[Psycho-Pass] Princess Disease

Through the eyes of my dream, I saw the cat wandering quietly on the dark street.

Through my own hands in the dream, I committed the evil deeds that mutilated it and made it painful for a lifetime.

As a result, although it was still alive, it was already worse than death.

She opened her eyes, waking up from her sleep, she didn't know whether this matter really existed in a certain time and space.

The slightly cold air in the morning made her realize clearly that what she saw now was real.Whether it is the gray outline of everything in the compartment that her eyes see, or the sour and sweet smell of the person she is relying on at the moment, it is something that she can really feel at this moment.

Before falling asleep, she put a schoolbag between the two to separate them.But when they wake up, they depend on each other.

Her right hand and his left hand also unconsciously moved together.The tactile sensation touched by her fingertips is real, and this common recognition made her heart suddenly loosen.

It was the first time she had seen him up close while he was in a completely harmless sleep.

After watching him quietly for a while, she realized for the first time that he turned out to be quite a handsome man.

The movement of pulling his fingers away from his hand made his body tremble slightly. The moment he wakes up, it will probably give normal people the feeling of waking up an ominous thing that has been sleeping deep underground for many years. It is turning everything into a gentle Another change of dark atmosphere.

The peaceful and quiet atmosphere that he worked so hard to create in this small room in the morning has completely changed because of his waking up.

The reason for this unhuman feeling is because she didn't switch to the daily mode in time, she thought to herself.

Early morning is the time when people are most defenseless, before they have time to make a good disguise, this kind of tenderness with a strong morbidity is his truth.

He didn't speak, and took her hand in a silent movement, and further wrapped his arms around her waist, seeking her kiss with an empty expression as if he was thirsting for food.

He pushed her down to the ground and kissed her gently like an animal needing comfort, that gesture seemed tender and lonely.

He didn't let her go until his breathing became heavy.The obvious sickness had disappeared from his face.He put away his abnormal side very well and became a person who conforms to social norms.

The man in front of him has entered the role of Fujima Kosaburo very well.

"I was once well protected by women." He broke the spell of silence in the early morning, narrating a certain past event in a calm tone, staring at the empty place ahead with a cold expression that should not belong to a pervert, " After my mother gave birth to us in Ogishima, I raised my younger sister and me by selling our bodies. After my mother died, my younger sister went out to bring back daily necessities instead of my mother. As she grew older and her body changed, the things she brought were Expensive. I didn't know why then, but it's easy to figure out now. Probably because of that, I have a distaste for violating physically immature girls."

She thought of the rules of the parallel world explained by Chubby.Although it is only a one-in-a-billion probability, there is indeed a possibility of that kind of relationship in the parallel world, and he clearly has no lower limit at that time.

"So, why are you saying this all of a sudden." Pure asked in a low voice.

"I don't despise you who sold yourself since childhood, but I'm not happy about violating minors. If you misunderstand that I have unnecessary cleanliness, I will find it difficult." Fujima said softly.

"If I hated it and did it, what would be the reason?"

"To be precise, there is no disgust physically, only psychologically. What you are talking about should be the situation where the physical overcomes the psychological. When I first saw you, the kind of instinctive desire to completely destroy your existence Erasure, the desire to be a part of myself, used to make me want to rape you. But after avoiding that initial period, it doesn't matter anymore."

"Inherited Sexual Attraction," Pure whispered suddenly.

"..."

"Only this can explain it. We may not be the type that is easy to feel for others, but we accept each other's existence almost at once. Maybe we have to consider it from an instinctive point of view, not to mention that we do have some similarities in appearance .” She explained to him a noun she searched on her mobile phone.

"Genetic sexual attraction happens to people of the opposite sex who are closely related by blood. Generally speaking, individuals who did not grow up in the same family when they were young and rarely meet each other, once they meet for the first time in adulthood, similar genetics will prompt both parties to have an instinctive attraction. Attraction, this strong attraction can sometimes reach the point of being uncontrollable.”

"It's meaningless, blood relationship." He said softly, "For me, relatives and lovers are no different."

"No, I'm different from you. You grew up in Ogishima, isolated and unsocialized before you were adopted. You should have formed your own worldview there. But I have been socialized since I was born, I received an education that I couldn’t internalize or understand at all, so I haven’t established my own worldview.” Her expression was always drowsy all day long, but at this moment she seemed to suddenly become energetic, and her pale complexion revealed The faint crimson, "has always been a small cog in the huge machine of society, running slowly and slowly, with no value and no purpose...Compared with illusory things such as soul or love, the connection of blood is more reassuring. People who have the same blood running through them are probably more important to me than anything else."

"Maybe the blood relationship is very close." He cast a peaceful and quiet look at her, "It doesn't matter to you. You always call yourself a normal person, don't you?"

"I know that there are people who shed the same blood as me, and that's the most important thing." Chun shook his head, "Since people live to know themselves, if they give up knowing themselves, then what's the use of living for a long time. "

"So who is to criticize your lack of style?" Fujima undid her slightly messy hair and combed her long hair with fingers.When he was still a teenager living in a corner of the abandoned area, he had gently combed his sister's hair many times.Although he lived a life of poor materials, judging from his own speech, it seemed to be the happiest period of his life.

"I think Mr. Shibata simply doesn't like that style, the theme of fairy tales - the story of the little prince."

"The Little Prince by Saint-Exupéry?"

"Ah."

"I've read it. Why draw the story."

"After the prince left the rose he loved because of a misunderstanding, he has been looking for the way back. He wanted to return to Rose so much, but it was as difficult as turning back the time that could not be turned back. Seeing that he promised When the snake asked for the way back, I couldn't help but shed tears..."

When she said this, it was as if a big piece of her heart had been bitten off by a monster, and strong nostalgia spread from the bottom of her heart.

Even though he couldn't feel anything about other sad things, he felt deep sorrow for the prince who wanted to find his way back.

"It's okay." He comforted her softly as if he knew the nostalgia that suddenly appeared in her heart, "I will write a work that has no regrets and can find the way back, and I will also find a way to open the door of Utopia again. The key to it. That way I can be forgiven."

He buried his face deeply in her neck, between the soft long hair: "Come with me to Fan Island."

"Do you have no class in the morning?"

"No, so I will trouble you to skip class for me. Ogishima is the place where I was born and raised, and it is my only belonging. If I can find peace there, you must be able to feel something there too. I like you The smell of hair."

It has a slightly bitter taste like orange blossom aroma.

The flower language of orange blossom is chastity. For this girl, such a flower language is really a perfect irony.

However, he loves this bitter and sweet taste with all his heart, and he has no malice.

"Hey... let me say... sir..." She hesitated for a moment and said, "With my dark history, I don't have a good reputation and I can't get married... It's not bad to open a pharmacy in Shanshima, but you guys Isn’t it very powerful to collect protection fees there? Do you know the kind of underground boss?”

Fujima whispered threateningly in her ear with a soft tone: "After meeting me, do you still want to marry? You are really bold. If you want to marry, I will put you in scum before then And devoured all that was left. Made you a part of me after being utterly devastated."

"It never occurred to me..."

"You can pick up trash for a living." He played with her hair with his fingers, and buried her neck with a soft laugh, "Or marry me, and I will protect you."