Just a Bit Unhealthy

He heard Jared call his name, but he kept silent.The house is not big, and Jared will be looking for it in a while.

It didn't take long before the sound of footsteps came.

The door opened. "Xiaojia..."

Jared froze in the middle of the walk, staring fixedly at the bed.

Gabriel's heart skipped a beat.He hastened to tell himself that there was no need to be shy: Jared had seen him naked hundreds of times.

"What..." Jared stopped talking, and then said calmly, "Put on your clothes."

But his eyes still worshiped his body, with a dark, hungry light.Gabriel felt a little nervous, but at the same time, no longer embarrassed.Jared still wants him.

"No," he whispered. "come on."

Jared's Adam's apple slid up and down. "Don't do that to me. Please."

Gabriel licked his lips. "I'm not teasing you. You don't have to go to bed with others, I will give you whatever you want."

Jared sniffed angrily. "I don't want to be sympathetic."

"This is not a sympathy gun. It has nothing to do with sympathy. I love you and want you to be happy. Is there something wrong?"

Jared pinches the bridge of his nose, looking pained.

"Let me do it with you, Jay," Gabriel said softly. "I want……"

"You don't want to," Jared said, cutting him off, glaring at him. "You're just trying to cheer me up. The difference is, you don't really want to."

Gabriel was so angry that he got out of bed. "Have you forgotten who I am? When have I ever done something I didn't want to do? I'm not the self-sacrificing type. So it's not pity." He walked up to Jared and stopped a few feet away from him. A few feet away, I suddenly and sensitively realized that I was naked at this time.Judging from the way Jared looked at him, the other party also cared about his nakedness.

Gabriel gathered his courage and put his arms around Jared's neck, leaning his body against him.

Jared gasped for breath, his muscles tensed. "Xiaojia..."

"Wait, hear me out," Gabriel said. "It's good... no, it's good that you want me. I... I'm glad you want me." He shrugged, a little shyly. "I can't say I don't think it's weird having sex with a guy... I would think it's weird...but I don't do it for friendship or anything, so you don't have to feel guilty. Trust me, I do it , has its own reasons.”

"Why?" Jared gritted his teeth and asked slowly.His body was tense, and he felt a vibrating force beneath him.

"I'm doing this because..." Gabriel slipped his hand between them, wrapping Jared's erection through his jeans.Jared hissed.

Gabriel blushed a little, but didn't look down, despite the shyness of his own hand stroking Jared's cock.

He unzipped his trousers, and the sound of the zipper sliding was very distinct in the silence.

Gabriel moved his trembling fingers and pushed his hand in, bringing out Jared's cock.The thing is warm, hot, big and hard, so it feels very comfortable to hold.Jared's eyes began to wander, and there was a shallow gasp in his breathing.

"Because you're mine," he said, looking Jared in the eye, unable to contain the possessiveness in his voice.His fingers tightened around Jared's cock. "This is also mine. You belong to me, and I don't want to share it with others."

Jared glared at him. "You want me for the wrong reasons."

"Maybe." Gabriel lowered his eyes, finally willing to look at the penis in his hand, the sight in front of him made him feel a little strange.He was holding Jared's cock, he was holding Jared's hard cock.His fist poked out of the red head, glistening with pre-cum.It looks... shameful and obscene.Gabriel licked his dry lips. "But I don't feel disgusted or anything. I like this... like the feeling. It proves..."

"Prove what?" Jared asked nervously, frustration in his voice, as he brushed Gabriel's hand away from his cock. "Trust me, this doesn't prove that there is love between us. It just proves that I want to pin you down and fuck you until you can't think of anything."

"You don't have to speak so vulgarly," said Gabriel, sounding firm enough to find himself.Very firm. "If you want to scare me, you didn't scare me at all, and you won't scare me in the future. I want to do it."

"No, you don't want to. You're straight."

"I might not be that straight," Gabriel said. "I feel...I feel I have feelings for you. When you kiss me, I always want more. And I..." He blushed. "That day I thought about you masturbating a little bit."

Jared looked at him suspiciously.

"Have I lied to you?" Xiaojia said.

Jared raised his eyebrows. "You were pretending you weren't feeling well an hour ago."

Gabriel looked away. "I'm not lying," he whispered.

They fell into silence, and they couldn't say anything.

"You little bastard," Jared whispered angrily, pulling him into his arms and burying his face in Gabriel's hair.

Gabriel was limp in his arms. "Please, Jerry," he whispered, "please, let's try. Just once. If it doesn't work, we'll forget about it and try to be friends like we always were. But at least try Try, I don't want to give you to anyone else, I can't give you to anyone else. Please."

Another long silence.

Finally, Jared sighed. "It's crazy."

This is tantamount to surrender.

Gabriel smiled and stepped back a little to look at him. "No, not crazy. People have sex with strangers all the time, and I think it's weirder than having sex with someone I really love."

Jared made a helpless expression. "You can say anything." He stroked Gabriel's cheek with his thumb. "Aren't you scared or disgusted? Not at all?"

This question should be embarrassing, but not this time.

"I believe you," Gabriel replied simply, and he meant it.

A self-deprecating, pained smile flickered across Jared's face. "You really, really shouldn't believe it. I really want to just shove you to the floor like this and start fucking you without any foreplay."

"Yeah," Gabriel replied.

Jared stared at him for a long moment. "My God, you're too..." He kissed Gabriel...harder than ever.The kiss was bestial, manic and aggressive, a man's kiss of ownership.After a while, Gabriel began to respond emotionally, gently sucking on Jared's tongue.He thought he'd have to think about naked women to get hard, but luckily, he didn't have to.He started to get hard, Jared's eagerness making him hot too.And being naked in Jared's arms like this made him feel very good.He was naked and defenseless, while Jared was fully clothed, so tall and strong.He didn't know why, but his cock seemed to match his thoughts - even though he was thinking about things that shouldn't turn him on.His skin was sensitized from Jared's top, and his nipples were sore.Panting, he sucked on Jared's tongue harder.

Jared groaned, bit his lower lip, and abruptly ended the kiss, taking a step back.He gasped, clenched his hands into fists, and stared straight at Gabriel as if seeing him for the first time. "Ja," he said, panting, "if we're going to try, we're going to keep doing it. You know that, right?"

Gabriel licked his lips and nodded.

"I mean I'll fuck you."

Gabriel swallows and nods again, despite Jared's frightening expression.He'd never seen Jared look like this before.

"Go to bed, baby," Jared said, his voice so soft, his eyes smoldering with desire.

Gabriel listened to his words, moved his limp knees, lay flat with his semi-rigid penis, and felt a little embarrassed to meet Jared's gaze.He's not very shy, but he's not very relaxed either.He watched Jared undress quickly.

Oh shit.He'd seen Jared naked a few times, but this time it felt completely different.For one thing, Jared was erect and kept looking at him like he wanted to eat him.On the other hand, they were about to have sex very soon, real sex, gay sex.He and Jared were going to do it, and Jared would put his cock inside him.Gabriel's anus contracted involuntarily at the sight of Jared's amazingly sized cock.Well, he was a little scared.I am very afraid.

After Jared stripped off, he came over.Gabriel couldn't take his eyes off Jared's erect cock just in front of his face.The meat column was thick and long, and the red tip was wet with pre-cum.

Jared opened the nightstand drawer and took out the condom and lube. "You're blushing."

Gabriel wrinkled his face, his pale complexion always turned red so easily. "I really hate the color of my skin."

"I like your complexion," Jared said, knuckles knuckles over Gabriel's warm cheeks, and down his neck, to his nipples—

Gabriel shuddered, and met the eyes of the person on him.

"Nervous?" Jared asked.

Gabriel nodded.

The gloomy look in Jared's eyes faded slightly, he lay down and pulled little Jia into his arms.

Their naked bodies pressed against each other, and Gabriel trembled immediately. "Ah," he yelled, wanting to drill into the opponent's arms a little more.Naked hugs are so much better than before.

Jared scolded him. "You cuddle freak." But his voice sounded aggrieved, not smiling, his hard cock resting on Gabriel's belly.Jared squeezes Gabriel's chin, making him look at him.His pupils dilated, and his eyes almost melted into darkness. "Let's try, but if it's really unacceptable, you tell me. Don't do it to coax me. You stop me while I can."

Gabriel gave a shaky smile. "Thanks, I don't seem to be nervous at all."

"I'm serious, Gabriel," Jared said, looking serious. "I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to scare you. You're used to being friendly and kind in me, but I'm not nice at all."

Gabriel's eyes widened. "You? Stop teasing me."

Jared smiled sheepishly. "Believe me, I dote on you too much and treat you too softly, but it's my making an exception to treat you well, it's not my nature. I'm not kind at all in bed. I don't think I can be gentle, and I can't treat you too ...It should be said that I can't be gentle when I meet you." Jared's thumb came to his cheek and stroked his lower lip. "I've waited too long for this moment. I don't want to scare you, so don't push yourself."

Gabriel blinked quickly, unable to combine this sentence with Jared in front of him. "You mean...you like rough stuff?"

Jared leaned in and bit his ear.Gabriel shuddered, shifting from side to side.Jared's big hand slid down his spine and landed on his ass. "I don't like to be tough, but I won't hold back," Jared murmured, brushing his teeth lightly against Gabriel's ear.His breathing was a little unsteady, which clearly told him that Jared was really on the go.

"I believe in you," Gabriel said again.

Jared sighed. "You still don't understand, do you?" he said, biting his ear again, a little harder this time, and pulling Gabriel's crotch closer to him.Xiaojia gasped, her eyes widened.

Then he was pinned back down and Jared started kissing him.Kiss all over his body.

God.Gabriel's eyelids closed slowly, panting, his lips parted.He had never been touched like this before—Jared was like a drowning man, he was the air, Jared seemed to be sucking him in, never enough.Gabriel curled up, not knowing what he wanted - but he just wanted to keep going.He wanted to merge with Jared, keep him in his body forever.

Jared's tongue ran over his nipples and Gabriel moaned, completely hard, his cock sorely swollen.But Jared just didn't want to touch it, just stroked his crotch and belly.

"Jared," Gabriel whimpered, fingers scratching Jared's neck.

Jared bit his nipple. "What?" he said, his voice almost muffled.

"Stop playing with me."

Jared gasped and chuckled, mouth sliding down.Wherever Jared touched, goosebumps popped out of Jia's skin along the way.

"I love your belly button," he said, kissing it there.His tongue was twirling there and Gabriel moaned immediately, grabbed his hair and pushed Jared's head down.

Jared smiled again. "What's going on here?" he said, blowing on his cock.He blew it once, and then he blew it again, making Jia sob and tremble all over.

He opened his eyes and looked at Jared, and the words he was about to blurt out died on his lips.Looking at the man squeezed between his legs, his lips were only inches away from his erect penis...

"Strange," Gabriel whispered. "It's really strange."

Jared tightened his hands on his thighs, tensing his shoulders. "Strange?"

"Yeah," Gabriel said, looking at Jared's lips and the red head of his own cock.He grabbed the sheet and his cock throbbed. "But I really want to put my cock in your mouth." He blushed and looked Jared in the eyes. "Help me lick and suck my cock."

Jared's eyes dimmed and he moved down to take his cock into his mouth.Gabriel couldn't help thrusting his crotch forward, and couldn't help letting out a long moan.He gasped and rolled his eyes, and Jared kept sucking, unambiguously, without tricks, seriously: his head bobbed up and down, his wet mouth tightly wrapped around his cock, God Ah, really...

Jared let go.

Gabriel complained in a daze, "What are you doing..."

"Don't worry," Jared replied hoarsely, dropping a kiss to his cock before reaching for the lube.

Gabriel swallowed.

Oh, to get down to business.

Jared had never been so out of control.He told himself to calm down and spread lube all over his fingers, but they kept shaking.

"Why are you nervous?" Gabriel smiled nervously.

"I'm not nervous," Jared finished, coming between Gabriel's spread legs, "I just..." Jared's eyes lingered on his muscular chest, looking at the pink nipples, tight. He has a slim abdomen and strong and slender legs. He has imagined the picture of these legs wrapped around his waist countless times. "I'm a man who's always wanted to fuck you... from the beginning."

Gabriel's eyes widened: "You mean from me..."

"Yeah, but I've always resisted the idea." Jared touched Gabriel's pussy with lubricated fingers, massaging the opening intently.Gabriel took a breath, and the hole trembled.Jared puts out a finger and presses down, but doesn't go in—waiting for Gabriel to relax.Finally, Gabriel relaxed, and the finger slid right in.

The sight of his finger in Jared's body was the hottest scene Jared had ever seen.His cock was sore with desire, and it took a lot of effort to keep himself from putting Gabriel's legs on his shoulders and fucking him, killing him on the spot.Jared took a shaky breath before pushing his fingers in a little more.

"You might think I'm a freak," he finished, looking up into Gabriel's eyes. "I felt weird at the time, too. I kept telling myself that I didn't like you. I told myself that you were a teenager and I was an adult." Jared raised his fingers forward and touched Gabriel's prostate.Gabriel's eyes widened, looking over with misty water light, and his small mouth opened silently.Jared was immersed in the beauty, feeling himself in love and horny. "You are so weak and fragile... so dependent on me... I really don't deserve this kind of love, but I still can't help myself. You just touch my arm and I stop breathing, just look at me One look, and I'm out of breath." Jared added another finger and began to move back and forth, never taking his eyes off Gabriel. "You shouldn't have believed me in the first place." Jared rubbed his sensitive spot wantonly.Gabriel yelled, his eyes unfocused, his face pink.He looked so fucking cute, Jared really wanted to lick all over his body. "Any more?" he asked.

Gabriel nodded quickly, almost making Jared laugh, but he wasn't that patient either.He added some more lubricant and pushed in with three fingers.Gabriel frowned slightly.

"Does it hurt?" Jared asked softly.

Gabriel shook his head stubbornly.

"do not fool me."

Gabriel gasped, smiled blankly, and shook his head again. "It hurts, but it feels good too... Strange, but good. Don't stop."

Jared spread his fingers sideways, watching Gabriel's reaction carefully.Xiaojia's eyes are slightly closed, and her pink lips are wide open.It didn't take long for Gabriel's thighs to move back and forth and his cock to erect, and Jared couldn't wait any longer.

He pulled his finger out and picked up the condom—

"No," Gabriel said, "I don't want to use a condom, I want to feel you directly."

Jared almost didn't come straight away when he heard this.

"It's not safe, baby," he steadied himself.He'd never had sex with someone without a condom on.

"You know I'm fine." Gabriel looked at him through his lashes. "And I also know you won't joke about my health."

His unwavering trust hit Jared's cock directly.Jared clenched his fists, tossed the condom aside, and lubed his erection. "Put your knees up to your chest," he said flatly.

Gabriel licked his lips, obediently.

Jared leaned forward and squeezed his cock into Jared's wet hole.When he felt the tiny folds, he clenched his teeth and tried to control himself.Eventually Gabriel's muscles relaxed and he slowly pushed in.

Gabriel sobbed slightly and grabbed his arm.

"Are you okay?" Jared asked hoarsely.He was breathing heavily, and all the muscles in his body were tense as he tried to control his impulse.God, Xiaojia is so fucking tight.But it was a matter of course: Jared was his first man.The thought sent a primal urge running through him, the urge to fuck him almost gushing out.

Jared watched Gabriel intently.He thought he would soften, but he didn't.Gabriel, too, was panting heavily, with sweat glistening on his forehead, and his green eyes staring blankly at where their bodies joined.His expression is very strange.

"Xiaojia? Are you okay?"

Jared's voice brought him back to reality.

Gabriel blinked laboriously and looked up.He opened his lips, but nothing came out.He was speechless.No, he couldn't even think, the shock he received was too great.It does feel pain, but not purely because of pain.It feels so strange.Jared's cock felt thick and heavy inside him, making him feel lustful and dissatisfied.He's never felt anything like it before, and Gabriel feels the swelling in his body, and his eyes become more and more moist.

He looked at Jared, at his tense face and his strong body propped up above him—feeling him inside—he had never felt so vulnerable in his entire life.If it wasn't Jared, he'd probably push him away.But it was Jared: the only person he longed for when he felt vulnerable.

"It's okay," he said, blinking the tears from his eyes. "I think it's okay, nothing."

Jared closed his eyes for a moment, then took a deep, unsteady breath. "If you really feel weird, let's stop."

A rush of love surged up and squeezed Gabriel's throat. "No," he said, pulling Jared off of him. "I don't want to stop."

Jared turned slightly and put his elbows on Gabriel.His penis moved.Their eyes met, and Jared moved too.It was a strange—terrifying—and wonderful intimacy, and Gabriel felt his whole body tremble.He put his arms around the back of Jared's neck and pulled him over. Suddenly he felt like kissing, wanting to feel Jared's breath entering his body.

Jared kissed him deeply.He was rude, but Gabriel didn't mind.Jared's deep kiss and stinging stubble made him feel deeply that the other's cock was fully inserted into his body.Jared speeded up his thrusts, stopped kissing Gabriel and just gasped messily against his lips as he pounded into him.Instead of being gentle, he squeezed Gabriel's ass and rolled his cock hard over the sensitive spots in his body, letting Gabriel feel every small wave of sharp pleasure.

He still wants to, but strangely, he doesn't want to take Jared's charge.Lying motionless like this and accepting the opponent's impact brought him a different feeling, and made him feel unprecedented excitement.He loved the feeling of vulnerability, Jared's heavy body rocking against him, Jared's thick, long cock attached to him inside him.It feels so good.Jared had him: first his heart, his soul, and now his body.He belonged to Jared, and Jared belonged to him.

But he still couldn't believe that they were actually doing such a thing, and he couldn't help but blush, imagining what his teammates would think if they saw him now: he was penetrated by Jared's penis, and he made this An indescribable, small sound—he had never made such a pitiful and fragmented cry.Pleasure wandered throughout his body, not concentrated in his lower body, but merged into his body, sharp and frightening.God, he wants to be fucked even harder—

Jared seemed to hear his thoughts, and the speed of the collision became faster, so fast that Gabriel couldn't believe it.Jared's head was thrown back and the impact became more beastly and wilder, the bed creaking and bruising his skin, but Gabriel didn't care. "Jay," he whispered brokenly, feeling like he couldn't take it anymore.

Jared gasped and said "I know," and rubbed his sensitive spot viciously, over and over, until Gabriel was out of breath, half crying, begging him.

Jared grabbed his ass harder and slammed into him, gasping in Jared's ear and coming inside him. "I love you. Really love you."

Gabriel was overwhelmed with pleasure, his heart tingled, his toes curled up, and he came too, clinging tremblingly to Jared's body.His orgasm never seemed to end, only to feel the rush of pleasure rushing through his body.Ah, my God.God.

"Shh," Jared whispered soothingly, planting several kisses on his face.

Gabriel opened his eyes, blinking feebly.

Jared smiled down at him, his cheeks were still red, his forehead and the loose hair on one side were wet with sweat.He was the most beautiful thing Gabriel had ever seen.

A small line creases between Jared's brows. "Are you okay? You look..."

"It looks like someone fucked it, right?" Gabriel smiled weakly and said softly.His voice sounded odd, not even like his own.

Jared watched him for a moment, then began to withdraw cautiously—

"No!" said Gabriel.He shrank back to meet Jared's probing gaze. "Don't pull it out." His face should be as red as a tomato. "Stay in my body."

Jared had a pained look on his face. "You really don't know what good you have done to me."

Gabriel grinned and threw his arms around Jared's neck. "I know all about it now." He pulled Jared down and gave him a light kiss, and another, and another.He stopped kissing Jared just to get a good look at him, and smiled. "You should have fucked me years ago so we both don't have such a headache."

Jared gasped, kissed him hard, then turned and lay on his back, letting Gabriel fall on top of him.Gabriel sighed in disappointment as Jared slid slowly out.

Jared ran his fingers through his hair and said, "If I stay in your body, I'll get hard again."

"So what?" Gabriel muttered, slipping into Jared's arms.He wouldn't mind doing it again.

Why don't you mind?Who is he lying to?Just the thought of Jared going deep inside him again sent sparks of pleasure running down the edge of his spine.

Jared's hand slid up and down his back, landing on his ass. "You still have a game tomorrow, and you will feel sore all over."

"Then we'll do it after we win?"

Jared snorted and put his hands on his ass. "It seems that you like it very much?"

Gabriel rubbed his nose against his chest. "Do you want me to praise you on purpose?"

"Gabriel."

Jared sternly called for him to look up at him.

Jared's expression was sober, with a trace of anxiety on the corners of his lips. "It's not hard to make a guy feel. A lot of gay guys have sex with women a lot...they even get married and have kids. An erection is just a response to stimulation and I happen to be an experienced partner. I know Your body feels pleasurable, but it doesn't mean anything. I did it with a girl as a teenager. I managed to get hard and cum, but it felt wrong and dirty, and I found this It’s not how I want to feel. If it feels bad, it’s really bad and there’s no way to reverse it.”

Gabriel rested his head on Jared's chest again and kissed it. "I don't think it's bad. I'm just saying, it was kind of weird at first...physically. But it's not weird here." He pointed to his head. "You know I've always wanted you to be closer to me. And when you fuck me..." He looked Jared in the eyes and smiled. "I just found out, I didn't know it all this time, this is what I've been longing for for a long time, and it even exceeds my expectations."

Jared looked at him for a moment, turned them both around, and kissed him.The kiss was obscenely lingering, Jared's tongue greedily scraped every place, swearing sovereignty wildly, Jared's hands caressed all over his body, strong and familiar.

As soon as Jared stopped kissing, Gabriel whimpered complainingly.

"Then we'll do it every day," Jared said, bringing their foreheads together and giving Gabriel another short, horny kiss. "We do it every day, so that you can't live without it."

Gabriel ran his fingers through Jared's hair. "You don't know what the scariest thing is, do you?" he murmured, Jared's warm breath becoming one with his. "The scariest thing is that I don't think what you said is an exaggeration at all."

"Are you afraid?" Jared said, kissing the corner of his mouth.

"Not afraid," Gabriel scratched Jared's neck. "You should be afraid. If you think I was clingy enough before, don't be scared in the future."

Jared nuzzled the tip of Gabriel's nose with his own and said with a smile, "I'll take it."

Gabriel suddenly felt a little excited. He cupped Jared's face with his hands and said softly, "I love you, you know. How much, how much."

He felt Jared suddenly catch his breath.

Jared leaned against his cheek, his voice choked up, and said, "Okay."

Gabriel patted him on the back. "Okay? You shouldn't have said that, should you?"

Jared pursed his lips and kissed the tip of his nose. "Jet'aime ①."

① French, "I love you".

"Your accent is terrible," Gabriel told him.

"Okay," Jared said, with a smile in his eyes. "Ятебекохаю②."

②Ukrainian, "I love you so much".

"Wow," Gabriel said. "Is...that?" He cleared his throat. "Ukrainian? I never... I mean... I can't remember." I never knew how to say this in Ukrainian.

Jared carefully cupped his face and gave him a soft kiss. "Now you know."

Gabriel blinked quickly, averting his gaze.

He closed his eyes tightly and said. "You must not die before me."

Jared didn't laugh at him.

He just pulled Gabriel into his arms and whispered into his ear. "I won't. But you are not allowed to die before me."

Gabriel smiled and planted a kiss on Jared's throat. "It's a deal."

end

The door to his office suddenly opened and was shut hard again.

"You fired him for me."

Jared looked up from the computer screen.

Tristan Dewar looked at him angrily, and his usual sweet and lively smile disappeared.

"What are you doing here?" Jared said. "Does it still hurt when you walk?"

"Pain is pain, but..."

"Then you should rest," Jared said. "Any activity that causes pain or discomfort should be stopped immediately. That's the first rule."

"That's what he said." Tristan complained. "I want you to kick him out."

Jared leaned back in his chair, watched him patiently and said. "I assume you mean your new physical therapist?"

"Who else could it be? Fire him for me."

"why?"

Tristan shoved his hands into his pockets, his blue-green eyes staring at the ground for a moment. "I do not like him."

"I don't think that's a good reason," Jared said calmly, "You know we're short of people right now..."

"I'm the most promising player on the team," Tristan said with a friendly smile. "It's in your interest to get me back to shape as soon as possible. Isn't that what you do, Jared?"

Jared narrowed his eyes. "Of course I know what my role is. I'm in charge of the rehabilitation of all the players in this club and no one is entitled to special treatment. Our physiotherapists are overworked because of the extensive injuries in the first team, reserve team and junior team. .”

"but……"

"Tristan," Jared interrupted, steadying him with his eyes. "I asked Zach Hardaway to help you, he gave me face. He is the best ideal in Europe.