give you a soft spot

Xi Zhuohong looked closer: "As long as you forgive me, I will never lie to you again."

"Don't tell me forever," I kept backing away, "Only the dead are qualified to say forever."

He didn't know when there was an extra dagger in his hand, and he stabbed it at his chest suddenly. The red color that spread instantly on the snow-white clothes was shocking, and I screamed in fright.

He looked down at the bleeding wound and then looked up at me, his face was full of pain: "Then I will promise you after I die."

It was already dawn, and I fell asleep on the desk. My body was in contact with the hard solid wood for a long time. When I sat up, my back hurt badly.

After I put everything back in place, the storeroom Oda came.

"Boss, why are you here so early?"

I rubbed my neck: "You are also very early."

"I have a new shoot today, I have to count my clothes and go to the studio to get ready."

"Count me in, and I'll go too."

Xiaotian looked at the time: "There are still nearly three hours left, you can just set off with Li Xi and Xie Xia at ten o'clock."

After talking to Oda a few more words, I went back to the upstairs office, pushed open the door of the inner compartment, and complained that I had no bed to sleep in.

I lay on the bed trying to sleep for a while, but I couldn't fall asleep.

Thinking about that dream, I can’t figure it out.

How could I be willing to die for Xi Zhuo, even if he lied to me, I still hope he is well.I still love him, but I can't be with him anymore.

It's time for me to let go of things that I hold in my hands but don't belong to me.This is a decision I made with a dripping heart.

From now on, he will fly on his cloud, and I will walk on my flat ground. There will be no relationship between me and him.

He Liang came and started cleaning. He opened the inner door and saw me sitting by the bed, and asked, "Why didn't you call me when you got home? I called you and you turned off the phone again."

I sighed: "Because I didn't go home."

At [-]:[-], I entrusted He Liang with the task of scanning the electronic manuscript, went downstairs on time, and followed the shooting team to the studio in the city center.

I never participated in the shooting of new products before, and I gave Xie Xia full responsibility. This time I came to help, not to be a supervisor, but they didn't let me interfere at all, and treated me like a Buddha .

I sat on a chair and watched them busy before shooting cloth, because I was too busy and lacked sleep, I fell asleep while sitting.

After breaking free from light sleep, Li Xi's magnified face was in front of her eyes, and she asked me to go home and sleep.

I didn't speak, just shook my head.

I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid I'll miss Xi Joo, I want to be in the crowd, I want to be distracted.

Kakang Siyao has four male and female graphic models, all of whom are college students of the Film and Television Academy. Every time they shoot, it depends on their schedule, and they are often in a hurry.It took more than two hours to take hundreds of photos, but only a few dozen were used by the store, and it took several days for post-processing and retouching, so every new shoot was the busiest.

I saw that Commander-in-Chief Xie Xia was both a photographer and a coolie, and was sweating profusely from exhaustion, so I called Li Xi and asked her to prepare two more recruitment spots for photography assistants to send to Sister Gu.

The shooting ended at three o'clock in the afternoon. I didn't go back to the studio with them. I walked in a barber shop when I passed by. I didn't want to be alone, so I didn't dismiss Li Xi who insisted on coming.

When she learned that I was going to cut my hair, she almost dragged me out: "Boss, you must think about it carefully, if you cut it off, it won't grow back immediately."

I was in a daze, I was the one who cut the hair and not her, why was she nervous.

"If I didn't think about it, I wouldn't have come in."

Sitting in front of the mirror, the barber put a cloth around me and asked me how I wanted to cut it. I told him seriously my hairstyle when I graduated from college.

Cutting my hair is like cutting my longing, and I forgot what Xi Zhuo once praised me for being amazing with long hair.But obviously he should be forgotten the most, but I can't do it.

Looking at the hairstyle slowly restored in the mirror, I feel very familiar.

Even if there is no if, I would like to ask about this fate.What would my life be like now if I hadn't walked away with that ring at a concert.

The biggest difference is probably that I won't be close to Xi Zhuo, and I won't give all of me without reservation.

Is it regret, no, I will never regret that I love him in this life.

It's a pity, yes, he never loved me like I loved him.

Untied the cloth, stood up, stepped on the ground, checked out and left, walking on the street, it was so refreshing that even Li Xi's twittering in his ears was magnified.

She asked me if I wanted milk tea, and I answered Bi Gong's call.

"Aren't you leaving tomorrow? Let's have dinner together tonight."

While gesturing to Li Xi which flavor of milk tea I want to drink, I asked, "What's gone?"

Bi Gong was slightly startled: "You lost your memory? Didn't you tell me a few days ago that you are going to learn some art?"

I suddenly remembered that I was going to see Chen Zuoyun, and said anxiously, "I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me, I didn't even book a ticket, and I didn't pack my luggage."

The reason why Bi Gong called was because he didn’t see me in the studio, he thought I wouldn’t go back and just left, and after scolding me for being crazy, he said forcefully that we would have dinner together tonight.

After I hung up the phone, I was in a hurry to go home to book tickets and pack my things. I even forgot about Li Xi who was traveling with me. When she bought milk tea and came back to look for me, I had already crossed the road.

She stood across the road with her hips crossed and sent me a message: Boss, let's break up.

Knowing that I like Xi Zhuo, she specially added a cartoon version of Xi Zhuo's crying emoji.

The seam in my heart was torn open by the forceful thoughts, reminding me that I am too sensitive to everything about Xi Zhuo.

After turning on the phone in the morning, I didn't even give up expecting his news, but there was no call or text message.

I think we have really come to an end, he is not willing to continue to lie to me, and I am not entitled to be cheated anymore.

When I got home to pack my luggage, I put the ring locked in the bedside table into the bag, and booked two air tickets, one of which was to the city where Xi Zhuo is currently staying.

Bi Gong and I haven't eaten alone for a long time. In the restaurant near the studio, he kept telling me that Yuan Miao's new boyfriend was a returnee.

He can talk to me when he is in pain, but I can't say anything, just drink with him.

After drinking for three rounds, the phone rang, and I was still expecting it to be Xi Zhuo.

Yan Yiyun said that he would come to see me and wanted to see the studio.

"Didn't you say that I can go there at night when the employees are not around?"

I smiled: "There is still a customer service on duty."

Knowing that he happened to pass by here, I didn't say any more and told him to wait for me where he was.

Even if Yan Yiyun doesn't call, I don't plan to continue drinking with Bi Gong. He talks too much while drinking, which makes me upset.

After hastily finishing the meal, he stood by the side of the road waiting for the driver, and I went directly to pick up Yan Yiyun.

The teenager at the gate of the community just finished playing football, squatting on the football and playing with his mobile phone, his trousers rolled up, wearing football shoes and a loose sports vest.

I walked over and patted him on the back: "Let's go."

He got up holding the ball and followed me. I haven't seen him for a while. He seemed to have grown taller again, and he still smiled like that upside-down: "You cut your hair short."