I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

The moment the door was locked, Lou Chunyu staggered to the dining table and fell heavily on the chair.

"Why did I argue with Song Xizi, what happened before?"

Her confused eyes scanned every arrangement in the room.The photos on the wall are all photos of the two of them together, and there are two pillows on the sofa, side by side... This home looks like two people living together day and night,

She staggered to lie on her side, but there was no trace of anyone using it, and it was obviously empty for a long time.

She mustered up the courage to push the master bedroom away. In the middle of the master bedroom was a two-meter-wide bed with two pillows placed side by side.

And on the dressing table next to it, there are various famous brand cosmetics and skin care products, which are obviously for two people, and the left and right are clearly distinguished.But she could tell from the brands of these cosmetics and skin care products that the two used similar grades.

In the closet, there were Song Xizi's clothes hanging on the side.

As for the clothes on the other side, although she had never seen them before, she intuitively thought they were her own.She stroked the quality of these clothes, which she couldn't afford even after living two lifetimes.

So what happened, she and Song Xizi lived together, loved each other, and then kept arguing?

She grabs the bottle of Lancôme Essence on the right, flips to the bottom, and the date of manufacture is 2018.

She didn't believe it, and she was still looking for everything that could help her get her memory back.

She saw a charging mobile phone on the desk. She knew that mobile phone was an iPhone XS that came out after 2018. She scanned her face with strange memories to verify, the screen was unlocked, and a familiar interface popped up.

She clicked on WeChat and saw an unfamiliar name in WeChat.

In a recent WeChat, she transferred three accounts to her younger brother, 10000 each, to ask him to take good care of his mother.

But the younger brother said in WeChat——Mom was mad at you, why are you pretending to be filial to your daughter.

It's just that he took all three sums of money.

Lou Chunyu sat on the chair, her body was emptied, and she opened the conversation with another person with trembling hands.

She was telling that person that she felt sorry for her parents and regretted it.

The person sent a voice message, which was shown as read: "Sister Lou, don't put too much pressure on yourself. Is marriage really that important to you? It's so important that you are willing to give up a good person like Sister Song."

She clicked on the voice message she sent: "That's because you are young. When I was in my 20s, I also wanted to spend my whole life with her, but it is not so easy for two women to be together. I resigned before because of the people in the unit. I always ask me why I am looking for a partner. I think I will get through it after a while. As I get older, people look at me more and more strangely. They say behind my back that I have everything, and women in society If you don’t get married, you really can’t survive. You are luckier than me, your parents are very enlightened, and you will go abroad in the future, so you don’t have to bear the pressure of society. To be honest, I really envy you.”

"Then do you still love Sister Song?"

"Love, but what's the use of love alone? Can love last a lifetime? There is too much social pressure, especially for women, it's really unfair, it's so unfair."

"But why can't you persevere for Sister Song?"

"Don't persuade me anymore, I can't hold on, I admit that I'm backing down now. I want to say sorry to you and Xiao Zhou. I originally planned to meet and have a meal together to talk about the future, but I'm sorry, I'm not a Good template, don't learn from me."

She clicked on the conversation with Song Xizi, and scrolled up from yesterday to last week. It seems that she deleted all the previous records.

She saw that Song Xizi had sent her a lot of messages, telling her not to worry, she would find a way.

And I sent a lot of words in the past----I have been with you for so many years, and I am very grateful for your care for me.My family is poor. Although my parents treat me badly, I am still my parents' daughter, and the blood relationship is constantly separated.Every time I go back, what I see is the figure of my parents getting old.They expect me to go back and are willing to forgive me. I don't want to stay in Shanghai. I can't do anything in Shanghai. I'm like a fool. I can only rely on you, but I can't see our future. You are getting better and better. As for me, I have nothing, I almost lost my natal family, I am so scared, if we are a normal couple, we should have marriage security now, we can have children, and if there are children, I am not afraid of you leaving me.I'm really sorry, I said these words, and I also feel that I am very selfish. You have paid for it all these years. I know that you have been under a lot of pressure. You bought the house with a mortgage, and you still support me as a waste, but Now you should also go back and get back your normal life. Your parents can accept you. They are the best parents. They tolerate you unconditionally. They shouldn’t mind you having this past. You should also find a man Get married, have children, live happily ever after...

The picture in front of her eyes gradually blurred, and a drop of liquid splashed on the screen of the phone. She wiped the drop of liquid away with her fingertips, but she couldn't wipe it away.

She thought of how sad Song Xizi must have been when she saw these words, and the person who said these words was herself, and her heart hurt like a needle. If this was a dream, why did she feel so clearly.

She clicked on the last voice message she sent, and her own voice came out of the phone, crying and saying: It would have been great if I hadn’t met at the beginning, I wouldn’t feel bad, and you don’t have to be tortured by me, you should Find someone who is stronger and more suitable for you... We are too far apart, I am not good enough for you, you may feel the same way, so never bring me into your social circle.We are not suitable in the first place, if we barely get together, I will only drag you down for the rest of my life.I should be living the life I should be living.

What kind of words are these? Hearing them made her angry. When she thought that she was the one who said those words, she immediately became angry.Lou Chunyu pressed the talking sign, and said to the phone: Song Xizi, don't listen to this man's nonsense, if I can be with you, there will only be happiness, you have nothing wrong, although I don't know what happened before, But I know that you are so kind to people, you will definitely make people happy, if you are wrong, it is her, no, it is me, it is Lou Chunyu who doesn't know how to cherish, she didn't see your kindness, you come back, I will have a good time with you Can we talk about...

After she finished speaking, she sent the recorded passage, but found that there was no change on the screen of her mobile phone. No matter how much she tapped the screen, she couldn't send her words.

She was so anxious, but there was nothing she could do...

Lou Chunyu was woken up by the early music on campus. After sleeping, Lou Chunyu was even more tired than staying up late. She saw her pale face and obvious dark circles in the mirror.

Over the past few days, Lou Chunyu's mood has obviously dropped a lot. Sometimes she can think of things in a trance, and she is in a trance, completely out of state.

People around her saw her condition and were very worried about her.Reminiscent of what happened in the post not long ago, the suspicion was blown.

Someone told the counselor about Lou Chunyu's situation.

The counselor went to find Lou Chunyu in the dormitory, sat face to face with her, and asked her, "Are you okay? This incident has passed. I thought you had already adjusted because you reacted so badly before."

"Teacher, I don't know why I'm depressed, but it's not because of that thing. I don't care about that post anymore. I think I'm also wrong. Since I can make money through part-time jobs, I shouldn't continue to occupy poverty I will give up this quota next year." Lou Chunyu lowered her head, she realized that she might have taken too much care from others, so she felt guilty.

"Don't think too much about it. You applied when you met the conditions. Our school also follows the rules. There is no mistake. You are right. Why did you give up. And you don't have to worry, these things have caused the school to The school will find a way to give a solution. I am here to chat with you. Anyway, my job is to chat with students. It doesn’t matter what we talk about. Let’s chat later. Do you have any plans for the future? I think You don’t participate in the student union, you don’t sign up for clubs, and you spend your free time studying and working, will your social circle be affected?” the counselor asked her.

Facing the counselor's warm gaze, Lou Chunyu said: "One's energy is limited, and one cannot take care of everything at the same time. However, it is a pity that he cannot participate in group activities, but how can youth not leave some regrets." After finishing speaking, Lou Chunyu and she both laughed.

"It seems that you understand it, so I don't worry. In a few days, someone will come to ask about your family's financial situation. The questions will be more in-depth and may involve your privacy. Can you accept it? ?”

"No problem." Lou Chunyu gave her a reassuring look.

"If you encounter any difficulties and want to find someone to talk to, you can find a teacher. If the teacher can't solve it, you can arrange a psychological counselor for you. Our school has a dedicated psychological counselor, and students can receive free psychological counseling. Mental health is really important. It's very important, don't ignore it. Don't think it's a small problem and ignore her."

"Okay, I will cheer up as soon as possible, if not, I will definitely ask the teacher for help."

A few days later, as the counselor said, several seniors and sisters from the student union came to investigate her.

She explained the situation at home one by one, and also proved the source of buying her mobile phone and computer.She has the habit of keeping a diary, and records the money she earns from part-time work, so she directly takes it out when she needs it, and writes it carefully.

Because investigating these things would hurt self-esteem, the members of the student union checked carefully, and Lou Chunyu cooperated with them with a calm attitude, so the checking work was over soon.

Later, Lou Chunyu didn't take the initiative to care about this matter, and gradually few people were discussing this matter. She heard from Song Xizi that the account of the student union posted a post on the forum, and wrote the results of the investigation into it. What was said in the post in my own defense was not accurate.

The hot topic that was once discussed on the forum disappeared in an instant, and the post quickly sank, and it was never pushed up again.

And Qi Yaya's indignant matter just passed away, and she didn't even check who the person who posted the post was, what age, male or female, and which dormitory she lived in, so that she could accurately locate the door and ask the truth. Why insult a person like this.

Lou Chunyu said, "Why do you care more than me?"

"Can't I be an envoy of justice? But why is it so easy to slander someone on the Internet? Just post a post or post a few words without providing evidence, and everyone will believe it. But it is so difficult for people to prove their innocence. The thing that bothers me the most is that the person who posted it didn't have to pay for it."

"It's fine if you don't think about it, and if you watch things on the Internet for a while, no one will remember, so why care so much, as long as no one scolds me in person."

When Liao Yiyun heard this, he couldn't help clapping his hands for Lou Chunyu, "Look, how grand, elegant. Can you study hard?"

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small theater:

Lou Chunyu: I really want to hit someone right now.

Psychiatrist: Classmate, can you tell me the specific situation?

Lou Chunyu: Hitting a woman named Lou Chunyu made me angry.

Psychiatrist: This is a typical split personality.

(no offense to the psychiatrist, not at all)