[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

Can trust and reliance allow me to regain my magic circuit and become a master again?Or, by doing this, can I find out the truth about the fgo system, and then use this to sign a contract with the servant?

It's not that I don't believe in others, it's just that everyone will say words of comfort, but very few people can actually take practical actions.Besides, what I am facing are all problems that I can only rely on my own strength to solve. Apart from making me feel my own powerlessness, can the encouragement and help of others have any other effect?

I really wanted to slap the table and shout out these inner thoughts to Romani, but a voice told me from the bottom of my heart that this is not possible, it is not possible, and the doctor said these words out of worry about my state and Pay attention, I shouldn't refuse his kindness, and I can't get angry at him for no reason.

"Xuejian, Xuejian? Are you still listening?"

Suddenly there was a large swaying white object in front of me. I was startled when I just turned around from my distraction, and I subconsciously reached out to fish it. I raised my arm halfway before I suddenly realized that it was actually Romani’s hand.

"What are you thinking, so fascinated."

Romani grabbed my hand that was about to retract, pulled it hard and then wrapped me around my shoulders and led me around half a circle.When I was still dazed by the sudden attack, I was pushed back two steps by him, and I sat down heavily on the bed in the infirmary.

"What?" I was stunned.

"Watching you sleep." Romani put her hands on her hips, with a confident look on her face.

"You didn't listen to what I just said, did you?" He put on an expression of "I knew it would be like this", "I said you lie down and catch up on sleep right now!"

"Are you kidding me? It's only afternoon...and I'm not sleepy."

"If you're not sleepy, just lie down with your eyes closed, clear your mind, and don't let me hear your whimsical thoughts!"

Are you chasing BBC's Sherlock Holmes recently?I feel a little helpless about Romani's sudden jump.

"Okay, okay, I must go to bed on time tonight, Romani, can you let me go now? I still have a lot of work to do, and it's not appropriate to take a nap now."

I patiently tried to discuss with Romani, but only got the other party's firm rejection.He pressed my shoulder tightly to prevent me from leaving the bed. If it was normal, I would definitely be able to lift him to the ceiling with only one hand, but unfortunately, I was already in the simulated training ground just now. A lot of physical strength was consumed. Although the wound has recovered quickly, the muscle soreness has not faded away.I struggled under the opponent's hands for a long time, but in the end I was defeated because of lack of physical strength.

I swear I've never seen Romani make such a quick action before. He quickly took off my coat and took off my shoes. The quilt wrapped me into a silkworm chrysalis and threw me deep into the bed.

I was dazed for a full three seconds before I struggled to break free from the quilt on my body, and moved my body to rub against the bed.

Romani pulled the chair aside and sat down at the desk beside the bed. While opening his laptop, he reached out and patted me.

"I'll be right here with you, now, please close your eyes and have a good sleep."

"...Forcing me to sleep is fine, why do you still have to watch from the side!"

I watched the other party click the mouse to bring up a document, and then took out a tablet computer from the side, set it up, and skillfully opened a colorful interface.

"If I don't look at you, you will definitely not stay here in peace."

While he was busy, he half complained and half jokingly said to me: "As for disobedience to the doctor's advice, you have a criminal record. Pull out the infusion needle while I'm not paying attention, and then jump out of the window to escape. You are the most proficient at doing this kind of thing.”

The old account was turned over again.I couldn't help but lifted the quilt up, covering most of my face in embarrassment.

"Even so, I don't want to be stared at by a big man." I buried myself in the quilt and protested sullenly to the other party.

Romani answered with ease: "Everyone has their own work to do, how about I call Da Vinci sauce for you?"

Then I can't sleep even more, I complained silently in my heart.

"No."

"Then there will be no one else," Romani said.

"Why don't you turn around and face the wall so you can't see me looking at you."

I stared at him fixedly, not speaking.

Romani seemed to be uncomfortable under my watch. He fumbled for the tablet in his hand with some anxiety, glanced at me, and said hesitantly, "Then let me play some music for you?"

I said, "No electronic music, no magic☆Mei Li, no soft music, and no ASMR."

"Then what do you want?" He had black lines all over his head.

I didn't answer his words right away, but lowered my eyes and grabbed the edge of the quilt, trying to wrap myself tighter.Seeing this, Romani put down the tablet and reached out to help tuck the corner of the quilt, and pulled down the quilt covering my face by the way.

"Are you going to suffocate yourself?" He said helplessly.

I looked up at him, pulled the quilt back to cover my chin, blinked my eyes, and asked, "Romani, if Lixiang-kun is like me, what will you do?"

"What should I do?" He was at a loss for a moment, "Lixiang won't do this."

"I mean if."

I wriggled under the covers, trying to make myself more comfortable: "What if he had PTSD? He was a normal kid before he went to Chaldea and encountered these things."

Romani shook his head: "I've given him a psychological test before, and he doesn't have that tendency."

"But..." He frowned, showing a look of embarrassment, "If this is the case, I'm afraid... I'm afraid he still has to take on the work of repairing the singularity, but I think, I will Help him as much as possible.”

I looked at him and said, "He's just a child, you shouldn't have pushed him like that."

"No way, he is now the only hope to restore human reason. In front of human reason and individuals... No, I don't want to discuss the topic of this theory of justice. This is a fundamentally untenable assumption."

I was silent for two seconds, turned over and lay on my back on the bed.

"What about me," I lowered my eyes not to look at the glaring lights on the roof of the infirmary, "I am obviously a few years older than him, and I have more knowledge and experience, why do you just..." You choose to restrain me Act instead of Fujimaru Tateka in that assumption.

Is it because I am worthless that you entrust me with important responsibilities, or is it because I am not as reliable as a child in your heart?

"Forget it, if I didn't ask, you can go and see your magic☆Merry!" I suddenly pulled the quilt over my head, and didn't want to continue to dwell on this question.The feeling of being cared for is of course good, but the sense of distrust behind it also makes me feel deeply frustrated and lost, but the thing that makes me most desperate is my inability to change the status quo...

Forget it, it was all my problem.

I rolled in the quilt and moved back to the depth of the bed, closing my eyes.If I had never had such psychological problems and had a criminal record of avoiding medical treatment, Romani would not have interfered in my behavior so exaggeratedly.

This is really self-inflicted, I laughed to myself.

Romani behind me seemed to sigh, and I stuffed my head under the quilt with complicated emotions. I wanted to recall the material I just read yesterday in my mind to consolidate my memory, but maybe it was because my body was too tired. Not long after, I fell into a deep sleep unknowingly.

When I woke up again, it was already six o'clock in the evening.After three or four hours of rest, the exhausted physical strength has been recovered to a certain extent, but the strange and unknown fragments in my sleep made my mental state even more sluggish. I wiped my face tiredly, palm When I touched the skin on my forehead, I realized that I was drenched in cold sweat.

The seat next to me was empty, and I was the only one left in the medical room.

The light in the room was adjusted to a suitable brightness, not too bright, but it also allowed people to see the surrounding environment without much hindrance under such conditions.

There are only small noises made by some electrical appliances in the room. This kind of sound that promotes its own existence is not very annoying, but it also makes me feel a little inexplicable peace of mind when I am in it.

It's really Romani's handwriting, and it feels exactly the same as him.

At first, because I was very unimpressed with Romani Akiman's non-tense character, the relationship between us for a long time was deliberately maintained as a casual acquaintance. Of course, we kept such a distance To save this matter also has the credit of the other party.Romani has always been versatile, he can chat with everyone, but always stops in time when the relationship between the two parties is about to break through.Based on this, I have never been able to understand, like the way we got along at the beginning, where did something go wrong, and it turned into what it is now-I took the other party's kindness for granted, and he said nothing. Show me you care.

Breaking out of my own thoughts, I looked up to see a green light flashing on the electronic door to the infirmary, which represented minimum access clearance.I can easily leave here without even the necessary documents, just relying on basic infrared sensing.

So, like before, do you want to leave quietly while Romani is not around?

I hesitated for two seconds.

No, forget it.

I shook my head to myself at the empty room.

This time, I'll wait here for his return.