give you a soft spot

When I answered Yan Yiyun's call, Xi Zhuo frowned and listened quietly the whole time.

The boy didn't know that I was out and thought I was at home. He was worried about my safety and saw the news and called to inquire. After I finished the call, Xi Zhuo's displeasure remained undiminished. He didn't say a word until he returned home.

After entering the door, I was busy putting things into the refrigerator, while he sat on the sofa in a daze.

I guessed that he was unhappy because I answered Yan Yiyun's call, but why didn't I answer it? I knew the purpose of the boy's call in that situation, but I didn't answer it maliciously to make people worry.

Unexpectedly, the phone call that took less than a minute became the fuse inexplicably.

After I closed the refrigerator door, I tried to find a topic as easily as possible: "Brother Zhuo, what are you doing sitting there, changing clothes."

He looked up at me: "Are you going to Yan Yiyun's concert?"

I was taken aback by his question: "I agreed, of course I will go."

Xi Zhuo withdrew his gaze and looked at his hand on his lap: "If I don't allow you to go."

What's going on, he's like an ignorant child.

"If you still insist on going, then I will simply cancel the concert of Yi Wan Si Nian, and no one will go."

I was shocked, I didn't expect him to say such irresponsible words in a serious manner without changing his face."How could you do that?" I asked.

Xi Zhuo snorted softly: "I just said that I haven't done it yet, you are so nervous."

I was still standing two meters away from him, giving up my original plan to sit next to him, and stood there motionless.I think he is suddenly so strange.I remained patient and said: "As I said, I don't have the kind of relationship with Yan Yiyun that you think. Can you stop holding on to it? What are you doing?"

"I'm scared!"

Xi Zhuo's accented words hit the silence in the room, he looked very strange, sitting there steadily but full of panic, no matter his expression or tone.

I really don't understand that I just answered the phone, why should he find faults to make it difficult for both of us, my tone became more angry: "What are you afraid of?"

Xi Zhuo looked me straight in the eyes: "I'm afraid you will leave me."

His appearance really made me feel very inexplicable, such a small fuss, I wanted to keep silent, but a crater erupted in my heart.

"You are really afraid, so you are anxious to lock me up, and you keep saying that you will let me be free, but you are dragging me away." My breath was unsteady because of anger, and my words sounded like I was choking, "I once tried to keep the company. Pushed me away without hesitation, but suddenly gave up all the consequences of being extremely difficult to maintain, and made the relationship public, and then proposed to live together. Today, I didn’t tell me in advance and I didn’t allow me to refuse. Take me to see your family. What did I do wrong to make you think I will leave you now, if you try so hard to control me, you will use all means to stop me from going to a concert, you are not against Yan Yiyun, you are simply against me."

Xi Zhuo's expression was gloomy, and his tone was very light as if he was talking to himself naturally: "If you can't get along with him, you can't get along with you, right? You are on the same line."

He obviously took it out of context, and I was very angry: "Do you know that you are ridiculous? What are you thinking, do you have to treat all the same sex who have a good relationship with me? Why do you think Yan Yiyun is what you think? .”

"intuition."

"Intuition?" I calmed down the anger, "Do you use intuition to determine things? Or do you have doubts but dare not say that you are afraid of me being promiscuous?"

It took Xi Zhuo a long time to speak in a calm tone: "Cheng Ming, maybe you should ask yourself if you don't feel anything about Yan Yiyun, otherwise why would you get so emotional when I mention him."

I said firmly: "I'm sure I just treat him as my younger brother."

"Then I want you not to contact him in the future, and not to know him when we meet, can you do that?"

Is this man crazy? Where is his inexplicable desire to control? Is it because I have to get his approval when I breathe? I said in a deep voice, "You are simply unreasonable."

Xi Zhuo sighed with a sad face: "The love you want is ordinary, but you know that whatever I give is not ordinary, this is a conflict, why can't you accommodate me a little bit."

I'm not accommodating enough, am I not sensible enough.If this kind of dialogue continues, it will definitely end badly.I didn't say anything, turned around and packed my things.

Xi Zhuo stood up immediately: "Are you leaving again?"

I kept moving and my attitude was firm. I think we should calm down before responding to each other, instead of losing control of our emotions in the middle of the night and saying things that hurt each other and doing things that hurt each other.

His voice was a little loud: "You only know how to go, avoid when you encounter problems, and go as soon as you say, regardless of my feelings."

I picked up my coat and put it on my arm, with a cold expression on my face: "Yes, I don't care about your feelings like this, just like you don't care about mine."

I have always felt that Xi Zhuote is mature, considerate and take care of me like a big brother. When we first got together, he could think of everything one step ahead of me.But now, I understand.The attitude we show emotionally is the complete opposite.

My starting point is immature, all the way to maturity.And his starting point is maturity, all the way down to immaturity.I'm sure I'm going in the direction of an ordinary person, but he doesn't follow the routine.I can never grasp his pulse, I don't know what he is thinking and what kind of moth will come out.

He slammed the glass and I slammed the door.The world is quiet.

I was leaning against the door with my bag in my hand, and I was calm for a long time. He didn't call me or open the door. When I went downstairs, I was a little sad. Why couldn't he hold me every time I wanted to leave, but put the domineering and It's unreasonable to use it elsewhere.

It's a joke in the world, after he brought me out to the world, our relationship seemed to be thriving, but in fact it went from bad to worse.

We who are walking on the road of love have once again encountered new problems.

Our forward state is out of sync.

He walks fast, I walk slowly.He didn't care when he left, but I looked forward and backward when I walked.

Not the same speed, not the same state, how to move forward side by side.It is impossible to say who is right, but it can be said that we are all wrong.

Sure enough, love alone is useless, we are all too stupid, we only know how to love recklessly, but we don’t know how to maintain love when still water flows deep.

I left overnight and waited three hours at the airport because there was no flight close to the time.

The earthquake-stricken area is being discussed everywhere, both in reality and on the Internet.

I swiped the news until the phone’s battery was only [-]% left. I didn’t need to operate it before boarding the plane. A big fool with smart fur.

Thanks to this big fool, I was photographed at the airport after landing.Judging by the photos online, it looks pretty good.The editor even bolded the word plain face on purpose, emphasizing what the hell, I've always had a plain face.

Too many people have noticed the same style of ring on my left hand that Xi Zhuo wore when he appeared in front of the media several times. There are gangs and factions, those who spit bad words, those who throw blessings, and those who eat melons...

I was contradicting myself. I wanted to take off the ring to let Xi Zhuo know that I was angry, but I was also afraid that he would be sad because he mistakenly thought that I no longer loved him.

There has been too much turmoil these past few days. Zeng Yuan took drugs, Xi Zhuo came out of the closet, and there was another earthquake.There have been too many news of various casualties in the disaster-stricken areas, and people from all walks of life have participated in one party's difficulties and all parties' support.

After discussing with Qi Yi, I also decided to express myself in the name of Kakang Siyao.

Unexpectedly, it was just an act that he didn't want to be remembered, but it became an important turning point for Kakang Siyao.