[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

After driving Dr. Roman out of the infirmary, I took out the documents that the doctor had put in the interlayer of the wheelchair. He must have been really tired from work. I didn't remember to take the reports that came.

I put the file on Dr. Roman's desk, and flipped through the stack of papers. It probably recorded some encounters between Fujimaru Tachika and Matthew at the first singularity that day, but more of them were densely packed. professional data.I couldn't help staring at those confusing numbers for a long time, and when I finally looked up, I saw double images in front of my eyes, and everything I saw was distorted by large and small xyz.

The body that had been in a coma for too long on the hospital bed was still very weak after waking up to consciousness for several days.But in the eyes of ordinary people, the broken body that suffered several cardiac arrests more than half a month ago and was almost unable to be preserved by freezing is now able to sit in an electric wheelchair with great energy and is still operating in Chaldea. Randomly wandering around the periphery of the core area is already the greatest miracle in the history of human medicine.

Those employees even crowned me the title of the mascot of Chaldea, saying things like "If you survive a catastrophe, you will have future blessings" and "Chaldea is immortal, human history will last forever", although it sounds very disturbing. I feel shame and embarrassment, but as the dozens of human beings on the isolated island of civilization remaining in 2015, if shouting these names and slogans can make them regain the courage to regain the future, then no matter how embarrassing it is, for It is also very worthwhile to boost the morale of the final battle.

I sat in the wheelchair and thought about some random things. I waited for a long time, but the sleepiness did not return.

Although sleeping pills can temporarily stop my thinking and give my body that has not fully recovered its functions enough rest, they can't help me resist the dark nightmare.Rather than being forcefully dragged into the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness by the effects of chemicals, and falling helplessly in the face of nightmares, it is better to just be awake and stare blankly at the empty room.

Although I have come to my senses, and the speed of my body's recovery is so fast that my colleagues are amazed, I am still ordered to wait in the infirmary, or to let the air out in the corridor within a certain time and range.And the data storage room, which I have been in charge of before, has become a forbidden place that I am absolutely not allowed to set foot in now. The access control is so strict that even my wish to find a leisure book to pass the time has come to naught.

The infirmary was quiet, not even the "tick" sound of the pointer moving. I read through all the medicine instructions I could find and sat quietly for a while, and finally decided to try to walk two steps in the corridor with a cane.

All the employees on duty at night are closely monitoring the situation of Master No. 48 and the sub-servant girl in the control room, and the other part of the people on duty on day duty have already fallen asleep. There is no one in the corridor, and even the lights on the top are off. , only a small indicator light is on at a distance on the wall close to the ground.

The infirmary is facing the corridor by the window. Open the door and walk a few steps and you can sit on the bay window in front of the huge glass window. In the past, you would occasionally see Matthew sitting by the window reading a book, but when When I occupied one of this series of excellent viewing platforms, I suddenly understood why the girl always preferred such a position.

Through a layer of transparent glass, as long as you attach your palm, you can have the illusion of being in close contact with the wind, snow and sunshine outside.For Matthew in the past, these deviation experiences should be one of the few attempts that can satisfy her curiosity and desire for the outside world.

It's a pity that the sky is cloudy now, and I'm not in the mood to appreciate the scenery outside. The never-ending blizzard is accompanied by gray snow particles "crackling" on the glass windows, accompanied by dim lights and quiet corridors. Everything can only make my heart feel more irritable.

"Big brother, it's so late, haven't you gone to bed yet?" The childish voice rang in my ear suddenly. I didn't expect that there was another person in this area. I was scared when I was unprepared. Almost jumped directly from the bay window.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Are you scared?" With the child's second words, a golden mist of sand appeared out of thin air in front of me, and then slowly condensed into a human shape.

I watched the other party approach with a smile, and then sat down next to me on the bay window.

"I should be the one to ask you this question..." I watched the other party dig in his pocket, took out a pink lollipop and stuffed it into my hand, "Since I chose to look like a child in the Chaldea activities, why not follow the rules of life of young children a little bit, Gilgamesh."

Gilgamesh in child form smiled sweetly at me: "Heroic spirits don't need to sleep, big brother."

"Besides, I see that you seem to be very lonely by yourself, so you just think, 'Would you like to come and talk to big brother', like this."

"No, thank you." I decisively rejected Gilgamesh's invitation to talk, "If you feel bored, you can go to my original room to find games to play, I think you should like them."

"Hey, why, big brother, you obviously have a lot to say, don't you?" Young Jill looked at me suspiciously, "You can ask me any questions you want. In the future, I will be able to talk a lot."

I looked at the pure and innocent expression on the other person's face, and hesitated to speak. The words I wanted to refuse twisted in my throat, but I swallowed them back into my stomach.

"Okay," I surrendered like the pseudo-child forces, "No matter what, I still have to thank you for catching me from the Holy Grail in time, otherwise it would probably be my dead body that was sent back to Chaldea .”

"Enn, you're welcome." Young Jill accepted my thanks very graciously.

"There is also a bottle of elixir, and this is also included in the scope of gratitude."

"Yes, thank you for the elixir too," I added.

"What price do you want, or what pleasure do you want to get from me?" I asked him again, "Let's put it another way, when you grow up, you choose to save me. What kind of fun is it for? I'm not you lord."

Young Jill thought for a moment, then blinked at me and tilted his head.

"I don't really understand what you are talking about, big brother, but you are the one who summoned me, so for me, it is right to save you? As for me when I grow up, he said that your existence itself It’s a good show, so I chose to save you.”

I selectively ignored Young Jill's explanation of his thoughts when he grew up, and only grasped the first half of the key points.

"I summoned you?" I said, "Impossible...it's impossible anyway."

I raised my right hand and showed him the empty back of my hand: "There is no Command Seal here."

Young Jill took it for granted: "I know, because I haven't concluded a contract with you yet, so the magic power I use for my activities still comes from the magic furnace in the King's Treasure. Part of becoming this form is out of It's for the purpose of saving mana."

I froze for a while before I found my voice.

"Then..." I was now a little uncertain about Gilgamesh's visit again.

"Do you want me to provide you with magic power? Sorry, but now I..."

"Enn, but this matter is not urgent." Young Jill patted my hand on my knee, "There is another more important matter to be resolved now, and everyone in Chaldea is very concerned about it."

I looked at him very puzzled.

"Everyone thinks you are hurt by love, but I don't think it's just that. What do you think, big brother?"

Looking at the boy's slender tapered pupils and blood-colored eyes, and the cute smile on his face, I deeply felt the horror of "Gilgamesh".Whether in the form of a child or an adult, this oldest king always has a delicate and transparent heart, he can see through everything, and takes pleasure in it.All I can be thankful for now is that the Gilgamesh in front of me is not the golden tyrant who likes to play with people's hearts for pleasure, but a child who looks more considerate.

However, even with the appearance of a child, his original spiritual foundation is also that adult second-hand kitchen repairer, so I easily admitted to him my inner depression—not revealing it, because I believe he must have already had feelings for me in my heart. I realized that if he had had enough fun one day and changed back, the one who was played to death next would be me!

I thought back to my memory of Father Mapo's sinister smile after being played badly, and I shivered suddenly.

So, I started trying to say no.

"Since you are a child now, you don't have to worry about what the adults are thinking."

"Hey, this is not good, big brother. This is the answer that 'me' and I both want to know. Of course, other people in Chaldea are also very concerned about your emotional problems."

Is this threatening to release the big bling if I don't tell him?I looked at him helplessly.

"Talk about your opinion on the former director of Chaldea? It is said that she is a very strong and remarkable woman."

"Yes," I agreed, "The director is indeed a very hard-working woman who can support the operation of the entire Chaldea on her own. Of course, she is also excellent enough."

"So, do you like her very much?"

"If it's between lovers, I don't think so, but I appreciate her hard work and strength."

"Hey, but I heard from other staff members in Chaldea that your daily interaction looks like a couple."

"If a man refuses to hug a woman who is on the verge of collapse, then he is not a qualified gentleman. Although I probably have never used hugs to support the director."

"What about words? Compared with others, what do words that are more casual and pampering mean?"

"The two of us are old classmates, and boys should take care of girls. I just want to give her a sense of security by using a gentler tone." I paused and added hesitantly, "After all, in Chaldea, No one has any intimacy with the director's behavior beyond the boundaries of subordinates."

"But haven't you been dreaming about her lately? The one who came to show off in front of you when you got excellent grades, the one who wept silently at her father's funeral, the one who spoke confidently on the stage, and the one who stood in front of the Holy Grail. The one who calls your name until she dies... isn't your dream full of that woman with long white hair?"

"You peeked at my dream?!" I was stunned.

At that moment, I even wanted to strangle the servant in front of me to death, but when I saw the other person's expression, the burning anger in my heart was extinguished with a "shua".

Young Jill's face was calm, calm, and even with a hint of a smile, he said: "You are the one who summoned me. Although there is no formal contract, there is still a connection between us."

I silently watched him take back from my hand the candy he had forced on me earlier, and played with that girly lollipop a few times in his hand.

"So," he asked me again, "do you really not like her?"

"I don't like her." I feel that I am so calm now that my heart is about to stop beating, and my consciousness has drifted out of my body.

I heard my voice answer him thus:

"No one would be more grateful for the rest of his life in his heart when his lover died but he survived than he felt sad for his lover's departure."

"I don't deserve to like her."

The author has something to say:

Xuejian has such complicated feelings for the director. In the end, he still put his life first, so he chose to attribute everything he has done to the director to his appreciation for those who work hard.

This may be a kind of escape, or it may be his self-recognition of past facts

Young Gil is cured enough, he is already very gentle

At the end of writing, I thought about the ending of this article. Well, it is true that Roman CP is right, but the copy also said that it is impossible for the two of them to stick together in the text, but we can still have Spoiler!

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Some words seemed to be said in Chapter 10, but after looking at the content of Chapter 10, it seems that it is not suitable?As a result, I waited until Chapter 12, and then found that this chapter seemed to be...

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