I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

The college entrance examination is the end of the three-year study career for high school students, and they have been preparing for the two-day exam since the day they entered high school.

The high school where Lou Chunyu is located is also very interesting. Classrooms are allocated according to grades. It takes three years from sitting in the first teaching building to entering the third teaching building. It is always the first to light up and the last to go out.

The juniors and juniors in the first and second grades were bustling and cheering after school, as happy as birds returning to the jungle.

During the self-study class in the third year of high school, there was no sound. Everyone just wanted to go back to the dormitory and get some sleep.

Lou Chunyu had been in this high school for three years without knowing it. After taking the college entrance examination for four subjects in two days, she handed in the last test paper and followed everyone out of the classroom.

In the corridor, she saw the neat rows of tables and chairs through the window, as well as her number pasted on the tables and chairs, and felt that all of this was so unreal.

The head teacher stretched her neck outside the yellow line of the teaching building, eagerly waiting for her students to come out. When she saw the students coming out, she observed the expressions on each student's face, paying special attention to those students who showed frustrated expressions.

The teacher of the last subject was so anxious that he caught the passing students and asked if he had read the last question well...

The noisy campus quieted down as the buses full of students drove out one by one. Lou Chunyu sat with her roommates, and they exchanged their experience in these exams, or talked about their future arrangements when they went back, and occasionally talked a few words. A complaint about the unpalatable food in the canteen of the test site, these topics are relaxed and irrelevant, chatting and chatting, the mood also relaxes.

They are worried before the exam, anxious during the exam, and immediately after the exam, they don’t think about anything. The results of the college entrance examination and the score line are not things that they will think about at the moment. Do everything you haven't done before. Seeing how blue the sky is and how young they are, there is nothing to worry about.

Such happy days will no longer exist after a long time, Lou Chunyu has been looking forward to growing up since she was a child, and when she grows up, she can be free, unfettered, and be chic as she pleases.

But on the day when I really grew up, I found that it was better when I was a child. As an adult, I have the happiness of an adult, but the troubles that follow.

When I can't face the reality, I want to escape. I often dream of the scene when I was a child. She was learning to ride a bicycle on the concrete road outside the village. She was sitting on her father's bicycle. She had exhausted all her courage. Confidence to control this monster, her hands tightly gripped the handlebars, her whole body was stiff, her hands and feet couldn't be controlled at all, her bicycle moved forward crookedly, and the person and the bicycle fell to the ground within a few meters.

Her knee was worn out on the concrete floor, and there was burning pain from the wound.

She was so painful that she wanted to give up. Her mother didn't know when she was standing on the side of the road, and she didn't come up to help her. Instead, she stood on the side and didn't care about it.

My mother said that she learned it when she rode a bicycle for the first time.

Lou Chunyu was very angry, adults always spoke so easily, as if in the eyes of adults, nothing can trouble them, and any difficulty can be easily overcome.

Lou Chunyu gritted her teeth and got up from the ground, and helped the bicycle up. She gritted her teeth and learned to ride a bicycle. When she was riding the bicycle and moving forward steadily, the wheels turned rapidly, and took her far away.

When she learned to ride a bicycle, she realized that it was not difficult to ride a bicycle.

At this moment, she is sitting among her classmates, as if she is an adult who has learned how to ride a bicycle, but she will not become the kind of ruthless adult who, relying on her own experience, will mercilessly laugh at children who are growing up in the process of groping .

It is not convenient for Lou Chunyu to go home from school. Her school is in the suburbs, and there is no direct bus to her home. She needs to transfer to the bus terminal first, and wait outside the platform for an illegal operating bus that runs every hour.

And the minibus disappeared in history because it was severely cracked down.

What impresses Lou Chunyu is that this kind of minibus can carry everything. When the farming is busy, the aisle will be filled with various fruit and vegetable baskets. I also met an old lady who got on the bus and brought three chicken coops. Cuckoo is so lively.

This time, the person next to Lou Chunyu took a load of chicks home.Those fluffy little chickens huddled in the bamboo cage, Lou Chunyu took a few more glances, and was aroused by these little furry animals.

After getting out of the car, she picked up her schoolbag.

Every plant and tree here is the most familiar scenery to her. She grew up here. After graduation, she thought she could go to a big city, but she was persuaded by her family to come back. At that time, she was not happy. The days are spent in tangles and swings, and even disgusted with this, but people will get used to it. After getting used to being manipulated, they become numb and their hearts die, so they don't think about it so much.

She followed the familiar route to her home, the door was open, and the yard remained unchanged. It has maintained this appearance for the past few years and the next few years.

There is a huge sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the yard. The top of the tree is even with the second floor. It was planted in the year when Lou Chunyu was born. Every autumn, the sweet-scented osmanthus is fragrant. Passers-by can smell the sweet-scented osmanthus from a distance.

Lou Chunyu pushed open the anti-theft door, and her mother rushed out and asked her, "I'm back! How did you do in the exam? Did you ask the teacher for the answer? What did the teacher say, how did you do in the exam?"

Lou Chunyu couldn't answer so many questions, so he simply dealt with it, "Play normally, the teacher told us not to check the answers first, we still don't know who is right and who is wrong, I'm afraid it will affect our mood."

My mother disagreed with what the teacher said, "What you said, if you don't answer correctly, how do you know if you did well in the exam?"

Lou Chunyu's eyes fell on the dining table, the circular dining table was already filled with vegetables, leaving only four sides for food.

"Chunyu, just be a teacher, I'll help you pay attention..." Mom wanted to say something more, but Lou Chunyu interrupted her, "Mom, I'm hungry, let's eat first."

Dad said: "That's right, let's eat first. What are you in a hurry for? The child just finished the college entrance examination. You have already thought about work. Isn't it too rushed?"

"Why do I feel that I haven't seen you for a few days, and you have a stubborn temper. Do you think that my mother is meddling in other people's business, and I am looking for trouble when I have nothing to do? Who am I running up and down for?"

"That's enough, let's eat first, the children are hungry." Dad raised his voice, posing as the head of the family who had never felt a presence.

His mother gave him a blank look, and didn't give him any good looks.

"It will make me angry."

After a while, the rice bowl in Lou Chunyu's hand was gently placed on the table, and she said, "I've finished eating, I'll go upstairs to rest."

And the dishes in front of her have not been touched.

"The wings are hard!"

"You don't say a few words, she just came back from the exam, and you can't stop talking..."

"You blame me? I'm always thinking of her..."

The quarrels downstairs continued intermittently, and when Lou Chunyu closed the window, those voices were also shut out.

Lou Chunyu's room is in a small room facing west. The bed is a small spring bed. The room is very small. There is a desk and a bookcase.

Lou Chunyu spent her childhood on this old desk that was eliminated by her younger brother. There were all kinds of marks on the desk, but what she left was only the corner, which she carved with a pencil sharpener. Learn four words.

Her fingertips brushed over the dusty desk, drawing a mark on it.

Obviously there are two children in the family, but they are not treated fairly.And parents always have various reasons to convince her, the room, the younger brother is the one facing south, can be exposed to the sun, but they were told that the older sister should be humble, so they gave it to the younger brother.The reason for using the desk is that she will live in school in the future and won't be able to use it, so she doesn't need to replace it with a new one, just use the one that was eliminated by her younger brother.

Over time, she got used to it, so when she encountered these situations later, she voluntarily withdrew, said she didn't want it, and gave it to her younger brother, because she knew that even if she wanted it, she didn't want it, and if she voluntarily gave up, it would make her mother reveal Smile and praise yourself for being sensible.

She went to junior high school and saw other girls, only to realize that there are girls who can be ignorant and make willful choices. It's just that the word "sensible" has penetrated deep into her heart at that time and turned into a chain that restrains her.

She lived with the word until the moment of her death.

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Ah~~~ah~~~ah~~~~I still like to be in the mountains. It gets dark at six or seven o’clock in the evening. The hotel we live in has no desk or TV in the room. The only entertainment for our group is Go to the tea room to kill time.

I ordered a pot of tea and brought my computer. Cai Youran was reading a book, and Shuang Tian and I were playing computer. That was the earliest time I updated in the past few days.

My thought at the time was that I would like to live in such a place, where I work at sunrise and rest at sunset. Although life is simple, there are fewer temptations and less worries.There is no takeaway, but there is healthy food, three meals a day, and what the restaurant has.

A friend of mine told me that she could arrange for me to live in Putuo for a few days.It's very quiet there, and after a few days of cleanliness, the love for milk tea barbecue will definitely ignite when you come back.