Hua Hua
Chapter 347, complex 337L: Good name, we immediately formed a team to explore flowers, hehehe!
, anyway, there is smoke from the Luo family's ancestral grave, my grandparents married Miss Qianjin.During the big wedding, the groom promised to be a couple for a lifetime, which shocked everyone, and that oath became the family motto of this branch. "
With a smile on his face, Chu Yi watched Song Siyan's face change several times, and finally he looked like a good baby listening to the story, with a constant smile in his eyes, and took a sip of water from the paper cup at hand.
"After the wedding, an amethyst pendant was given in the palace, saying that it can bestow deep love between husband and wife. She is indeed in love for a lifetime, and the wives around see it, and they all believe that it is the magical energy of the crystal that keeps this love. At that time, as soon as there was a crystal in Luoji, it would be bought immediately, and then it gradually became Big money booking."
"Today, the Luo family already has a diversified business system. Luoji jewelry is no longer the only ancestral business, so it has become a beautiful blessing to be passed down. My mother is the only daughter of my grandfather, and Luoji is hers. The dowry carries all the Luo family's blessings for her, including peace, success, health, joy, and happiness."
The volume of the brisk unknown song fades away, leaving only the man's warm and pure voice lingering around, like the warm sun in winter, and like the wind kissing and waking up the flower seeds in early spring, making the ears feel numb.
A short story can't tell the past and present of the century-old store, but Song Siyan saw a merchant's house full of love and not full of money.
He looked at the young man who told the story, with a dark blue sweater, soft hair, stars in his eyes, and a lotus blossom on his tongue.So handsome!Inadvertently, something quietly took root and sprouted.
"Now Luoji is in my hands, still with blessings, but I just want to be a happy profiteer who makes money to support my family."
"The story is over." Chu Yi stretched out five fingers and waved them lightly in front of Song Siyan's eyes.
Song Siyan came back to his senses: "A beautiful story!"
Chu Yi smiled, even the strands of her hair shone under the spotlight.
☆, first trap and then routine
Bian Xueer immediately came over to cooperate with the shooting after sending the young lady away. She worked very hard in front of the boss, and taught Song Siyan a solid understanding of the demeanor of selling crowns.
Chu Yi watched quietly from the side, watching Song Siyan earnestly ask questions and take notes; watched him half-squat in a very awkward posture in order to take a macro shot, holding the camera steadily for 1 minute; watched him take a 5 Mi's moving camera, with one hand bent to lift the machine and the other hand to support it, went back and forth 6 times; watched him put down the camera and move his elbow when he couldn't stand it; also watched him smile happily after taking a favorite shot.
When returning home after filming, Song Siyan was about to fasten his seat belt when Chu Yi asked him to stretch out his left hand with the palm facing down.
He stretched out his hand obediently, faster than he was suspicious.The palms were dry and warm, and the sleeves were gently pushed up, revealing a white and thin back of the wrist.Song Siyan held his breath, and saw Chu Yi take out a small emerald green gourd with a string on it, and put it on his exposed wrist.
"This is the dry green that I just mentioned. It is the first time I gambled on stones when I was 20 years old. Although it is not as good as glass and ice, this kind of oily and spicy one is also good in the past two years. A rare top-notch."
It can be heard that Chu Yi is very proud.But why?very strange.
The vibration in the chest became stronger and stronger, Chu Yi's hands seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and even he began to feel a little hot.
Song Siyan wanted to withdraw his hand with red ears, but immediately felt that he was being held even tighter.
"do not move."
The voice is deep and powerful, making people unconsciously obey.Seeing Chu Yi's focused expression, Song Siyan calmed down.
The reading light was not good. Chu Yi held the gourd with one hand and fixed the gourd with his wrist. After a little effort, he buckled the small jade buckle at the end of the rope, and then adjusted the length with frowning eyebrows.
"From betting stones to cutting materials to polishing and weaving ropes, I did it all by myself. I only know how to weave ropes, and I learned it with great difficulty, so don't think it's ugly. It's almost Chinese New Year, and gourds mean good fortune. Lu, I hope it brings you good luck."
Song Siyan stared at his wrist and even forgot to breathe.
In this winter day, which disgusted him so much, in this warm-smelling carriage, he heard a rumbling sound.
The voice is getting louder and louder, is it a heartbeat like drums and thunder?Or is the ice sheet cracking?
It was the first time someone gave him something, and he made it himself.
The one-centimeter long spicy-colored gourd is horizontally placed in the middle of the wrist. It is not completely symmetrical due to hand-polishing, but the round belly is very plump and cute. At this moment, it is hung horizontally by the dark braided rope interspersed with silver threads, clinging to the Touching the skin, the coldness was quickly assimilated by the body temperature, as if it had become a part of his life.
Grabbing the trouser leg with his right hand and being silent for a while, Song Siyan opened his lips that had been bitten off with a white mark, looked at Chu Yi seriously and said, "I like it so much, I don't even know how to return the gift."
What responded to him was Chu Yi's hearty laugh and hands pinching his face.
That night, Song Siyan was a little anxious, but he didn't know what he was anxious about.
He lay under the quilt, raised his left hand high, and the warm light lazily patted on the small gourd. The color was darker than that in sunlight, and the rope was dark blue.
The phone rang, and Chu Yi's voice came as expected, and it was still the same low and deep words: "Good night, go to bed early."
Since the day of eating hot pot, Song Siyan has received a good night message every night.
He casually held the phone, lying on the bed in large characters, thinking about Chu Yi's expression, whether it was the gentle look when he said "the one who loves you will wish you to be unrestrained and unrestrained", or "what you say is what you say" Is it the way you dote on me, or the way you hate when you pinch your face to tease yourself?
Were they really good friends?Why can't I remember it?
The anxiety dissipated at some point, and the drowsiness hit. Song Siyan turned off the light and curled up under the blanket, closed his eyes and replied a soft voice to Chu Yi: "Good night, first day of the new year."
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1703L: After being distracted and smiling knowingly, Gao Hua stared at the phone in a daze again!He may have been polluted, but it's not us who polluted him, what a failure, how sad...
The end of the new year is approaching, and merchants have no demand for videos. The New Year's greeting video has already been launched, and Chu Yi's amazing "Gift of Love" is also online, and Song Siyan is free to do nothing.
【Backstage Seven Heroes】
Yan Shuai: Warriors, what can I do for you?
Big Ding Ding: My shoulder hurts to death, can you give me some oil? []~(￣▽￣)~*
Little A: Ding Ding is too much, dare to let our brightest star promote you!Akimbo.jpg
Hou Dazhuang: Botui? ! (￣┰￣*)
Hou Erzhuang: Botui? ! (￣┰￣*)
Yan Shuai: I was wrong, you guys continue.
Be careful: the strong stay away!If you have time, can you read a few posts for me?I'm doing last year's top ten romantic weddings~~Kneeling.jpg
Big Ding Ding: Please be sure to rank the handsome couple in May first, my dear! !
Big Ding Ding: Saba that one! !
Big Ding Ding: Let me read it for you! ! !
Little A: [Link] Thank you for taking it away, little Dingding calm down.
Da Ding Ding: Please call me Da Ding Ding, thank you!
Be careful: Sister Tang may not agree~Σ(°△°|||)︴
Sister Youtang: As long as it's a post on my own forum, and it's not illegal or illegal, you can let anyone you want, I just want traffic!flow! !Friendly reminder, today's Friday, 4 o'clock weekly report!
The group was calm for a second.
Ding Xiaoyan leaned over and said mysteriously to Song Siyan, "Yan Sang, you have changed recently."
"Huh? Is there any?"
"Well! You will care about your comrades-in-arms, and you took the initiative to initiate a topic just now."
"I've always cared."
"Then you really didn't show it too much before. Look at how excited everyone is when you speak."
"I'd better stop talking."
"It's called bean sack! You've been talking to everyone with a smile recently, is there anything happy about it? Yesterday you were staring at your phone and giggling, little A asked if someone picked your flower!"
Song Siyan ==.
After handing in the weekly report, Song Siyan accidentally found out the link in the group and clicked on it.The Internet company's network speed is super fast, and in the blink of an eye, a photo of a man and a man kissing on the building is in sight.
In the post, the newlyweds are wearing the same dark blue suits, and they both look good.The slightly shorter man with fluffy and soft bangs leaned forward slightly, gently grasped his partner's upper arm, and was held in his arms by his partner, with his lips pressed together, surrounded by sunshine, petals and smiling blessings.
WOW.
Song Siyan didn't reject gays, but at the end of the book, he was blinded by this doggy man.He picked up the water glass steadily, choked a mouthful of dog food expressionlessly, and replied solemnly: "Blessings".
Since Da Zhuang's signature was changed to "If you don't reply after reading the post, the chrysanthemum will bleed profusely", the whole company has developed a good habit of replying to the post!
But this blessing is the truth. There are so many men and women in this world who just walk away and then get separated. It must be very difficult for two people to be men at the same time.
In the photo, the sunshine in Saba looks even more dazzling than the Peach Blossom Mountain in Chunri in C City.
His eyes unconsciously glanced at the mobile phone on the table. It was almost 4 o'clock, and it hadn't turned on today.
Song Siyan was frightened by himself, and quickly closed the webpage.
[The surface temperature is 83!Come to the flowers of Gaoling around Bayi Ba, and let the pure Qianqiu snow wash away the sins of the scorching heat in this world. 】Hot
1710L: Smudge Team worked the hardest today!We were so busy that we threw out the three consecutive bombs of "asking for more oil", "Saba wedding in May", and "asking whether to be picked", and the high flowers all took it with a blank face... We failed very thoroughly It's gone... the blood tank is empty, sister director, come on.
1711L: Dirty pollen feels distressed.
1712L: Will Xiaoxin also stop updating?
1713L: We are boring enough, so the first floor is built to 1700...
1714L: There is a beginning and an end, let's wait for the ending.
It's so boring... I'm suffocating...
With a chuckle, I got a breath of freedom.
Song Siyan hurriedly inflated his empty lungs, but before he could recover, his breath was taken away again.
He couldn't open his eyes, something was churning in his mouth, it was greasy, hooked his tongue, and swept every inch of the root of his teeth.He is under control and cannot escape. The only tongue that can move will be rolled back no matter where he hides...
That thing was so greedy and crazy that he even had auditory hallucinations about the sound of soaking water.
A pair of hands firmly pressed the back of his head and his waist, with such strength that it seemed to expel all the little air in his lungs.The hand on the waist began to slide down slowly, passing through the thin clothes over the waist and eyes, regardless of his trembling, he kneaded his buttocks heavily.
He was softened and unable to resist, he could only allow himself to lean against that strong chest.
A surge of longing was awakened from the depths of his body, he couldn't stand still, but fortunately his hands could move at last, so he eagerly clung to something that could support him, and handed over his body to instinct, then he suddenly longed for more, preferably more be rough...
The disappearing voices came back one by one, from small to large, with applause, cheers, salutes, and whistles.His lips were finally freed, he panted and opened his eyes, and Chu Yi who was wearing a dark blue dress and staring at him with satisfaction came into view.
He raised his hand, brushed the curved eyebrows with his fingertips, and smiled too.
It seems that a narration passed through the microphone and it was amplified: "The new couple is here!"
Li Cheng?
He looked around, the sun, birds, butterflies, green grass, hydrangeas and lilies, relatives and friends toasting, and mother gently wiping tears.
Song Siyan sat up abruptly.
He didn't care about the coolness of the vest, he lifted a corner of the quilt, saw a part he was so excited about, and threw it back heavily on the pillow.
Who is he and where is he and what did he just dream about? ! !
Closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, Song Siyan thought that Mr. Ji Ze stretched out his sinful right hand to solve the urgent problem first, but something was wrong today, and he was always stuck in a place where he couldn't get up and down and couldn't get rid of it.He became more and more irritable, even after changing countless teachers, it still didn't work, which made him extremely uncomfortable!
After the sage time passed, Song Siyan recalled the commanding height brought by the dream just now, and only one thought remained, what is it all about!
☆, you are more basic
The hazy sky shines through the gaps in the lattice curtains, and the window is already dimly lit.Song Siyan endured the cold, took a shower secretly, and then rolled back to the bed to recover the dead body. Questions that he had never thought about carefully came one after another.
Friends who haven't seen for many years, shouldn't you say hello generously, why do you want to introduce yourself and ask your name?
If you are forgotten by your friends, shouldn't you question the other party and tell the whole story, why do you have to let yourself think about it?
Why do you say strange things and do strange things?
Why do you want to celebrate your birthday with yourself?
Why send a small emerald gourd?
In the night, the phrase "A handsome guy on a date" suddenly popped into my mind!
Song Siyan was startled, grabbed his phone and entered solemnly "How to tell if I'm attracted by a homosexual", and a bunch of "How to tell if I'm gay" came out, he quickly turned it off, and re-entered "How Judging whether a person is gay or not, and then checking them one by one like a thief, I am really nervous.
Article [-], the desire to express to others?Does going crazy now and then count? !Sissy?Chu Yi failed, but Yu Xiran.
The second one, the boy who is very manly dressed has his ears pierced?Chu Yi dresses very tastefully, but she doesn't seem to be particularly MAN; her ears...the auricles are pretty, with round and round earlobes, no piercings, PASS.
Article [-], buy girls' clothes, pass.
Number four, casually pat your ass? !Wucao, he has never patted his butt but he has kissed me!
Article [-], like all kinds of cute things? !Unable to verify...
……
what the hell!Chu Yi couldn't tell if he was gay, but he got a few hits instead!
Song Siyan closed the webpage irritably, opened QQ to find a professional person whom he hadn't contacted for more than two years, and left an urgent message asking for help.
The professional named Yu Xiran is a high school alumnus from Song Siyan's different class. He suddenly went abroad during his freshman year, and he hasn't seen him for eight years.
In my impression, Yu Xiran is just over 1.7 meters tall, white and thin, with delicate features and soft-spoken, but his mouth is particularly poisonous when his hair is irritated.
The whole grade knew that there was a sister Yu in class three, but he did not come out publicly. Song Siyan knew that this was purely a coincidence.
That day, the two leaned back to each other against a tree in a daze, and suddenly Yu Xiran asked, "Why are you crying?"
The warm spring sun shines through the gaps in the leaves, but it does not bring warmth.Song Siyan narrowed his eyes, looked at the big and small spiky buds on the branches, and asked, "Why are you crying?"
"I'm crying, I'm broken in love, what about you?"
"You go back to the top five in your grade, so you still have time to fall in love?"
"Is there any necessary relationship between falling in love and grades? I have known that person for 17 years and we have been together for two years, but I just found out that he and a girl in his class are the recognized couple, so he recruited me." What are you doing?" Yu Xiran talked about the sad things to herself.
"Wait, TA, with a girl? Next to the word female next to single?"
Song Siyan sniffed his nose, the amount of information was too much, and the strong shock felt when the new door opened shattered the ecstasy, so he couldn't help interrupting.
Yu Xiran turned her head and narrowed her eyes: "Being alone, is it disgusting?"
"No, it's not disgusting, I'm sorry I just didn't react for a while."
Song Siyan has been laughed at since he was a child because of his timidity. He has experienced too much power of gossip, so even if he doesn't understand, he will never say hurtful words.
"Thank you."
A breeze passed by, gently shaking the branches, Song Siyan looked at the jumping halo at his feet and listened to other people's stories quietly, not knowing what to say to comfort others, but also envious of others' freedom and ease.
"You are so brave and have so many ideas of your own."
"It's okay. Actually, the pain is so painful that I'm about to die. What about you? Have you lost your love too?"
"My dad is gone."
The windows that were open to the sky began to store water again, and it was about to overflow in a moment.
Yu Xiran, who hadn't heard anything for a long time, turned her head and comforted her angrily, "Don't cry, what about your ideals in the last two months, cheer up."
Song Siyan stared at the fuzzy curlywort flowers on the plaster line without blinking, as if he saw the bare paulownia when he was 17 years old covered with new leaves again, and smelled the fragrance of magnolia flowers mixed with the smell of oily smoke in the canteen.
On that afternoon, he locked up his cowardly and cowardly self, and forced his soft flesh to roll over the thorns all over the ground outside the greenhouse. It was only in such pain that he practiced the magical skills of protecting his body.Now thinking about it, I suddenly realized that the magical skills that I had practiced for ten years had already dissipated in less than a month!
But after all, he is feeling better, even his colleagues think he is better...
That day, for the first time ever, he squatted in front of the computer without finishing breakfast, and Mother Song was overjoyed.
The sky is still gray and the fog has not cleared.
He walked aimlessly along the trail and stopped at an unoccupied viewing platform.Just when his heart was in a mess and he had to stop and lie on the railing to study whether Jiang Xin's vague shadow of the sand mining boat was moving or not, he received a strange call.
"Song Siyan? I'm Yu Xiran."
Yu Xiran's voice was still clear and bright, and her speech was still straightforward.
"Yu Xiran?! Long time no see! Did you see my message?"
"Oh, otherwise, I urgently called for help early in the morning, and the reply was ignored. I asked people everywhere for your number."
"Hey, we all changed numbers. Are you back in your country?"
"It's been a year since I came back, and I'm in the capital."
"Are you alone?"
"Well, what's the hurry?"
When it comes to this, Song Siyan feels embarrassed. It's okay to type through the Internet, but it's really embarrassing for him to tell it in person.He said coyly, "Well, that is, I think I might be targeted by gay."
Yu Xiran was out of breath laughing at the other end, Song Siyan became angry with embarrassment: "Laughing peat, let's have an appraisal!"
"Hahaha! Alright, appraise, puff, appraise! Come on, tell me what made you think this way?"
Song Siyan was stuck, where to start?It can't be said that I read two gay wedding posts, put Chu Yi's face on it and still have sex dreams, I didn't hold back a word after struggling for a long time.
"Let's change the question. How long have you known each other? Are you friends?"
Song Siyan counted with his fingers: "Two months, but he said we met many years ago, but I can't remember."
"Yo, it's quite complicated, so what did he do to make you think he's gay and have thoughts about you?"
"I think he's flirting with me."
"Hehe, how did you tease me?"
"Why do I think you are so excited? Have you already eaten melon seeds?"
The fog cleared a bit, Song Siyan breathed into his palms, and watched the sand ship gradually reveal its figure.
"No, you blamed me wrongly. I ate apples, and my expression is very serious now."
Yu Xiran put her feet on the armrest of the sofa, pillowed on someone's thigh, chewed the apple that was forked to her mouth, twisted and turned to find a comfortable position.
Song Siyan vaguely heard a depressing "Oh", he was startled, you liar, you are not alone!
"Is there someone next to you?"
"No, go on, how did he tease you?"
"Um, they always say strange things to me, do strange things, pinch my face, hug me, and kiss me...I still use that kind of phone call, how should I say it, just that kind of thing." Very...special...very sexy, yes, the very sexy subwoofer, which makes my ears itch and goosebumps all over my body, can a straight man do this?"
Song Siyan's voice became smaller and smaller, his face was boiled to ketchup, and he quickly pulled up his scarf to cover it up.
Strange, the scarf didn't seem so soft before.
"My words, ouch!" Yu Xiran glared at the person who pinched him, got up and threw a heavy gun, "I don't know if he is a straight man, but now you are more gay. You won’t be obsessed with another man’s dreamy words, he’ll just think it’s a joke and forget about it. Straight men can still masturbate each other. After masturbation, they’re still straight men. Then you emphatically described that man The voice is sexy, which means that person is very attractive to you."
"I do not have!"
Yu Xiran's words were like suppressing in the air, throwing guns down one after another, without giving Song Siyan any time or space to dodge, and almost blowing him to ashes, he was at a loss and eager to take out something to protect himself, but found that there was nothing at hand.
"Song Siyan, don't worry, maybe it's just that you didn't describe it properly. If you want to solve your trouble, you have to find the root of the problem. It doesn't matter whether others like you or not, what matters is whether you like it or not. If you don't like it, let him Go away, if you like it, let's talk about the next step. Before you figure it out, you can temporarily put people aside, maybe time and distance can help you see something clearly." Yu Xiran leaned her head on someone's shoulder, eyebrows There are some worries.A callused thumb wiped away the stains on the corner of his mouth, and lingered on his lips, waiting for an opportunity to penetrate. He slapped it away, and said: "Add me on WeChat, it's my phone number, if you can't figure it out, call me again." .”
Huihui appeared and hid in winter, Song Siyan had a sad face, lying on the fence by the river and thinking for a long time, until the sand mining boat in Jiangxin disappeared, his mother called him and asked him if he wanted to go home for dinner.
The author has something to say: The previous article has been edited again, and some things that I don't understand and inappropriate words and deeds have been revised, and I feel a little smoother.Everything is difficult at the beginning, so I can only say "The baby who reads the article has worked hard"!Things from the past will drop in the next chapter!
☆、Chu Yi's obsession
The sun blossomed through the window and hugged the lucky bamboo, and also sprinkled on Chu Yi's shoulders and neck.It may have consumed too much energy and was tired all the way, so it failed to break the ice on Chu Yi's face.
Song Siyan was alienating him, stopped being coquettish with him, and stopped sending him messages, and the messages would come back but not soon, and his words were polite again, even refusing to have dinner together.
Obviously checked.
Chu Yi squeezed the invitation letter for the annual meeting of Fashion City C with a stern expression, cracking the special paper.
[The surface temperature is 83!Come to the flowers of Gaoling around Bayi Ba, and let the pure Qianqiu snow wash away the sins of the scorching heat in this world. 】Hot
1728L: Who was invited to the annual meeting?
1729L: Hands up
1730L: here
1731L: I have one too. I wonder if there is enough space for a table in this building?
1732L: 5
1733L: 6
1734L: 7, how many invitation letters have been sent out by Fashion City C?
1735L: The boss has it too.
1736L replied to 1735L: 8, what about you?
1737L: I'm a follower, go straight over and leave a place for me, comrades.
1738L: 9?
1739L: No wonder the building didn't sink, how many veterans are following...
1740L: See you guys tonight, half of them are new friends, why don't they all wear wrist flowers?
1741L: Hualou, there's nothing wrong with it.
1742L: Wear wristbands, see you at night.
With the word "fashionable", the stars must be dazzling, and Fashion C City made the annual meeting like a film festival.As night fell, Chu Yi walked onto the red carpet with a low-key and handsome image facing the flashing lights all the way, but Song Siyan stood on the other side of the sign-in wall with a camera on his shoulders, and didn't even give him a look through the camera.
He hurried over to say hello, Song Siyan returned a slightly stiff smile and turned around to continue filming. Before he could say another word, Yuan Xi dragged him away, and his face was as black as coal with anger.
Song Siyan looked at Chu Yi's back, and felt turmoil in his heart again. Time and distance did not save him, but made him almost unable to suppress the chaotic qi in his body.
Let's just say that Chu Yi struggled with how to dress for two hours today, and the dark formal attire looked calm, but he just felt irritated.What kind of shawl collar, single-breasted velvet, wide shoulders, narrow waist and long legs, what kind of bow tie for dinner, woolen cuff buttons, and a parted hair in a weird way? He could hear a woman whispering over there screamed.
After the party started, Song Siyan entered the infield hesitantly.
He deliberately chose the most troublesome position in the audience, because he was afraid that he would think wildly.
The first stage of the event was data summary and new product release, and Chu Yi didn't listen to a single word.The lights in the hall were all off, and there were 700 people in the venue, some were standing, some were sitting, some were walking around from time to time, and the figure carrying the camera was lost if he didn't pay attention.
After the dinner started, Chu Yi didn't even bother to enjoy the carefully choreographed program, and also ate absent-mindedly because Song Siyan disappeared again.
The lights in the hall dimmed again, Yuan Xi suddenly patted him, pointed at the stage, and smiled inscrutablely.
After a short period of darkness, Song Siyan in a dark gray sweater + jeans stood in the center of the stage, his hair was scratched a little, he was a little more handsome than the well-behaved one just now, and a beam of chasing lights made him soft and affectionate.He sang "Rain and Rain" with distant and blurred eyes, and his voice was a little lower and thicker than usual, his own style.
Chu Yi stared intently at the young people singing on the stage. As he listened, his eyes gradually blurred.
There are many Song Siyans, crying, honeypot, alienated, milky, timid, soft, sensitive, laughing, dedicated, gentle, from teenagers to young people.He concentrated his eyes, watching the frames of pictures merge into a young man who made his heart soft and distressed, and rewinded back to the crying boy at the beginning.
That boy who he had been waiting for no matter the weather, was always crying.
The one made of water, who told love stories over and over again in his darkest days, lit his heart lamp, pulled the ugly and ignorant him out of the mud, never cried but always burst into tears juvenile.
On the public balcony of the hospital, two teenagers, one tall and one short, stood facing each other.
"My grandfather will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."
"That's great, I wish the old man good health and a long life." Said the boy with red eyes and red nose.
"So uncle will be fine too."
"Well, it will be fine."
The young man burst into tears, Xiao Chuyi hurriedly hugged him into his arms, let the young man lean on his not-so-thick shoulders, and followed his back one by one.
The warm and cold spring night was a bit cold. The boy was wearing a thin school uniform with his schoolbag on his back. Chu Yi tightened his arms and waited quietly for the boy to calm down.
"Thank you, and I wish you good health and all the best."
A pair of hands were lightly clasped behind the back, and the young man's voice came from the hollow of his shoulders, muffled.Chu Yi knew that this was the best wish in the boy's heart.
The boy is one level higher than him, and the college entrance examination is three months away.He said that his father wouldn't let him come, and only when he thought hard, he dared to come secretly to study at night, and hid in the crack of the door to take a look.
The boy didn't want to leave his phone number, so he went to the hospital to squat every day. He didn't know why, he just knew that this was the only thing he wanted to do in his boredom.
After his grandfather was discharged from the hospital, he still used other reasons to run to the hospital whenever he had the chance, but he only ran into the boy once more.Having no reason to show up in the hospital again, he didn't dare to come forward to accompany him. He could only hide in the corridor and wait for him to vent his emotions like a teenager secretly watching his father.
The boy in the darkness was still wearing the school uniform and the schoolbag. He was lying on the fence. If his shoulders and back were not trembling slightly, no one would know that he was crying.Xu was missing a shoulder. The boy cried for a long time that day, and Chu Yi followed him far away until he boarded the 306 bus.
That was the first time he experienced heart-wrenching pain.Later, he never waited for that boy again, and spent many long nights tasting regret alone.
Afraid that you are sad, afraid that you cry, afraid that you are lonely, afraid that you are confused.
Love is a long journey, dreams have happiness and dreams have pain.
Ever since I understood love and pain, I have been afraid of it for almost ten years, and I have dreamed it for almost ten years. Compared with a lifetime, it is neither longer nor shorter.
It is my obsession to give you my way, and I will not admit defeat.
"Who is this handsome guy?"
"Well, she looks handsome and sings very well."
"You don't know? The video guy in Fashion City C, what's his name, he's very shy when he doesn't talk much, and he'll blush if he teases him."
"Yupyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-your-bm, the video is also very good. Most of our bosses are picky people. We changed the copywriting 4 times and the video didn't find anything wrong."
"Every time the bgm is very touching, I'm a big fan of his works."
When Chu Yi came back to his senses, he heard that the table next to him had chatted unscrupulously. Every word and every word was provoking his nerves, and he was so angry that he felt that his neckline was a little tight.He gritted his teeth and gave Yuan Xi a hard look, pulled off his tie, got up and left the table, and walked quickly along the edge of the venue.
The simple backstage cut out by the LED screen was dimly lit. After Song Siyan sang, he came down carefully, and as soon as he stepped on the carpet, he was hugged into a warm embrace mixed with floral, fruity and sandalwood.Chu Yi's suppressed voice rang in his ears: "Did you remember?"
A drop of water dripped on the back shoulder, hot and scalding, Song Siyan's hand that was about to push away stopped in the air.
Is Chu Yi crying?He shook his head slightly, distracted for a moment.
Chu Yi took a deep breath of Song Siyan's scent, let go of his arms before the light came on, and took a step back.
The heat source left suddenly, Song Siyan almost couldn't help but threw himself back.He stroked his arm and raised his head. When the light came on, he keenly caught the bloodshot eyes in Chu Yi's eyes, feeling his heart being pinched.
The explosive dance music sounded, and the dancing girls pushed the atmosphere of the venue to a climax.
Chu Yi took out the microphone from Song Siyan's hand and handed it to the host who just stepped off the stage, and then walked outside the door holding his cold hand.
"Where are your clothes?"
"Sign in." Song Siyan withdrew his hand and lowered his head to avoid sight.
"Have you eaten?"
"Ah."
"Are you full?"
"Ah."
In fact, it didn't. I had a hamburger at 5 o'clock, and I didn't expect it to last long.However, the annual meeting is like this every year. If it weren't for the external photography team and three camera positions, he might not even have a sip of water.
Chu Yi looked helplessly at the hair spinning in front of him, and couldn't help but reach out and rub it: "Go and put on your clothes, I'll wait for you outside later, don't slip."
☆, should
In the following time, Song Siyan was out of his mind, occasionally raised his head and glanced across the main table, and then met and intersected with another's gaze.In a state of confusion, he thought of the tears that fell on his back shoulder, and his heart tightened again.
During this period of time, he asked himself countless times, and he also knew that there was a voice in his heart rushing around and shouting "You obviously like it", but he was still afraid of the unknown.Especially the way his mother wiped her tears reminded him of the sadness and despair he saw through the crack of the door, and those scenes that made him powerless still make him tear up to this day.
After the show ended, Song Siyan packed up the materials together, and after confirming everything with Sister Tang, he rubbed his exhausted stomach and moved towards the gate. Perhaps their friendship had changed, and he didn't know how to communicate with Chu Yi. got along.
The night was so deep that even the stars and the moon were not seen.
Winter nights are really boring, the cold wind does not bring any taste of happiness, only endless coldness.A strong spicy smell drifted away with the night wind, which ruthlessly overturned Song Siyan's conclusion just now, and made his saliva start to secrete crazily, and his stomach growled uncontrollably.
Which bitch is eating mochi in the parking lot in the middle of the night!According to the calendar should be punished!
Song Siyan swallowed his saliva and looked for the familiar car, the smell became stronger and stronger, when he walked to the half-opened car window, he stopped and was stunned.Under the dim reading light, the well-dressed man was peeling the crayfish with his head buried in gloves.In the box, the peeled shrimp meat and the piled shrimp shells occupy each side clearly.
Seeing the owner of the shadow, Chu Yi hurriedly offered the treasure: "Hurry up and get in the car, it was just delivered, it's all peeled for you here, eat it while it's hot."
Are they all stripped for him?Song Siyan opened the door and got into the car, looking sideways at Chu Yi's unskilled shrimp peeling action, his nose and eyes were sore and swollen.
The hand holding the shrimp meat was brought to his lips, and the eyes of the owner of the hand were full of expectation.Song Siyan's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't figure out what to do. He opened his mouth like a robot to swallow it, slipped his lips over his gloved fingers, and chewed carefully.
Before he could figure out how to speak, Chu Yi pointed to the passenger door again: "You like Fanta."
Song Siyan knew that his emotions were about to lose control. This person always does something strange but doesn't say a word. He swallowed the shrimp meat in his mouth and held back the tears that were already swirling: "Why do I have to think about it myself, I can't remember."
Chu Yi handed out another shrimp, and said softly, "If you can't remember it, you won't. It's not a good memory. Eat it quickly, it will be cold in a while."
Pearl suddenly broke the thread, one drop, two drops, Song Siyan cried like this, silently, suffocated and then took a sharp breath.
This person is really good or bad!Three or two hits messed up his heart, making him even more unlike himself, and he couldn't hide...
Chu Yi hurriedly threw away the gloves and pulled the tissue: "Why are you crying? Be good, don't cry, I'm exhausted today, let's fill our stomachs first, shall we?"
"What about you? Why are you crying!"
Song Siyan's emotions completely lost control for the first time in ten years, and his brain had already gone on strike.
"I do not have."
"You have!"
"No."
"There is!"
"Well, yes. Don't cry, 108 boxes, are you willing to waste it?"
"I will not eat!"
The coquettish words came back, Chu Yi gently wiped his little tears, heaved a sigh of relief, grabbed a piece of shrimp meat and handed it over.
At night, Song Siyan saw his father, and he yelled for his father to rush over.
Dad blocked him, and said with a smile: "We have grown up Yanyan, we can no longer throw ourselves into Dad's arms."
"Father, Mr. Lu is in good health. He goes to the park every day to read, watch dramas and dance square dances. He travels with a few aunts when he is free. He just went to country T last month. She is doing well and says that Dad is the best, don't Second spring."
"Haha, is that so, what about our words?"
Dad was still so gentle, making his tears burst out: "I don't know. Dad, I feel very sad and scared."
Dad gently wiped away his tears: "Don't cry in words, remember what Dad said? May you be as free and easy as the sunshine outside the window."
"But, I seem to like a man."
"Oh, this is probably the most daring thing we've ever thought of, the boy who gave the little gourd?"
He nodded.
Dad's big hand rubbed gently on the head, just like when he was a child, with a sense of security that he relied on completely.No matter what problems the family encounters, as long as Dad is there, they can solve them all.
"Your safety and joy are the greatest wishes of parents. At least in this heart, the child is the same as us. When you grow up, Dad can't help you with these things. You have to ask your heart. As long as it is Go for what you really want, Mom and Dad will understand and support you, go for it.”
Dad's figure faded away, he yelled and rushed forward, Dad smiled and gently pushed him away: "Go."
Song Siyan opened his eyes in the dark and looked around in confusion, it was another dream.
He remembered that on that sunny spring day, he remembered every word of the last words his father said.
"Don't cry, life is a wave of setbacks, wave after wave, coming and going to wash out an unbendable spine. Live bravely, think twice before making decisions, and never regret after making decisions. You see Ah, the rain is over, and the spring is shining outside. Dad wishes you a bright future, and wishes you to be as unrestrained as the sunshine outside the window. Buddhism says, things come and go
With a smile on his face, Chu Yi watched Song Siyan's face change several times, and finally he looked like a good baby listening to the story, with a constant smile in his eyes, and took a sip of water from the paper cup at hand.
"After the wedding, an amethyst pendant was given in the palace, saying that it can bestow deep love between husband and wife. She is indeed in love for a lifetime, and the wives around see it, and they all believe that it is the magical energy of the crystal that keeps this love. At that time, as soon as there was a crystal in Luoji, it would be bought immediately, and then it gradually became Big money booking."
"Today, the Luo family already has a diversified business system. Luoji jewelry is no longer the only ancestral business, so it has become a beautiful blessing to be passed down. My mother is the only daughter of my grandfather, and Luoji is hers. The dowry carries all the Luo family's blessings for her, including peace, success, health, joy, and happiness."
The volume of the brisk unknown song fades away, leaving only the man's warm and pure voice lingering around, like the warm sun in winter, and like the wind kissing and waking up the flower seeds in early spring, making the ears feel numb.
A short story can't tell the past and present of the century-old store, but Song Siyan saw a merchant's house full of love and not full of money.
He looked at the young man who told the story, with a dark blue sweater, soft hair, stars in his eyes, and a lotus blossom on his tongue.So handsome!Inadvertently, something quietly took root and sprouted.
"Now Luoji is in my hands, still with blessings, but I just want to be a happy profiteer who makes money to support my family."
"The story is over." Chu Yi stretched out five fingers and waved them lightly in front of Song Siyan's eyes.
Song Siyan came back to his senses: "A beautiful story!"
Chu Yi smiled, even the strands of her hair shone under the spotlight.
☆, first trap and then routine
Bian Xueer immediately came over to cooperate with the shooting after sending the young lady away. She worked very hard in front of the boss, and taught Song Siyan a solid understanding of the demeanor of selling crowns.
Chu Yi watched quietly from the side, watching Song Siyan earnestly ask questions and take notes; watched him half-squat in a very awkward posture in order to take a macro shot, holding the camera steadily for 1 minute; watched him take a 5 Mi's moving camera, with one hand bent to lift the machine and the other hand to support it, went back and forth 6 times; watched him put down the camera and move his elbow when he couldn't stand it; also watched him smile happily after taking a favorite shot.
When returning home after filming, Song Siyan was about to fasten his seat belt when Chu Yi asked him to stretch out his left hand with the palm facing down.
He stretched out his hand obediently, faster than he was suspicious.The palms were dry and warm, and the sleeves were gently pushed up, revealing a white and thin back of the wrist.Song Siyan held his breath, and saw Chu Yi take out a small emerald green gourd with a string on it, and put it on his exposed wrist.
"This is the dry green that I just mentioned. It is the first time I gambled on stones when I was 20 years old. Although it is not as good as glass and ice, this kind of oily and spicy one is also good in the past two years. A rare top-notch."
It can be heard that Chu Yi is very proud.But why?very strange.
The vibration in the chest became stronger and stronger, Chu Yi's hands seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and even he began to feel a little hot.
Song Siyan wanted to withdraw his hand with red ears, but immediately felt that he was being held even tighter.
"do not move."
The voice is deep and powerful, making people unconsciously obey.Seeing Chu Yi's focused expression, Song Siyan calmed down.
The reading light was not good. Chu Yi held the gourd with one hand and fixed the gourd with his wrist. After a little effort, he buckled the small jade buckle at the end of the rope, and then adjusted the length with frowning eyebrows.
"From betting stones to cutting materials to polishing and weaving ropes, I did it all by myself. I only know how to weave ropes, and I learned it with great difficulty, so don't think it's ugly. It's almost Chinese New Year, and gourds mean good fortune. Lu, I hope it brings you good luck."
Song Siyan stared at his wrist and even forgot to breathe.
In this winter day, which disgusted him so much, in this warm-smelling carriage, he heard a rumbling sound.
The voice is getting louder and louder, is it a heartbeat like drums and thunder?Or is the ice sheet cracking?
It was the first time someone gave him something, and he made it himself.
The one-centimeter long spicy-colored gourd is horizontally placed in the middle of the wrist. It is not completely symmetrical due to hand-polishing, but the round belly is very plump and cute. At this moment, it is hung horizontally by the dark braided rope interspersed with silver threads, clinging to the Touching the skin, the coldness was quickly assimilated by the body temperature, as if it had become a part of his life.
Grabbing the trouser leg with his right hand and being silent for a while, Song Siyan opened his lips that had been bitten off with a white mark, looked at Chu Yi seriously and said, "I like it so much, I don't even know how to return the gift."
What responded to him was Chu Yi's hearty laugh and hands pinching his face.
That night, Song Siyan was a little anxious, but he didn't know what he was anxious about.
He lay under the quilt, raised his left hand high, and the warm light lazily patted on the small gourd. The color was darker than that in sunlight, and the rope was dark blue.
The phone rang, and Chu Yi's voice came as expected, and it was still the same low and deep words: "Good night, go to bed early."
Since the day of eating hot pot, Song Siyan has received a good night message every night.
He casually held the phone, lying on the bed in large characters, thinking about Chu Yi's expression, whether it was the gentle look when he said "the one who loves you will wish you to be unrestrained and unrestrained", or "what you say is what you say" Is it the way you dote on me, or the way you hate when you pinch your face to tease yourself?
Were they really good friends?Why can't I remember it?
The anxiety dissipated at some point, and the drowsiness hit. Song Siyan turned off the light and curled up under the blanket, closed his eyes and replied a soft voice to Chu Yi: "Good night, first day of the new year."
[The surface temperature is 83!Come to the flowers of Gaoling around Bayi Ba, and let the pure Qianqiu snow wash away the sins of the scorching heat in this world. 】Hot
1703L: After being distracted and smiling knowingly, Gao Hua stared at the phone in a daze again!He may have been polluted, but it's not us who polluted him, what a failure, how sad...
The end of the new year is approaching, and merchants have no demand for videos. The New Year's greeting video has already been launched, and Chu Yi's amazing "Gift of Love" is also online, and Song Siyan is free to do nothing.
【Backstage Seven Heroes】
Yan Shuai: Warriors, what can I do for you?
Big Ding Ding: My shoulder hurts to death, can you give me some oil? []~(￣▽￣)~*
Little A: Ding Ding is too much, dare to let our brightest star promote you!Akimbo.jpg
Hou Dazhuang: Botui? ! (￣┰￣*)
Hou Erzhuang: Botui? ! (￣┰￣*)
Yan Shuai: I was wrong, you guys continue.
Be careful: the strong stay away!If you have time, can you read a few posts for me?I'm doing last year's top ten romantic weddings~~Kneeling.jpg
Big Ding Ding: Please be sure to rank the handsome couple in May first, my dear! !
Big Ding Ding: Saba that one! !
Big Ding Ding: Let me read it for you! ! !
Little A: [Link] Thank you for taking it away, little Dingding calm down.
Da Ding Ding: Please call me Da Ding Ding, thank you!
Be careful: Sister Tang may not agree~Σ(°△°|||)︴
Sister Youtang: As long as it's a post on my own forum, and it's not illegal or illegal, you can let anyone you want, I just want traffic!flow! !Friendly reminder, today's Friday, 4 o'clock weekly report!
The group was calm for a second.
Ding Xiaoyan leaned over and said mysteriously to Song Siyan, "Yan Sang, you have changed recently."
"Huh? Is there any?"
"Well! You will care about your comrades-in-arms, and you took the initiative to initiate a topic just now."
"I've always cared."
"Then you really didn't show it too much before. Look at how excited everyone is when you speak."
"I'd better stop talking."
"It's called bean sack! You've been talking to everyone with a smile recently, is there anything happy about it? Yesterday you were staring at your phone and giggling, little A asked if someone picked your flower!"
Song Siyan ==.
After handing in the weekly report, Song Siyan accidentally found out the link in the group and clicked on it.The Internet company's network speed is super fast, and in the blink of an eye, a photo of a man and a man kissing on the building is in sight.
In the post, the newlyweds are wearing the same dark blue suits, and they both look good.The slightly shorter man with fluffy and soft bangs leaned forward slightly, gently grasped his partner's upper arm, and was held in his arms by his partner, with his lips pressed together, surrounded by sunshine, petals and smiling blessings.
WOW.
Song Siyan didn't reject gays, but at the end of the book, he was blinded by this doggy man.He picked up the water glass steadily, choked a mouthful of dog food expressionlessly, and replied solemnly: "Blessings".
Since Da Zhuang's signature was changed to "If you don't reply after reading the post, the chrysanthemum will bleed profusely", the whole company has developed a good habit of replying to the post!
But this blessing is the truth. There are so many men and women in this world who just walk away and then get separated. It must be very difficult for two people to be men at the same time.
In the photo, the sunshine in Saba looks even more dazzling than the Peach Blossom Mountain in Chunri in C City.
His eyes unconsciously glanced at the mobile phone on the table. It was almost 4 o'clock, and it hadn't turned on today.
Song Siyan was frightened by himself, and quickly closed the webpage.
[The surface temperature is 83!Come to the flowers of Gaoling around Bayi Ba, and let the pure Qianqiu snow wash away the sins of the scorching heat in this world. 】Hot
1710L: Smudge Team worked the hardest today!We were so busy that we threw out the three consecutive bombs of "asking for more oil", "Saba wedding in May", and "asking whether to be picked", and the high flowers all took it with a blank face... We failed very thoroughly It's gone... the blood tank is empty, sister director, come on.
1711L: Dirty pollen feels distressed.
1712L: Will Xiaoxin also stop updating?
1713L: We are boring enough, so the first floor is built to 1700...
1714L: There is a beginning and an end, let's wait for the ending.
It's so boring... I'm suffocating...
With a chuckle, I got a breath of freedom.
Song Siyan hurriedly inflated his empty lungs, but before he could recover, his breath was taken away again.
He couldn't open his eyes, something was churning in his mouth, it was greasy, hooked his tongue, and swept every inch of the root of his teeth.He is under control and cannot escape. The only tongue that can move will be rolled back no matter where he hides...
That thing was so greedy and crazy that he even had auditory hallucinations about the sound of soaking water.
A pair of hands firmly pressed the back of his head and his waist, with such strength that it seemed to expel all the little air in his lungs.The hand on the waist began to slide down slowly, passing through the thin clothes over the waist and eyes, regardless of his trembling, he kneaded his buttocks heavily.
He was softened and unable to resist, he could only allow himself to lean against that strong chest.
A surge of longing was awakened from the depths of his body, he couldn't stand still, but fortunately his hands could move at last, so he eagerly clung to something that could support him, and handed over his body to instinct, then he suddenly longed for more, preferably more be rough...
The disappearing voices came back one by one, from small to large, with applause, cheers, salutes, and whistles.His lips were finally freed, he panted and opened his eyes, and Chu Yi who was wearing a dark blue dress and staring at him with satisfaction came into view.
He raised his hand, brushed the curved eyebrows with his fingertips, and smiled too.
It seems that a narration passed through the microphone and it was amplified: "The new couple is here!"
Li Cheng?
He looked around, the sun, birds, butterflies, green grass, hydrangeas and lilies, relatives and friends toasting, and mother gently wiping tears.
Song Siyan sat up abruptly.
He didn't care about the coolness of the vest, he lifted a corner of the quilt, saw a part he was so excited about, and threw it back heavily on the pillow.
Who is he and where is he and what did he just dream about? ! !
Closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, Song Siyan thought that Mr. Ji Ze stretched out his sinful right hand to solve the urgent problem first, but something was wrong today, and he was always stuck in a place where he couldn't get up and down and couldn't get rid of it.He became more and more irritable, even after changing countless teachers, it still didn't work, which made him extremely uncomfortable!
After the sage time passed, Song Siyan recalled the commanding height brought by the dream just now, and only one thought remained, what is it all about!
☆, you are more basic
The hazy sky shines through the gaps in the lattice curtains, and the window is already dimly lit.Song Siyan endured the cold, took a shower secretly, and then rolled back to the bed to recover the dead body. Questions that he had never thought about carefully came one after another.
Friends who haven't seen for many years, shouldn't you say hello generously, why do you want to introduce yourself and ask your name?
If you are forgotten by your friends, shouldn't you question the other party and tell the whole story, why do you have to let yourself think about it?
Why do you say strange things and do strange things?
Why do you want to celebrate your birthday with yourself?
Why send a small emerald gourd?
In the night, the phrase "A handsome guy on a date" suddenly popped into my mind!
Song Siyan was startled, grabbed his phone and entered solemnly "How to tell if I'm attracted by a homosexual", and a bunch of "How to tell if I'm gay" came out, he quickly turned it off, and re-entered "How Judging whether a person is gay or not, and then checking them one by one like a thief, I am really nervous.
Article [-], the desire to express to others?Does going crazy now and then count? !Sissy?Chu Yi failed, but Yu Xiran.
The second one, the boy who is very manly dressed has his ears pierced?Chu Yi dresses very tastefully, but she doesn't seem to be particularly MAN; her ears...the auricles are pretty, with round and round earlobes, no piercings, PASS.
Article [-], buy girls' clothes, pass.
Number four, casually pat your ass? !Wucao, he has never patted his butt but he has kissed me!
Article [-], like all kinds of cute things? !Unable to verify...
……
what the hell!Chu Yi couldn't tell if he was gay, but he got a few hits instead!
Song Siyan closed the webpage irritably, opened QQ to find a professional person whom he hadn't contacted for more than two years, and left an urgent message asking for help.
The professional named Yu Xiran is a high school alumnus from Song Siyan's different class. He suddenly went abroad during his freshman year, and he hasn't seen him for eight years.
In my impression, Yu Xiran is just over 1.7 meters tall, white and thin, with delicate features and soft-spoken, but his mouth is particularly poisonous when his hair is irritated.
The whole grade knew that there was a sister Yu in class three, but he did not come out publicly. Song Siyan knew that this was purely a coincidence.
That day, the two leaned back to each other against a tree in a daze, and suddenly Yu Xiran asked, "Why are you crying?"
The warm spring sun shines through the gaps in the leaves, but it does not bring warmth.Song Siyan narrowed his eyes, looked at the big and small spiky buds on the branches, and asked, "Why are you crying?"
"I'm crying, I'm broken in love, what about you?"
"You go back to the top five in your grade, so you still have time to fall in love?"
"Is there any necessary relationship between falling in love and grades? I have known that person for 17 years and we have been together for two years, but I just found out that he and a girl in his class are the recognized couple, so he recruited me." What are you doing?" Yu Xiran talked about the sad things to herself.
"Wait, TA, with a girl? Next to the word female next to single?"
Song Siyan sniffed his nose, the amount of information was too much, and the strong shock felt when the new door opened shattered the ecstasy, so he couldn't help interrupting.
Yu Xiran turned her head and narrowed her eyes: "Being alone, is it disgusting?"
"No, it's not disgusting, I'm sorry I just didn't react for a while."
Song Siyan has been laughed at since he was a child because of his timidity. He has experienced too much power of gossip, so even if he doesn't understand, he will never say hurtful words.
"Thank you."
A breeze passed by, gently shaking the branches, Song Siyan looked at the jumping halo at his feet and listened to other people's stories quietly, not knowing what to say to comfort others, but also envious of others' freedom and ease.
"You are so brave and have so many ideas of your own."
"It's okay. Actually, the pain is so painful that I'm about to die. What about you? Have you lost your love too?"
"My dad is gone."
The windows that were open to the sky began to store water again, and it was about to overflow in a moment.
Yu Xiran, who hadn't heard anything for a long time, turned her head and comforted her angrily, "Don't cry, what about your ideals in the last two months, cheer up."
Song Siyan stared at the fuzzy curlywort flowers on the plaster line without blinking, as if he saw the bare paulownia when he was 17 years old covered with new leaves again, and smelled the fragrance of magnolia flowers mixed with the smell of oily smoke in the canteen.
On that afternoon, he locked up his cowardly and cowardly self, and forced his soft flesh to roll over the thorns all over the ground outside the greenhouse. It was only in such pain that he practiced the magical skills of protecting his body.Now thinking about it, I suddenly realized that the magical skills that I had practiced for ten years had already dissipated in less than a month!
But after all, he is feeling better, even his colleagues think he is better...
That day, for the first time ever, he squatted in front of the computer without finishing breakfast, and Mother Song was overjoyed.
The sky is still gray and the fog has not cleared.
He walked aimlessly along the trail and stopped at an unoccupied viewing platform.Just when his heart was in a mess and he had to stop and lie on the railing to study whether Jiang Xin's vague shadow of the sand mining boat was moving or not, he received a strange call.
"Song Siyan? I'm Yu Xiran."
Yu Xiran's voice was still clear and bright, and her speech was still straightforward.
"Yu Xiran?! Long time no see! Did you see my message?"
"Oh, otherwise, I urgently called for help early in the morning, and the reply was ignored. I asked people everywhere for your number."
"Hey, we all changed numbers. Are you back in your country?"
"It's been a year since I came back, and I'm in the capital."
"Are you alone?"
"Well, what's the hurry?"
When it comes to this, Song Siyan feels embarrassed. It's okay to type through the Internet, but it's really embarrassing for him to tell it in person.He said coyly, "Well, that is, I think I might be targeted by gay."
Yu Xiran was out of breath laughing at the other end, Song Siyan became angry with embarrassment: "Laughing peat, let's have an appraisal!"
"Hahaha! Alright, appraise, puff, appraise! Come on, tell me what made you think this way?"
Song Siyan was stuck, where to start?It can't be said that I read two gay wedding posts, put Chu Yi's face on it and still have sex dreams, I didn't hold back a word after struggling for a long time.
"Let's change the question. How long have you known each other? Are you friends?"
Song Siyan counted with his fingers: "Two months, but he said we met many years ago, but I can't remember."
"Yo, it's quite complicated, so what did he do to make you think he's gay and have thoughts about you?"
"I think he's flirting with me."
"Hehe, how did you tease me?"
"Why do I think you are so excited? Have you already eaten melon seeds?"
The fog cleared a bit, Song Siyan breathed into his palms, and watched the sand ship gradually reveal its figure.
"No, you blamed me wrongly. I ate apples, and my expression is very serious now."
Yu Xiran put her feet on the armrest of the sofa, pillowed on someone's thigh, chewed the apple that was forked to her mouth, twisted and turned to find a comfortable position.
Song Siyan vaguely heard a depressing "Oh", he was startled, you liar, you are not alone!
"Is there someone next to you?"
"No, go on, how did he tease you?"
"Um, they always say strange things to me, do strange things, pinch my face, hug me, and kiss me...I still use that kind of phone call, how should I say it, just that kind of thing." Very...special...very sexy, yes, the very sexy subwoofer, which makes my ears itch and goosebumps all over my body, can a straight man do this?"
Song Siyan's voice became smaller and smaller, his face was boiled to ketchup, and he quickly pulled up his scarf to cover it up.
Strange, the scarf didn't seem so soft before.
"My words, ouch!" Yu Xiran glared at the person who pinched him, got up and threw a heavy gun, "I don't know if he is a straight man, but now you are more gay. You won’t be obsessed with another man’s dreamy words, he’ll just think it’s a joke and forget about it. Straight men can still masturbate each other. After masturbation, they’re still straight men. Then you emphatically described that man The voice is sexy, which means that person is very attractive to you."
"I do not have!"
Yu Xiran's words were like suppressing in the air, throwing guns down one after another, without giving Song Siyan any time or space to dodge, and almost blowing him to ashes, he was at a loss and eager to take out something to protect himself, but found that there was nothing at hand.
"Song Siyan, don't worry, maybe it's just that you didn't describe it properly. If you want to solve your trouble, you have to find the root of the problem. It doesn't matter whether others like you or not, what matters is whether you like it or not. If you don't like it, let him Go away, if you like it, let's talk about the next step. Before you figure it out, you can temporarily put people aside, maybe time and distance can help you see something clearly." Yu Xiran leaned her head on someone's shoulder, eyebrows There are some worries.A callused thumb wiped away the stains on the corner of his mouth, and lingered on his lips, waiting for an opportunity to penetrate. He slapped it away, and said: "Add me on WeChat, it's my phone number, if you can't figure it out, call me again." .”
Huihui appeared and hid in winter, Song Siyan had a sad face, lying on the fence by the river and thinking for a long time, until the sand mining boat in Jiangxin disappeared, his mother called him and asked him if he wanted to go home for dinner.
The author has something to say: The previous article has been edited again, and some things that I don't understand and inappropriate words and deeds have been revised, and I feel a little smoother.Everything is difficult at the beginning, so I can only say "The baby who reads the article has worked hard"!Things from the past will drop in the next chapter!
☆、Chu Yi's obsession
The sun blossomed through the window and hugged the lucky bamboo, and also sprinkled on Chu Yi's shoulders and neck.It may have consumed too much energy and was tired all the way, so it failed to break the ice on Chu Yi's face.
Song Siyan was alienating him, stopped being coquettish with him, and stopped sending him messages, and the messages would come back but not soon, and his words were polite again, even refusing to have dinner together.
Obviously checked.
Chu Yi squeezed the invitation letter for the annual meeting of Fashion City C with a stern expression, cracking the special paper.
[The surface temperature is 83!Come to the flowers of Gaoling around Bayi Ba, and let the pure Qianqiu snow wash away the sins of the scorching heat in this world. 】Hot
1728L: Who was invited to the annual meeting?
1729L: Hands up
1730L: here
1731L: I have one too. I wonder if there is enough space for a table in this building?
1732L: 5
1733L: 6
1734L: 7, how many invitation letters have been sent out by Fashion City C?
1735L: The boss has it too.
1736L replied to 1735L: 8, what about you?
1737L: I'm a follower, go straight over and leave a place for me, comrades.
1738L: 9?
1739L: No wonder the building didn't sink, how many veterans are following...
1740L: See you guys tonight, half of them are new friends, why don't they all wear wrist flowers?
1741L: Hualou, there's nothing wrong with it.
1742L: Wear wristbands, see you at night.
With the word "fashionable", the stars must be dazzling, and Fashion C City made the annual meeting like a film festival.As night fell, Chu Yi walked onto the red carpet with a low-key and handsome image facing the flashing lights all the way, but Song Siyan stood on the other side of the sign-in wall with a camera on his shoulders, and didn't even give him a look through the camera.
He hurried over to say hello, Song Siyan returned a slightly stiff smile and turned around to continue filming. Before he could say another word, Yuan Xi dragged him away, and his face was as black as coal with anger.
Song Siyan looked at Chu Yi's back, and felt turmoil in his heart again. Time and distance did not save him, but made him almost unable to suppress the chaotic qi in his body.
Let's just say that Chu Yi struggled with how to dress for two hours today, and the dark formal attire looked calm, but he just felt irritated.What kind of shawl collar, single-breasted velvet, wide shoulders, narrow waist and long legs, what kind of bow tie for dinner, woolen cuff buttons, and a parted hair in a weird way? He could hear a woman whispering over there screamed.
After the party started, Song Siyan entered the infield hesitantly.
He deliberately chose the most troublesome position in the audience, because he was afraid that he would think wildly.
The first stage of the event was data summary and new product release, and Chu Yi didn't listen to a single word.The lights in the hall were all off, and there were 700 people in the venue, some were standing, some were sitting, some were walking around from time to time, and the figure carrying the camera was lost if he didn't pay attention.
After the dinner started, Chu Yi didn't even bother to enjoy the carefully choreographed program, and also ate absent-mindedly because Song Siyan disappeared again.
The lights in the hall dimmed again, Yuan Xi suddenly patted him, pointed at the stage, and smiled inscrutablely.
After a short period of darkness, Song Siyan in a dark gray sweater + jeans stood in the center of the stage, his hair was scratched a little, he was a little more handsome than the well-behaved one just now, and a beam of chasing lights made him soft and affectionate.He sang "Rain and Rain" with distant and blurred eyes, and his voice was a little lower and thicker than usual, his own style.
Chu Yi stared intently at the young people singing on the stage. As he listened, his eyes gradually blurred.
There are many Song Siyans, crying, honeypot, alienated, milky, timid, soft, sensitive, laughing, dedicated, gentle, from teenagers to young people.He concentrated his eyes, watching the frames of pictures merge into a young man who made his heart soft and distressed, and rewinded back to the crying boy at the beginning.
That boy who he had been waiting for no matter the weather, was always crying.
The one made of water, who told love stories over and over again in his darkest days, lit his heart lamp, pulled the ugly and ignorant him out of the mud, never cried but always burst into tears juvenile.
On the public balcony of the hospital, two teenagers, one tall and one short, stood facing each other.
"My grandfather will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."
"That's great, I wish the old man good health and a long life." Said the boy with red eyes and red nose.
"So uncle will be fine too."
"Well, it will be fine."
The young man burst into tears, Xiao Chuyi hurriedly hugged him into his arms, let the young man lean on his not-so-thick shoulders, and followed his back one by one.
The warm and cold spring night was a bit cold. The boy was wearing a thin school uniform with his schoolbag on his back. Chu Yi tightened his arms and waited quietly for the boy to calm down.
"Thank you, and I wish you good health and all the best."
A pair of hands were lightly clasped behind the back, and the young man's voice came from the hollow of his shoulders, muffled.Chu Yi knew that this was the best wish in the boy's heart.
The boy is one level higher than him, and the college entrance examination is three months away.He said that his father wouldn't let him come, and only when he thought hard, he dared to come secretly to study at night, and hid in the crack of the door to take a look.
The boy didn't want to leave his phone number, so he went to the hospital to squat every day. He didn't know why, he just knew that this was the only thing he wanted to do in his boredom.
After his grandfather was discharged from the hospital, he still used other reasons to run to the hospital whenever he had the chance, but he only ran into the boy once more.Having no reason to show up in the hospital again, he didn't dare to come forward to accompany him. He could only hide in the corridor and wait for him to vent his emotions like a teenager secretly watching his father.
The boy in the darkness was still wearing the school uniform and the schoolbag. He was lying on the fence. If his shoulders and back were not trembling slightly, no one would know that he was crying.Xu was missing a shoulder. The boy cried for a long time that day, and Chu Yi followed him far away until he boarded the 306 bus.
That was the first time he experienced heart-wrenching pain.Later, he never waited for that boy again, and spent many long nights tasting regret alone.
Afraid that you are sad, afraid that you cry, afraid that you are lonely, afraid that you are confused.
Love is a long journey, dreams have happiness and dreams have pain.
Ever since I understood love and pain, I have been afraid of it for almost ten years, and I have dreamed it for almost ten years. Compared with a lifetime, it is neither longer nor shorter.
It is my obsession to give you my way, and I will not admit defeat.
"Who is this handsome guy?"
"Well, she looks handsome and sings very well."
"You don't know? The video guy in Fashion City C, what's his name, he's very shy when he doesn't talk much, and he'll blush if he teases him."
"Yupyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-your-bm, the video is also very good. Most of our bosses are picky people. We changed the copywriting 4 times and the video didn't find anything wrong."
"Every time the bgm is very touching, I'm a big fan of his works."
When Chu Yi came back to his senses, he heard that the table next to him had chatted unscrupulously. Every word and every word was provoking his nerves, and he was so angry that he felt that his neckline was a little tight.He gritted his teeth and gave Yuan Xi a hard look, pulled off his tie, got up and left the table, and walked quickly along the edge of the venue.
The simple backstage cut out by the LED screen was dimly lit. After Song Siyan sang, he came down carefully, and as soon as he stepped on the carpet, he was hugged into a warm embrace mixed with floral, fruity and sandalwood.Chu Yi's suppressed voice rang in his ears: "Did you remember?"
A drop of water dripped on the back shoulder, hot and scalding, Song Siyan's hand that was about to push away stopped in the air.
Is Chu Yi crying?He shook his head slightly, distracted for a moment.
Chu Yi took a deep breath of Song Siyan's scent, let go of his arms before the light came on, and took a step back.
The heat source left suddenly, Song Siyan almost couldn't help but threw himself back.He stroked his arm and raised his head. When the light came on, he keenly caught the bloodshot eyes in Chu Yi's eyes, feeling his heart being pinched.
The explosive dance music sounded, and the dancing girls pushed the atmosphere of the venue to a climax.
Chu Yi took out the microphone from Song Siyan's hand and handed it to the host who just stepped off the stage, and then walked outside the door holding his cold hand.
"Where are your clothes?"
"Sign in." Song Siyan withdrew his hand and lowered his head to avoid sight.
"Have you eaten?"
"Ah."
"Are you full?"
"Ah."
In fact, it didn't. I had a hamburger at 5 o'clock, and I didn't expect it to last long.However, the annual meeting is like this every year. If it weren't for the external photography team and three camera positions, he might not even have a sip of water.
Chu Yi looked helplessly at the hair spinning in front of him, and couldn't help but reach out and rub it: "Go and put on your clothes, I'll wait for you outside later, don't slip."
☆, should
In the following time, Song Siyan was out of his mind, occasionally raised his head and glanced across the main table, and then met and intersected with another's gaze.In a state of confusion, he thought of the tears that fell on his back shoulder, and his heart tightened again.
During this period of time, he asked himself countless times, and he also knew that there was a voice in his heart rushing around and shouting "You obviously like it", but he was still afraid of the unknown.Especially the way his mother wiped her tears reminded him of the sadness and despair he saw through the crack of the door, and those scenes that made him powerless still make him tear up to this day.
After the show ended, Song Siyan packed up the materials together, and after confirming everything with Sister Tang, he rubbed his exhausted stomach and moved towards the gate. Perhaps their friendship had changed, and he didn't know how to communicate with Chu Yi. got along.
The night was so deep that even the stars and the moon were not seen.
Winter nights are really boring, the cold wind does not bring any taste of happiness, only endless coldness.A strong spicy smell drifted away with the night wind, which ruthlessly overturned Song Siyan's conclusion just now, and made his saliva start to secrete crazily, and his stomach growled uncontrollably.
Which bitch is eating mochi in the parking lot in the middle of the night!According to the calendar should be punished!
Song Siyan swallowed his saliva and looked for the familiar car, the smell became stronger and stronger, when he walked to the half-opened car window, he stopped and was stunned.Under the dim reading light, the well-dressed man was peeling the crayfish with his head buried in gloves.In the box, the peeled shrimp meat and the piled shrimp shells occupy each side clearly.
Seeing the owner of the shadow, Chu Yi hurriedly offered the treasure: "Hurry up and get in the car, it was just delivered, it's all peeled for you here, eat it while it's hot."
Are they all stripped for him?Song Siyan opened the door and got into the car, looking sideways at Chu Yi's unskilled shrimp peeling action, his nose and eyes were sore and swollen.
The hand holding the shrimp meat was brought to his lips, and the eyes of the owner of the hand were full of expectation.Song Siyan's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't figure out what to do. He opened his mouth like a robot to swallow it, slipped his lips over his gloved fingers, and chewed carefully.
Before he could figure out how to speak, Chu Yi pointed to the passenger door again: "You like Fanta."
Song Siyan knew that his emotions were about to lose control. This person always does something strange but doesn't say a word. He swallowed the shrimp meat in his mouth and held back the tears that were already swirling: "Why do I have to think about it myself, I can't remember."
Chu Yi handed out another shrimp, and said softly, "If you can't remember it, you won't. It's not a good memory. Eat it quickly, it will be cold in a while."
Pearl suddenly broke the thread, one drop, two drops, Song Siyan cried like this, silently, suffocated and then took a sharp breath.
This person is really good or bad!Three or two hits messed up his heart, making him even more unlike himself, and he couldn't hide...
Chu Yi hurriedly threw away the gloves and pulled the tissue: "Why are you crying? Be good, don't cry, I'm exhausted today, let's fill our stomachs first, shall we?"
"What about you? Why are you crying!"
Song Siyan's emotions completely lost control for the first time in ten years, and his brain had already gone on strike.
"I do not have."
"You have!"
"No."
"There is!"
"Well, yes. Don't cry, 108 boxes, are you willing to waste it?"
"I will not eat!"
The coquettish words came back, Chu Yi gently wiped his little tears, heaved a sigh of relief, grabbed a piece of shrimp meat and handed it over.
At night, Song Siyan saw his father, and he yelled for his father to rush over.
Dad blocked him, and said with a smile: "We have grown up Yanyan, we can no longer throw ourselves into Dad's arms."
"Father, Mr. Lu is in good health. He goes to the park every day to read, watch dramas and dance square dances. He travels with a few aunts when he is free. He just went to country T last month. She is doing well and says that Dad is the best, don't Second spring."
"Haha, is that so, what about our words?"
Dad was still so gentle, making his tears burst out: "I don't know. Dad, I feel very sad and scared."
Dad gently wiped away his tears: "Don't cry in words, remember what Dad said? May you be as free and easy as the sunshine outside the window."
"But, I seem to like a man."
"Oh, this is probably the most daring thing we've ever thought of, the boy who gave the little gourd?"
He nodded.
Dad's big hand rubbed gently on the head, just like when he was a child, with a sense of security that he relied on completely.No matter what problems the family encounters, as long as Dad is there, they can solve them all.
"Your safety and joy are the greatest wishes of parents. At least in this heart, the child is the same as us. When you grow up, Dad can't help you with these things. You have to ask your heart. As long as it is Go for what you really want, Mom and Dad will understand and support you, go for it.”
Dad's figure faded away, he yelled and rushed forward, Dad smiled and gently pushed him away: "Go."
Song Siyan opened his eyes in the dark and looked around in confusion, it was another dream.
He remembered that on that sunny spring day, he remembered every word of the last words his father said.
"Don't cry, life is a wave of setbacks, wave after wave, coming and going to wash out an unbendable spine. Live bravely, think twice before making decisions, and never regret after making decisions. You see Ah, the rain is over, and the spring is shining outside. Dad wishes you a bright future, and wishes you to be as unrestrained as the sunshine outside the window. Buddhism says, things come and go
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