Just a Bit Unhealthy

By the time Jared left the room the next morning and went to the kitchen, Gabriel was already in the kitchen, making breakfast for them.

"Good morning," Jared said.

"Morning," Gabriel whispered, without turning around.Both of them are off today - the Premier League game is just a few days away - but Jia seems to be in a hurry and has been concentrating on frying eggs for them.

It's also possible he's faking concentration.

Jared sat at the table, watching Gabriel's back.He thought he was the one who should be embarrassed, not Gabriel.

"Breakfast is here!" Gabriel yelled loudly, put the plate in front of Jared, and then sat down.

Ok.

They eat very quietly.Gabriel kept staring at the plate, his face was flushed, if he hadn't been smoked by the heat from the stove just now, he was really blushing.

Finally, Jared put down his fork. "alright……"

Doorbell rang.

"It's Claire," Gabriel said, sounding relieved.He jumped up to open the door and knocked over the chair.

"Claire?"

"Did you forget? She's bringing Jules here today." Gabriel picked up his chair and ran out of the kitchen.

He really forgot.Gabriel sees his son every two weeks: that's his pact with Claire.

Jared sat still.He's in no rush to see Claire, that's all.

He will never be able to love you the way he loves me, you simply cannot meet his needs.Don't you see that you're encouraging him to do things he doesn't want to do?

Jared clenched the mug in his hand and took a sip of coffee.The coffee was hot, scalding his throat, but he felt little pain.

It's really pitiful for a gay to love a straight man bitterly.

The baby's high-pitched cry made him shiver.

"Jared!" Gabriel ran into the kitchen, holding the crying baby in his arms.He looks flustered.

"what happened?"

"He's crying!"

Jared smiled. "He's a baby, and babies cry."

"He doesn't like me!" Gabriel said, listening to the baby's cries. "He probably won't recognize me. He doesn't even know I'm his dad."

"He does cry a lot like you," Jared said dryly.

Gabriel glared at him and pursed his lips.He looked down at the child. "How can we keep him from crying?"

"Do you think I'm good at raising children?" Having said that, Jared stood up and approached him.

"You are a doctor."

"I treat adults."

"But you know everything."

"I'm glad you can say that, but..." Jared frowned, looking at the flushed baby. "I think the way you hug him may be wrong, you hug him too tightly, relax your arms a little..."

"Then you carry him." Gabriel tucked the baby into Jared's arms.

"Be careful," Jared said, pulling the baby into his arms, "he's not a football." He looked down at the baby. "Right, Jules? Tell your dad you're not a ball."

The little baby blinked and stopped crying.Jared admits the kid is much cuter when he's not crying - he really does look like Gabriel.

"Hello," Jared said softly, touching his little hand.The little baby grasped the outstretched finger and looked at its owner.Jared smiled.

Sensing a sudden silence around him, Jared looked up.

Gabriel was staring at them both with a strange expression on his face.

"What's wrong?" Jared said.

Gabriel took his phone out of his pocket and took a picture.

"Nothing," he said, looking at the photo.

***

That night, as soon as Jared was in bed, Gabriel came to his room.Wearing a baggy white T-shirt, he stood at the door and asked, "May I come in?"

Jared frowned.It's getting weirder today.Gabriel had to ask his permission to enter his room?

"Okay," he said, trying to see Gabriel's face.

Gabriel climbed into bed, but not into his arms, as usual.

Jared was suddenly worried.What the fuck is going on now?

"Tired?" Gabriel asked softly.

"A little bit," Jared replied.Claire picked up Jules an hour ago.

"Me too." Gabriel yawned. "Babies are a lot harder to deal with than I thought."

"Where are you tired?" Jared said with a smile. "I'm taking care of everything."

Gabriel slapped him across the chest. "I helped. It's not my fault that he likes you better."

"Probably because I held him like a baby, not a ball."

"Hey, the way I hold him is really okay. He just likes you better." Gabriel said quietly, "You like him too."

"I do," Jared said, really wanting to see Gabriel's face.His voice sounded weird.Damn, Xiao Jia has been acting weird all day.Once the baby arrived, the embarrassment between them faded a bit, but it didn't completely disappear.Jared didn't push him, thinking Gabriel just needed a few hours to process the embarrassment of last night's incident.But it doesn't look like he's digesting it.Gabriel is weird when he's with the kids: Sometimes he's happy to see Jared and Jules together, but other times he seems to hate Jules.

"What's wrong with you?" Jared asked.

"That's silly," Gabriel said, smiling a little sheepishly. "You'll think I'm stupid."

"I promise I won't," Jared said.

Just when he was beginning to think that Gabriel might finally decide not to tell him the truth, Gabriel spoke up. "I love seeing you with Jules, he's mine and you are mine, so...everything is perfect. It's just...you haven't looked at me much all day."

Although he made the promise, Jared almost laughed: Gabriel wouldn't really be jealous of a baby... Even if the other party is Jia, this is too unreasonable.But Gabriel spoke so sincerely that Jared hesitated.Gabriel has always been very possessive of him, but never this much.there has never been.

He moved closer to him, running his hand through Gabriel's hair, his knuckles stroking his ear. "I'm never leaving again, baby."

Gabriel sighed softly, moved closer to the hand he was stroking, and turned his head to rub against his fingers.Jared got goosebumps on his arms, his cock twitching in his panties.As soon as Gabriel climbed into his bed, he was aroused, but this eager, almost surrendering behavior really made him hard immediately.His body was reading Gabriel's desire, but in the wrong direction, and he really wanted it.He wanted to hold Gabriel on top of him, move on top of him—in and out of him—until they were too tired to move.

In order to quickly divert attention, Jared said, "I don't look at you very much because I don't want to embarrass you any longer."

Gabriel's face stopped next to his fingers, frozen.

"Should we chat?" Jared asked.

Gabriel actually started to move away, which was strange enough in itself.Jared can't remember a time when Gabriel pulled away first.

"Talking about what?" Gabriel asked.

"You know."

"No, I do not know."

"Xiao Jia."

Gabriel muttered, "Nothing to talk about. I accidentally ran into your business, that's all. I didn't... I didn't get scared or anything."

"You're not scared but you blush every time you see me?"

"I'm not blushing."

"famous."

"No."

"Gavriel."

Gabriel sighed. "Okay, maybe I'm blushing. I just feel a little weird. I mean, I think about you every time I see you..."

"Dick."

"Yeah," Gabriel said, "well, when you watch someone do that...you change your mind about them, right? It feels so personal, and anyone would be intimidated. So That's it."

Jared didn't know why Gabriel sounded like he was defending himself, so embarrassed.Gabriel is no saint, it should be fine to accidentally see someone jerking off, every man jerks off.

Unless...unless he saw the image of him getting hard, his feelings for Gabriel became real.It's too real.

"Don't worry, I won't molest you," Jared said quietly, only to realize that there was a distance between them.Now, Gabriel's weird behavior finally has an explanation. "I have coveted you for many years, and I have always been able to control myself not to attack you."

"Don't be stupid... I didn't think you would molested me."

Jared frowned, staring at where he was in the darkness. "Then why on earth are you doing this? Why are you surprised by me?"

"Don't ask, it's nothing."

"Obviously nothing."

"Listen, don't ask, okay? Something happened and I was taken aback. I don't know myself, so I don't want to talk about it...for now. When I figure it out, I'll Tell you. I promise."

"Okay." Jared propped himself up on his arms and held out his hand.He found Gabriel lying on his stomach a foot from him.Gabriel's muscles tensed instantly as he touched his back.

Jared pressed a kiss to the back of his neck, inhaling Gabriel's scent. "Remember you can talk to me anytime."

"I know," Gabriel replied softly.Was he really shaking, or was Jared thinking too much?

Jared frowned, lifted himself up, and lay back down again.

"I'm going to sleep here tonight," Gabriel said.

"Thanks for the notice," Jared said dryly, but honestly, he was relieved.Whatever Gabriel was annoyed with wasn't enough to avoid Jared.

"You're welcome," Gabriel finished, yawning.

It didn't take long for his breathing to become even.Jared smiled.Jia complains of insomnia, but whenever they share the same bed he falls asleep quickly.

After murmuring a few times in his sleep, Gabriel suddenly turned over, and half of him lay on his body, using all his acting skills to pretend to be an octopus.His half-open mouth just touched Jared's nipple.

Hold.

Jared pushes himself to sleep, but it's in vain: he can't relax.

He took a deep breath and tried to press down his erection with his mind.But he failed.Impossible, Gabriel is on top of him, Jared's erect cock still pressed hard against Gabriel's stomach.Jared gritted his teeth and cursed inwardly. Desire trapped him firmly like a coil, and the annoyance of desire and dissatisfaction continued to accumulate in his body. Time passed by every minute and every second, Gabriel was so close The body and the smell were driving him crazy.His fingers were trembling with desire, he wanted to touch Gabriel's silky skin, he wanted to reach into his panties and rub his upturned ass.The fantasies in his mind were even more wanton and wild.He imagined that he opened Xiaojia's buttocks, buried his face in his hole, and stuck out his tongue to lick the inside of Xiaojia's body, which made him tremble, and the hole became soft enough to hold Jerry German penis.

Gabriel fell into a drowsy sleep, muttered a few more words, and brushed his lips across his hard nipples again.Jared gasped.Tonight is going to be a long night.