Save that control freak [Rebirth]

During the few days of Chinese New Year, the house was very lively, and Rong Bai also went to Jiang Yanbai's house to celebrate the New Year.

On the night of New Year's Eve, the family sat around the TV watching the Spring Festival Gala.

What's so good about the Spring Festival Gala?Those jokes couldn't even be laughed out loud, and the stage was not set up well. There was no future grand scene at all. It was just a small studio, and the backup dancers couldn't perform well.

But the whole family watched it with gusto. At this time, the family has a color TV and is already a very wealthy family.

Many people are envious of being able to watch the Spring Festival Gala during the Chinese New Year.

There are melon seeds, peanuts and sugar on the coffee table in front of the TV. Grandma is old and hard to eat, so she contains sugar, which melts before swallowing.The older she gets, the more she looks like a child sometimes. She wants to eat whatever her family doesn't let her eat.

Now the taste of the new year is still strong, and it is popular to keep the eyelids open to watch the year.

After ten o'clock at night, we go to the side of the road to set off fireworks. The children like this time, and the adults will no longer control them. It is rare that they will not be scolded for being naughty.

The whole family sits in front of the TV and talks about how the show is, whether the female host is pretty or not, and whether the male host is handsome or not.

Even the clothes of the dancers have to be judged once, how is the workmanship, how is the color, and whether it will continue next year.

When I see a good program, I have to applaud along with the audience on the TV. I am very devoted.

Rong Bai also watched with the whole family, and applauded together when he applauded. Although he was not interested in this, the atmosphere was here, and everyone's interest could not be spoiled.

Jiang Yanbai was sitting next to him, occasionally making some physical contact, avoiding his family members.

Grandma is old and has deaf ears, and the sound of the TV has to be turned up to the maximum to barely hear it.

In the evening, the family went to the roadside to set off some cheap fireworks.

You can go to bed after twelve o'clock.

Even if this year has passed.

After the Chinese New Year, Rong Bai and Jiang Yanbai took their family to the seaside. Li Dazhuang and his wife had been out of Rongcheng all their lives. The sea captivated their eyes, and they wished they would never go back.

Grandma was different. After the initial freshness passed, she murmured every day that she wanted to go back to Rongcheng.She is not used to the climate here, nor does she like the food here, in short, she doesn't like anything.

The family can't help it. After all, grandma is getting old, and she has to go along with everything. She stayed in the small seaside town for a week before going back.

Life went on like this, Jiang Yanbai gnawed down several small cities around him, and successfully established a courier network.

The income is increasing, and the numbers on the passbook are rising steadily.

Winter went to spring, and soon it was Jiang Yanbai's birthday.

On Rong Bai's birthday, Jiang Yanbai gave Rong Bai a ring, a small decorative ring, made of gold, with a thin circle and a small diamond.It wasn't too conspicuous. If Rong Bai's former friends saw it, they would definitely say that Jiang Yanbai was poor.

What's more, in a few years, how can anyone give gold rings?It's all platinum.

Rong Bai was immersed in such days, he didn't want to leave, he just wanted to stay here with Jiang Yanbai for a long time.

The two of them make their careers bigger together, let go of their picks together, find a city with not too many people, and live a smooth and stable life.

On Jiang Yanbai's birthday, he got up early and told his family that he would not be at home this year.He hurriedly put on his clothes and shoes and ran out.

"This child is so big." Li's daughter-in-law complained with a smile.

Li Dazhuang leaned closer and said: "I have a sweetheart. Last time I came to ask me how to chase someone. I don't know who it is. It must be his former classmate. I have never seen him get close to any girl. "

Li's daughter-in-law sighed: "If you have a daughter-in-law and forget your mother, what you said is true."

Li Dazhuang didn't dare to refute, and went to weave his bamboo basket honestly.

It's not cold at this time, a single coat and a coat are just right to wear.

Jiang Yanbai felt uneasy in his heart. He remembered the previous agreement. He is an ordinary man with normal body functions. Ever since he was with Rong Bai, he has been thinking about that matter almost every day.A little closer to Rong Bai, the body screamed to be liberated.

But he was a little shy, after all, he was old-fashioned, and he always felt that he had to be married to have intercourse, otherwise it would be unfair.

But after holding it in for so long, all his viscera were on fire, and he needed to find the person he loved the most in order to vent the anger.

Rong Bai was lying under the blanket at this time, and he couldn't get out of bed no matter what, he could sleep for ten hours a day, and if no one called him, he could sleep for twelve hours.

Ever since he didn't have to worry about the courier, he's relaxed. He's never been so tired.

The time for eating is almost gone every day. I often have to discuss business and play Tai Chi, and I have to deal with customers who come to complain.No matter what others say, you have to smile.

No wonder people used to say that the service industry is the most tiring, relying on one's own skills to earn money, and customers have to treat them as human beings.

It is said that the customer is God, and Rong Bai has no choice but to accept the anger of others.

He and Jiang Yanbai can be considered to be successful in their careers now, and they have to be praised for being young and promising wherever they go.

But there are always people who are stronger than them. When talking about business, they have to lower their posture. Asking for help, it is impossible to do it with a straight face.

Just when Rong Bai was still in the bed and lingering with the quilt, the knock on the door didn't sound so appropriate.

Rong Bai rubbed his eyes, didn't wash his face or brush his teeth, it was very disrespectful, he went to open the door wearing slippers.

Jiang Yanbai was in high spirits, holding a plastic bag in his hand: "The breakfast I bought for you includes buns, steamed buns, soy milk, fried dough sticks, and pancakes. You can eat whichever you want."

Rong Bai let Jiang Yanbai go in and sit down, and he went to wash up first. He was out of breath now, but he was a little dazed when he got up and couldn't concentrate.

"We're not going out today, are we?" Jiang Yanbai didn't have the nerve to look at Rong Bai, the tips of his ears were all red, like burning clouds, even his temples were red, and his throat was as dry as a fire.

Rong Bai was taking a bath, and he was a little more sober. He felt that Jiang Yanbai was really pushing his nose and face: "You are not afraid of kidney deficiency."

Fortunately, Rong Bai said this in a low voice, coupled with the sound of water, Jiang Yanbai didn't hear it.

Jiang Yanbai didn't sleep well last night. He thought about today, and after so many months of looking forward to it, he finally saw the bright moon.I was happy in my heart, thinking over and over on the bed.

He also bought a lot of books. If there were no books on the market, he went to the small vendors to buy them.

Homosexuality has existed since ancient times. If you search carefully, you can still find books about it.

He also went to buy lubricant, which was only sold recently, and he went to several adult goods stores to buy it.

Now everything is ready, only the east wind is owed.

Rong Bai didn't know that Jiang Yanbai had made all the preparations. He just woke up, and he wasn't too hungry, so he drank a few sips of soy milk and couldn't eat a deep-fried dough stick.

Put the rest in the refrigerator. If you get hungry later, you can eat it after warming it up.

Jiang Yanbai sat and watched Rong Bai eat, he couldn't eat anything now, but the food couldn't satisfy his hunger and thirst.

The two sat together and talked for a while, and watched TV for a while, Jiang Yanbai couldn't hold back anymore.

He went to pull Rong Bai's hand. In the past, he felt that he was satisfied just by looking at Rong Bai, but later he felt that he was satisfied only by holding and holding him. Now holding and holding him is not enough for even kissing him.Greed is getting bigger and bigger, he fell into the pit named Rong Bai, and he probably won't be able to get out of it for the rest of his life.

Rong Bai is also a man, of course he knows what Jiang Yanbai is thinking.

Sometimes a man really relies on his lower body to think. When his body gets hot, his brain will disappear, his brain will become a paste, and he can't remember anything.

"Let's say it first, you can only do it once, if there is too much, you will get out." Rong Bai pointed out a finger, and his tone was very firm.

Jiang Yanbai's eyes were on fire, he didn't think about anything at this moment, he wanted to hug Rong Bai and walk away, but as soon as he started, hugging became carrying.He directly carried Rong Bai into the room, and drew the curtains again. The two of them were in the dense darkness, and they didn't know who took the initiative first.We kissed each other within 2 minutes.

Rong Bai hadn't done this for a long time, he was so happy that he couldn't stop crying, Jiang Yanbai attacked the city, and left all the armor that Rong Bai killed. go to heaven.

When the two finished their work out of breath, they were covered in sweat. Jiang Yanbai was like a tiger after eating and drinking, snoring meekly, wanting his lover to comb his hair.

It's a pity that Rong Bai didn't have any tender thoughts, so he kicked Jiang Yanbai: "Go take a bath quickly, you're covered in sweat."

Jiang Yanbai grabbed Rong Bai's ankle, kissed the instep, and asked, "You're sweating all over, let's wash together, so as not to waste water."

After going to the bathroom, it's not all about taking a shower.

The second time was obviously longer than the first time. Rong Bai was standing with one leg hooked onto him by Jiang Yanbai.

Leaning his back against the tiles, Jiang Yanbai was very strong, and when he came out of the shower, Rong Bai's back was completely red and his skin was torn.

Jiang Yanbai was so distressed, he was blowing and kissing, and hurried downstairs to buy medicine for scratches.

Rong Bai himself hadn't done this for a long time, and it was the first time for Jiang Yanbai. The hardware was a bit unsuitable, and he was reckless and inexperienced. Rong Bai's back was not only broken, but also hurt when he got wet.That place was also swollen, and I had to apply medicine every day, which took me a while to recuperate.

Jiang Yanbai felt very distressed, and came here every day, sometimes sleeping here at night.

He even held back, hugged the person, and did nothing.

Anyway, this person is his, engraved a mark, and can no longer run away.

He is his justifiable man. Although he is not married yet, but he has the reality of husband and wife. Now, he can do what he wanted to do and dare not do before.

The two have passed the two-person world for a while.

The comfortable days always passed quickly, and more than a month passed in a flash.

Rong Bai was a little restless during this time, he always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't remember what it was.

The phone showed that today's date was May [-]th, and he made several turns in his mind before finally remembering that May [-]th was his and Jiang Yanbai's wedding anniversary.

At that time, Rong Bai was young and still a little romantic, so he insisted on getting married on May [-]th.

The two lined up at the door and waited for a long time before finally registering their marriage.

"What's the matter with you? Have you been absent-minded recently?" Jiang Yanbai was still resting at Rong Bai's place this day, and he wished he could stay by Rong Bai's side 24 hours a day and never leave him for a moment.

Rong Bai was pacing in the living room, he didn't sleep well at night recently, and he didn't have much energy during the day, he just felt flustered.

Just as it was getting dark, Jiang Yanbai held Rong Bai in his arms, kissed Rong Bai's bridge of nose and the corners of his mouth, with a smile on his face: "If you don't reject me, I will transform?"

Rong Bai just needed Jiang Yanbai to use his fiery passion to separate himself from this strange feeling.

Rong Bai was so active, of course Jiang Yanbai could only be happy. This night was absurd. When the clouds and rain cleared, it was almost twelve o'clock at night.

After twelve o'clock, it is May NO.20.

"I don't think I've ever been happier in my life than now." Jiang Yanbai kissed the corner of Rong Bai's mouth after speaking.

Rong Bai sat up abruptly, he went to the living room to find the phone, the screen was lit up, and the four big characters of task completed in the text message were printed in front of his eyes.

These four big black characters were paired with a pale screen, and Rong Bai's face also turned pale.

"What's wrong with you?" Jiang Yanbai came out with Rong Bai's coat and put it on Rong Bai.

Rong Bai looked like he was about to cry, but he held back his tears. He wanted to laugh, but the smile was uglier than crying. He said, "Jiang Yanbai, I'm leaving."

Jiang Yanbai froze on the spot, Rong Bai's words seemed like the sky had fallen, hitting him right on the head, completely obscuring him.Rong Bai has already walked by once, and he finally waited for him to come back, why did he have to leave again?

How long will he go?Are you coming back?

This time he came back and forgot about himself, what about next time?Will he remember himself next time?

Many thoughts flashed through Jiang Yanbai's mind, and for a moment, he suddenly had a terrible thought.

He wanted to lock Rong Bai at home with an iron chain, he could only rely on himself, only on himself.

I can't go even if I want to.

But just as this idea popped up, it was suppressed by Jiang Yanbai.

"Where are you going?" Jiang Yanbai's voice was a little trembling, and he himself was also trembling, looking unsteady.He grabbed Rong Bai's hand, his voice choked with sobs, the man with strong bones even spoke with a crying tone.

Rongbai's face is also pale, he doesn't want to leave, he also wants to stay by Jiang Yanbai's side, the two of them love each other well, and in the future they will buy a new house for the two of them and become a family.

But no, he had to go, what's more, it didn't matter if he said whether to go or not.

"I'm going to another place." Rong Bai sniffed, "But I'll be back soon, but you have to wait."

Jiang Yanbai asked cautiously, "How long do I have to wait?"

He waited for ten years this time, how long will he wait next time?

He is an ordinary person, in another ten years, he will be thirty, in his thirties.

After waiting ten years for a year, Jiang Yanbai was a little out of breath.

Rong Bai was hugged tightly by Jiang Yanbai. Jiang Yanbai's tone was very gentle, just like treating a fragile porcelain doll. Come back, I will wait for you."

After finishing speaking, he said a little self-destructively: "If you don't come back, I will wait for you, I will wait for you forever, are you willing?"

Are you willing to let him be alone for the rest of his life?

No one loves, no one loves, no one even knows that he once fell in love with a man named Rong Bai bitterly, willingly waiting from youth to old age, and then to death.

Are you willing?

Rong Bai didn't know what to do, how could he have imagined this day at the beginning?

What Jiang Yanbai said was like taking a poisoned knife and stabbing him in the heart.

How to do it?He must be able to go, it is not up to him to decide.

But next time, will the Jiang Yanbai he meets be the same Jiang Yanbai?

He fell in love with this Jiang Yanbai, is it a betrayal of Jiang Yanbai on the correct timeline?

Rong Bai had no choice, he resented himself for not cherishing it, not trying to communicate with Jiang Yanbai, not trying to understand Jiang Yanbai.

He was selfish and willful, he only wanted to let Jiang Yanbai satisfy all his wishes, but he never planned to do anything for Jiang Yanbai.

Even Jiang Yanbai on the parallel line, he wasn't smart enough to complete the task and put himself in it.

When it was time to part, my heart was like a knife.

"How much time is left?" Jiang Yanbai asked hoarsely.

Rong Bai replied honestly: "I don't know."

There is not even a specific value for the time the two last spent together.

"If I leave, you still have to take good care of yourself and don't be busy with work every day." Rong Bai instructed, "No matter how much money you earn, what's the point if you can't spend it?"

Jiang Yanbai endured the pain: "I'll keep it until you come back to spend it, buy you clothes, a car, a big house, like a castle."

Rong Bai hugged Jiang Yanbai, he buried Jiang Yanbai's shoulder, and said softly: "I don't need these, you can spend more time with me, go to the gym together, go for a run together, watch the sunrise and sunset together, Looking at the starry sky is enough."

Rong Bai sniffed, he couldn't help it, tears were about to fall uncontrollably, he said: "If you can't wait any longer and you meet the right one, you should think about it."

"Li Lixia is right, how can there be absolutes?"

Jiang Yanbai went to kiss Rong Bai's lips, the first time the two kissed so desperately, their lips were wet with tears, it was hard to tell whose tears it was.Rong Bai's internal organs seemed to have shifted.

Jiang Yanbai put his arms around Rong Bai's waist, as if he wanted to pull Rong Bai into his body with great force, and from then on, the two became one and would never be separated again.

Love this thing, sometimes it makes people happy, sometimes it hurts so much that it makes your hair tremble.

Jiang Yanbai was about to speak, when the weight in his arms lightened, everything disappeared, Rong Bai disappeared.

It was obvious that she was in his arms just now, and she was still kissing and talking to him, and disappeared in an instant.

He stood up and searched all over the room, knowing that he couldn't find it, and knowing that he was helpless, but he still hoped for the last hope.

Jiang Yanbai was squatting on the ground, a 20-year-old boy who had suffered so much and suffered so much.At this moment, he couldn't bear it anymore, he bit his lip, mad with hatred.

God sent Rong Bai to him, he was grateful and wished to be God's cow or horse.

But this happiness is so fake, like the moon in the water, with a slight sway, it disappears without a trace.

He didn't even have someone to confide in his pain, and his love wasn't even known to a third person.

He squatted on the ground, leaning against the corner of the wall, and stayed like that all night.

At dawn the next day, Jiang Yanbai raised his head. The beautiful house that belonged to Rong Bai has now become a rough house.

It was exactly the same as when he was a child, he could no longer find the shadow of Rong Bai.

Now, no one will even know the traces of Rong Bai's appearance.

Jiang Yanbai walked home in a daze, seeing the smiling couples along the way, and the family of three walking together.They all laughed at Jiang Yanbai's helplessness.

He returned home like a lonely ghost. Li Dazhuang and his wife went out for a walk, and only Mrs. Qiao was left at home.

Mrs. Qiao was a little confused. She opened her eyes and watched for a long time before realizing that it was her grandson who entered the door.

"Yanbai? What's the matter with you?" Mrs. Qiao raised her crutches, "Why are you crying so sadly! Who bullied you! Tell grandma! Grandma beat him!"

Jiang Yanbai looked up at Mrs. Qiao, his eyes were red, he hadn't slept all night, and he didn't feel sleepy at this time, he was like a lone wolf who was in love at the same time, his body was covered in scars, and he couldn't sleep because of the pain: "Grandma , he left again."

Granny Qiao couldn't hear her: "What did you say? Gone? Who's gone?"

"The one I love, he's gone again." Jiang Yanbai stood where he was, and he seemed to have become the poor, unloved bastard he was when he was a child, flustered and at a loss.

"Love?" Mrs. Qiao said with a smile, "Grandma loves you too, dear grandson."

Jiang Yanbai helped Mrs. Qiao to the sofa and sat down. He lowered his head and asked, "Grandma, do you miss Grandpa?"

At this time, Mrs. Qiao's deafness seemed to be healed suddenly, and she could hear clearly. She smiled, it was a gentle smile with longing and nostalgia: "I don't miss him, why do I miss him? Anyway One day, I'll go find him."

Jiang Yanbai didn't speak, he was tired and collapsed on the sofa, his whole soul seemed to be out of his body.

After Rong Bai disappeared, every minute and every second was so tormented, and he might have to wait another ten years, how many hours?How many minutes and how many seconds?

The second hand moved so slowly, every moment he opened his eyes was suffering.

Maybe with luck, we can still see each other in ten years, but Jiang Yanbai wouldn't even dare to think about it if we still can't see each other after ten years.

Mrs. Qiao suddenly spoke, and she touched Jiang Yanbai's head, as if Jiang Yanbai was still the little baby back then: "My dear grandson, don't worry, what's yours is yours, no one can take it away, fate is there. "

Jiang Yanbai wanted to nod his head and talk about fate, but this time, he was really out of strength.

Wait, boil it.

Boil until his hair is gray, and he can't wait any longer.

He left, and he was waiting for him on the Naihe Bridge.

Wait for a long time.

There is always time to meet.

I just don't know what it will be like then, will he still remember himself, will he still fall in love with him?

Love is like honey, love is like arsenic.