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Qin Nan did not expect that his relationship with Cheng Dongping would be exposed so soon.

In fact, he had already made plans before, and planned to gradually turn behind the scenes after filming the film, so that after the exposure was reduced, the matter between himself and Cheng Dongping would not be so conspicuous, and gradually he could walk into the sun. After all, this This kind of thing is very common in the circle, as long as there is no deep hatred, no one will be free to expose other people's personal privacy.

However, Lu Xiaoxiao and Qin Nan had a deep hatred. She pretended to be Qin Nan back then, and now Qin Nan took her place. The two of them had retaliated for retaliation, and it was considered clear, but after Lu Xiaoxiao's divorce, a million dollars disappeared , how could he not hate him, Qin Nan thought with his knees and knew who did this good thing.

However, Qin Nan did not get angry in the face of such overwhelming criticism. It was a matter of time before the matter between him and Cheng Dongping was announced to the public. Some people caught it, but he just didn't expect to announce it to the world in such a big way.

But if it comes, it will be safe, Qin Nan suddenly felt a little relieved.

It is good to be a celebrity, but this identity is also a shackle, which suppresses people's true temperament and makes people live without self and freedom.Now that he and Cheng Kun have opened a studio, and they have established a relationship with Cheng Dongping, they don't have to be a star, leaving only their job as an actor. From now on, they can act in unpopular scripts that they like. Wouldn't it be better to play a true love role?No one invested?It doesn't matter, the studio has made money investing in popular IPs, so it's fine to use the part you share to invest in your true love.

Qin Nan used to be a little reluctant to let go of his hands and feet, and he couldn't let go of his burden, but after the exposure incident this time, he had the courage to do it all.What happened to falling in love with the same sex?This is not a crime, and there is no need to confess to anyone. If possible, Qin Nan even wants to become the first actor in China to come out publicly. What are you afraid of?There must always be someone who is the first to eat crabs. At worst, he will quit the industry and start a business, and he will be a hero if he changes places.

Cheng Fangfang also saw that Qin Nan seemed to have no burden, and was very surprised in her heart. She couldn't help asking, "Qin Nan, why do you look relieved?"

"Yes, I have also been very tired these years. To be honest, if it weren't for the ability to stand shoulder to shoulder with your elder brother, I might have quit the circle a long time ago."

Cheng Fangfang was a little surprised?Staring at him with wide eyes, Qin Nan smiled and said, "You don't have to be so surprised, I'm telling the truth, I love the profession of actors, but I prefer the atmosphere of small theaters or drama stages, movies are barely okay , I really can’t get excited about filming TV dramas.”

"Ten years ago, I was unknown and had nothing, but what about your eldest brother, what is his identity, status, and his career is so successful, if I want to become a partner who can stand shoulder to shoulder with him, I have nothing to achieve How? That's why I didn't go to your elder brother even though I had Dongdong back then."

Cheng Fangfang really didn't expect Qin Nan to be so strong, she couldn't help but sighed, "It's good to let things take their course, I think you have an easy-going personality, but I didn't expect that you are such a strong character in your bones, but everything is too late, you and I Big brother has been delayed for so many years, it is because of this reason, don't you think it's not worth it?"

Cheng Fangfang's words were always to the point, and Qin Nan was stunned by her question. Now that he and Cheng Dongping are together, and looking back on the past, he really feels that the persistence at the beginning was a bit ridiculous and not worth it. Cheng Dongping never seemed to care. Things that he cared about before.And during the ten years of delaying each other, don't talk about anything else, just talk about Dongdong, I don't know, the child has been through hard times with me these years,

Qin Nan smiled wryly, and said, "Maybe this is a fan of the authorities? I may be too obsessed with the word good match. I always think that your eldest brother is perfect, but I was not good enough for him in all aspects. If I don't work hard, I am afraid that there is no hope at all." walked together."

Cheng Fangfang suddenly remembered something, giggled, and said, "Well, you don't have the courage to confess, but you do have the courage... Admiration, admiration."

Qin Nan blushed from her smile, "Don't mention it, I was too young at the time, and my thoughts were naive, and I drank a lot of wine that day, so I was impulsive." After a pause, he said, "But the impulsiveness is right. I don't regret it now, hehe."

Cheng Fangfang was speechless, and said, "It's really impossible to talk about things between men. I think you two are so stupid. One married the wrong person, and the other wasted ten years for such a bad reason. Right, so I don’t want to go out and harm others. My eldest brother is so pedantic and old-fashioned, and you still take him as your favorite, it’s true that carrots and greens have their own preferences.”

These words were so merciless, Qin Nan's face turned blue and red, and he could only "hehe" to deal with it with a dry smile.

"Then what should we do now? The matter between you and my eldest brother is such a big deal, do you want me to go back with you early?" Cheng Fangfang said with a sharp tongue, knowing that her eldest brother and Qin Nan managed to keep the clouds open to see the moon, and now they are in crisis again. , she can't stand by and watch.

Qin Nan thought for a while and said, "I'll contact the country first to deal with the matter at hand, and I'll tell you tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, he said seriously, "Thank you, Fangfang."

"Okay, don't say thank you, thank you just now, this happened, don't worry about it in a while, I hope everything goes well." Cheng Fangfang turned and walked to the kitchen as she said, it seems that the matter of going out for dinner today If she wanted yellow soup, she could only cook and prepare some food herself.

Qin Nan went back to his room to get in touch with everyone in the country. He first called Cheng Kun and Lao Liu respectively.

Cheng Kun was fine, relatively calm, and told him straight to the point that Cheng Dongping had helped them solve their financial crisis, and the crew would be able to run smoothly as long as they were not short of money.And Director Zheng is not such a pedantic old man, he never cares about the privacy of celebrities, unless it is misbehavior, otherwise he will ignore it.Qin Nan's personal emotional problems will not affect his work, let alone make him give up directing this movie.As for the other actors, because the production team did not use first-line actors other than Qin Nan this time, they were either newcomers or relatively powerful third- and fourth-tier actors, so it is even less likely for them to give up acting. As long as the production team has money, they There will be wages.Besides, the exposure of Qin Nan's homosexuality is not good for the people involved, but it is a good thing for them. Being able to film a movie with such a hot character is a kind of enthusiasm that is not for nothing. Where does it come from? There is no reason not to.

After Qin Nan learned that everything was going well with the crew, he had nothing to worry about. The rest were nothing more than comments from netizens and audiences, and he couldn’t sew everyone’s mouths shut, let alone the same-sex relationship. Being in love is not something that hurts nature, and I believe that with time, outside comments will always change.

After hanging up Cheng Kun's phone, Qin Nan called Lao Liu again.

When Lao Liu picked up the phone, he yelled furiously, "Brother, why did you turn it on? Do you know that the earth exploded? No, the entertainment industry exploded? I'm so worried about you!"

Qin Nan thought he was noisy, so she took the phone away, and waited for him to get excited before saying, "Got it, I read the news and Weibo, it's nothing, just relax."

"How easy do you make me feel? Do you know that netizens tell you to get out of the entertainment industry?"

"Just get rough, who cares?"

Old Liu held his breath in his chest and couldn't get up or down. It took him a long time to say something, "Boss, if you have plans to quit the circle, please let me know in advance so that I can find another job. I will lose my job so suddenly. .”

Qin Nan heard that Lao Liu was angry, and hurried to appease him, "I will take you with me when I quit the circle, and I will give you a salary increase of 30.00%, how about it? We will engage in film and television investment and small theaters in the future. made a bid."

As soon as Lao Liu heard that he was going to raise his salary, he immediately diverted his attention, and began to make small calculations.

Don't make film and television dramas?That's great, I don't have to follow the group, and I can relax.

When investing in film and television dramas, most of the resources are ready-made, and you don’t have to run away, and you can also discuss with the boss, and invest in the millions of dollars you have saved over the years, as a small shareholder, you can also be a boss in the future , Isn't this the rhythm of being promoted and raising salary to become the president, and reaching the pinnacle of life?

Old Liu turned from danger to safety, and from anger to joy, Qin Nan could hear his joy on the phone, "Okay, okay, then I'll wait for you to come back, let's talk about it in detail. You're right, let's not talk about it." Pay attention to them, why get out of the entertainment industry, the master is not serving you anymore, and you have to be naughty when you are in a relationship. What's so good about being a star, it's better to be an old version of nourishment. The boss is wise, waiting for you to come back, okay? .”

In this way, Lao Liu was also successfully captured by Qin Nan.

Now there is only Cheng Dongping who needs to be contacted.

However, Qin Nan went through the SMS records, chat records and call records, but there was no trace of Cheng Dongping.

Veteran cadre, what happened?Doesn't he know?No, didn't Cheng Kun say that he had already made up for the funding gap for the studio?

That is how the matter?Could it be that he has been busy with work, but it's not right. According to the time difference, he didn't contact him at night.

Qin Nan couldn't help feeling uneasy, the exposure of homosexuality, as a person in the circle, he was not surprised by this kind of thing, didn't take it seriously, and even thought about it very much, at worst, he would quit the circle.But Cheng Dongping is not in the industry. On the contrary, he is a businessman, and he is the most serious and old-fashioned. He has always had a good reputation in the business circle and has never been involved in any scandals in the entertainment industry. In other words, will the shocking explosion affect the reputation of the veteran cadres, and what's more, will it have a negative impact on the Cheng Group?

Cheng Dongping is different from Qin Nan, he has a family and a business.

Qin Nan is a bare-bones commander, and his career is achieved by himself, and Dongdong is the only relative in his family.

But what Cheng Dongping runs is a family business, carrying the glory of the aristocratic family, where there are parents, younger siblings.

Although Cheng Fangfang didn't say much after reading this revelation, it was because she was a scientist with her own independent career and pursuit, and had nothing to do with the Cheng family's career.And Cheng Kun, now investing in the studio with himself, can be regarded as a comrade-in-arms in the same boat, and they will definitely stand together if there is a problem.

But what about Cheng's father and Cheng's mother?Will you continue to maintain a tolerant and kind attitude?

Qin Nan didn't hear any news from Cheng Dongping, and only then did he realize that maybe the impact of the exposure of the relationship is far from as simple as he imagined.

Qin Nan didn't hesitate any longer. He called Cheng Dongping, but no one answered for a long time. Now the time in Country X is 7:[-] pm, so it should be around [-]:[-] am in China.

Maybe Cheng Dongping was washing up and getting ready to go to work, so maybe he didn't receive a call.

Qin Nan was lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling in a daze. What on earth were the veteran cadres doing at this time?Why didn't he answer the phone? He couldn't help but dialed again, but still no one answered, and then directly transferred to the secretary's desk.

Qin Nan got up and looked out the window.

In the northern part of country X, winter always comes very suddenly, every year. Even though there are still apples hanging on the trees, when I wake up the next morning and look again, there is already half a foot of snow on the ground.

This is the case now. I don’t know when it started. It snowed outside. At first, it was just fine snow foam, and after a while, it was covered with snowflakes.

Qin Nan looked at Daxue in a daze. When Dongdong was born, it was such an early winter. He held his infant son in his arms. He couldn't believe that this little guy was conceived from his body, and he couldn't believe that there was a process flowing through him. Dongping's blood.

Maybe this is a gift from God to him, it doesn't matter if he doesn't get a male god, at least he still has Dongdong, Qin Nan feels very content, because at that time, Cheng Dongping was as far away as a star in the sky to him.

Now, although Cheng Dongping is far away on the other side of the world, their hearts should be together.It should be, Qin Nan is a little uncertain now, because Cheng Dongping has not answered his calls.

Qin Nan loves veteran cadres deeply. In order to be worthy of this love and fulfill this love, he is willing to hone himself and improve himself until he can stand shoulder to shoulder with Cheng Dongping.When a person loves another person, if he blindly hopes that the other person will change for him, it may not be true love, but if he is willing to change himself for this person, it must be true love.

Qin Nan never doubted his feelings for Cheng Dongping, because he had spent ten years of loneliness with this feeling in his heart, and every minute and every second of accumulation made him cherish his current feelings even more.

Nothing can shake all this, including the fact that the exposure of this love affair may cut his star career in half, which will not make Qin Nan regret it and turn around.If anything would change their relationship, it could only be because of Cheng Dongping.

For Qin Nan, the relationship between the two began ten years ago, or even farther ago, but for Cheng Dongping, they have just begun. There is not so much deep friendship, and some are more about passion and friendship. Love, can this passion stand the test?This love exposure event is an opportunity.

Qin Nan doesn't want to test Cheng Dongping. If you decide to love him, you should cherish him and cherish the present moment. However, if you are in love, who doesn't want to know their weight in the lover's heart?

Qin Nan is also an ordinary person, so he will care, even more, because he has been waiting for ten years, and once his wish is fulfilled, how can he not care how much Cheng Dongping loves him?

But the truth does sometimes disappoint.

There will be passion and sparks in the love of adults, but it will never be as hot and reckless as it was in adolescence.It is inevitable that some impurities will be mixed in, such as family, career, status, wealth and other factors.

When many adults fall in love, they set up a balance in their hearts, and the weight is these additional things.The two sides stand on the balance. If you feel that you are not beautiful enough, you can add some wealth code to balance it. If you think your career is slightly inferior, then you can add some status code.

How can love be so pure? I don’t know how many adults still have the courage to pursue true love when they are in their 30s, and how many couples can kiss with heartfelt emotions when they wake up in the middle of the night people sleeping next to them.

Qin Nan can't imagine whether he and Cheng Dongping will reach that point one day. If he doesn't have a glamorous career, will Cheng Dongping treat him the same as before, or if the exposure of the relationship will damage the interests of the Cheng family? , whether Cheng Dongping can still carelessly love purely.

The love between adults is too complicated, Qin Nan deeply regrets why he didn't directly show his plans to Cheng Dongping after a night of spring breeze, and whether he succeeds or fails, he will not suffer like this now.

The snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger. Qin Nan set his phone to automatically redial, but none of the calls went through. He reluctantly sent a message, "Waiting for your call back. I love you, Dongping, and I hope you do too."

However, this information also fell into the sea.

Qin Nan turned over slowly on the bed like a salted fish, and buried her face in the sheets.He thought, the feeling of gaining and losing again is really different from the pain level of never having it.

When Cheng Fangfang knocked on the door and called him to eat, she saw Qin Nan lying on the bed in a state of dismay, and couldn't help laughing, "I didn't see you so depressed just now, why? I've just come back to it now? Don't get depressed, hurry up Get up and eat, you haven't eaten anything after sleeping all day."

Qin Nan stood up, looked listlessly at Cheng Fangfang and said, "I called your elder brother several times, but he didn't answer."

Only then did Cheng Fangfang realize that it was because of her elder brother.

"Maybe he's in a meeting. He's very busy after he arrives at the company. We sometimes call him, and he doesn't come back until noon. I have his secretary's phone number here. Do you want to?"

Cheng Fangfang couldn't stand Qin Nan's dejected face, so she said kindly.

"Well..., no need, I left him a message, if he is not busy, I believe he will call me."

Fangfang smiled jokingly and didn't say any more.

Since Fangfang's husband was on a business trip, only Qin Nan ate dinner with her.

"Do you go home often? Last time my aunt asked me to bring you something from China. I came here in a hurry and forgot to bring it." At the dinner table, Qin Nan took the initiative to find a topic. I miss Cheng Dongping.

"Not often, the project in the lab is inseparable from me, I go back about once a year or two, are my parents okay? I still had a video with them last week, but I didn't hear them talk about you and my elder brother Things." Fangfang said after taking a sip of yogurt.

"Yes, I guess my uncle and aunt didn't know about it at that time, and we only confessed to them recently."

"You two big men are really insane. This is not like my elder brother's style. He has always gone his own way when it comes to feelings. He has been able to think for so long before saying this time. It seems that he has good intentions for you." Fang Fang asked. Said while watching Qin Nan's face.

Sure enough, Qin Nan smiled when he heard Fangfang's comments, and said, "Your elder brother has a stable personality, he does a lot and talks little. He is very attentive to me and Dongdong. , he is taking care of us, but I have done too little for him."

"What? Now that I think about it, I regret it? Are you afraid that my elder brother will dump you?" Cheng Fangfang asked jokingly while drinking the mushroom soup. In fact, she wanted to provoke Qin Nan and remind him to be nice to his elder brother. a little.

"Hehe, no, but we should treat Dongping better in the future." Qin Nan ate the bread, not knowing what to eat.

Fangfang was right, she was afraid of being dumped by veteran cadres, let alone really dumped, just thinking about the possibility made her tremble all over, he couldn't bear to lose Cheng Dongping, he hadn't pulled enough of Cheng Dongping's big hand He hasn't leaned enough on Cheng Dongping's shoulders, he hasn't kissed Cheng Dongping's lips enough, and he hasn't laid down enough on Cheng Dongping's arms.

No, Qin Nan thought, I must not lose him, even if it is a strand of his hair, I don't want it to be lost elsewhere.

Qin Nan stood up abruptly, and he said to Fangfang, "I'll book a ticket to go back to China right now. If you have something to do, talk about it later, and I'll contact you when I get to China."

Fangfang didn't expect Qin Nan to be so impatient, she wanted to just provoke him, but she didn't expect to provoke him away.

"You can't book a plane ticket for today or tomorrow anymore. Look at the heavy snow outside, it will be tomorrow afternoon at the earliest."

Qin Nan followed Fangfang's fingers and looked out the window. The heavy snow had never stopped for a moment, and it seemed that she had no intention of stopping.

Qin Nan sat back on the chair in frustration, unable to take a bite of food, he said, "Fangfang, will your elder brother be angry with me? I'm a little scared."

Just as Fangfang wanted to make fun of him, the doorbell rang suddenly.

Such a big snow, who could it be?

Cheng Fangfang looked in the direction of the door, and before she could get up, Qin Nan had already rushed out. He rushed to the door in a panic and opened it violently.

Cheng Dongping stood at the door, a layer of snowflakes fell on his head, and even a layer of hoarfrost on his eyebrows. When he saw Qin Nan, a smile appeared on his face, but before he could speak, Qin Nan pounced. fell on him.

"Dongping, I love you, I thought you didn't want me anymore, I love you." Qin Nan spoke incoherently, hugging Cheng Dongping's face and kissing carelessly.

Cheng Dongping didn't say anything, but hugged him tightly back.