give you a soft spot

Hindsight turned into belated regret, I failed to stop Yan Yiyun's strange thoughts towards me at the beginning, and let it become a period of sadness that has been kneaded into the years.

It’s not wrong to love someone, it’s not wrong to not love someone, we are all right.

You don't need to know when it starts, and you don't need to remember when it goes away.My world allowed him to enter, but never left him a place to stay. After wandering around for so long, he finally understood that he had to leave.

In the past, I always regarded him as a child who didn't grow up, but in fact, his mind has always been very mature.He knew how to hide his affection and how to speak when he had to leave.

No chatter, no endless complaints, his calm and decisive enough to hover endlessly in time.

Regarding Yan Yiyun's leaving the company, I have no right to say whether it is right or wrong.Maybe he's right, everything else except involving Se Joo is not good enough in my eyes.

Yan Yiyun has made a choice, whether it concerns me or not, he is ready to bear it.Although he will always walk the road, in the future, I will not even have the qualification to stand at the intersection to send him on the journey.

What I was afraid of still happened, but I bet on the wrong topic, he is different from others, he left because of love.

Without knowing when he will formally terminate his contract with Xi Zhuo Film and Television Entertainment, I will not talk nonsense. I am even willing to believe that we did not meet at the bar that night, and we could still chat with each other with a smile when we met, not in the lobby of the office building When I met, I walked into the elevator, and even though there were other people present, he would automatically stop to wait for the next one.

That farewell kiss was a gentleman's agreement he signed with me, not to get close to me, or to embarrass me anymore.I hope that he can really stop liking me and get out of the sea of ​​suffering of not being able to love as soon as possible.

On the day they signed the contract with Ji Yikuan, Xi Zhuo returned home.Because he solved the problem of the location of the studio for me before, I bought a car with the money that would have been spent on the rent to facilitate travel.

I picked him up in a new car, and I almost didn't recognize him as soon as he came out of the VIP lane.

He had his hair cut short, with a cropped cut close to his scalp, and a specially left stubble on his chin, a tough guy could do it.The loose-fitting T-shirt is short in the front and long in the back, with the right slanted front half tucked into the trouser waist, which is free and easy, unrestrained.After seeing me, he took off his sunglasses and walked over with a smile, asking me if I looked stupid.

I smiled and said, "What have you been through these two weeks?"

Xi Zhuo rubbed his chin, raised his eyebrows and said, "Why, aren't you handsome?"

His gestures were capitalized provocations, which completely confused the fact that he was trying to be handsome to show me.

Bai Yang and the others left in the car first, Xi Zhuo didn't even take Jia Xiao with him, got into my car and sat in the co-pilot.

While fastening my seat belt, I turned my head and said, "You rarely sit in the front."

"Aren't I the boss when I'm with them, what pretensions do I need when I'm with you," he looked at the car, "I have so many cars idling, which one is better than yours, why do you have to buy it yourself. "

I smiled: "Why, Boss Xi insists on taking a luxury car to come with me?"

"No, no, I'll go with you on the bicycle."

After driving the car away from the airport and on the highway, the speed of the car stabilized. I always prefer to open the windows instead of the air conditioner. The wind keeps blowing into the car, which is like all the happiness.

"Brother Zhuo," I looked at the car ahead and tapped my fingers on the steering wheel, "I owe you an apology."

Xi Zhuo turned his head sideways: "Huh?"

"About Yan Yiyun and me."

He was obviously excited: "What's the matter with you?"

I chuckled: "Calm down, can you listen to me."

It's very simple. The reason why it took me more than ten minutes to finish talking is because the giant baby on the co-pilot kept asking about the kiss.

Even if I praised his intuition for being right, he didn't divert his attention. Instead, he turned my head while I was still driving, and kissed me very hard on my lips according to my description of how Yan Yiyun kissed.

"Is that so?"

I was helpless: "Not as strong as you."

He repeated the same trick, reduced the intensity, and kissed again.

I squinted at the road ahead, my head was twisted by him, and I kept laughing in an extremely uncomfortable posture.

After kissing him a few times, he stopped kissing, sat back in the co-pilot honestly, looked out the window and hummed: "You actually remember it so clearly."

"What is clear?"

"The strength of the kiss."

I almost wailed: "He can only take away one kiss from me, but you can take away the rest of my life. What's wrong with you, Brother Zhuo?"

"Understanding is understanding, vinegar still needs to be eaten."

"I..." I moved out my nirvana, cleared my throat, "I will never have any contact with him in the future, fulfill your wish, and we will no longer know each other."

Sure enough, these words are very useful, Xi Zhuo nodded: "Okay."

I turned to see him smiling, reached out and pressed the music.

It was the sad love song "You Are Absent" that he sang when we broke up before, and it was especially strange to listen to on this bright sunny day.

Xi Zhuo leaned forward to press the button. I thought he wanted to replace it, but unexpectedly he turned up the volume, and then told me the inspiration for this song with relish.

He said that he went out for a walk alone that day, and he couldn't distinguish the traffic lights when crossing the zebra crossing, so he remembered that time I took him away.

"I walked very slowly on the road of more than ten meters. I wanted to see you walking in front of me as soon as I looked up, but every face was so strange. I realized that the most important thing in life may not be the goal at all, but the coordinates When you meet the right person, you will be willing to give up all principles and follow him casually. Wherever you stop, it can be a new starting point, and there will always be endless hope. But if that person is absent, the rest of your life, together with It’s meaningless if we don’t meet each other before.”

The crying when I listened to this song was different from what I heard after listening to his interpretation now. I admit that crying with a smile is really stupid, but I feel that the people around me are watching me crying and counting the number of tears that fall more stupid.If it weren't for the ban on throwing debris out of the car window on the highway, I would have thrown him out of the car.

He said that he brought me a gift, and when he got home, he gave me the well-packed box. I wanted to open it to see but he refused, telling me it was not the time yet.

There is no one who is not allowed to see a gift. Although I protested, I still obediently put the small box away, and promised to follow what he said, and I will open it when he asks me to open it.

So day after day, the dark purple box in the third drawer of the cabinet at the door of the cloakroom became the biggest source of my curiosity, and then, I was too busy to completely forget it.

Chen Zuoyi's book is selling very well, and all the proceeds have been deposited into Chen Anli's account.He had chatted with me twice in the past, saying that everything was fine and he adapted very well.

He asked me about Yan Yiyun's termination of the contract, but I didn't give much recent information, and only then did I know that they hadn't contacted him after he left the country.

Yan Yiyun's negotiation with the company to terminate the contract was not going well from the beginning. Although Luo Shu stood behind him and tried his best to poach him away, Xi Zhuo was determined not to let go. He didn't sign people in to let him go halfway. And go.

Then the two sides came to a stalemate, and Yan Yiyun, who had already entered the third year of high school, was fulfilling his contract and participating in various performances and activities while working hard to escape from the shadow of the big tree of Xi Zhuo film and television culture.

I don't want to get involved in this matter, and I don't even ask Xi Zhuo about it. Obviously it involves Yan Yiyun, and he won't tell me about it. I just go to the Internet to check the news and follow the situation.

There are basically two factions in the camp. Some say that it is ungrateful and unwise for Yan Yiyun to fly solo without knowing the heights of the sky and thick wings. Some say that the four members of the combination go hand in hand, which is extremely detrimental to Yan Yiyun's personal development. It is better to quit.

In mid-November, Yan Yiyun entrusted relevant personnel to appeal to the court.All the conditions were against him, but he insisted on taking this step, he was determined to go.

I hope that all he considers is that he will have a better development after he leaves, not that he will not have to have a relationship with Xi Zhuo after he leaves.