Stories

It means to prepare your family members psychologically. If there are elderly people in the family, try to hide it as much as possible. "

When I told this, Xiao Hang suddenly burst into tears.My mother raised her head and looked at him fiercely.

"One or two sons are like this, I don't care, they are all from your Xiao family, you are mad at your father, you go and tell grandpa yourself!"

Xiao Hang was frightened.

He is only 19 years old this year. He was doted on since he was a child, and he also learned sports.

My mother and my father did not fall in love and get married freely. My mother was more beautiful when she was young, but when she was older, my father met on a blind date. A child dragged on for ten years, and she was middle-aged in a trance. I often felt that she looked at me strangely, like the kind of mother in the animal world who was at a loss after becoming a mother and then ate her cubs.

When I was young, I read books and saw Zheng Boke Duan Yuyan, and saw Zheng Bo's mother named him Wu Sheng, because she hated him, she would rather collude with his younger brother to kill him.When I was ten years old, I cried like this, almost crying.

I often feel that she hates me.

Children are always like this, they naturally love their mothers more. Before meeting Qi Chu, I often thought that it would be fine if I hadn’t been born.

After sending my mother home, Xiao Hang's emotions were still on the verge of collapse, and he couldn't be allowed to stay with his mother again, so as not to be stimulated again. A 19-year-old boy can do anything. There is a student in our school who failed the postgraduate entrance examination, was scolded by his parents, jumped off the eighth floor, and fell so badly.

Xiao Hang hasn't slept since yesterday, so I asked the driver to take him back to my house, called Qi Chu and told him about the situation, and asked him to help watch over Xiao Hang.Go back to the hospital by yourself and listen to their analysis of the treatment plan.

The dean said that the chance of waking up is only [-]%.

It's always like this, even if there is only a [-]% chance to save.

I never thought about what I would do if my dad was gone. He is not yet 60 years old, and Xiao Hang just went to university last year, and he still doesn't understand anything.

If he is gone, how will I get along with my mother in the future.

I stayed in the hospital until dawn, but the situation still did not improve. The deputy director came to persuade me to go back and rest, saying that this matter should not be rushed, and that the family members should take care of their health and prepare for a long-term war of resistance.

I went downstairs in a daze with a pile of medical records, and ran into Ling Lanqiu on the second floor. She just got into the elevator, and she was also holding a pile of bills. She didn't have a smile on her face and asked me, "How is your father?"

"Sudden cardiac death has been rescued, and now I am in a deep coma. What about you?"

"Small things." She randomly stuffed a bunch of medical records into a brand-name bag, folded her hands, and tapped her wrist nervously with her fingers, which was a gesture of wanting to smoke.The impression she gave me was that she always had exquisite makeup and a strong aura, but today she was very abnormal.

When I got in the car, I suddenly remembered that the obstetrics and gynecology department was on the second floor.

When I got home, Qi Chu was waiting for me, took my coat silently, and poured warm milk for me to drink.

"Where's Xiao Hang?"

"sleeping."

I sat at the table drinking milk, my face seemed to be frozen, and my temples throbbed with pain.

Qi Chu also sat quietly beside me, he is just like this, he can sing the best love songs, but he can't even say a word of love, his mouth is very stupid, no matter how big the matter is, he will just sit quietly beside you like this.

"I pushed that show down." Qi Chu said suddenly.

Ling Lanqiu accepted a music show for him, and as a judge, Qi Chu was actually very good at gaining the audience's favorability in private, because he was good-looking and had good facial features, unlike some people who only look good in front of the camera.He has a good temper, strong character, and very calm. Except that he is sometimes too cold, there is nothing wrong with him.

I suggested this show to Ling Lanqiu, and Ling Lanqiu said with a smile: "It's a pity that you don't mix in the entertainment industry, Xiao Lin."

She always said that I have a clear understanding of human nature, and I am very suitable for entering the entertainment industry, but not suitable for being in the academic circle.

I didn't expect Qi Chu to push this show.

He probably also saw from my face how serious my dad's condition was, so he took some time to stay with me.

I should be moved, but probably the pain was too much, my heart started to protect itself, my whole body was dull, I couldn't say a word when I looked at him.

"I'll go see Xiao Hang."

Xiao Hang sleeps in the guest bedroom. Because of Qi Chu, there are no guests in my house all year round, and there is no quilt there. Qi Chu doesn't know anything about the family, and he can't find where the quilt is. Turned out, Xiao Hang was wrapped up in a mess and slept on the bed.

I didn't turn on the light, because I was afraid that he would be cold, so I put an extra quilt on him, and was about to go out, when I heard Xiao Hang call softly from behind: "Brother."

We are far apart in age and can't play together, but I always remember that he was very cute when he was a child, following me like a fart, and then he grew up suddenly, and became strange all of a sudden.

"what happened?"

"I came out with my dad. Dad didn't say anything, but Mom was very angry. I thought he was fine..." There was a crying sound in his voice: "Mom said Dad was mad at me. She said I was a pervert. It's a monster..."

I know how badly she can swear, probably the same as when I came out.

On the contrary, my dad doesn't mind these things. He is studying abroad at public expense, and he is a doctor. He has seen a lot of strange things. When I was with Qi Chu, I tremblingly went to check on him. He laughed, asked me to sit down, and told me his last Good friends who stayed abroad back then were the same as me. Sexual orientation has nothing to do with human quality. My family will always support me.

However, my mother didn't want to support me.

She hates me to the bone.

When she quarreled with my dad these years, I also heard the clues. She has a knot in her heart. I have met that friend of my dad. He has settled abroad. He has been single and gentle. Dad was drinking, talking and laughing happily, and his eyes were still youthful.

When my mother was the most angry, even my dad and I scolded: "You Xiao family are all perverts, do you think I don't know? That Ye Zhongxuan is still thinking about you now, you have lied to me all your life!"

So she scolded Xiao Hang: "It's all the fault of your Xiao family!"

I asked my dad seriously back then, my dad guessed the meaning of my words, looked into my eyes, and told me seriously: "Your dad is definitely not the person you think, if I love someone, I will break through everything resistance, and will not sacrifice the life of innocent people for the sake of the world. I really admired your mother back then..."

I was 19 years old at the time, and I think what he said should be the truth, because I have seen old photos of my family, my mother was no worse than any female star now, even in black and white photos, and Xiao Hang and I look the same It's all hereditary.I have seen photos of her on the podium back then, and she was in high spirits.

It's just that the trivialities of life have worn away this spirit.

I know that it was my grandmother who forced her to marry. If she didn't marry, she ran to the school and yelled and cursed, which made the principal unable to step down.

But when my grandmother died, she cried the most.I was very young at that time, maybe four or five years old, and it was winter. I only remember that the mourning hall was very cold and there were many people. I was wearing a furry coat and kowtowed blankly. Because I refused to cry, she took me aside and slapped me. They slapped me, called me cold-blooded, and locked me in a small dark room.

So I understand human nature very well.I know that she beat me because she actually hated grandma, but this hatred has nowhere to escape under the shackles of filial piety, so it can only be vented through me.She hates me because I became the chief culprit who ruined her career. She hates Ye Zhongxuan for the rest of her life because she can't forgive my father for not loving her. She needs to find a reason, otherwise she has to admit that she has become herself. The kind of person I most disdain to be.

So I admire Ling Lanqiu very much.

She always acted vigorously and did not force herself to do anything against her will, so naturally she would not need anyone to bear the consequences for her.

I believe she will love her child, no matter how unexpected the child is.

Woke up after sleeping and found that everything was not a nightmare.

I'm going to go to school, take a long vacation, and then go to the hospital to see my dad.

Xiao Hang cried himself to sleep. Boys in their eighteenth or nineteenth year probably cry like this. Because they felt ashamed, they got under the quilt, only the furry back of their head was exposed, like a lion cub that had been beaten.

When I arrived at the school, I couldn't find a parking space, so I had to get out of the car far away and walked all the way to the office. I asked for leave and came out to see that the sky was as dark as ink, as if it was about to snow.

The wind was blowing like the end of the world, and it was already dark enough to see the faces of the people across the street. People passing by looked in a hurry, and the ground was icy and slippery. fell to the ground.

This fall felt that all the internal organs were displaced, and I lay quietly on the ground. For a while, I felt that my brain was empty.

That's when I saw the man behind my car clearly.

It's the beggar.

This is the first time I have clearly seen his front face. He is wrapped in a cumbersome dirty cotton padded jacket, some cotton fluff is exposed in some places, his hands and feet are twisted in a strange posture, and his face is not sure whether it is dirty or covered with pimples. Sores, I can't see his true face clearly, he doesn't look very old, he seems to have something to say to me, but when he opened his mouth, it was dark inside.

He has no tongue.

I don't know if it was born or was destroyed by someone, but he has no tongue, even if he opened his mouth wide open, he can only make a sound of "ahh".

This scene is disgusting and pitiful, and I immediately got goosebumps all over my body.

He reminds me of those people in urban horror stories who get caught cutting off their limbs and performing in a circus, not human at all