fox to the north

When I woke up, the sun had already crept in through the half-closed curtains. I reached out to pick up the phone to check the time. When I didn’t turn on the light, I realized that the battery was out. I got up and went to the living room with the phone, and found that Leah had packed up. It's good to sit on the sofa and watch TV. The TV is playing programs, but there is no sound.

Leah turned her head when she heard the voice. "woke up?"

"Well, morning."

"Eating is on the table and there are new toiletries in the bathroom."

"Well, my phone is out of battery..."

"The charging cable is on my bedside table."

Kyuubi nodded, then went to Leah's room, got the charger and went back to the room where he slept to charge it.

"what time is it?"

"Ten o'clock."

"It's ten o'clock? Don't you go to work?" This kind of conversation is like an old friend who has known each other for a long time, but Kyuubi realized that he is also someone who has only met the second time, so he just put himself in someone's house That's strange.

"Night shift today."

"Oh......"

After noticing that Kyuubi put down the breakfast in his hands, Lia turned off the TV and stood up.

"I'm going to the supermarket to get some groceries, and if you're going to stay home or leave, just close the door."

"I'll go with you."

"Ok?"

Kyuubi knew that Leah's words had no other meaning, but was used to this direct way of speaking.

"I go with you."

Lia didn't speak, and walked out directly. Kyuubi threw away the trash, then closed the door, and followed quickly.

Since yesterday, Kyuubi has had some doubts. Leah lives in a house in a busy area and drives an expensive car. Why does she want to work in a bar?But thinking of the "for life" that Leah told him before, Kyuubi guessed that he should have some difficulties, but Leah didn't mention it, and he didn't ask.

After entering the supermarket, Leah said, "Get what you need by yourself" and went straight to the food area. Kyuubi looked around, and then followed Leah, noticing that the person who followed her, Leah also Didn't say anything, concentrated on picking vegetables.

"Is there anything you want to eat?" Leah asked after walking to the meat section.

"The only thing I know how to cook is steak, do you want to try it?"

The two looked at each other, and then both smiled, and Leah knew that he was repaying his acceptance in disguise.

"Eat bad stomach medical expenses belong to you."

Kyuubi smiled and picked two steaks, "It doesn't cost money if it's not good."

Leah didn't answer, and picked up two more dollars.

After buying a lot of things, the two planned to go home. After returning home, Leah rummaged through the two bags of things she bought, and then threw something to Kyuubi. After a closer look, it was a box of ice cream.

"I'm not a little girl." She said as she opened the package.

"Don't eat if you don't like it."

Put everything in the refrigerator and get some vegetables out for lunch.

"Would you like to have steak now or tonight?"

Lia paused after hearing this, "Aren't you planning to go back?"

The originally cheerful Nine Tails put away his smile.

"I have no place to go at the moment." He said, and put on a smile again, "I will rent a house from you for a few days, and the rent will not be less than yours. It's a good friend."

Leah didn't speak any more, and went into the kitchen with her things.

They all know each other's thoughts, one doesn't want him to be fooled, and the other doesn't want him to understand.

Maybe we are all like this. When strength and cowardice collide, we choose to procrastinate.

Then the misunderstanding deepened, and then they didn't bother to pay attention to it, and then became the capital of hurting each other.

After Leah entered, Nine-Tails put away his smile. He knew how false what he said was, but it would be easier to lie to himself occasionally.

He stood up and walked into the room, turning on the charging phone.

A few reminder messages popped up, Jiuwei clicked on it, and it was a text message and a call reminder from Luo Yi, saying that the book had already been obtained, and he made an appointment to meet and give the book to him another day.Looking through it again, um, there is no information about that person, that's why he was afraid of getting stuck.After replying a text message to Luo Yi, he put down his phone and went back to the living room.

The two spent the entire afternoon together in a common space without any friction. Kyuubi was watching TV, and Lia was sitting on the sofa playing with a tablet computer, glancing at the TV from time to time, and would follow when she saw something funny. Laughing, at six o'clock Kyuubi asked Leah what time to go to work, Leah replied eight o'clock, and Kyuubi nodded to show understanding.

"Then I'll cook steak for you at seven o'clock, can you make it in time?"

"Well, it's very close, it doesn't matter if you go later."

Jiuwei clicked his tongue, your working hours are already so late, are you sure it doesn't matter if you go later?But he didn't ask again.

"How familiar?"

"All cooked."

"It tastes good, just like me."

Lia glanced at him, but didn't speak again, Kyuubi walked into the room, charged the mobile phone that had been charged for an afternoon, then lay on the bed and played with it, there were a lot of text messages from Luo Yi asking for warmth, Kyuubi got used to it , just checked everything and replied a few words, clicked on the address book, and the word Beili appeared in front of my eyes. The number of people in the address book was so small that I didn’t need to swipe my finger. Below that is Luo Yi, nothing else.

After scrolling through Weibo for a while, I felt bored. I put down my phone and went back to the living room. Looking at the time, it was already [-]:[-].

"are you hungry?"

Leah turned around, "Are you hungry?"

"I just don't have anything to do and I'm in a hurry."

Leah pointed to the kitchen, then turned around, "Go."

Kyuubi finally realized that the reason why they are like old friends is because their personalities are very similar, they don't like to ask too many questions, and they just do what they want.

Kyuubi is grateful for meeting such a friend, as if he was bestowed by God.

After entering the kitchen and tinkering for a long time, the natural gas was not turned on, and was about to go back to the living room to call Lia for help, when he turned around and saw the man leaning against the door with his hands crossed and looking at him with a funny face.Kyuubi's skin was not thin, he leaned against the sink, pushed his hands back, and pursed his lips.

"It doesn't seem familiar to me."

Leah didn't leave after turning on the gas, and returned to the door to stay in the old posture.

"I'll do the rest, you can go."

Leah spread her hands, indicating that you can do yours, and I will stay. Seeing that the man didn't leave, Kyuubi didn't bother to pay attention, and concentrated on developing his steak. After a long time of tinkering, just as Leah thought, he turned around. With a smirk on his face, "Hehe...Which one is the salt?"

Leah laughed, sure enough, what he understood Kyuubi would do, he probably just knew the process, so he had to go forward and help the man prepare all the ingredients, then Kyuubi waved his hand, "You can really go, I'm OK gone."

Seeing that he desperately wanted to drive him away, Leah had no choice but to leave the kitchen, thinking about what to cook later.

It took him nearly half an hour to bring out the slightly burnt-yellow thing that could have been finished in 8 minutes. Leah swallowed, and then planned to taste it before cooking. Unexpectedly, the result was endless. Come down and eat the disc.

He didn't expect that the process that seemed to be completely messed up turned out a steak that tasted good. Although it wasn't very delicious, it was a taste that most people could accept. That's all.

It was almost eight o'clock after eating, and Leah said that she was going to work at that time, and Kyuubi quickly walked out of the kitchen after clearing the dishes.

"Wait a minute, I'll go too."

Leah looked puzzled.

"Staying alone is kind of boring." Nine Tails shrugged.

Leah didn't say anything else, he never liked to ask other people's choices, he nodded, and when Nine-Tails finished packing up, the two went out together.

The manager couldn't hide the surprise on his face when he saw Kyuubi again. Could it be Leah's friend?Leah has been working here for two years, but she has never heard of any friends he has, let alone saw him bring anyone to work.

"Isn't this Leah's friend?" The manager's nodding and bowing made Kyuubi feel amused. He glanced at Leah who didn't intend to talk to him, and pushed him with his elbow to signal him to go upstairs first, but Leah naturally didn't want to pay attention. Regarding the matter in front of him, he also knew what Kyuubi was thinking.

"Manager, you don't remember me?"

Kyuubi's words really made the manager dizzy, "This...could it be possible that I met the young master somewhere by chance?"

"Did you forget the kid who worked for you for a day three months ago?"

After hearing this, the manager stared at Kyuubi for a while, and then his eyes lit up, "Jin Tuo?"

Kyuubi nodded, then went upstairs on his own, "The manager is so forgetful..."

The manager on the first floor was left in a daze. What happened during this period?Didn't Jintuo leave with a benefactor?What's the deal with Leah?However, this manager is also a person who knows current affairs, so he doesn't ask about things that shouldn't be asked, otherwise he will have a hard time if he offends little Liana.

The two got along like this for nearly a week, until a certain Leah went to work at night, when Kyuubi Zhai was at home reading a book sent by Luo Yi, he received a call from that person, who seemed to disappear but then suddenly appeared The person on the ground, his hand holding the phone was trembling, but he couldn't wait to hear that person's voice in his heart.

Yes, the one that falls first is always the last.

"Hey?"

There was no sound on the other side, and it was only after Kyuubi's rapidly beating heart calmed down that he heard the sound of breathing on the other side. He thought that the person was just for fun, and when hesitating between hanging up or not hanging up the phone, the other party finally spoke, and the person The words made Kyuubi escape from here in an instant, and he couldn't wait to return to his side.

He said.

"Kyuubi, can you come back, I miss you."

What a simple sentence, what an unconvincing sentence, but Kyuubi believed it firmly, because it was the first stranger who gave him a sense of security, because that was the person who said he would protect him, because that It was the person he fell in love with.

Kyuubi, who was dazzled by joy, didn't realize that there was not even a simple sorry in that sentence.

So when Leah came home and opened the door expectantly, only to find that there was no one there, he realized how it was impossible to borrow something indefinitely, let alone a person who didn't love you.

Everything seemed to be back to the original point again. On the second day after Kyuubi left, Leah received his text message, but didn't bother to pay attention to it, and didn't plan to reply. He didn't like to deal with these random things.

Kyuubi is still Beili's Kyuubi, Beili is still the Beili who occasionally accompanies him to mess around, and Leah is still Leah who walks alone.

After staying at home for a while, Kyuubi began to want to work. He didn't become stronger by relying on Beili's care, he wanted to make himself capable, so when he stood in front of Beili and said he wanted to work, Beili frowned Frowning, he glanced at him and then lowered his head to deal with the mail.

"It's good to have me at work."

"Bei Li."

"You don't need to worry about these, you can spend the money as you like." As soon as he finished speaking, he was hit by something, which was the mobile phone thrown by Kyuubi.

"Beili, I'm not your adopted woman." He originally wanted to say that I was not your adopted little lover, but after thinking about it, this seems to be true.

After Bei Li got the anger from that man, he closed the computer, walked to the man's side and hugged him, "Okay, you can do whatever you want, I won't hinder you."

Kyuubi is grateful for Beili's compromise, but he still forgot that the respect he originally wanted did not include the word "sorry".

Kyuubi naturally doesn't want to go into business, and his hobbies since he was a child are just reading and writing. He knows that if he wants to work in a company, Beili will probably make arrangements for him, but that's too useless. That's not him.

Inside the cover of the book Luo Yi sent was a memory card, which contained the articles and novels he had written since his freshman year of high school. Because of family changes, he didn't take the university entrance exam, but this didn't have any impact on Kyuubi.

I found a relatively reliable publishing house on the Internet, and submitted two novels and a few essays in the name of Kyuubi. After that, my work at home was just waiting for replies besides coding.

The way of getting along between the two is still the same as before the conflict. Occasionally, Beili will go home to live for a few days. At that time, Kyuubi will live alone. When meeting Luo Yi, or disturbing Leah, Kyuubi always knows, Bei Li is not like him, he is alone, but Bei Li has a father and a mother, he should be a very family-oriented person.

After going back and forth, Leah also knew the relationship between them, it was not an illegal relationship, which made Leah not as resistant to the relationship between Kyuubi and that person as before. This weekend, Beili will go home again, saying that it is his mother Kyuubi didn't want to know about his birthday either. He knew that Beili would not let him appear in his family's life at the moment, but it didn't matter to him. He only loved Beili alone, so he used an excuse to say that he wanted to meet friends. Soothe Bei Li's slightly embarrassed expression.

But now, Leah handed him a small box, he opened it curiously, it was a pair of couple rings, Nine Tails closed it, and then looked at Leah with a puzzled expression.

"A few days ago, when they were talking about things here, someone left something behind. I asked all the people who came here a few days ago. It wasn't theirs. You can take it back and ask him. If it's not, then take it back."

After listening to Jiuwei, he opened the box again. Inside was a pair of rings, one big and one small, from Beili?What did he buy a pair of rings for?

After closing the box and putting it in the pocket of his clothes, Leah mixed a glass of wine for him and asked him to drink slowly by himself, but didn't pay much attention to him.The wine was a bit strong, and Leah didn't dare to adjust it too much for him, but after he got off work, the man was still a little tipsy.

"Hey, I'm back."

"Hmm... um? Back to where?"

"You go back to your house, and I'll go back to mine."

"Don't be funny, what home do I go back to? I don't have a home."

This sentence stung Lia, he picked up the man, put him in the taxi, and after a while the wind blew outside, he was quite sober, "Tell me the address, and send a text message when we arrive." After finishing speaking Just closed the door.Leah didn't know if it was good or bad to just send him back like this, but it must not be a good thing for him to stay by his side tonight after drinking.

Jiuwei, who was blowing the wind all the way in the car, drove away the little drunkenness, and just after closing the car door, he saw Beili getting out of the car.How can he come back?Judging from the size of this day, he would have to stay at home for at least two or three days.

His feet were a little weak when he got out of the car, Bei Li obviously saw him, and approached him to support him.

"Have you been drinking?"

"Well... I had a drink with my friend, but I didn't drink too much."

Bei Li didn't speak any more, and the two entered the room silently.

"Take off your coat, let's take a shower first." Bei Li stripped off the man's coat.

Kyuubi shook his head, didn't say anything, went into the room to get a change of clothes and went to take a shower.Beili wanted to throw the man's coat in the laundry basket for a while, so he took out his pocket in case he had a mobile phone or something, but he didn't expect to take out the small box that Leah had given him.

Beili threw the clothes on the sofa, then opened the box, and the pair of rings inside made him sullen.

When Kyuubi came out, he saw the man sitting motionless on the sofa, brushing his hair and approaching, only to notice the ring that the man put on the coffee table.

"What do you mean?" The man spoke in a tortured tone before he could speak.

"This is......"

"What? I'm tired of living here and want to find a woman to marry?"

Kyuubi, who was interrupted, didn't expect that what he heard next would be such a sentence, and suddenly he didn't even have the intention to explain.

But Beili, isn't this your ring?Since when did you have the ability to set things up?

"Or do you just like that kid in the bar? Huh?" He stood up, and grabbed Nine Tails' neck with his right hand.

Kyuubi opened his hand and sneered, "What do you mean?"

"What do I mean? Don't you know what I mean? Didn't you keep seeing that kid when I was away? Didn't you stay at his house last time? What do I mean? Kyuubi, you are so disgusting. "

What finally knocked him back?It wasn't the pair of rings that seemed to be Bei Li, it wasn't the groundless suspicion, it was the disgust he said that made Nine-Tails crumble.

So my company is so disgusting in your eyes?Could it be that in the eyes of your family, are you also so contemptuous when you talk about this kind of relationship?

Kyuubi threw the towel on the sofa, turned back and went into the room to change clothes, just like he did when he first arrived, he simply packed a few things when he left, he didn't even take the pair of rings that might not be Beili with him Walk.

It wasn't until the door was closed that Bei Li pulled away from his anger, kicked the coffee table hard, and threw the ring on the ground.

What went wrong in the end, or this relationship was not strong from the beginning.

When Bei Li chased him out, the man was walking towards the taxi place without looking back.

He quickly caught up, pulled the man into his arms, Nine Tails pushed him away, but was still stubbornly about to leave, Beili put all his strength and locked him in his arms.

"Don't leave...Nine Tails...don't leave me..."

That person's slightly trembling tone made Nine-tails, who was overwhelmed, relax for a moment, as if he had received a call that day, he lost again.

"Xiao Li?"

Suddenly the person holding him trembled, then let go of him, and put his hand down vertically.

"mom."

He heard him shout.

"he is?"

"a friend."

As if the world was turned upside down, Kyuubi raised his head and glanced at the man's no longer doting eyes, then turned his head, called aunt obediently, and then walked away.He even had a bit of extravagance, hoping that Beili would hold him, and then tell his mother that this was the person he liked.

But no, he only heard the voice of Beili's mother asking for warmth and the sound of footsteps fading away behind him.

So ah, what the hell are you expecting.

But if Kyuubi is willing to look back, he will find that the person who talked to his mother is looking back at him, but unfortunately he doesn't.

......

Leah looked at the man slumped on the sofa and kicked him.

"You use me as a refuge?"

"No, I think this is a high-end hotel."

"Arguing again?" Leah sat down on the single sofa.

"Well...forget it."

"Are you okay?"

"It's no big deal." Anyway, I'm used to this kind of up and down life. "By the way, I threw the pair of rings at his house. If the owner finds them, just tell me and I'll pay for it."

"There is no need to pay, you have already paid him back." I asked the last few people today, and they all said that it was not theirs, and the rest was only Beili, which can also explain why he folded back after going downstairs that day. , I guess I found something missing, but I forgot it when I got involved in a series of things during this period. It was probably a gift, otherwise I wouldn't be so careless.

Kyuubi was not surprised when he knew this fact. To be honest, he never had the idea that Bei Li would spend his whole life with him. He was used to being alone. He would cherish this moment when he had someone to accompany him. If there was no one to accompany him in this life, He will be in this life.

But when the reality was in front of him, he still couldn't bear the pain in his heart and curled up on the sofa, which shocked Leah.

Later, in the middle of the night, he was awakened from a dream, and the image of Beili holding the bride in Jiuwei's dream was slowly becoming clear.

This is the sorrow of Jiuwei, afraid that he will suddenly turn around and hold the woman's hand, afraid that he will suddenly not belong here, because he is not this kind of person, Beili had a girlfriend before, and when his mother chatted with him, he would not belong here. Not far.

When Kyuubi thought that this incredible relationship was about to end, Beili called and gave him an address, so he went to the appointment again very spinelessly.

After Beili asked you to forgive me countless times, he took the man's hand again and returned to the place he called home.

The last time, just the last time, next time I will really leave you.

How humble, so humble that I even look down on him.

But in love, you often think you are clear, but you will be teased again and again.

The author has something to say: I love Kyuubi's temperament the most. I don't hurt myself to help others, and I don't fight back because others hurt me. It's impolite.