short story collection

I didn't tell Su Yanche that his mother had come to see me, we were still together as before, it's just that I was very uneasy.

That day, as usual, I squatted in an empty corner of the library to read a book. I like the quiet and comfortable environment where no one is disturbed.

The mobile phone in my pocket vibrated. Although I didn't know what was going on with the other party, I still went to the stairs, so I wouldn't disturb other students who were reading when I called there.

In fact, I usually don't answer other people's calls in the library, but the caller is my roommate, and he seldom calls me or anything. I guess there is something wrong.

"Yoko, where are you now?" The other party sounded anxious, which made me frown.

"Library, what's wrong?"

"Hey, you...you come back. I'm a little unclear now. It's a bit troublesome at the bulletin board." He said worriedly.

"Okay." I hung up the phone strangely. Although I didn't know what it was, my intuition must be something bad.

It turns out my hunch was right.

On the bulletin board, there was a photo posted; a photo of me kissing Su Yanche who was sleeping soundly.

The angle of that photo was chosen very well, the warm sunlight was shining down on the faces of the two of them, it was like a pleasant afternoon, the wife couldn't help but kiss herself lying on the table for a nap because of being too tired from work Husband, harmonious and beautiful.However, the fly in the ointment is that that 'wife' is an out-and-out man.

I stared blankly at the photo, and gradually, I lost my strength and felt cold all over.

"Tsk, gay..."

"gross."

"What's wrong with this society now? But it's really disgusting. I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen in our school."

"Is it really satisfying to be with a man?"

"Maybe it's just for fun..."

Suddenly, someone saw me in a daze beside me.

"Isn't that gay?"

"Yeah...that's disgusting."

"Stay away from him, I heard homosexuality is contagious..."

This sentence was like thunder on the ground, and the students who originally wanted to join in to watch the excitement all backed away.

Being pushed and shoved by the crowd, I felt a little unstable and almost fell to the ground.It was Su Yanche who appeared, and he held me so that I would not fall.

"Both gays show up..."

"You're so bold. How dare you show up so aboveboard? Don't you want to lose face? I really feel chilling for their parents."

"That's where they put their parents."

"It's really unfortunate for the family to ruin the style of the family."

All kinds of unpleasant comments penetrated into the ears of the two, but neither of them spoke.

"Actually, maybe it was that man who took the initiative. This photo is also of him secretly kissing someone else."

"Yes. Shameless."

"It's disgusting..."

The photo was printed on A3 paper and was glued very firmly, so even if I tried very hard to tear it off, it was still a bit difficult.

My actions and Su Yanche's silence at the side made the crowd believe that I shamelessly liked Su Yanche first.

After I took the photo off the bulletin board cleanly, Su Yanche still didn't say a word.

God probably also thinks I'm ridiculous. It's raining in the sky at this time. The rain is heavy and the rain is so fast that people are caught off guard.

Many students ran to the eaves where they could hide from the rain, but I didn't move, and neither did Su Yanche.I squatted weakly in the rain, letting my tears flow down with the rain, so that no one would probably find me crying.

Su Yanche stood straight in the rain. After a while, I heard him say "I'm sorry" to me, very lightly, and it disappeared all at once, as if he had never said it before.

...and then he left.

Still later, an umbrella appeared above my head.

I looked up in surprise, "Teacher Qin?"

Qin Mo smiled politely, "Student Gu Yang, it's raining so hard, go back to the dormitory and change your clothes, it won't be good if you catch a cold."

Some students surrounded us with umbrellas.

"Mr. Qin, please ignore him. He is disgusting. You'd better stay away from him."

"Yes, teacher, don't worry about him."

"Yes, Mr. Qin. You don't have to pay attention to him."

"Mr. Qin, he, he is gay, disgusting..."

Qin Mo smiled softly, and gently pushed away those classmates who prevented them from leaving, "He is just my student."

This sentence made many students blush.

I don't know how I got back to the dormitory, all I know is that the buddies who are usually better in the dormitory all cast strange glances at me.

Lin Yan came over and patted me on the shoulder, "Change your clothes, take a hot bath, principal... let you go there."

After I took a shower, when I walked past Lin Yan, I said softly, "Thank you for your call just now." I ignored him.

I really don't want to care about anyone or anything.

"Student Gu Yang, you should know that Su Yanche has a bright future, do you want to harm him?" the principal advised earnestly.

"If you insist on not letting go, you will kill him, you know?"

"Actually, he's not gay."

In fact, when Su Yanche said I was sorry just now, I knew a lot and understood a lot.It's just that I really don't want to believe it. Could it be that the happiness of so many days is all fake?

"Where are the others?" I still didn't give up.

"I'm here," he said.

After seeing the guilt in Su Yanche's eyes, I knew that it was really over, and I really should give up.

However, when he said word by word that he was not gay, his heart still felt very uncomfortable, throbbing in pain, as if he was about to suffocate.Even when the grandfather who loved me the most passed away, it didn't seem so uncomfortable...

It turns out that the happiness of so many days is not real.If you don't like me, why lie to me?Since you can't love, you shouldn't give me hope.

In fact, I knew early on that this relationship was doomed to have a beginning and an end.

"Thank you for giving me empty joy."