—in a lover's way?At first, I was still a little awkward, but with Ron's calm attitude, the slight embarrassment disappeared, and I couldn't help but feel a little discouraged-the current way of getting along has not changed at all from before? !Fortunately, I was still thinking, if he asked me to have some "intimate" contact with me, how should I refuse!Because of the breakup with Potter and Granger, Ron rarely told jokes.The connection of the double-sided mirror is just random useless.I never thought that I would hold a double-sided mirror and smile like a fool one day!Maybe, as mother said, love has no sense at all?

We have a tacit understanding that every week we will secretly leave the people around us and meet in the Wanying Room on the eighth floor.Ron looked sullen and tired.I'm going to feel a little uncomfortable—just a little!Those idiots Potter and Granger didn't deserve him!I didn't dare to tell him that, you know, if I said even a typo in his "good friend", he would promise to turn against me directly, it is really hopeless!Ron would reach out and mess with my hair when I wasn't prepared, and when I got angry, he quickly hid aside and laughed.I pretended to be angry, but I really didn't care that much psychologically.If there is any difference between now and before, Ron would sometimes squeeze my hand quietly while I was reading a book, and when I turned my head, I could see his serious side face pretending nothing happened—of course What betrayed him was always the profile of his face which was flushed as red as his fiery hair.Whether I stare at him curiously or not, within a minute he will let go of his wet hands.I laughed and pretended nothing happened.I've known since third grade that I love being with Ron.We came up with a place like a lounge in the Occupancy Room, where we can stay all day, or read or do homework.I will also chat as before, but I will deliberately avoid everything about Potter and my dad.Ron usually reads some strange extracurricular books, or practices a lot of spells.When I finished my homework, he would pull me to practice together.Of course, he seldom does his homework now - he leaves it all to me... Sometimes I secretly watch him in a daze.I always go out of my way to belittle and laugh at him.But I know he's not like that.His clothes are shabby, and his character is indeed unusually bright and lively.Not very handsome, but not ugly either.There are some sporadic freckles on his cheeks-it makes him look a little childish.But he gave people the impression that he was gentle and reliable.What I like the most is his fiery red hair, just like his person, it makes people feel happy and warm!I think if I were Potter I'd like to be friends with him too.No one will dislike him!He's my—boyfriend now?He never admitted it, because he promised Dumbledore that he would not be with me... It's really dumbfounding, and he has deceived himself to a certain extent! !idiot! ! !I sometimes think, if only I were a girl, we'd get married and have kids, maybe we'd be together forever—well, if my last name wasn't Malfoy?I can't help but ask him if he likes girls.Ron would look at me inexplicably:

"If I like girls, why would I still talk to you?!"

I'm so pissed off - must have wanted me years ago! !i don't think i'm