I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

When the results come out, some families are happy and some are sad, and some people are neither worried nor happy, silently planning for the future.

Lou Chunyu's dormitory is the dormitory of the top student. This time when the results came out, all six of them passed the first line of the exam. The only difference is whether they did well in the exam.

This is exactly the same as what happened in her dream, indicating that life has not changed at this time.Still follow the previous track.

Even her roommate, who said she didn't want to be a doctor, was shaken after her grades came out. The family didn't give up and kept persuading her to apply for a medical university.And her parents' expectations of her also affected her. At first, she complained to her roommates that her family wanted her to be a doctor and she was crazy. Said that she had already made up her mind, because her family had already made the calculations for her, and she had even chosen where to study.

The students around Lou Chunyu began to discuss the summer vacation plans and arrangements. They are young and don't know their worries, and they don't need to frown at an age.

Going back to high school again, even though it was only a short dozen days, Lou Chunyu was also very happy.

Lou Chunyu exchanged mobile phone numbers with familiar classmates and saved their names in the number book. These numbers will be abandoned by the owners one after another in the near future, but at the moment, the feeling of wanting to cherish memories is real .

After the results came out, the head teacher really wanted to praise Lou Chunyu. This time I found her in the classroom, and she said, "You performed well this time, and your grades can rank No. 5 in our class. Several of our teachers have discussed it. For a moment, don't worry about your grades being considered for colleges and universities in the province."

"Thank you, teacher."

"Student Lou, teacher, I want to tell you the truth. I graduated from Z University, and my alma mater is worthy of your application. At the same time, my tutor is also an authority in academics. If you stay in school for graduate school, I might I can also introduce you to you." Facing the expectant eyes of the teacher in charge, Lou Chunyu lowered her head embarrassedly.

Seeing that she didn't respond immediately, the head teacher sighed, "It seems that I'm late, tell me, which university do you want to apply for?"

After Lou Chunyu reported her name, the head teacher rarely showed a disapproving expression, and said, "Oh, that school, so be it."

When Lou Chunyu came back, Lou's father, Lou's mother, and Lou Chunwang, who had just returned from school, were waiting for her at home.

As soon as she put down her schoolbag, Lou's mother picked it up before it hit the ground.

In her schoolbag, Lou's mother found a thick set of college introduction materials, but she did not find Lou Chunyu's college entrance examination volunteer form to fill out.

Lou Chunyu casually said that it was completed and handed over to the teacher.

"You don't discuss it with us, you decide to fill it in. For such an important thing as going to college, you write it as soon as you say it. You want to piss me off." Lou's mother was trembling with anger, and she rushed out of the house. , there was a broom standing by the door, she went up and grabbed the broom, and when she came back with the broom, Lou Chunyu was still standing there.

"I filled in the International Trade Department of F University." Facing her mother's anger, Lou Chunyu couldn't help laughing instead of being afraid.

This was a scene that had never happened in a dream. Mom was not angry, Dad was not surprised, and she was not reprimanded, because she handed over the volunteer form to them and let them make the choice for her. The only thing she did was follow the The meaning of the family is to write down the school and code of the parents on the volunteer form.

This time, her decision really angered her mother. When she was filling out the application form, she thought that her decision would cause an uproar at home, especially her parents who always felt that they could influence her decision. They must not accept her unauthorized actions. claim, but she did not hesitate to fill in the volunteer.

She made a master for herself, the family is a forest of longing and fear, she finds a sense of belonging in it, and is also swallowed by its shadow.She is a lone warrior, dragging her broken armor, brandishing a matchstick-like weapon in front of a mighty dragon.

It can be said that she doesn't even have the confidence to fight against it. She has no source of income, and her heart is still swaying between the fear of her parents' authority and the desire for freedom.

She played the role of a good daughter, a good child, and a good student since she was a child. She was obedient, obedient, and studied hard, but she didn't live very well.

At the age of 18, her late rebellious period came suddenly.

She felt so pitiful, she was already an adult, and she was taller than her mother when she stood upright, yet she was always looking at the world in the shadow of her mother.

Lou Chunyu didn't even have the thought of avoiding it, her body was as straight as a slender bamboo, her eyes met her mother fearlessly.

Her posture shows her attitude, she is not afraid, and she doesn't care about being beaten or anything, she just doesn't change.

Lou's mother raised the broom in her hand and put it down again. Lou's father stood far away, with no intention of dissuading him.

But Lou Chunwang couldn't stand it anymore: "Mom, don't hit your sister, it's not impossible to change your wish."

"Why do you apply for that kind of thing? Any good job you can find is fake. You don't listen to your mother. You let us discuss it. If you don't discuss anything with us, you apply for a volunteer. You If you have the ability, you think that if you do well in the exam, you will be promising."

Lou's mother was still angry. She had already calmed down for the most part, but she was aroused by Lou Chunyu's rebellious expression. She raised the broom again and hit Lou Chunyu's body.

With her stick, no one in the room expected it. They didn't react until the bamboo stick hit the back of Lou Chunyu's thigh, and there was a loud sound of hitting.

There was burning pain from the place where he was hit, and Lou Chunyu's tears also came out.

It's just that Lou Chunyu gritted her teeth and didn't make a sound. When the tears flowed down silently, the tears fell in front of her and were absorbed by the cement floor, leaving no trace.

She didn't even know that there was such a thing as stubbornness in her bones. She thought that she had been like this all her life, but today, she realized that once she felt that she was right, she would have the courage to insist on this path until she died. go down.

She is full of expectations for the future, even if she stumbles, even if she is displaced.

And her parents blocked the road in front of her in order to avoid the hard work of her bumps and bumps in the society, and they pretended to be for her good.

Lou's mother would rather she cry out loud than stay silent like this.

The momentary anger that rushed to the crown just now disappeared invisible.Mother Lou put the broom back to its place by the door.

"Don't regret it in the future, don't cry and tell us that we know we are wrong and let us find a way. Our family has no money and no ability. If you choose the wrong one, it will delay your whole life. If you regret it, we can't help you. , if your father had some skills, I wouldn't ask you to do that." Mother Lou's mouth was still unforgiving.

Lou Chunyu said softly: "How do you know that my choice is wrong? Have you ever gone to college, have you ever gone out to find a job? You always say that it is good to be a teacher. What is good about being a teacher? Did you become a teacher, or did you go out to find a job? You hear the teacher tell you that she's doing a really good job."

"Stop talking, your mother is not going to beat you anymore, and you still want to be angry with your mother. You go upstairs and think about how to tell the teacher and how to get the volunteer form back." Lou's father stood in the way of Lou Chunyu and Lou. between mothers.

"Why do you say that I will regret it? It is my own decision. If it is right or wrong, I will only blame myself. You make the decision for me. If something goes wrong, I will only blame you. Do you think this is good for me? ?” Actually, Lou Chunyu didn’t want to say any more at first, but she had a lot of things in her heart that couldn’t be stopped like a volcanic eruption, so she just wanted to say it, and she wanted to tell her mother.

"And Dad, give up. I've handed it over to the head teacher. It can't be changed. I don't care. If you want to make trouble, you can go. I don't know how happy and glorious the school is to have a student from F University. What other parents can't ask for, but you want to change your mind, who will believe you."

"You...you..." Mother Lou raised her hand and almost hit Lou Chunyu on the face.

Lou Chunyu turned her head and said, "I think it's good to go out. It's better not to see you a few times a year, so that you will still think of me as a daughter. And you can ask my brother, there is a sister who passed the F exam. Big, is it embarrassing?"

After Lou Chunyu finished speaking, he remembered the expressions of his family members in his heart.

When she returned to the house, the door behind her was closed heavily, and her mind was blank.She didn't even have the strength to hold her hand, and she didn't even realize that her jaw was trembling.

She buried her head on the table, and she found a sense of security in the small world surrounded by her arms, so she let herself cry.

An insurmountable wall in her heart collapsed today, and the moment the old wall collapsed, the sky was covered with dust. She walked out of her own small world and walked into the big world outside. Although her body has grown into a 18-year-old She was a young girl, but her heart was still a child. She took a difficult step with staggering steps. This step, in exchange for the severe pain in her leg, also made her push down the high wall.

She is helpless right now, but that doesn't mean there is nothing she can do.Before her parents, she called her cousins, cousins, and aunts in her hometown, hoping to tell her grandparents through her.

She tried to smile on the phone, and announced the good news to her relatives on the phone with a happy tone. She said that she did well in the exam, and even the head teacher said that she ranked very high in the province this year, and she was confident about applying for F University. There is no problem with my parents. It is an honor to be admitted to such a famous school.

After she finished making all the calls one after another, she heard the ringing of the landline downstairs and remembered.The smile on her face slowly disappeared, lying on the table, she looked at her phone, and read the text messages she had sent over and over again.

In the last text message, she was not sure whether she should persist, but this time, she said thank you, thank you for giving me courage.

Lou's mother received a call from a relative in her hometown, congratulating her daughter on her good grades in the exam. She will get into F University, which is famous all over the country.

Lou's mother thought she heard it wrong. When Lou Chunyu filled out the volunteer report, she remembered that she hadn't had time to tell her relatives, how did they know.

But there was no time for her to think about it, and the calls came one after another.She picked up one after another, and realized that Lou Chunyu was calling his relatives on his own initiative.

At dinner, Lou Chunyu came down to eat, and Lou's mother sat opposite her, with a dark face, "You have a big idea. I really can't control you. You can do whatever you want, as long as you don't regret it."

Lou Chunyu said softly: "Anyway, no matter what, I won't blame you."

Lou's mother snorted coldly, picked up her chopsticks to eat, and survived this dinner in a weird atmosphere.

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The phone on the table vibrated a few times.

Song Xizi: Huh?She said thank me for giving her courage, who is she and what have I done?

The gay friend next to him: Okay, you Song Bapi, you do good deeds outside and help poor students without saying a word, look at the thank you letters from others.

Song Xizi: No, it's impossible, I don't.

Lou Chunyu: I'm awesome!Praise me praise me!