[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

The video appears to have been shot from outside the window, with the focus of the shot being a child inside the room.At the beginning of the video, the child was holding a heavy ancient book in a daze, but after two seconds, he seemed to sense the existence of the sneak shot, he turned his head, faced the camera accurately, and narrowed his eyes slightly , showing a somewhat mysterious smile.It seemed that he knew that someone was looking at him behind the screen. The child's lips opened and closed, and his mouth was very clear. What he said was: "We met for the first time, I am..."

The expression on the child's face made me shudder. It was a chuckle mixed with certainty, slyness, and slight malice. Before that, I had never seen a similar expression on the face of any child of the same age. But what frightened me the most was not the child's age-appropriate look in the video, but his identity.

This is me, about eight or nine years old, still raised in a German castle.

When I saw the file name, I could still maintain a curious attitude, but when I saw the video in the file with my own eyes, I was only left with infinite panic in my heart.

How, how could this happen!

Maybe they just look alike, or maybe they just have the same name.I hurriedly comforted myself and said, it’s just that when I was eight or nine years old, how could I be so sensitive to sneak shots from the outside world, and how could I show such a terrifying expression? !

Even though I was thinking this way, I still couldn't restrain the fear in my heart. In the dark room, only the laptop screen in front of me was emitting a faint, cold white light.I watched the look on the kid's face in the video I paused and couldn't help shaking.

Impossible, this is impossible!I shouted in a panic in my heart, you know it very well, Yukimi Aiba, before you were allowed to leave the castle, you were always a somewhat autistic child.You are immersed in your own world all day long, and you don't care about the things around you at all, let alone this strange camera. At that time, even the care from your mother can't make you smile even a little bit.Such a problem child, how could he show such a complicated expression? !

But the more I wanted to excuse myself, the more I became convinced in my heart.This is indeed the room I stayed in for more than ten years. It is what I looked like when I was young. Although there are indeed several cousins ​​who are about my age living in the castle at the same time, they will have long hair and be combed like I'm the only one with a princess-like hairstyle.

I sat on the chair blankly, looking at the strange self on the screen, suddenly a little dazed.

After being stunned for a long time, I slowly started to move again, holding the mouse with trembling hands, and numbly pulling the progress of the video back to the beginning.

The video was shot in winter, and there are bits and pieces of snow hitting the lens of the camera.

The gray-haired child was sitting at a low table by the window, looking down at the book in his hand.In the courtyard separated by a wall, the cold wind kept howling, quickly and violently tore off several branches that were crushed by the snow.The scene outside the window was obviously much more interesting than the ancient parchment scroll in his hand, but the lifeless child turned a deaf ear to the sounds of the outside world and was doing his own thing wholeheartedly.

I don't know what kind of black technology was used in the camera that was filmed at the beginning. I can see the slightest movements of the children very clearly.After sitting stiffly for a while, he blinked suddenly, and turned to look at the camera that was shooting secretly.

Afterwards, he smiled. The weird smile coupled with the flash of light in his eyes made me, who was sitting outside the screen, tremble again.

"First めまして, private はむ..."

The camera didn't record his voice, but the other party seemed to have considered this problem, and deliberately enlarged the range of his mouth opening, and he slowly changed his mouth shape from pseudonym to pseudonym...

etc!Looking at the child on the screen, I sat up straight all of a sudden.

I officially started learning Japanese when I entered the Clock Tower at the age of 12.Before I was ten years old, I occasionally communicated with others, all in German, but the "I" in the video obviously speaks Japanese, and...

I rewinded the video a little bit and re-watched the clip of the kid talking.

"We met for the first time, I am..."

I followed his mouth shape to read the pseudonym, and tried several times, but I couldn't imitate the last few sounds of his self-introduction, but obviously, I can tell myself with certainty that the "I" in the video does not mean The three tones YU, KI, and MI.

At that moment, I suddenly thought of what El-Melloi II said to me back then.

Something in my body is preventing me from invoking the magic.

But is it possible?I'm at a loss.

If it's just another personality, it will definitely not have such a big impact on my physical condition.And I lived for nearly 20 years without the possibility of schizophrenia being noticed by myself or those around me.The most important thing is that if it is just a matter of personality transformation, then he should have the same knowledge content as me, that is to say, when we are both eight or nine years old, I can't speak Japanese, so he can Impossible to speak Japanese.

So, if the hypothesis of split personality is ruled out, what other reasons would cause such a puzzling situation now?

I began to hold my head and recall the conversation between El-Melloi II and me.

'When did you find yourself with this problem? '

'About six or seven years old?It was when I first entered the clock tower to study, I don’t remember much...'

"Obviously there were times when I successfully summoned familiars when I was young, but after that one time..."

correct!

I was taken aback, feeling that I had finally grasped a key point.

The first time I tried to use seance magic when I was a child, I did summon something, but, but...

When I began to desperately recall the experience of using magic for the first time more than ten years ago, I was a little horrified to find that, apart from remembering this incident, I can no longer recall what I summoned at the time. Something happened.Moreover, not only did I completely lose the memory of the summoning result, but I also forgot all about the finishing work afterwards.

"Did that time... some strange thing was summoned, and then attached to me."

No, impossible, I hurriedly said.Am I not a magic insulator? If it is a spirit body, I will definitely have a rejection reaction to him. It is absolutely impossible to be possessed or something...

However, if the so-called special constitution is a product of being possessed, that is to say, the assumption of "I will not be possessed" is fundamentally overturned...

I slowly raised my hand to touch my chest, feeling the warmth of life and the strong heartbeat emanating from it, but felt that a bucket of ice water had been poured over my head.

I looked down at my trembling hands in disbelief.

Is there something here, in my body, that has shared a decade or more of my life?What I see is what he sees, and what I hear is what he hears. He has been with me for so many years, but the ridiculous thing is that I don't have the slightest awareness of his existence? !

Terrible, this is really terrible.

I numbly raised my eyes to look at the freeze frame of the video on the computer. I was stunned for a while, and suddenly realized something even more shocking. In an instant, I felt a more intense sense of absurdity rushing into my heart.

If he can control my body to behave like that, does it mean that he also has a certain influence on my thinking and choices when I don't realize it?

Or in other words, all my current thoughts are not generated by my own brain and neurons? !

No, no, if I can think of this problem, then at least my thinking is still mine!

But... the more I think about it, the more frightened I become, and I almost want to curl myself up and hide under the thick quilt.But I am also very clear that this kind of evasion can't solve any problems at all, because that "he" may be in my body now, watching me quietly, or even expecting me to slowly collapse.

"Oh... I don't want to be like this, it's not good at all, I, I don't want to be like this..."

I felt like I was about to shake into a frightened quail. Even if I had changed into a posture where I hugged my knees and nestled in a chair, it couldn't comfort me for a moment.

"Don't scare yourself, Aiba Xuejian..." I whimpered, and comforted myself indiscriminately, "Didn't you also check with Da Vinci before, you are in good health, there is nothing strange inside... ..."

Before the second half of the sentence was finished, the video window, which had been on all the time, suddenly went dark and flashed back.

I was so scared that I screamed, and I was about to lean back subconsciously. As a result, I and the chair fell over together, and there was a heavy knock on the floor.

"it hurts……"

Although I was thrown with stares at my eyes, the real pain gave me an inexplicable sense of peace of mind that I was still alive.I lifted up the chair with trembling hands, sat down, and got together again. When I looked up, I found that the computer screen had returned to the previous page where the file was unlocked.

document!

I even forgot that there is a document here!

"So, so, what is there to be afraid of..." I almost jumped at the mouse as if I was about to grab the last straw, "Perhaps, the results of Chaldea's research are not what I guessed at all." Ah, I, I...!?"

I pressed it many times with trembling hands before I successfully opened the document.The moment of waiting for loading is heart-wrenching and anxious, and I hope that the official document will give me an explanation I expect.

But when the document was opened and I saw the beginning of all the content in it, I felt that the ecstasy that I could only call it just now fell into a deeper despair than before.

There is only a simple line in the document.

"It has been confirmed that Yukimi Aiba Lehmann is MUS000, the provider of the core code of the Chaldean 'Fate' summoning system."

The author has something to say:

After peeling Romani's vest, let's peel off your own vest

Xuejian has always been afraid that the meaning of his existence will be denied, and if there are doubts about his own existence, then let alone the meaning. Now he is afraid of this

I think it's easy to guess that he is related to MUS000, right?

I am looking forward to your imagination today, after all, I am not afraid of being guessed by you [I will never write suspense again, really

You ripped off a big piece of the shady scene with a single hiss, aren't you happy?